1998/07/27  22:48  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #538 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 98 : Issue 538
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: What was it?                      [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #535     [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource  [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: What was it?                      [ Wonderer <Mrtn74AATnospamprodigy.com> ] 
  Re: ???                               [ Wonderer <Mrtn74AATnospamprodigy.com> ] 
  Re: 666                               [ Anurag Goel <anuragATnospamBhaskara.ee.iis ] 
  Re: What was it?                      [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ] 
  om mani...                            [ "janpa tsomo" <j_tsomoATnospamhotmail.com> ] 
  Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #535     [ Marybeth Gottshall <kmgATnospamtaconic.net ] 
  something unusual...                  [ F19AshATnospamaol.com ] 
  RE: What was it?                      [ "jb" <janbarenATnospaminfase.es> ] 
  Re: A Loving Amen                     [ "Alan Gaskins" <alan_gaskinsATnospamhotmai ] 
  Illusion                              [ Lizard4663ATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: A Loving Amen                     [ "Alan Gaskins" <alan_gaskinsATnospamhotmai ] 
  Re: Illusion                          [ "Alan Gaskins" <alan_gaskinsATnospamhotmai ] 
  Re: Illusion                          [ Ron Grimes <rogrimeATnospamibm.net> ] 
  Astrology and K rising                [ Ron Grimes <rogrimeATnospamibm.net> ] 
  Re: What was it?                      [ MoonrisempATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #535     [ "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail. ] 
  Re: something unusual...              [ Stormy May <stormymATnospamjps.net> ] 
  RE: The Seeds of Self-Delight         [ "jb" <janbarenATnospaminfase.es> ] 
  A quick trip                          [ "Kat" <KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca> ] 
  RE: Illusion                          [ "jb" <janbarenATnospaminfase.es> ] 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 12:53:26 EDT 
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
To: KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: What was it? 
Message-ID: <5ad12298.35bcb088ATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 7/27/1998 9:06:55 AM Pacific Daylight Time, 
KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca writes:
 
<< My sister however 
 saw what I felt.  She saw something leave my body at the exact time that I 
 screamed. She said it had a glow about it and somewhat white but see 
 through.  She believes that a part of me died that day and went with my son. 
 Is this possible?  and should I be trying to get that part of me back? >>
 
Harsha: Some things are hard to explain. When my grandmother (my father's 
mother) passed away in India, we were here in the U.S. One day we were coming 
back to our car after visiting a park. My parents were ahead of us. Both my 
parents saw a dense bright white light come out of nowhere. They watched it in 
amazement. It circled the car several times and then floated. After a few 
seconds it zoomed away and disappeared. Then we got the telegram about my 
grandmother. My parents still remember and talk about the "incident" 
sometimes. The bond between souls transcends time and space.  
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 13:04:55 EDT 
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
To: joemillerATnospamhotmail.com, KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #535 
Message-ID: <4bb8f08e.35bcb338ATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 7/27/1998 7:44:12 AM Pacific Daylight Time, 
joemillerATnospamhotmail.com writes:
 
<<  I  
 wouldn't take any drugs for mental issues unless absolutely necessary.  
 They'll just gunk things up more and mean you'll have to keep going  
 through this cleaning process to get rid of the drug residue as well as  
 the stuff it won't let you face. 
  
 A simple meditation every day should help. Cross-legged, relax, back  
 straight, eyes closed, do Samabyas (I'm a poor speller, it is also  
 called alternate nostril breathing) for about 10-15 minutes, then  
 meditate for at least that long to twice that long using the mantra "Om"  
 or the Gayatri mantra, posted in a recent edition of the digest by Ron  
 Grimes: 
  
 OM BHUR BHUVAH SVAH 
 TAT SAVITUR VARENYAM 
 BHARGO DEVASYA DIMAHI 
 DHIYO YO NAH PRACHODAYAT 
  
 You might also greet the day with a few sun-salutations. 
  
