To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/02/02 13:05
Subject: Re: [K-list] Water and snakes
From: Katharine
On 1999/02/02 13:05, Katharine posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Jill,
> Dreams like this usually signal a new influx of major K activity for me.
I
> have had dreams of the hole in the roof, early in K awakening, and they
> seemed to symbolize the new energy pouring in and the lack of control,
and
> fear associated with it.
Well that pretty well has it down to a t for me! I give what you said here
a lot of thought. The first snake dream that I had was a time of changes
for me. Major ones that I was not even fully aware of at the time and yes
this caused fears & lack of control in me. I had no idea what was
happening. If I had that time to do over again I would of stayed where I
was until I understood what was happening to me and then made choices about
what direction I was going in. Nope thats not quite right. The best move
would of been to move out to be on my own and to work towards understanding
what was happening. Oh how I remember the energy I was feeling at that
time but I misinterperted what it all meant and precieved things that were
not the truth. Since I made these mistakes in my preception things in my
life became extremely complicated. Guess this is why this new flow of
energy has me nervous. What am I in for now? I have enjoyed the balance I
have been feeling in the last little while even though it made me very
quiet. Oh well my little snake do as you must! If nothing else I have
learnt to go with the flow.
> It sounds like you are in for some serious k activity!
> I hope it is a fruitful period of growth for you,
I would have to agree with you. You know it just occurred to me. Last
time I ran into this I had just finished 10 paintings in one month. Then
the energies started and I did not paint much after that. A little here
and there. Recently I have become involved with my art work again. I am
becoming like a mad scientist. I am consumed with new art thoughts and
needing to place them on paper and canvas with every medium that is
possible with everyway that is possible! One of the reason's I am getting
behind in my email. The stronger these energies are hitting me the more I
need to paint and my way of painting is changing before my eyes. It is the
opposite way than the way that it hit me the first time. Hmmmm could this
mean that I am now working with the other extreme? and then towards the
balance? Oh and the thoughts that I am having! See this is the other
reason that I am not emailing to much....when I do I just can't shut up!
:-) See what happens when you close the valcano? it errupts at full
speed! Opps ....something I should give thought to!
thanks for your reply. Funny I am learning so much just in replying and
listening to other peoples thoughts.
katharine
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