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To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/03/04 19:09
Subject: Re: [K-list] Paralysis
From: Antoine Carre


On 1999/03/04 19:09, Antoine Carre posted thus to the K-list:

DruoutATnospamaol.com wrote:

> I wonder why you feel the need to overcome this state, as I see it as a doorway.

Dear Hillary,

Good to hear your voice also! It's a good question you ask me here. Wish i
had the answer, but i guess i would not ask it then... I know (ohoh! :)) at
least this, that the part that is paralyzed in those experience wants to
open also, but for some reason it's not ready so it paralyzes itself, it
separates from who i feel "I am" then.

In the long process of accepting and merging with my other side of who i
feel i am, the solid and fragile glass mirror between Spirit and matter (to
give them a name), seems to want to turn into living flesh. Or it can be
that my contained projection of who i am, opening a small whole in an
already living world, that creates the catatonic state in what i beleive is
not ready to open.

"But I feel it as physical, not mental paralysis. As you noted, there seems
to be a close connection with REM dream sleep in which muscles are
immobilized."

Maybe what we experience as matter is made of the same stuff, the same
"process", that immobilzes our muscles in sleep. As in REM, a dreamer is
waiting to be awake in a body where he can move the muscles, a dreammer may
lie behind matter, inertia or the force of gravity. Or why not, like Angelic
says, behind those looks of others who make us solid and call us back here,
in this beautiful world of them and ours to Be.

Enjoy,
Antoine

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