 Namaste, 
  
 Joe 
  >>
 
Harsha: Good advice from Joe.  Take care of diet, do some exercise, and stay 
away from drugs.  Drink juices and other vegetable liquids.  Use medicine 
judiciously only when really needed and not as a crutch.  Gayatri Mantra is a 
great purification mantra.  It is a universal prayer in India and many Hindu 
children have usually memorized it by age 3 or 4.  It was the first mantra 
that I practiced as a child along with pranayama with a focus on Ajna.  I 
believe audio tapes for proper recitation are available from many 
organizations.  
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 13:11:23 EDT 
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
To: gurumurthysATnospamhotmail.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
Message-ID: <61a7c110.35bcb4beATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 7/27/1998 6:26:17 AM Pacific Daylight Time, 
gurumurthysATnospamhotmail.com writes:
 
<< Hi, 
  
   I am very much interested in kundalini yoga and have read some books about 
it. I want to know a good method to get introduced to this practice? Would I 
need to find a guru? If so, can you suggest anyone? Can you also suggest some 
good books/online articles about it? 
  
 Thanks, 
  >> 
Harsha: The following article on the Web, based on my own experience and 
background, may be helpful for those interested in Kundalini awakening and 
Self-Realization.  It contains important cautions about meditation and 
pranayama.
 
The Spiritual Experience and the Awakening of  
>Kundalini Shakti in Tantra Yoga 
>http://www.telebyte.nl/~frans/kundalini/harsh.html
 
Here is some Shakti inspired poetry about the Goddess and enlightenment. 
 
http://www.telebyte.nl/~frans/kundalini/poetry.html
 
Best wishes to all.... 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 14:55:28 -0700 
From: Wonderer <Mrtn74AATnospamprodigy.com> 
To: Kat <KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: What was it? 
Message-ID: <35BCF750.69FDATnospamprodigy.com> 
 
Kat wrote: 
> (snip) 
 My sister however saw what I felt.  She saw something leave my body at the exact time  
that I screamed. She said it had a glow about it and somewhat white but see through.  
 
(snip)
 
Dear Kat,
 
I have read of disembodied souls sharing a body with a weak, or willing, host.  It would  
seem natural in this case for the baby's spirit to return to you, and for you in your  
grief to welcome that soul.  At my last death, I refused to leave this physical plane  
until "the scene had finished".  Perhaps the funeral was the last scene for your baby to  
witness, and then he knew it was time to return.  
 
It was right for him to return, so he can continue with his evolution.
 
Your vision also explains the SIDS death.  I had actually decided to return to the  
astral when I was a baby.  I left my body, and returned there with no intention of ever  
coming back.  My mother followed me there, and was able to convince me to return.  In my  
case, I felt she had broken our agreement, and that I had no obligation to continue the  
life together.  She returned home after that; she had abandoned me to my father's care. 
 
In your case, your son in the vision explained this was supposed to be a short life  
together, a painful one?, to satisfy Karma.  Perhaps, with some of that karma spent,  
your child can be reborn to a better future, and can re-enter your life.  Note,  
just for the record, however, that I no longer believe in satisfying karma, just in  
making no more of it.  "Go forth and sin no more".  A great many souls are still  
operating this way, and that explains intentionally beginning a life of pain.    
 
Love,
 
Cathy 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 15:07:35 -0700 
From: Wonderer <Mrtn74AATnospamprodigy.com> 
To: Paul Torres <island_11ATnospamhotmail.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: ??? 
Message-ID: <35BCFA27.7B64ATnospamprodigy.com> 
 
Paul Torres wrote: 
(snip) 
As I have been growing recently, I believe that I have learned to have more  
love than I have for either of these two girls, but I believe that the love  
that I feel towards them is influenced by the parts of these people who I  
have described to you.  
(snip)
 
Hi Paul,
 
Glad you're back.  You are a very sensitive person, and I believe you are learning to  
feel God's love for a variety of creatures and people.  
 
