1998/07/15  12:28  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #511 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 98 : Issue 511
 
Today's Topics: 
  Fwd: Mystress Angelique's Grounding   [ "TTT S" <t_shermanATnospamhotmail.com> ] 
  Bullseye!                             [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ] 
  Re: OBE Cautions, was "Interpreting   [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ] 
  Re: throat chakra                     [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ] 
  Healing                               [ Siva <guardianATnospamxtra.co.nz> ] 
  Re: some healing                      [ "Jose Arroyo" <jm_arroyoATnospamhotmail.co ] 
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource  [ starjunkyATnospamuswest.net ] 
  Re: Dissecting the Frogs              [ "Sen Ashanka" <sashankaATnospamaismi.ais.i ] 
  Re: Bullseye!                         [ esther steinacher <esther.steinache ] 
  Re: OBE Cautions, was "Interpreting   [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: throat chakra                     [ "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail. ] 
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource  [ "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail. ] 
  Disturbing Dream Analysis             [ "Wonderer" <mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com> ] 
  Re: Wounded cry for help              [ "Jose Arroyo" <jm_arroyoATnospamhotmail.co ] 
  Playing with Kundalini / tantric Yog  [ "Sessions, JoAnn F. (Artco)" <jases ] 
  Re: New at this but need help         [ "Kimberly Nixon" <maniacone2uATnospamhotma ] 
  Why are we Dissecting the Frogs?      [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: Healing                           [ "Wonderer" <mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com> ] 
Date: Tue, 14 Jul 1998 21:30:44 PDT 
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Subject: Fwd: Mystress Angelique's Grounding page 
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Wonderer, 
Me too.
 
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>Hi K-Listers, 
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>I just came back from a visit to this page. 
>http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/ground.htm 
>I could feel the charge running through me the moment I saw  it. 
>I am now so charged, I feel like electricity is running through me. 
>Wow. 
> 
>Cathy 
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Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 16:13:07 -0700 
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Subject: Bullseye!  
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  Hah! Got 'im..! Bullseye!!!... snicker..  
      Your List Mystress at work... 
 
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Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 21:38:39 -0700 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
To: Orea <oreaATnospamerols.com> 
Cc: Kundalini l list <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Re: OBE Cautions, was "Interpreting this experience" 
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At 07:28 AM 14/07/98 -0400, Orea wrote: 
> 
>Hi, 
> 
>There is something legitimate to fear. 
>Our instructor told of a woman he knew who didn't come back. 
 
  Sorry, but I am finding huge galloping wads of skepticism around this.  
  I know where the skepticism comes from, it is from when I was 12 and my 
Dad saw me reading a book on self-hypnosis, he gave me much the same 
warning. Folks going into trance and not coming back.. he probably read it 
in the Readers Digest..  
    However I had already read the chapter of the book where it said that 
was impossible, so it only served to reinforce my opinion that my parents 
were naive and stupid, and I should always tell them as little as possible 
about my life. I don't think I tried to correct his misinformation, i had 
already learned that was a bad idea.  
  Not to suggest you are naive and stupid, only explaining the roots of my 
skepticism.  
  Certainly some people do leave the body and not come back.. like 
Nirvakalapa samadhi.. death by voluntary exit. 
 
> She didn't 
>die or become a vegetable, she went through the motions of her life, but 
>her personality underwent a distinct change, maybe a flattening would 
>describe it, because much of her was simply gone.  He said she was never 
>the same afterward. 
  OK, now in my skepticism I am scratching my head wondering why this 
Shaman did not do a Soul retrieval and bring her back? People having bits 
of self gone missing or separated is the reason to do a soul retrieval in 
the first place, whether they are lost by trauma or trance.  
   
>I'm not saying don't do this, just be careful, don't go too far, don't stay 
>out too late! (Momspeak!)  Use the "buddy system" if you plan extensive 
>work because this is not a game. 
> 
>Blessings, 
>Orea 
   I put my faith in Angels..  
   Time and space do not exist, so wherever your consciousness goes, there 
you are. This is the basis of what we call "Astral travel". Rather than 
trying to go out, go in. The whole universe of space-time and beyond is 
mirrored in the heart. Use it as a portal, and you cannot get lost.  
  The third eye can see forever. Don't go, just watch.  
  Ask for protection, whatever you do.. Guardian Angels on the job.. 
   Blessings, Mystress. 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 21:28:00 -0700 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
To: MoonDghtrATnospamaol.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: throat chakra 
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  Generally speaking, a blocked throat chakra has to do with feeling safe 
to speak your mind. Are there places in your personal history where you 
were punished or suffered because you spoke out? Or because you did not? 
Did you make some personal resolutions about how you would express 
yourself? Spirit speaks thru the throat chakra, too, and so any limits on 
what can be said are resistance to K. in your throat.  
  Fear of speaking, is best given up to spirit. Most of my email is written 
by the heart voice, making use of my fingers... and spirit always knows 
what to say... so if you give up your fear of saying the "Right" thing, and 
let spirit speak thru you, you will always say the right thing.. 
 
