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Recieved: 1999/01/15 04:14
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kidney Meditation
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/01/15 04:14, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 02:42 AM 15/01/99 -0500, Dave H wrote:
>I had been doing a meditation on my kidneys, and a small baby girl kept
crying for her mother. I could see her crying and I could not console her.
I needed to keep meditating on my kidneys as part of my discipline. Anyway
I have been having hard dealing with the fear in that part of my body.
>If anybody has any insights. I will gladly hear them.
>
>Toward greater warmth and understanding, Dave
>
Hi Dave:
the kidneys are on the way up the cord, to the power chakra. Power
chakra issues tend to be about free will Vs. Divine will. What comes up, is
all of your arguments with All that Is. All the times when you did not feel
safe, cared for, loved, protected.
The fear is that Unconditional love won't take care of you, and the
karmic issues are all the times of the past when it seems like It didn't.
The helpless times. Bad things happening to good people.
Ego shakes it's fist at destiny and asks for reasons.. but any reasons we
come up with, must be illusion. No matter how much we stretch our minds, we
cannot know the Divine Reasons, or all the ripples sent thru the universal
hologram from any act.
Mebbie being doesn't need a reason, and all is simply polarity in action.
So, instead I look for silver linings. That takes me out of judging good
and bad and moves me into finding reasons for Gratitude, instead of reasons
for fear.
When you change your mind about whether to complain about fate, or offer
thanks for perfection, it switches polarity on the energy. Dark to light,
fear to love.. the alchemy of the opened heart.
If you can magnify your fears enough to have them hit your funny bone,
and turn into comedy, then you have tapped into the joy of Spirit.. most
comedy is about some kind of pain or fear.. it is how we cope.
This change of mind, works for many types of physical pain, too.. focus
on your breathing, and offer gratitude for what Is.. and the sensation
changes.
Meditate on Gratitude, to feed the power chakra.. count your blessings,
and count the things you fear, as blessings also. They lead you to where
you need to be as surely as your desires do.
Any travel involves a moving toward, and a moving away from.. ((even tho
time and space don't really exist beyond our perceptions..;) ))
Focus on the light ahead, but offer thanks to what is chasing you there,
too.. Imagine Disney demons poking your butt with pitchforks saying "Git!
Go to the light..faster!..get along, little doggie.." Poke poke "ouch I'm
going as fast as I can ouch ouch.."
The power chakra is connected to the breath of life, and they kidneys
filter the purity of the blood.. the river of life within you. So, to open
the power chakra fully, you must surrender to the river of life outside of
you, with gratitude and trust it to carry you.
The more fear toxin that is surrendered, by reversing it's polarity with
gratitude, the clearer the energy body is, and the more life energy can
flow thru you.. the more bliss you can attain.
If the Baby girl is a lost ghost you are picking up on, in your open
meditative state, then just send her compassion, and ask the Light to send
her Mother to fetch her Home, if that is what is in the Highest Good. With
entities that won't listen, I usually don't argue.. I just ask the Angels
for someone to be brought in, whom they Will listen to. I delegate
upwards.. :)
Blessings..
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