Remember our thoughts and emotions are not really us.  A few nights ago, I was looking  
at my sleeping child and felt such love for him.  I thought "God loves David so much".   
How do I know?  Because I feel that love pouring through me when I see him.  
 
When does this love mean you are supposed to spend time together, as in have a  
relationship?  That you will know, because you will desire it.  That too, will be a  
desire given to you by God.
 
God is love.  We are consciousness, awareness.  If we are feeling love, we are aware of  
God's love in that moment.  
 
Cathy 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 20:33:02 +0530 (IST) 
From: Anurag Goel <anuragATnospamBhaskara.ee.iisc.ernet.in> 
To: flute <fluteATnospamtexas.net> 
cc: "kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: 666 
Message-ID: <Pine.SOL.3.93.980727203033.20544A-100000ATnospamBhaskara> 
Content-Type: TEXT/PLAIN; charset=US-ASCII
 
On Mon, 27 Jul 1998, flute wrote:
 
> and 666 is 999 upside down..  
> Nine is the release of karma in Fung Shui.  So for someone you are 
> obsessing about.. hate, frustration, etc.  Send them 9 Red Roses.. 
> Roses have 9 petals so 9 +9 = 81 which is another 9.   
> Its a great release for your mind. My friend even uses Aum Mani Padme 
> Aum to complete the circuit.  And you know what.. It works.. 
 
 
I think that there is fault in this mantra "Aum mani Padme Aum" .
 
love 
Anurag
 
>  
> So for you 666'ers.. 999 to you.. 
> love, 
> flute 
>  
>  
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 13:22:25 -0700 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
To: "Kat" <KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca> 
Cc: <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Re: What was it? 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.32.19980727132225.00c030e0ATnospammail.fantasycorp.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
 Hi Kat: 
    Peace be on you. Nothing is lost, nothing needs to be found.  
  Your son did not go into the light, right away. Instead, he followed the 
aka cord connecting you both and went back onto the womb. He did not know 
he was dead.  
  The funeral served to bring angels to take him home. The silence and 
pause, was the presence of eternity. The angel of Death. Time stopped.  
  The scream was him, realizing that he was dead and he had to leave you. 
He did not want to go.  Your sister saw his soul departing your body.  
  I am honored that you shared this old pain with us, I hope that you can 
find comfort in this knowing.  
 Blessings, Mystress. 
 
At 11:16 AM 27/07/98 -0400, Kat wrote: 
>Hi All, 
> 
>The reading of recent messages has given me the strength to ask this 
>question.  I lost my son through SIDS (Sudden Infants Death Syndrome) at 5 
>weeks.  At the funeral service something very strange happened.  I will 
>explain it from my point of view and then my sisters.  The priest was doing 
>the last part of it......up until then I was just in a very quiet state.  I 
>could detect that for some reason nothing was moving anymore.  The wind 
>stopped blowing and there was no sound to be heard.  Silence surrround us. 
>It was as if the world was mourning with me.  It was then that everything 
>went strange.  The priest started the part about dust to dust......all of a 
>sudden something deep inside of me came screaming out.  I screamed the words 
>no and began to loose all strength in my body and began to fall.  I was 
>aware at all times.  I felt something leaving me but I could not reach it 
>and pull it back.  I have always felt as if a part of me died that day that 
>would never come back.   
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 14:02:15 PDT 
From: "janpa tsomo" <j_tsomoATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: fluteATnospamtexas.net, anuragATnospamBhaskara.ee.iisc.ernet.in 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: om mani... 
Message-ID: <19980727210216.13917.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain
 
how could the mantra of the bodhisattva of compassion have a problem?
 
i've heard 'om mani padme hung' 'om mani peme hum'. etc...
 