  I remember once doing a heart opening on a woman, and when I asked her to 
ask her Heart voice if It loved her, she told me It said: 
   "Of Course. Stupid Question. Don't ask it again."  
   I was shocked my mouth fell open I had never heard the unconditionally 
loving Heart speak like that before.. I double checked to make sure she was 
really grounded.. she was.  I had to look hard for the perfection. It came, 
quickly.. She was shaking her head and smiling like a calm person who has 
just seen a dead apple tree sprout ripe apples. 
 
  This woman had almost zero self esteem, and was desperate for verbal 
abuse.. it felt like love, to her. She would not have believed gentle 
words, and when I looked deeper, I saw even more perfection.. and a 
compliment.  
  It did not say that she was stupid, it said her question was stupid. That 
she was smarter than her current behavior, and smart enough not to need 
things repeated. Nor will she, I am sure the answer to her question rings 
in her mind, still, whenever she thinks to wonder if she is loved.  
   It was a lesson to me, too.. about the forms unconditional love can 
take.. and the infinite wisdom and kindness of the heart. The strange 
beauty of that interaction still haunts me. I will never forget it, either.  
  Don't be afraid to speak out. A harsh truth can be more nourishing to the 
soul than saccharine sweet polite lies.  
      Blessings, Mystress.
 
At 04:44 PM 14/07/98 EDT, MoonDghtrATnospamaol.com wrote: 
>Just a question... 
>   When I feel K energy coursing through my body, both my mate and myself can 
>feel energy emanating from every chakra except the throat.  I feel that it is 
>bloked and, furthermore, that it is some sort of an emotional 
>block...something that I cannot (or will not, more likely :) ) let go.  I'm 
>not sure what the block is, specifically.  Does anyone have some insight into 
>such a block? 
>     Thanks in advance, 
>     ~~~Judy 
> 
> 
> 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 17:49:27 +1200 
From: Siva <guardianATnospamxtra.co.nz> 
To: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Healing 
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HI
 
I subscribed to this board about a week ago and am very pleased that I did! 
I have to be honest and say I am not able to go through all the mail that I 
recieve due to lack of time, so I allow my insticts guide me to some of the 
mail. Anyway here something someone maybe able to help me with.
 
I am currently a spiritual healer and yesterday I had a "concept" come into 
my mind during meditation. There I had someone who was laying down on the 
floor who's heart just stopped beating, I found myself standing next to 
that person. There in the air I was forming the letter 8, in pure blue 
light, kind of like bending a neon tube. I traced it again and again in 
different ways until the form was "stable" in the air. 
Then I simply grabbed and slammed the figure 8 into the heart charkra of 
the person laying on the floor.
 
I understood the "ritual" similar to using electonic resustator thingy, can 
someone provide an indepth explanation of this please?
 
Charan 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 01:06:17 PDT 
From: "Jose Arroyo" <jm_arroyoATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: some healing 
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<snip> 
>face all swollen, so I flashed her a *peace* sign. and waited a moment. 
>Liz-Beth came out from behind the reader board,,, I think she giggled,  
>she sent me back a peace sign,,, and stood taller.
 
This is lovely Freda! 
A sign of love (may) diminish the fear present in another person.
 
>It felt real good to let that go. For both of us I think. 
>It's gonna be okay. 
>I'm safe at home now,,, and I hope Liz-Beth feels a little safer this 
>morning as well.
 
Both she and you were afraid, and both tackled this beautifully. 
One day she may offer you flower (instead of attacking you) :-)
 
> 
>sendin' ya all a rainbow... 
>thanks for your support 
>freda 
> 
>
 
Love and Joy, 
Jose
 
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Date: Tue, 14 Jul 1998 15:26:42 -0600 
From: starjunkyATnospamuswest.net 
To: "kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
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Zack Kaplan wrote:
 
> hi aimee- i get awaked at night with a sort of shock type thing-some nights 
> repeatedly-sometimes i have to run downstairs quickly--any ideas how to 
> harness this/ 
> zack
 
Hi  zack:
 
