1998/06/08  02:24  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #435 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 98 : Issue 435
 
Today's Topics: 
  Kundalini and Chakras                 [ Avatar Thyer <thyerATnospamfreenet.grfn.or ] 
  Pic                                   [ "Paul West" <paulATnospamstationone.demon. ] 
  bye                                   [ Paul West <paulATnospamstationone.demon.co ] 
  Re: i am??                            [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ] 
  Re: bye                               [ MMeyers541ATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: The rift...Awareness in Words     [ "Roberto Gonzales del Valle" <rgvgATnospam ] 
  Re: The rift...Awareness in Words     [ "Roberto Gonzales del Valle" <rgvgATnospam ] 
  Barbies and Lobsters and Y-AMs, oh m  [ jennyATnospamnoway.com (Jenny) ] 
  Re: Kundalini and Chakras             [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ] 
Date: Sun, 07 Jun 1998 21:05:14 -0400 
From: Avatar Thyer <thyerATnospamfreenet.grfn.org> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Kundalini and Chakras 
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Greetings.
 
 
I consider Kundalini as energy.
 
I differentiate energy into different kinds of vibration.
 
Let me pause here to clarify that rather than being synonymous for 
Separation, differentiation is simply distinction.  To clarify this with an 
example, consider that your hand is different than your stomach, but they 
are simply distinctions of the Union of your body, rather than being 
Separate from the Union of your body.
 
I consider the different kinds of vibration as different aspects of my 
experience.
 
The relationship situations that cause the different aspects of my 
experience to vibrate dissonantly result in disrupting the overall 
consonance of my Kundalini.
 
To restore the overall consonance of my Kundalini, I consider the various 
frequencies of Kundalini (of which I am conscious) as centers of energy -- 
as Chakras.  I symbolize these Chakras as spheres, and consider the 
different Chakras -- the different energy centers, the different kinds of 
Kundalini vibration -- with the visual metaphor of Light.
 
Using Light as a metaphor for Kundalini enables me to visualize the energy 
of each Chakra as a frequency of Light.  Since frequencies of Light are 
perceived as frequencies of color, I represent each Chakra by a particular 
color.
 
To use these symbols to restoring the overall consonance of my Kundalini, I 
perform a contemplation where I relax and focus on each Chakra following 
the succession of the chromatic scale.  Focusing on each Chakra enables me 
to transform the polarization of the Chakra's vibrations from the negative 
(dissonant energy) to the positive (consonant energy).  
 
As the "blocks" from each Chakra are removed and their vibrations return to 
consonance, the unified vibration of Kundalini "flows" from energy center 
to energy center, restoring the full use of my energy to the creative 
purposes of my individual incarnation.
 
 
This is a version of the basic theory behind how I go about increasing my 
ability to restore the consonant Union of my Kundalini when I fall from the 
positive and the negative -- Ego -- results in the dissonant Separation of 
my energy.
 
 
I admit that this is one of the first times that I have ever written this 
process down.  I realize that because of this, I may have yet to learn how 
better to communicate this experience based theory.
 
If any of you have any questions, please feel free to ask. 
 
I am also continuing to be open to receive any other exprience based 
perspectives of Chakraic systems and meditations which could enable both my 
self and others to intensify our mastery with Kundalini. 
 
Please share them on the list if you can so that everyone can benefit from 
your understanding and possibly engage more interesting discussion.
 
 
I AM 
Avatar Thyer
 
****************************
 
A NOTE FROM SPIRIT
 
I clarify aspects of the Self that I AM using mediums.  This letter 
clarifies some of My aspects using the medium of language.  This letter is 
a revelation of My perspective as the particular individual who wrote it. 
Your perspective as the individualization that you are -- your perspective 
as the individualization of that which I AM -- may differ.
 
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Date: 8 Jun 98 04:14:03 +0000 
From: "Paul West" <paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Pic 
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I had a strange urge to draw something this evening.
 
The attatched picture is what I came up with.
 
I'm really not all that good at it, but maybe you can relate to it.
 
-- 
Paul.
 
IRC: #amiga, Dalnet: #blitz 
WWW: http://www.stationone.demon.co.uk 
E-M: paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk
 
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Date: 8 Jun 98 04:41:15 +0000 
From: Paul West <paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: bye 
Message-Id: <357B6A29.MD-0.196.paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk> 
 
Hello.
 
I haven't been here very long, and I wont be much longer either. 
I'm sorry but I cannot `explain myself' to those of you that grossly 
misinterpret some of the things I write. Underneath my apparent 
coldness there is a warm heart. People have always found it difficult 
to understand this.
 
I do not know how to unsubscribe from the list so someone will have to 
inform me. Maybe that would be the only thing I'd ever listen to, eh?
 
