To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/01/24 15:26
Subject: RE: [K-list] Resting in the Tranquil Peace of I AM
From: Llewellyn

freda writes:
>
> Okay, I did need to go back to the beginning.
> it is this IT that I am wondering about.
> beyond duality of what?
> what *is* the IT.
>

Back from my walk in the woods: following deer tracks and looking at
droppings - thinking of someday tapping the maple sugar trees. Sort of a
strange combo - sweet sugary sap shit.

I need to go back to the beginning as well.
To me beyond all duality is total non-duality - a nice place to visit; but
I wouldn't want to live there, which is why qualified non-dualism was
invented -

What is beyond the great Tao - hmm - I revert to the Rg Veda and to the
ASAT - the reservoir of all possibilities the great depths of
non-existence - and to the notion of the sacrifice of dharmas
(frameworks/contexts) so one can scrap mistakes and start over building new
contexts - new holodeck programs.

The IT is unspeakable and undefinable - which I understand but also leaves
me asking the same questions that you did.

> I think I have no idea what I am asking for.
>
> I believe this is one of my *stuck* places, "I knew what I was thinkin'
> when I thought the thought.... but I am clueless now as to what I
> thought
> I thought."
>

I think you sense that somehow there seems to be something lacking in the
stated train of thought or non-thought and i agree. I think - the only way
to understand that is to non-think - and just experience --- so perhaps
thinking about it tends to fade away - but even just experiencing or
letting be seems to be not the answer - so it is a reasonable place to be
stuck, I am stuck there as well. Maybe as the snow melts we can get
unstuck.

> I hate it when that happens,
> disreguard.

I have too much regard to disregard - the questions are real while the
responses are only an interpretation.

Llewellyn ---

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