To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/03/11 15:47
Subject: Re: [K-list] Strange Dream/Doubt
From: Druout

In a message dated 3/11/99 11:32:13 AM Pacific Standard Time,
frank.johnson3ATnospamworldnet.att.net writes:

<< Does anyone ever have the K symptoms subside for a time (or at least become
 less intense) and then find themselves doubting that this is truly happening
 with them?
 
 Helen >>

Dear Helen,

Oh Yes!!!! Every single time there is a let up. Once I said to myself after
a couple days of relative calm "it's over." That night it let me know it was
no means over. The doubts are part of all this, I think. The experience is
so powerful that one cannot really keep it in the brain--so the mind has no
way of measuring it or accepting it.

Gopi Krishna and Krishnamurti mentioned this doubt, too. Krishnamurti wrote:
"You know it is not imagination, desire, taking to some fancy or to some
forgotten experience or the revival of some pleasure and hope: you know well
it is none of these things: you have been through this examination before and
you brush all these aside, swiftly with a gesture and you are aware something
is taking place. [italics mine]. He also said

."..all morning it had been there. It is not a make-believe, it's not desire
taking this form of sensation...Thought, having tried, realizes that it cannot
recall what had taken place..It is too vast for thought or desire to conjure
it up: it is too immense for the brain to bring it about. It's not an
illusion."

>From Krishnamurti's Notebook

I'd be curious as to others' experiences with doubt also.

Love, Hillary

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