1998/09/26 05:34
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #684
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 684
Today's Topics: Re: moods and faces [ "alan gaskins" ]
Re: Surrender key to empowerment [ MMeyers541ATnospamaol.com ] Re: Last question [ MMeyers541ATnospamaol.com ]
Re: Lobster thinks he is a horse . . [ "Lobster" ] Re: Yuk [ Antoine Carre ]
Re: Re: Autumn and the Dragon [ YahseyesATnospamaol.com ] odd [ "Lucius" ]
Re: Lobster thinks he is a horse . . [ Mystress Angelique Serpent ] Re: odd [ Anurag Goel
To: shawebbATnospamyhc.edu, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, kcliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca Subject: Re: moods and faces
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I, too, wish to thank you Sharon for this this marvelous &holy
work! I had a visio many years ago involving a lady very similar to Kishane. Also, the I see you theme is another repetitive one. Remind
me to tell you, (if you like) about the "troll" that rode on the hood of my car a week ago...
>Reply-To: "Kat"
>From: "Kat" >To: "Sharon Webb" ,
>Subject: Re: moods and faces >Date: Sat, 19 Sep 1998 21:12:35 -0400
> >Hi Sharon,
> >>I've just put up a new gallery of pictures if anybody would like to
take a >>look. URL below. The gallery is called "Moods and Faces"
>I went to your site. In fact as I type up this message I am Listening to
>your music. Have to tell you this has freaked me out. I drew an image that
>is similar to your elf mask many months ago when I was living with someone
>else. I riped it up and left some spritual paintings behind because of some
>frustrated feelings that I was going through. I guess this goes to prove
>that artists do get their ideas from the astral realms! Maybe we have >journeyed together at some time. I felt a fimiliar feeling when
looking at >the portrait of Kishane. Interesting? Opps almost forgot to say I
enjoyed >looking at your paintings and listening to the music.
> >In L&L & Understanding,
> >Kat
> >
>
Everthing is relative to the mind, including the mind itself...
______________________
Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 22:35:02 -0400
From: "Sharon Webb" To: "alan gaskins" ,
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Alan,
Thank you. I have heard from several people who have seen visions of Kishane---or someone very like her. It's validation for me.
And please do share the story of the 'troll.'
Sharon
shawebbATnospamyhc.edu Ten new Moods & Faces were
added to this site Sept.19, 1998
Sixteen new Fractalscapes were added to this page on Sept. 13, 1998
Fractals and 2D and 3D graphics
http://www.fractalus.com/sharon/
Winner of twenty top web awards. Free screensaver and wallpaper d/l.
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> I, too, wish to thank you Sharon for this this marvelous &holy >work! I had a visio many years ago involving a lady very similar to
>Kishane. Also, the I see you theme is another repetitive one. Remind >me to tell you, (if you like) about the "troll" that rode on the hood of
>my car a week ago... Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 22:48:58 EDT
From: MMeyers541ATnospamaol.com To: nancyATnospamwtp.net
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Re: Surrender key to empowerment
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In a message dated 98-09-25 01:44:22 EDT, you write:
< Her trainer told her that if she knew how to write, she would know how to run. Once we know how to break out of the self-fulfilling
constraints of our limiting ideas, expectations and abilities, we can let that wild side, that place of spirit, work through us.
>>
Hi Nancy. So, so true! I am a writer (actually, thought I was for 20 years--was extremely "blocked"--then I actually DID learn how to write....&
now I feel I can do ANYTHING. It IS completely about setting yourself free--breaking out of limiting ideas, expectations...Thanks for your post!
Take care, Michele Date: Fri, 25 Sep 1998 23:23:24 EDT
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In a message dated 98-09-25 Mystress writes about "power surges" & K-flares,
>>
Dear List,
I've been absent from the list a couple months (been AWOL from AOL--an oxymoron...if you know what I mean.)
But wanted to jump in to this discussion about tingling feet, hands, etc.,
etc. Yes, absolutely, it's "K". When I joined the list late last year, I tried Mystress's grounding right off the bat. IMMEDIATELY, my feet began to
tingle--and later my hands--as the K went straight up my body. One time I awoke at 3 AM with the worst neck & shoulder pain of my life..a
blockage...which an acupuncturist relieved the next day (very cost-effective healing; only had to go once.)
The first 2 wks I did the grounding, thought I was going into menopause.