--janpa
 
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Date: Mon, 27 Jul 98 17:36:37 -0500 
From: Marybeth Gottshall <kmgATnospamtaconic.net> 
To: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com>, <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #535 
Message-Id: <199807272141.RAA24894ATnospammail.taconic.net> 
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Dear Joe,
 
You said:
 
>Did he give you any more detail of the purple's shade, any mixed hues,  
>etc.? That is important because "smoky purple" is associated with a good  
>(proper channel) rising to the throat (a seat of psychic powers) while  
>I've been informed by some people trained in a more western approach to  
>this stuff that Vajra gives off purple, but of a very different hue.  
> 
>I am inclined to guess it is a Vajra rising. 
 
Can you (or someone) tell me what a Vajra rising is? Please excuse my  
ignorance, but I am unfamiliar with this concept. And how does one tell  
the difference between this and a Kundalini rising?
 
Love and Peace, 
Marybeth 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 18:10:18 EDT 
From: F19AshATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: something unusual... 
Message-ID: <f2ce248d.35bcfacbATnospamaol.com> 
 
Hello everyone 
Last night I felt something very strange run thru me.  I was lying in bed 
trying to sleep, which for some reason I couldnt. (It was probably the heat) 
So I decided to concentrate on "higher matters"  and I tried to imagine my 
body floating to the ceiling...like as to enter the astral plane...(which ive 
never been able to do outside my dreams).  Let me also mention that my little 
black kitten Merlin was trying to sleep on my legs.  All of a sudden, after 
awhile, when I had my eyes closed and I was consentrating hard, but it seem 
like not at all, it felt like my whole body began to vibrate.  I almost felt 
numb, but I could feel everything more too.  I felt the energy in my body 
pulse as if it were almost a foot that had fallen asleap and was almost awake 
(with those pins and needles feeling), yet it didnt hurt at all.  I felt so 
alive, but it was freaky too.  After I started to feel this, I forced my eyes 
open for a second, and the vibration stopped.  Then I closed my eyes quickly, 
and it began again.  By this time I realized I wasnt ready for this, so I 
opened my eyes again and shook it off...moved around...moved my cat off my 
legs.  The rest of the night tho, I couldnt sleep at all until my boyfriend 
came in to say goodbye to me because he was leaving for work.  Does anyone 
have any explination for this experience i had?  Did I open the gateway to the 
astral plane?  Did my kitten help me with this because he was laying on my 
legs?  Should I have continued to feel the vibration until something else 
happened or was I right in stopping it?  What was the vibration itself 
exactly?  Thank you for any responses from this.  Love and Light, Blessed Be,  
Emily 
Date: Tue, 28 Jul 1998 00:44:06 +0100 
From: "jb" <janbarenATnospaminfase.es> 
To: "K. list" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>, "Kat" <KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca> 
Subject: RE: What was it? 
Message-ID: <000001bdb9b8$732ea640$6af14dc3ATnospamjb> 
Content-Type: text/plain; 
 charset="iso-8859-1" 
 
Kat wrote: 
> [...] all of a 
> sudden something deep inside of me came screaming out.  I 
> screamed the words 
> no and began to loose all strength in my body and began to fall.  I was 
> aware at all times.  I felt something leaving me but I could not reach it 
> and pull it back.  I have always felt as if a part of me died 
> that day that 
> would never come back.
 
Jan: Sometimes relationships make clear, that time and space are easily 
abridged. At a time when my life was endangered (driving down from a 
mountain peak on a road with 10 inches of snow where too much breaking meant 
the ravine as would too little breaking) my mother knew the exact time and 
the duration of the ordeal - my father had made her write it down.  When my 
brother had died, a neighbor could tell my parents that his karma was 
exhausted. Seeing karma was a siddhi that had developed spontaneously and 
she used it only to help. She asked me, to talk to her son when I had the 
time, because she hadn't succeeded in interesting him in spiritual life. I 
was surprised - why me? I understood, when a few weeks later she too had 
left the body.
 