Some of you have been nice. Some haven't. I've written some good 
stuff, and some crap stuff. And you're probably right, I don't love 
myself very much. I don't feel I belong here anymore, and obviously 
I'm not good enough to stay, so I'm leaving.
 
Thanks,
 
-- 
Paul.
 
IRC: #amiga, Dalnet: #blitz 
WWW: http://www.stationone.demon.co.uk 
E-M: paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk 
Date: Sun, 07 Jun 1998 21:10:46 -0700 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
To: Mary Ezzell <maryATnospamsonic.net> 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: i am?? 
Message-Id: <3.0.5.32.19980607211046.0098b920ATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
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At 04:27 PM 07/06/98 -0700, Mary Ezzell wrote: 
>At 07:16 AM 6/8/98 -0400, Avatar Thyer wrote: 
>>And what you choose reveals more about your motivations than it necessarily 
>>says anything accurate about Avatar Thyer's actual motivations and 
>experience. 
> 
>Ho hum, another self-appointed mind-reader. 
> 
>Angelique, I vote for declaring stuff like this off-topic, and 
>unsubscribing people who do it. 
>Mary 
> 
   (Shrug) What for? He's right.. you can only see in him yourself 
reflected.. so it goes.. 
  anyways, at the moment I am busy chasing Paul West off the list for 
bandwidth wasting...  
   and now he has sent an image attachment.. arrg.  
    here is the info you requested, Paul..  
remember the option of actually choosing to edit yourself is still open. 
> 
>
 
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Date: Mon, 8 Jun 1998 00:23:21 EDT 
From: MMeyers541ATnospamaol.com 
To: paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: bye 
Message-ID: <7c91b8e7.357b673aATnospamaol.com> 
 
Welcome to the Hotel Kundalini... 
You can check out any time you like, 
But you can NEVER leave...
 
--Michele, ma belle
 
(No more Mr. Nice Guy!) 
Date: Mon, 08 Jun 1998 00:31:30 PDT 
From: "Roberto Gonzales del Valle" <rgvgATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: eeaATnospamaug.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: The rift...Awareness in Words 
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I am incredibly sorry! (totally blushing and laughing at myself).  
Please excuse me. 
 
Love to you ALL
 
Roberto
 
>Dear Roberto and Paul,  
> 
>I am Ed the crab, not the lobster, being that summer water sign.  
>Sorry my name confused you and that I seemed ironic.  I truly  
>was/am not hiding my identity.  I have not been writing much  
>to the list except today.   
> 
>Furthermore I will say that I admire and respect Paul's insights  
>and your loving nature, Roberto.  I do read all your posts.  
> 
>Perhaps I didn't communicate my thoughts clearly; that doesn't  
>surprise me.  My response to Paul was not so much a response to  
>his thoughts as to his self awareness and honesty.   
> 
>Paul said afterwards: 
>I am simply observing the way that my ego works sometimes. I'm 
>not affirming these things or trying to suggest that they are right.. 
>I'm just trying to describe my understanding of how the `I' is 
>corrupt.  
> 
>The point I thought I was making was that the ego cannot observe  
>itself clearly, that such observations really came from a 'Higher  
>Self', even though it *seems* to be coming from the ego self, and  
>by recognizing that Self one begins to identify with it.  But, as I  
>concluded, "these are mere words."  
> 
>I do take you seriously, Paul.  Much more than you realize.  
> 
>Not Ed the Lobster.  (But I do enjoy his wit at times. ;)) 
> 
>but Ed Arrons,  
> 
>acknowledging the Supreme Essence within.  
> 
>
 
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Date: Mon, 08 Jun 1998 00:40:03 PDT 
From: "Roberto Gonzales del Valle" <rgvgATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: lobsterATnospamdial.pipex.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: The rift...Awareness in Words 
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You sound so peacefull at this point. My hat is off. 
 
Roberto
 
>>My Dear Friend, 
>I try and operate outside of my own tendencies. Because I have an = 
>extensive 
>and complex ego this is not always successful. When you do not like = 
>what I 
>say, I am still offering the best I can, when I ignore you - then you = 
>should 
>note this. When I am 'abusive' it may be for a variety of reasons. You 
>assume it is because I am being unkind. Not so. Now that may be outside  
= 
>of 
>your knowing or understanding but it is part of my knowing and 
>understanding. 
>So when you confuse me with Ed Arrons, Lobster, Ed Jason, Jeckel and = 
>Hyde or 
>some other fantasy. Know this. I am none other than Roberto at heart. 
> 
> 
>>Be Well 
>>(I mean it!) 
> 
> 
>I know you do. Why shouldn't you. 
> 
> 
>Be Well 
>I mean it. Why shouldn't I. 
> 
>Lobster (not Ed Arrons)
 
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Date: Mon, 8 Jun 1998 04:09:33 -0500 
From: jennyATnospamnoway.com (Jenny) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Barbies and Lobsters and Y-AMs, oh my! 
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Hi.. Jenny here--
 
first off, I had to put a fake email on this puppy, because I really don't 
want the kind of spam I think it might generate to my own personal email 
box.
 