  Nope I dont know how to harness .   How long have you had these shock 
experiences?  What other K related effects are going on at the same time period 
with you?    Mabey the shocks (or feelings of shocks are sideeffects from the 
process.) 
Peace 
Aimee 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 10:54:52 +0200 
From: "Sen Ashanka" <sashankaATnospamaismi.ais.it> 
To: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
Cc: mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Dissecting the Frogs 
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>Harsha: Now that you have heard it, all you have to do is to be Your Self. 
>The Gap between intellectual knowledge and experiential knowledge is then 
>clearly seen.  The goal of spiritual practice including Kundalini Yoga is 
to 
>narrow that Gap and eventually remove it.  To do it one must enter the 
Silence 
>All Alone and see Eternity in all its Nakedness.  Are we ready to give up 
our 
>clothes?  It is quite hot and humid this time of the year.
 
Well, we have to ultimately gie up our "clothes". By "clothes" one may 
mean not only the cloth covering the body, but the body itself. As you 
have pointed out,  the  practice of K-yoga and all other kinds of yoga 
helps remove the illusion  and identification of the self with the non- 
essentials.
 
Once  the " clothes"  are removed, what is hot and cold ? What is here 
and there ? What is now and then ?
 
To do a  mental  exercise,  imagine that you have a long nail that you 
have cut and thrown on the  ground.  Now,  that piece of nail that was 
once a part of you is enduring all kinds of  heat,  cold,  and torture. 
Does that hurt you any more ? NO.
 
Similarly, (pardon  the  constant use of analogies), once you have got 
rid of your "clothes", then it does not matter how hot or cold it is.
 
Like (another  analogy), you  see a rope in the dark. Reminds you of a 
snake and you feel extremely scared.  However,  after a time you bring 
light on it and notice that it is a piece of rope.  All  fear vanishes. 
What happened ? Only  knowledge,  only  realisation. In the dark, even 
if soneome were to  tell  that  it was only a rope, the fear would not 
go. Only when you realise it for yourself that you get rid of fear.
 
Enlightened  Masters  knew  this  whole  world  and  this  life  to be 
illusionary  and  so  had no fear or attachments to this life. This is 
what enabled the yogis  to  give  up  their bodies sitting in the yoga 
posture  of "padmasan". This is why Jesus did not feel afraid on being 
crucified.  Instead,  He  spoke  of forgiveness to His tormentors. The 
guru of Adi Guru  Shankaracharya,  (I forgot His name),  had held long 
debates with  Buddhist  scholars  and  defeated  them.  Then, due to a 
promise, he voluntarily sat inside a furnace and let his body burn and 
then he gave up his body.
 
So, when you realise the Truth, then there is no problem in giving up 
the clothes, and you will feel no heat or cold, no fear, no pleasures, 
no sorrow, .... only pure happiness..... pure love..... pure joy.....
 
Cheers and love to all 
Ashanka 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 23:08:50 +0500 
From: esther steinacher <esther.steinacherATnospamxtra.co.nz> 
To: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Bullseye!  
Message-ID: <35ACF032.5685ATnospamxtra.co.nz> 
 
Way to go MYSTRESS 
  Luv ya  Earle 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 08:47:28 EDT 
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
To: serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com, oreaATnospamerols.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: OBE Cautions, was "Interpreting this experience" 
Message-ID: <afe21036.35aca4e1ATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 7/14/1998 9:45:22 PM Pacific Daylight Time, 
serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com writes:
 
<< Certainly some people do leave the body and not come back.. like 
 Nirvakalapa samadhi.. death by voluntary exit.  
  >>
 
Harsha: This is extremely rare.  Nirvikalpa Samadhi certainly need not lead to 
death.  If that was true, there would be no one to speak of that state (having 
physically died as soon as it was achieved).  However, when a Yogi sees the 
natural time of death approaching, he/she raises the Shakti to Sahasarara and 
exits fully conscious.  According to Yogic psychology, it allows the aspirant 
to retain awareness of his/her last life and carry present samskaras so the 
person can start again from where he/she left off, without prolonged 
preparation.  My teacher's teacher's teacher demonstrated this in Allahabad, 
India, when he was well above a 100 years of age.  My teacher's teacher 
prepared for this by fasting for some time when he was in his 80s.  Many 
others do it as well. 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 07:13:15 PDT 
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: MoonDghtrATnospamaol.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: throat chakra 
Message-ID: <19980715141315.18793.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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Judy wrote: 
   When I feel K energy coursing through my body, both my mate and  
myself can feel energy emanating from every chakra except the throat.  I  
feel that it is bloked and, furthermore, that it is some sort of an  
emotional block...something that I cannot (or will not, more likely :) )  
let go.  I'm not sure what the block is, specifically.  Does anyone have  
some insight into such a block? 
--------
 
I could be wrong but from what you describe it the blockage sounds like  
it is below the throat. The throat is a very complex chakra, many nadis  
come together there and are easily "tangled" causing blockages. But  
based on what I've experienced and been taught, if K is in throat (or  
any other chakra) dealing with a blockage the heat around that chakra  
will be more intense there than elsewhere in the body. 
 