From: the Life and Teachings of the Buddha 
THE LIGHT OF ASIA
 
by Sir Edwin Arnold
 
This is the doctrine of the KARMA. Learn! 
Only when all the dross of sin is quit, 
Only when life dies like a white flame spent 
Death dies along with it. 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 17:36:28 PDT 
From: "Alan Gaskins" <alan_gaskinsATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com, mrtn74aATnospamProdigy.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com, starjunkyATnospamuswest.net 
Subject: Re: A Loving Amen 
Message-ID: <19980728003628.28100.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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>Date: Mon, 20 Jul 1998 08:36:49 -0700 
>From: Wonderer <mrtn74aATnospamProdigy.com> 
>To: "Alan Gaskins <alan_gaskinsATnospamhotmail.com>;Mystress Angelique  
Serpent" <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
>CC: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com, starjunkyATnospamuswest.net 
>Subject: A Loving Amen 
>
 
>Alan, for me, Jesus is a role model of how to live purely on this  
earth.  
> When he said "I am the way", I take this to mean that He is a living  
>example of the path to God.  By his words, deeds, and loving example,  
we  
>have a map to the heart of God.   
> 
>I have been trying to feel my love for God, and I find it is  
>difficult to feel love for a nameless, faceless entity.  I believe this  
>is my current life mission.  I was meditating on this love for God, and  
I  
>came away with the words "Learn to love yourself and you will love  
God." 
> 
>Amen. 
> 
>Cathy 
> 
> 
     sorry it took so long to respond,thank you for this. 
I believe a fair english equivalent for Amen is "so be it".   And, as  
Mystress indicated, who needs a face/name when God is Love of the most  
indescribable variety 
  NAMASTE 
     Everything is relative to the mind, including the mind itself... 
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Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 20:38:52 EDT 
From: Lizard4663ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Illusion 
Message-ID: <972cdb02.35bd1d9dATnospamaol.com> 
 
Sometimes I feel we are all living an illusion. 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 17:51:21 PDT 
From: "Alan Gaskins" <alan_gaskinsATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com, serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com 
Subject: Re: A Loving Amen 
Message-ID: <19980728005122.12807.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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>Date: Tue, 21 Jul 1998 18:16:00 -0700 
>To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
>From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
>Subject: Re: A Loving Amen 
> 
>At 06:07 PM 21/07/98 -0700, Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote: 
> 
>>Lemme fix that link.. 
>> 
>  It's a stubborn one..    
>http://www.hotbot.com/?MT=Gnostic+Christian&SM=MC&_v=2&OPs=MDRTP&DE=1&DC=100 
>&DV=180     
> 
>  The website I spent the weekend studying is  
>    http://home.fireplug.net/~rshand/streams/query.html    
>	 Blessings, Mystress. 
> 
>    Thank you Mystress!!! 
> 
>
 
     Everything is relative to the mind, including the mind itself... 
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Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 18:03:20 PDT 
From: "Alan Gaskins" <alan_gaskinsATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, Lizard4663ATnospamaol.com 
Subject: Re: Illusion 
Message-ID: <19980728010320.7778.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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>From: Lizard4663ATnospamaol.com 
>Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 20:38:52 EDT 
>To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
>Subject: Illusion 
> 
>Sometimes I feel we are all living an illusion. 
> 
> 
     Perhaps that is because life, as defined by ego, IS an illusion.   
Welcome this as a breakthrough to Being - getting past the duality, into  
the Oneness of I AM.   So there is no need to "live" anything - just be  
I Am - and know that you are Perfect. 
     Everything is relative to the mind, including the mind itself... 
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Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 19:43:20 -0600 
From: Ron Grimes <rogrimeATnospamibm.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Illusion 
Message-ID: <35BD3AC8.D921B079ATnospamibm.net> 
 
Alan Gaskins wrote:
 
> Perhaps that is because life, as defined by ego, IS an illusion. 
> Welcome this as a breakthrough to Being - getting past the duality, into 
> the Oneness of I AM.   So there is no need to "live" anything - just be 
> I Am - and know that you are Perfect. 
> Everything is relative to the mind, including the mind itself...
 