EXTREMELY hot flashes & sweating from my shoulder up thru crown of head. Did research on the 'net & read that some women's menopause lasts as long as 20
years!--scary thought!! But after 2 WEEKS they stopped completely. (Also had suffered with headaches for 20 years...a major aspirin additct...but they're
gone!!
Lastly, went to Psychic Fair c. a month ago & got my auric photograph taken. It was mostly white (spiritual/meditative energy) w/a lot of fuschia
(unconditional love) & purple (a magical color), some aquamarine (focused growth/healing) thrown in...w/a strong beautiful electric blue "cap" to top it
off--Mystress's "sign-off" color: "Love and electric blue K fire..." (Last year, had fair amount of yellow, mental/solar plexus color to it, so IMHO am
seeing great improvement; this year feel much more at peace, despite some MAJOR life setbacks.)
So, folks, "work it." Pretty powerful/heady stuff. Thanks to Mystress for
her shaktipat, & the highly informative AND entertaining service she provides.
Take care--Michele Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 04:28:27 +0100
From: "Lobster" To: "Kundalini - L"
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> Wow! Original poetry from Lobster! Wow! > Thankyou.
Changes is the first poem I ever had published (they even paid me about $5).
I'll be publishing a serialised novel on the web soon . . . Stay tuned.
First chapter - SNAKE BITE.
- Book title - THE MOON SHE SHINE - coming soon from a Lobster near you . . .
Be Well
Lobster
>> CHANGES
>> >> Differences in perception,
>> >> Go on with age old certainty.
>> >> The Death of our words,
>> >> Drivel of an incoherent mind.
>> >>
>> Words of Power trigger responses, >>
>> Animal instincts, >>
>> Programmed answers. >>
>> Bowing to Beelzebub, >>
>> Scoffing at Christ. >>
>> >> Frustrated at what can not be,
>> >> Knowing it to be there.
>> >> Fearing its absence,
>> >> Creating its arrival,
>> >> Bearing its impossibility.
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 00:32:45 -0400 From: Antoine Carre
To: Paul , kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Re: Yuk
Message-id:
>Then things started to get better :~) >
>Bloody hard work this admitting.
Yes I know Paul, I know
But only you can do it.
Only i can do it each moment. i do my best to offer evermore of what i think
i am, from a deepness that seems to have no end.
Sometimes i burn so much for the moment that i can feel a strong wind running from my skin, ecstassy..
Sometimes after burning so much i wake up feeling all black, as if a tick layer of dried black carbon was my skin, i feel like a lezard for days, and
finding the key to open a new door, a new diamond start shinning. Sometimes i am cut in millions of pieces, i am all of them, not findind how
to give all of me to the moment, those pieces become dirt, until magic appends.
So many ways to open, never the same, each time, i learn to love them all.
Antoine
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 01:52:51 EDT From: YahseyesATnospamaol.com
To: bodacia31ATnospamhotmail.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Re: Re: Autumn and the Dragon
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It is truly an amazing time of year. The night is so crisp and alive, the wind on the cheeks, the smells, the sounds carried in the night - old men's
voices from around the bend, leaves blowing on the trees, some color leaves appearing in the gust, renegade crickets holding the last of their forts down,
the super high energy level of everything, the beauty of trees' shadows against a night sky. All that is missing is the silly moon. I tracked her
here from NY and according to my estimates I should have been seeing a right side cresent rising from the Southwest and moving across the horizon to the
Southeast by the end of the night so its waxing now, and should be having an orbit looking more like a move of the path each day higher in the sky until
full. It should actually be full and above in about 20 days. So where is it? Weird
Kewl on the earthquake. Casey and Nostradamous, St John's Appoc book, and an
entire cadre of prophets said the signs we are seeing today are fortelling something. There's no shortage of prophetic signs. It is kind of strange but
I feel very safe and at peace for some reason even if is the beginning of the final battle of good and evil . As Wicca, I think we may have to run with the
concept of insuring neather good nor evil wins or it could reverse creation and that stinks. Blessed be
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 08:46:38 -0400 From: "Lucius"
To: "kundalini people" Subject: odd
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heres an odd one for you all. i never made this connection until i read that
edgar cayce said that most warts are caused by an imbalance, disruption, or blockage in out energy patterns. when i first found k, long ago, i practised it
often then started getting an unusual number of warts on my feet, and some on my hands. then i read the thing by cayce, stopped using the k regularly, and not
long after that they all disapeared. i came to the conclusion i was causing these warts by trying to force k.
any thoughts? Lucius
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 00:35:54 -0700 From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
To: "Lobster" Cc: "Kundalini - L"
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At 04:28 AM 26/09/98 +0100, Lobster wrote: >> Wow! Original poetry from Lobster! Wow!
