To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/01/03 10:30
Subject: [K-list] Is it possible?
From: Wim Borsboom
On 1999/01/03 10:30, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
Dear So & So, (I'll also post this publicly with your name edited out, OK?)
You wrote:
I find your writing so interesting. I wondered...what has been the
nature of these ideas? Internal guidance or external studies? A
combination of both? If there are some external things you've
read/heard, I'd be interested in knowing more.
I liked this post on reality. Didn't grasp all the nuances, but it
did
make sense on an intuitive level. Thanks for sharing your wisdom
with
us.
Wim:
Internal guidance, brought about by the extreme need for survival at times,
pulled me through. If there ever was an angel helping me out by instilling
or stimulating self-confidence in myself, it must have been a good one, as
it did not make itself known to me. That angel did not want me to feel
dependent on its external help.
The need for independence in strong loving relationships has never been a
question to me. The need for independence in strong non-loving relationships
has also never been a question to me (of course not).
That angel must have made me realize that...
Previous lives (?) do not come into play here, everybody starts this earthly
life on an equal footing....not even that....we all even have to learn to
crawl...
There is a lot to this...No matter what...we all really have the same
chances.
Let's not discuss this further (my fault :-)), as it would only get us into
quarrels and feeling of inadequacy. And that....would be totally counter
effect-ive, a negative activity. Sssooo, if you have difficulty agreeing
with me on that, being born again and again, or previous lives....see if you
can still follow me...forgetting about that contentious bone. (So & So, this
is not directed to you all that much.)
No guru, no advantages, no good, no bad karma
No karma is best (Huh?)
I have been able to handle the tricky risks that come with that.
Everybody can actually!
I've written about Avalokiteshvara (a bodhisattva, he may have been that
invisible entity at times). He took an early interest in me, I know, but he
never interfered or even tried to help me, and it was me who found him out
by accident, he did not want that to happen.
I am so grateful to him for persevering in not interfering.
What I read, when I read, I read and absorb. If it is truth I digest it
straight and cannot quote or remember anything. Good reading transforms.
I notice you are doing the same.
Do not worry about subtleties, you will discover them yourself.
You do not go wrong reading what I write.
Absorb, absorb.
No matter what, if there is something that you read that makes you feel
inadequate about yourself, what you read is not truthful.
If you catch that in my writing, please tell me quickly. I'm fairly new at
this.
If somebody or some situation makes you feel inadequate, it is not a
situation of truth. It is very simple. Act accordingly with the
self-confidence, that will drive you from that point and things work out.
What to read? Anything really, from pulp to gold, as long as it makes you
feel at least adequate and better still good about yourself. That's where it
all starts.
Love So &So
The divine sweetness you feel, that's what we participate in, that's where
we meet and recognize and realize each other. Love again.
Wim,
Maitreya
Your Ultimate Friend
Is NowHere
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