If K has made it into the heart but not throat, the more likely blockage  
sites are at the top of the heart chakra and at a point between the  
heart and the throat, just below the throat. Both are fairly common  
blockage points.
 
If that is the case, doing a regular meditation with a good mantra while  
applying the three locks should ultimately cause the vayus of prana to  
provide enough help to let Kundalini break through the blockage(s). It  
may take some time. The better your lifestyle, diet, etc. is the quicker  
it will happen.
 
Namaste,
 
Joe
 
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Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 07:46:11 PDT 
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: matrixATnospamroyaume.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center  
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yannick wrote: 
do not play with kundalini!,it's not as fun as you think 
it's a sacred force inside of us and you must be very sage to understand  
how to practice that.
 
Joe: 
OK, no problem with that statement. It is sort of like "don't shoot  
hoops using the baptismal" in a church, should be obvious to all but it  
may warrant repeating from time to time for some people.
 
yannick: 
it's not as stupid as you think cause  when doing sexual ritual with  
your "wife",the man does not ,in any case, spend his semen(sperme) cause  
if you do that you must pay after that by the karma. 
mean,that the force must not serve the animal in you but the spirit. 
you must have the right wife too....and many other rules. 
but be caustious with that,it's a good practice but only who have the  
force to think wisely is this a man who want to never ejaculate during  
sexual act? for all your entire life?
 
Joe: 
It would seem you've heard/read of/been taught about a tantric sexual  
practice. Done right those practices can be extremely productive. To be  
honest most people teaching them in the West seem to just want to get  
laid. The only consideration of spirit would be the possible "Oh, God!  
Oh, God!" toward the end of the "ritual."
 
Most people don't do these practices, nor should they. In India there  
were eight Yogas, each took a different path to God. Each had many  
different ways of being done. Many of those ways would be useless for a  
given individual but one of those ways will be just right for that  
individual. 
 
As to the "never ejaculate" part. Look to the society you're talking  
about. There were two paths to serve god, the householder (married  
person) and the person practicing celibacy, who might or might not be a  
monk. For householders one of the duties is to have children to preserve  
and serve society. When I took biology it was considered very difficult  
to produce offspring without semen leaving the male. Householders have  
attained enlightenment as have monks. Most of us are, were, will be  
householders. Because of our natures, very few will, or should, follow  
the path of a monk, tantric or otherwise.
 
yannick: 
i'm not a sage but be causious with that,it's not for kids 
 
Joe: 
Again good advice, but it should be obvious to all on the list.
 
Namaste,
 
Joe
 
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Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 11:25:26 -0400 
From: "Wonderer" <mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com> 
To: "kundalini-1" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Disturbing Dream Analysis 
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Hello,
 
Thank you my new friends for your insightful analysis of my troubling 
dream.  Everyone had, it seemed to me, a valid insight.  My bottom 
line on this is the dream was the push I needed to leave my comfort 
zone, or expand my horizons just a little.  I have been annoyed 
lately with the proselytizing of my Christian friends, and recently 
told one of them "I think Jesus is better than that".  In my mind, I 
have freed Him from their limitations.
 
Peace and Love to Each of You,
 
Cathy 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 08:26:22 PDT 
From: "Jose Arroyo" <jm_arroyoATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Wounded cry for help 
Message-ID: <19980715152624.9480.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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Nancy,
 
Respond lovingly and you will achieve the most independent on others  
reactions. 
To understand the feelings of this woman try to put yourself on her  
shoes. There is always a reason for a (negative or positive) reaction  
but one may not be aware of that.
 
May Love and Light guide your life in every step you take.
 