>> Thankyou. >
So you follow up by posting private mail to the list, spamming and not snipping your post. Sigh. Should have known...
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 00:03:22 -0700 From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
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At 03:44 PM 25/09/98 EDT, YahseyesATnospamaol.com wrote:
>It is just that I can't get rid of the stupid energy, No >matter how much I exert myself phsically. I then, on a nightly basis,
have to >take sleeping medication because this ridicious energy doesn't agree with the
>rest of the world regarding the need for sleep. Dump the medication and find something quiet to occupy yourself instead
of sleeping so much. You don't need as much sleep anymore. Neat trick: live longer by spending less time sleeping.
Start a mail order business, or something.. find a creative outlet, like drawing or painting, ...basket weaving, even, is a good way to release it.
Carving, making candles, singing, dancing, making music, baking cookies.. K-fire is creative energy, and creativity is the outlet it demands. It
often won't be so picky about the end results, so don't you be, either.. so long as you are having fun. There are millions of hobby crafts and art
forms in the world, pick one that won't wake the neighbors, and go to it. When it gets boring, pick another. Your K-will guide you, use your
instincts and follow your heart. Please yourself, with your expressions, and don't worry what anyone else thinks of it. Like I do, when I get an
urge to write...:)
A creative outlet, or preferably several, is essential for maintaining sanity among Kundalites. Among artists, it is said, that one doesn't become
an artist unless they have no other option.. they must create or go crazy, and they cannot do anything else successfully. That makes an artist.
Goddess Shakti is the Muse of all the Arts, and She moves within you, restless for a place to be fulfilled. Surrender..
In the act of creation, the energy will be transferred to the thing you create. Then you will have sweet dreams.
> When it is low pressure, I feel
>uncomfortably humid in my clothed body, when it rains out, I rain from my >pores, etc. This is really really bad. I had times when I was in situations
>where the people I was with offerred to call an ambulence because I was >dripping a puddle on the floor while everyone else was dry.
George, you are hilarious. Yes, sweating is a common K-symptom. Thunderstorms and humid weather.. electric air has more prana in it, so K
gets happy. Also, some kinds of staticky wind.. Betch the zap off this post makes you sweat.. drink lots of water, bless it first.. take flax seed oil
capsules.. wear silk. If you get rashes from the sweat, wash your body with dandruff shampoo. There is a normally occurring skin fungus, that gets
mutant with K-fire, and makes an itchy rash.
> For >awhile I was convinced I must just be an alien from mars and waiting to be
>contacted by the mother ship but then I discovered K and met someone who was a
>skilled teacher. She told me I had an extremely high K relative to anyone she
>had ever felt before. Well, I have had alien contact inside of my own head, mostly.. and so
have many other list members, but it is kind of off topic. But it seems like when a few crown chakras open, we start to get transmissions from the
Pleaideas.. It does come up occasionally and there is usually a quiet sigh of relief from a few folks, when alien contact is mentioned, to realize
they are not crazy. I didn't mention in the post about the Goddess fair, that the Ascended
Masters I was working with last weekend were mostly not human.. A psychic woman came up and asked me about all these big cats in my
aura.. I invited her to sit down, and when I asked if they wore Egyptian headdresses, she nearly fell off her chair, coz she had had a vision of an
alien in an Egyptian headdress the night before, but couldn't see the face. So I explained to her that the face on Mars and the original head of the
sphinx, was a somewhat humanish feline with an Egyptian headdress. Many people have seen this face on mine, and I have seen it in my mirror, it's
third eye like a flashbulb. I channelled one for a moment, so she could see it's joyful grinning cat-face. They are completely wonderful. I am blessed
by them, in a completely different way than I was blessed by the Greys who were assisting me before that. The greys dispassion is reptilian, the cats
are passionate creatures! Amazingly alive. The sphinx is very very old, much older than the pyramids. The erosion
on it is from a thousand years of rain, and at one point it was buried up to it's neck in sand.
