To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/02/18 16:59
Subject: [K-list] Voices2
From: alan gaskins
On 1999/02/18 16:59, alan gaskins posted thus to the K-list:
First, let me thank all of you for the GREAT responses coming in!
I should have included this in the original, but I was trying to keep to
the basics.
This question/problem is for both me and my now ex-girlfriend. For my
part, it causes me to wake up and not be able to get back to sleep, or
not go to sleep at all - thinking too much - mind racing, processing all
these emotions, letting go.
For her part, she says it has always been this way with her, ranging
from when to go to the bathroom(!), to big issues/decisions. I know we
all hear our thoughts in our head, but this ,for her, seems to be of the
utmost importance, causing alot of confusion. She is also in a very
vulnerable state now, and has shut down alot of her emotions. We have
discussed clearing the mind, and focusing on one thought meditations,
during which the incessant voices change to pictures, then to "black".
I think she may have always relied on these voices for guidance, and now
seems to have lost her connection, and is trying to get it back, but
with disconnected emotions, and a loss of trust, it further complicates
the process. I think alot of this will resolve itself once those issues
have been dealt with. I am saving every post on this for her, at her
request, in the hopes that in the many inspiring words & advice we are
receiving, we will both find the "trigger". This has been and continues
to be one of our problems - communication.
It has affected our ability to communicate with others also. Our
patience has been reduced, and our B.S. tolerance is el zippo.
Sometimes it seems like "Warp Core meltdown in 5,4,3,...:-)
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