Love and Joy, 
Jose
 
>I received a very disturbing letter today. 
> 
>I interacted with this woman for one week two years ago. I was in a  
role 
>of her supervisor and as part of that role, I had to edit her work. She 
>became highly insulted over any suggestions and left abruptly one week 
>after she started working. Over the course of the last two years, she 
>has had a very difficult time in life. She hasn't had a job. She has CP 
>and thinks that I was out to get her because of her physical  
disability. 
>She feels like her dreams are crushed, and it's all because of me. 
> 
>Needless to say, I was very surprised to hear that this person who was 
>no more than a passing face in my life has such an attachment to this 
>interaction. I want to respond, but she seems so unbalanced (maybe 
>suicidal?) that I don't want my comments to aggravate the situation. 
>Yet, I feel that she is so filled with bitterness that she needs a 
>gentle intervening force to help her begin to heal. 
> 
>Ideas appreciated. Thanks in advance. 
> 
>Nancy 
>
 
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Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 10:36:19 -0500 
From: "Sessions, JoAnn F. (Artco)" <jasessionsATnospamartco.zgate.com> 
To: yannick <matrixATnospamroyaume.com> 
Cc: "'Post'" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Playing with Kundalini / tantric Yoga 
Message-Id: <199807151542.KAA29931ATnospamtcusa.com> 
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I think there are many things in life that most people fear.  These 
fears inhibit our ability to grow spiritually and directly effect how we 
live out lives.  It seems that the strength of those fears are in direct 
proportion to how we feel they can effect our lives.  I have noticed 
over the course of time that one of the greatest fears many spiritual 
people have is in regards to their sexuality. It is a part of the self, 
both physically and spiritually.  It is a part of the self that needs to 
also be brought into balance, in order to become whole and complete.  It 
is a part of the self that also needs to be embraced, but understood, 
and treated with respect.  To do anything otherwise is to through the 
whole out of balance.  There is very little difference between the 
person who allows their carnal desires to run wild, and the person who 
is so afraid of them that they are never brought out into the light and 
purified.  As in all things, balance is the key, and learning to listen 
to the guidance from within in all things. 
 
*	maybe i'm wrong,but i think jesus(*) was the only man who want 
to sacrifice his animal being in front of all of us.
 
As for jesus (jeshua) being the only man who was willing to sacrifice 
his animal in front of everyone I whole heatedly disagree.  There have 
been many and will be many people who reach that level of enlightenment 
and selflessness.  It is the natural end to our being.  The path jesus 
walked was one of unconditional love, and learning to listen to the 
guidance from the father within.  We can all walk this same path, often 
do without realizing it.  Many assume (because of what other men have 
taught us) that jeshua never had children, never had a wife, and never 
had troubles. I tell you now that is not true.  His life held all the 
same challenges, all the same pleasures as it does for us. 
 
  
ladychristos	
 
If you seek the truth, seek it from within, not from what you have been 
taught from without. 
 
  
  
 
 
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Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 09:14:00 PDT 
From: "Kimberly Nixon" <maniacone2uATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: New at this but need help 
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Hi gang,
 
I'm so new to all of this but with a discussion of opening heart chakras  
I'd like to tell you what I'm going through in life. I'm going through a  
divorce, I have found another love who is my future husband. But I am  
Manic Depressive and I get these horrible crying jags and fill like my  
heart chakra area is open but only in the front and that it hurts, and  
sometimes a feeling of anxiety. I'm not much into meditation but I'm  
sure that would help me. Can anyone relate to this or decipher to help  
me understand what I need to be doing to be right on my spiritual path  
so to speak? Thanks in advance  :-)
 
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Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 12:53:46 EDT 
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
To: sashankaATnospamaismi.ais.it 
Cc: mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Why are we Dissecting the Frogs? 
Message-ID: <a9ed03e.35acde9bATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 7/15/1998 1:59:12 AM Pacific Daylight Time, 
sashankaATnospamaismi.ais.it writes:
 
<< So, when you realise the Truth, then there is no problem in giving up 
 the clothes,  >>
 
Harsha: When you realize, there is no you, so you need not give up the clothes 
:--).  So the question of taking off the clothes must be considered only in 
the context of preparation for Facing the Naked Truth.  Truth of the Self. 
Date: Wed, 15 Jul 1998 14:08:19 -0400 
From: "Wonderer" <mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com> 
To: <Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>, "Siva" <guardianATnospamxtra.co.nz> 
Subject: Re: Healing 
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From: Siva <guardianATnospamxtra.co.nz>
 
" There in the air I was forming the letter 8, in pure blue 
light, kind of like bending a neon tube.  "
 
>Charan
 
Dear Charan,
 
Have you seen the blue neon lettering before?  I have seen it as the 
color of verbal thoughts printed in the astral realm, or the bardo, 
or "wherever" I was before this incarnation.  It was a plane of 
light.  (Thoughts are not private there.)  Also, on occasion, I have 
had bursts of "intuition", or knowledge, which I have seen as the 
light blue neon lettering, appear in the "air" before me.  When I see 
this, it is rare, but I know it is some sort of psychic experience. 
I do not know what the significance of the letter 8 is, but I once 
read something; I think that it implies continuity.
 
Welcome to the list!
 
Cathy
 
 
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