John Living told me once, over tea, that he had once had an opportunity to try one of these headdresses, and he had felt immediately that it was a
focusing device for thought-energy. It has been my personal observation, that not all of us here on this
planet are reincarnated human souls. I have met many starseeds, and there are more coming. You took on one of the tougher assignments, incarnating
earlier than most of the wave. To be Grandfather to those incoming. Ground crew..
The Dalai Lama spoke in New York, and answered questions afterwards. Someone asked him, since there are now more people on the planet than have
ever been on the planet throughout human history, more than there are to be reincarnated, where are all the new souls coming from? The Dalai Lama
smiled and pointed upwards. I don't think he meant heaven.. hee hee.. rather, from the stars..
This planet is not dying, as some folks think.. rather, She is willingly, joyously suffering the labor pains and morning sickness of giving birth to
a whole new species. That species is us Kundalites.. Kundalini awakens silent genes in our DNA.
This time Darwin is dismissed.. evolution is not by procreation, but by inspiration.
In the vastness of the infinite, there are other, older species who take great joy in this occasion, and have come to be midwives to the birth. Some
come and take birth on this planet, so as to be able to know it well enough to guide it, from within. Ground crew.. starseeds tend to be born awakened.
> I need to figure out how to
>control this so I can function as a human being in society. Anyone see any >thing familiar here? Thanks
Well, you need to learn to get grounded properly, so you can send the
energy back to the Earth when it gets too much.. or let if fly out of your head, a gift to Goddess.
The idea of learning to control it, Tho, can cause it to go right out of hand.. it is best surrendered to, and made polite requests of.. it can be
spoken to, heard, even negotiated with, but trying to control it is the wrong idea. It's bigger than you, and it will win. The more you resist, the
more it will bite yer ass. Surrender, already, and ask Goddess for mercy on the sweating reaction...
in public at least.. and go visit the grounding page and let my higher self and Goddess and alla those fun furry ascended Master aliens rebalance
your stuff.
The grounding visualization for awakening Kundalini is at http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/ground.htm
Please visit this page when you have 20 minutes to relax and do the meditation, as the page is "charged" with Shakti
and keyed to be released by your free will choice to visit the page. Blessings, Mystress.
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 00:24:54 -0700 From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
To: "Hudson Jackson II" Cc: paulwestATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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At 03:01 PM 25/09/98 PDT, Hudson Jackson II wrote: >
> >>> Say "Goddess, please take this from me. It is a gift for you.
>>>Thankyou very much."
>I wish I can put this in practice more often myself, as busy and >stressful as I am, but I'm frustrated that I never see results of it,
>because of semantics and this "thing" inside me or wherever that seems >intent on stressing theory over application - and I'm quite impatient
>already. But I'll leave that to internal affairs and not the list.
Yer funny.. it is stressing theory over application, coz you are not applying yourself. You are instead listening to your ego giving you
feelings of busyness and stress. Your impatience is your lack of faith. Faith is patient. Unconditional love will wait for you to realize that you
cannot win, and must surrender. It will be as gentle as your resistance allows.
You seek to bargain.. what can you give to Goddess? Everything you believe you possess, is a gift from Her. Give it back to Her, and you get
to see it afresh, thru Her eyes. Unconditional love sees perfection. Presto, end of stress. At least, till the next time you resist.. :)
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 01:22:53 -0700 (PDT) From: Rik Wallace
To: lobsterATnospamdial.pipex.com, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com Subject: Rik agrees Lobster looks more like a Horse...
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---Lobster thinks he is a horse:
> > BIBBLE BOBBLE BABBLE - HORSE
> > I'm a horse.
> not a number - not a knot > nor a ten foot purse
> > I'm a murmur in the summer
> warmer in the winter > One day I wanna wonder
> thru the tail grin grass >
> An' I'm smiling like a horse ........................................................
({:
Sir, Really!
