Recieved: 1999/03/09 19:30
Subject: Re: [K-list] Abusive Relationships
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/03/09 19:30, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 05:41 PM 3/9/99 , FRANK JOHNSON wrote:
> Funny, I thought I was joining this list last month in order to glean some
> insight into my K - awakening. What I have found is that I have learned to
> use my delete key an incredible amount. I need support that can be more
> focused and grounded than this immature exchange that I keep finding in my
Peace, Frank.. K. brings up Karma to be cleared, and it would be nice if
it all came up easily, like balloons to be gently released to float away in
peace of meditation.. but it usually doesn't.. it manifests in real life
that need to be expressed in order to be healed. Like your impatience ... and
your judgments of the list postings as irrelevant to the process, are
to be healed.
Whenever there is an "us and them" attitude, there is an illusion of
separation. A simple focus, is to look for the unity instead of judging. Have
you never experienced being a victim, to open your heart and resonate with the
troubles of others.. no, wait.. you are feeling like a victim of the list.. it
is an immature place that is not grounded, and you must delete much irrelevant
info. Good place to begin, eh?
Interesting, that you did not delete the info from your post that you
irrelevant.. instead you reposted it unedited.. do you often find yourself
sabotaging yourself with your "good intentions"?
Good intentions can be like that.. they are negative judgments masquerading
as compassion. Like the statement of pity, "There, but for the grace of God,
goes I.".. really boneheaded, coz the judgment of other as pitiable IS the
separation.. other is a reflection of a pitiable aspect of self... true Divine
Grace sez.. "There goes I AM".. Unity.
There is in truth no separation.. what you see here is all a reflection of
yourself.. reality filtered thru the unique perspectives of your individual
personality.. which defines how you react to things.. your ego personality
be only a memory, once K. has had her way with you. ;)
So what you say about the list is what you say you need yourself.. your
impatience with the suffering of others is immature, but we don't mind.. it's
human.. and there is a lot of useless stuff in your ego that needs to be
deleted.. but K. will do that for you.. thru life events that you may think
unrelated, like your posting to complain about others. Goddess provides..
speaking of which, you might find this grounding meditation useful..
The grounding visualization for awakening Kundalini is at
Please visit this page when you have 20 minutes to relax
and do the meditation, as the page is "charged" with Shakti
and keyed to be released by your free will choice to visit the page.
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