You K list folks!... I am falling more and more in love with each and every 
one of you with every post! And, I have NO IDEA where my easily bored, 
"year of the Monkey", triple Scorpio, INTP, "yadda yadda yadda"  brain 
could ever find something to read which is perpetually as intriguing, 
amusing, fascinating, uplifting,  sobering and "slamdunk your face in some 
hard reality" as this list is.
 
As for Barbie's little festive piece of spam... I think Jack (I think it 
was you Jack, sorry if I've got the wrong person) was right when he said 
there was a need for Pornotherapy. Obviously we've all got a lot of stuff 
in us that wants to get some attention whenever pornography or graphic 
sexual stuff is mentioned.
 
 And of course why *wouldn't* we have this stuff about sex that needs a 
little therapeutic attention? In addition to sex being driven by the very 
primal, underground, hardwired urge to procreate-- it's also been the one 
reliable avenue that many, many people can take to get touched and held 
physically (something that we all need, but far too few adults ever get 
enought of) and also, for many, the only apparent way to find something 
resembling emotional closeness--I say "resembling" because sometimes our 
behavior during sex is anything but truly emotionally close, and yet, for 
many, it's still the closest thing.
 
Sex has been the thing that has defined desirability for both men and 
women... if you're getting some, you're desirable... if someone wants you, 
you're desirable... and in the dark reptilian recesses of our minds 
desirabililty can equate with "deserving to survive"--which is nothing to 
sneeze at for someone living in a physical body.
 
Sex is big mojo.... someone on this list said, "what if we rewrite Barbie 
as a temple prostitute". I was thinking "sacred tantric priestess" when I 
read "temple prostitute." It's true... Barbie's act (or Ken's, for those 
who go the other way) could, in fact, be a very healing thing for some 
folks, done in the right way (in the way that I believe Mystress' work is).
 
 I'm not saying that the sender of that spam was concerned with healing, I 
think they were going for getting rich off of a lot of guys' desperate need 
to feel good.... But, hey, I'm a preacher's kid, and one thing you realize 
as a PK is that even sleazeball scam artist "evangelicals" who don't 
particularly believe in what they're doing, can sometimes still 
mysteriously lead folks to the Light.
 
OK, I'm not saying I think pornography *per se* can lead folks to the 
light, exactly, but I think for a lot of guys (I say guys because women and 
men get WAY different conditioning about sex) involvement with pornography 
is just an interesting, not-too-effective, backassward way to try and get 
in touch with I-AM/Spirit/Goddess/God/the Light.... (you name the entity, 
you know WHO I'm talking about). And anything that stirs or touches our 
deep longing for connection can also be commercially exploited.
 
Long story short: I believe in sacred sex... and I believe sacred sex, in 
some instances, might sound a lot like Barbie.
 
Well, as I begin to rival Paul for "windy poster" status..... on to lobsters!
 
Mystress wrote:
 
>>At 03:44 PM 07/06/98 -0400, Sharon Webb wrote: 
>>Why is it that Avatar Thyer sounds so much like lobster? 
>>
 
>Sharon 
   >I know Thyer from the Lightwork list. He is wise and good.. and very 
>welcome here, whatever he chooses to call himself. BB, A.
 
This is, of course, not to say that Lobster is not wise and good and 
welcome, too. <grin> (and I'm sorry, Lobster, but whenever I see your name, 
I can't help but think of drawn butter and lemon.....not in the Barbie way, 
in the carnivorous way... LOL!)
 
namaste
 
Jenny 
Date: Mon, 8 Jun 1998 05:15:34 EDT 
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
To: thyerATnospamfreenet.grfn.org, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini and Chakras 
Message-ID: <b4bcdebb.357babb7ATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 6/7/1998 6:06:11 PM Pacific Daylight Time, 
thyerATnospamfreenet.grfn.org writes:
 
AT: I consider Kundalini as energy.
 
Harsha: Who is the "I" that considers? 
  
AT: I differentiate energy into different kinds of vibration.
 
Harsha: Who is the "I" that differentiates?  The inward focus on the "I" , if 
practiced,  has the power to awaken the Kundalini.  It has also the potency to 
direct us towards the Source that transcends experience. 
 
  
 
 
 
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