Mr. Ed Jason, see
I am beside myself ridingly melting
on my ,,,, karmel camelioid the Salvador Jolli Lama
llaminated for best subordinating laughter
by a well red quadruped
ed!
love_rikATnospamyahoo.com When playing the 'Net too tightly, the Lob-ster
is sure to hit another one over your head
_________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!?
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From: Anurag Goel To: Lucius
cc: kundalini people Subject: Re: odd
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wat r warts is it some kind of eruptions? If it is than i have too
experienced and they occur whenevr i stop doing my regular meditation and go away as soon as i am back in to regular routine.
love,
anurag
On Sat, 26 Sep 1998, Lucius wrote:
> heres an odd one for you all. > i never made this connection until i read that edgar cayce said that most warts are caused by an imbalance, disruption, or blockage in out energy patterns. when i first found k, long ago, i practised it often then started getting an unusual number of warts on my feet, and some on my hands. then i read the thing by cayce, stopped using the k regularly, and not long after that they all disapeared. i came to the conclusion i was causing these warts by trying to force k.
> any thoughts? > Lucius
> Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 17:09:40 +0530 (IST)
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Mystress i just read in one mail by u to gis... that it could be the opening of Power Chakra. What is the power Chakra? Is it the chakra
which when fully awakened provides us all siddhis.
I just a day back read that when the the sadhans for ashtha(8) siddhis is being done. It is the evil and good spirits that r affecting us and
not the bad thoughts. It is these that cause all the wrong doings of our past pounce up. And we think that we are bad for we have been doing abd
and that bad thoughts r arising in us. It is all due to those spirits. It said so we should not drown in self guilt.
Seems i will have to read that article again.........for some confusion is
arising in mind. Anyway the article said something like wat i have written above.
love,
anurag
Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 17:34:34 +0530 (IST) From: Anurag Goel
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That was a wodeful experience. You must have suffred pain for the blocked passages were trying to open up. But u mentioned that after some time the
enrgy was flowing freely so many blockages seem o have been removed though u may encounter more as u go along the process. Pious thoughts and doing
non-positive things will help. Meditation with mantra or without mantra ,yoga will be much help but i can't throw light on what will be good for
u. Look for urself or seek the guidance of a right person.
love, anurag
> Hi there,
> I'm 22 and last month during an Intensive the Kundalini was awakened in me. It was so incredible but also the most painful experience I've had. > It started with an increase in energy throughout my body on every level, then after about an hour of incredible energy flow and widening of consciousness, the Kundalini woke up quite unexpectedlystarting with a trembling at the base of my spine and then the twirling sensation going up my spine. As it hit the base of my skull I experienced so much pain on both sides of my scull, like someone was crushing it. My head was pulled back and was stuck there as this was going on, it lasted for 20 minutes, then finally the energy was able to flow freely to my head. I was so expanded that I could not move my body, it was like I was paralized from the shoulders down. I was in an incredible state for over 3 hours, I experienced unity and other incredible things, but during the night when I finally got to bed, I couldn't fall asleep, I closed my eyes and my body got really relaxed and I was out of my body, I was pulled to a place where a bunch of people were grieving and hurt and angry!
, ! I !
> ! > !
> ! > !
> ! > didn't know what to do but my heart went out to them all, I said in my mind "May you find love, forgiveness and peace in your hearts" then I returned to my body, I ended up crying all night because these waves of sadness and suffering came flowing down into me the whole entire night, the whole thing lasted for about 9 hours. All my chakras were opened and they are still opened and now there is a constant flow of energy in my body now that increases everytime I relax or meditate. I can sense people's energy and vibes and quite often I can hear peoples thoughts. I know so little about this incredible energy
> My questions are: > I've been told that it is rare for people my age to experience Kundalini, is that true? If yes, why is that?
> What is the purpose of the Kundalini energy? > What is a good practice to get the Kundalini energy under control?
> I would apprechiate any info or advice. > Thank you
> Iris >
> Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 08:15:35 EDT
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Hi Jill
I know what you mean, it is weird how one can cause blockages in certain
areas of the body, I can't wait till my heart chackra or lungs become unblocked!! I have sooo much stored in there and I am tired of it, I know i
did thid myself though and I do know for sure that i chose this life...I remember that much !!
Here is waiting for Goddess/God to clear all of this up..
Love you..Gis Date: Sat, 26 Sep 1998 14:17:48 +0200
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At 00:24 1998.09.26 -0700, Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote: > Yer funny.. it is stressing theory over application, coz you are not
>applying yourself. You are instead listening to your ego giving you >feelings of busyness and stress. Your impatience is your lack of faith.
>Faith is patient. Unconditional love will wait for you to realize that you >cannot win, and must surrender. It will be as gentle as your resistance
>allows.
:) God, please give me patience... but HURRY, I need it NOW!!
;)))
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