Zen master Hung-jen wanted to choose a successor, so he asked his students 
to compose a poem which would convey their depth of realization.
 
The senior student, Shen-hsiu composed this poem:
 
"The body is the the Bodhi Tree; 
 the mind is like a clear mirror; 
 moment by moment, wipe the mirror carefully; 
 let there be no dust upon it."
 
The new student, Hui-neng, composed this poem:
 
"Bodhi really has no tree; 
 the mirror too has no stand; 
 from the beginning there's nothing at all; 
 where can any dust alight?"
 
Hui-neng became the next ancestral patriarch of Zen. 
-----------------------------------
 
  "Before attaining enlightenment, 
 mountains are mountains, rivers are rivers.
 
     At the moment of enlightenment, 
mountains are no longer mountains, nor are rivers rivers.
 
     But after accomplishing enlightenment, 
mountains are mountains, rivers are rivers."
 
  - Diamond Sutra 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 20:00:06 -0600 
From: Ron Grimes <rogrimeATnospamibm.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Astrology and K rising 
Message-ID: <35BD3EB6.A07DE09DATnospamibm.net> 
 
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am still working on finishing 
the analysis and putting the document together. After my last post on 
this subject, I received about 20 more charts to include in the study, 
so I am taking a bit longer than the "few days" I mentioned before. But 
it is forthcoming.
 
Thanks to everyone for participating. I have nearly 50 charts  that will 
be included in the results, so at this point I am going to close off 
accepting any more birth charts to include in this particular segment of 
the study. But if anyone else wants to still get me their birth data, I 
can still use it for future phases of this study. Those sending me their 
data should include birth date, time, and place. All three are necessary 
to cast a correct chart.
 
Also, a note to those who have asked me to "do" their chart. That 
generally means a full blown reading, which I don't have time to do. As 
I stated before, I am offering my services free to those who have a 
specific K rising issue or crisis into which they need some astrological 
insights. These types of requests take priority, and I will get to other 
requests as I have time.
 
Again, many thanks to all who are graciously helping with this research. 
I believe that astrology is one of the few body's of knowledge which can 
offer true insights into this phenomena. People experiencing K rising 
have so few avenues to explore when trying to gain insight into what is 
going on. Medical doctors and psychiatrists certainly offer little, or 
no, help. So, it is my hope to provide a fair degree of predictive 
accuracy with regards to this phenomena. For me, it helps tremendously 
to know when experiences will intensify and when they will subside. 
Sometimes, it is what helps me make it through the mind and ego 
consuming fire of K rising.
 
- Ron Grimes 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 22:26:58 EDT 
From: MoonrisempATnospamaol.com 
To: KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: What was it? 
Message-ID: <68da15b0.35bd36f3ATnospamaol.com> 
 
Katherine,
 
It is very possible that you had a part of you leave you. I had 3 "pieces" of 
myself brought back by a Shaman a few years ago. I have felt a difference 
since they returned. It seems as he described it, whenever there is a trauma 
in your life or you are depressed, that is the time you usually leave or give 
up a part of you that cannot live in the situation you are in. I say that I 
existed instaed of living at those times. I am now awake and living life more 
aware and awake than ever. So, I would say from my own experiences and from 
what I have read and heard from others, you want to have all your parts back!
 
Hope this helps and thank you for sharing your story with us.
 
Barbara 
Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 19:39:43 PDT 
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kmgATnospamtaconic.net 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #535 
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>Dear Joe, 
> 
>You said: 
> 
>Can you (or someone) tell me what a Vajra rising is? Please excuse my  
>ignorance, but I am unfamiliar with this concept. And how does one  
>tell the difference between this and a Kundalini rising?
 
Marybeth,
 
I think the saying is, "An ignorant question is the one that isn't  
asked." 
 
A Vajra rising is a kundalini rising through Vajra nadi (nadis are like  
roadways for prana and Kundalini). It is one of several less desriable  
forms of risings (good news: Kundalini is awake, bad news: she isn't  
housebroken, has only the manners she chooses to have today, will do  
whatever the hell she feels like, and your reactions are limited). Vajra  
risings can not lead to enlightenment nor a dependable complete  
cessation of symptoms unless and until Kundalini is moved out of Vajra  
into Susumna or one of the other two nadis that are actually housed  
inside Susumna.
 
The differences have to do with the way the nadis operate and interact  
with the chakras. Vajra goes all the way from the genitils to the base  
of the spine to the brain centers. In a healthy rising the brain centers  
come after and above Ajna (brow) chakra. But K will move about and will  
not stay up, nor move higher. In fact K can reach the brain without any  
of the chakras "being opened" so much work is by-passed that must be  
done before the goal can be reached.
 
Namaste,
 
Joe
 
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Date: Mon, 27 Jul 1998 19:43:14 -0700 (PDT) 
From: Stormy May <stormymATnospamjps.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: something unusual... 
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 All of a sudden, after 
>awhile, when I had my eyes closed and I was consentrating hard, but it seem 
>like not at all, it felt like my whole body began to vibrate.  I almost felt 
>numb, but I could feel everything more too.
 
Actually not unusual at all, a classic description of the beginning of a 
consciously-willed out of body experience.  A wonderful book that is a 
how-to on the phenomena is "Adventures Beyond the Body" by William Buhlman. 
You can read all about the experience at:
 
http://www.out-of-body.com 
or especially try this area for questions and answers on the phenomena: 
http://www.out-of-body.com/qa.htm
 
happy explorations, 
Stormy 
Date: Tue, 28 Jul 1998 05:02:01 +0100 
From: "jb" <janbarenATnospaminfase.es> 
To: "K. list" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>, <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> 
Subject: RE: The Seeds of Self-Delight 
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Harsha: [...] What you experienced 
> during walking is quite interesting.  Walking meditation is part 
> of the Jaina 
> system of Self-Realization where the monks spend most of their 
> time during the 
> day in walking.
 
Jan: I learned by it, that the body is no obstacle whatsoever. Instead of 
calling the body "bag of filth" as do some yogis, I understood that there is 
no contradiction between the readiness to leave the body at any moment and 
yet taking care of it as something very precious. Besides, the use of 
incorrect food and self-mortification would violate Ahimsa. Reading about 
poor Milarepa and his asceticism, I could not resist trying stinging nettles 
for food (incorporated in my diet). It produced a rash all over the body and 
it took a long time to find the cause: stinging nettles are highly 
purifying; all accumulated toxic waste was driven out too fast. The 
experience became the basis for the present diet (fruits only). I was 
curious if I would have more in common with the Jaina system and found a 
site with a lot of excellent articles: http://sunsite.unc.edu/jainism/ 
The Jaina 'definition' of God makes every Kundalite a possible candidate 
[:>) 
Date: Tue, 28 Jul 1998 00:29:49 -0400 
From: "Kat" <KCliffordATnospamodyssey.on.ca> 
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: A quick trip 
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Hi All,
 
I thought I would post this quick message to let everyone know that I will 
be gone for a few days.  I am sorry for those of you that I have not had a 
chance to reply to.  I will get back to you as soon as I can.  I just posted 
this so no one would become concerned if they don't hear from me.
 
In L&L & Understanding,
 
Katharine 
Date: Tue, 28 Jul 1998 05:49:23 +0100 
From: "jb" <janbarenATnospaminfase.es> 
To: "K. list" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>, <Lizard4663ATnospamaol.com> 
Subject: RE: Illusion 
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> From: Lizard4663ATnospamaol.com [mailto:Lizard4663ATnospamaol.com] 
> Sometimes I feel we are all living an illusion.
 
And what are you feeling at other times than sometimes? Let me guess: Other 
illusion.... 
Many lives are but the dreams of the One Life - wake up!
 
Jan
 
 
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