1998/05/22 09:33
kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #394
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 394
Today's Topics:
Re: Strange Emotion For No Reason [ Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> ]
Re: Strange Emotion For No Reason [ "Debora A. Orf" <dorf01ATnospammail.win.or ]
RE: Aura colors [ Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic ]
Re: The big one - explosions [ Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic ]
RE: Subconscious pressure [ "Debora A. Orf" <dorf01ATnospammail.win.or ]
Re: Subconscious pressure [ "Paul West" <paulATnospamstationone.demon. ]
Re: Empathy [ "Paul West" <paulATnospamstationone.demon. ]
Scared/Help [ kristin <kristinATnospamaol.com> ]
Re: Scared/Help [ amckeonATnospamhsmail.nfld.k12.mn.us ]
Re: Animal Totems [ Coyote Dreamer <shamaneyesATnospamyahoo.co ]
Re: Strange Emotion For No Reason [ "Brent Blalock" <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc ]
Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 09:27:34 EDT
From: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com>
To: blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Strange Emotion For No Reason
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In a message dated 5/22/1998, 1:41:18 AM, blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu writes:
<<The strangest thing happened while I was talking to him. I was overwhelmed
with some powerful emotion. It was a positive emotion, but I don't know
which one it was. It was a nice day. I was listening to their music and
liking it. I thought to myself once or twice, "I'd like to sit here for
about an hour or two and listen to their music and enjoy the weather." I
really doubt that I was overwhelmed by their love for me, because all they
did was try to sell me their books. But several times during the
conversation, I had to fight back tears. I didn't even know if I could stop
myself from breaking out in tears.
I held out, though. When I was done talking to them, I went to a nearby
bathroom and cried and cried.
In a dream once, I entered an apartment. In one room there was an Indian
guru-type. I sat down on the bed he was sitting on. When I did, I felt a
strong emotion. I don't know which one it was either. It felt good. It
sort of made want to cry. He told me, "It's time for you to go home." I
felt like he was referring to more of a spiritual "return home" than a
physical one.
I'm not sure, but I think what I felt with the Hare Krishnas was the same as
the feeling in my dream. I don't understand why I felt that way and I don't
understand why it was them that made me feel like that. I mean... they
were just trying to sell me stuff.
I suspect/hope that there are people on the list who have had some
experience with feelings and experiences like this one. Who can provide
some kind of insight into the situation?
>>
Harsha: Brent you are a seeker. You have been on the spiritual path many times
before. And now once again you are realizing the nature of your journey. Many
different emotions will come and go. You will find your place.
Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 08:49:01 -0500 (CDT)
From: "Debora A. Orf" <dorf01ATnospammail.win.org>
To: Brent Blalock <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu>
cc: Kundalini - L <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Subject: Re: Strange Emotion For No Reason
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On Fri, 22 May 1998, Brent Blalock wrote:
> I suspect/hope that there are people on the list who have had some
> experience with feelings and experiences like this one. Who can provide
> some kind of insight into the situation?
the ISKCON people are cool! My husband and i like to go their restaurant
anyway. Unlike certain Christian sects, they think dancing is part of
worship and they all seem like they are very happy. (read if i wasnt a
buddhist theres a good chance i'd be involved w/them :) )
We attended one of their public sunday services one time, it was fun. my
own buddhist practises can be rather on the 'somber/serious/ascetic' end
sometimes. They have a good 'feel' to them.
As for strange emotions with "no" reason, i can think of one good example.
When i met my Lama, Khenpo Gyurmed Trinley Rinpoche, it was at a public
talk. I think he was teaching on the three jewels, whatever it was, i
forgot about it because of what happened next. He had made a rather funny
remark and was laughing, i started laughing with him. Next thing i know,
he's in my head. i had a sense of him looking out through my eyes. i felt
my eyes get big with a bit of surprise, and i started to get scared "He's
in my head!" was what i was thinking. There was a withdrawal (so i
thought) and i kept pondering what happened the rest of the evening. The
next time i met him, he gave me a transmission for a practise, and in the
following weeks i have this person i cant get out of my mind. I'm
beginning to think i'm going crazy. I dont know this Lama, why do i feel
so strongly attracted to him? I keep questioning my heart's reactions, and
the other strange things that started happening. Finally i wrote him a
long letter about every incident i could recall, i think he called me on
the phone the same day he recieved the letter, very happy :).
i do believe serendipity is the most underrated force in the universe.
Everything plays out like its supposed too. Me thinks we are right where
we are supposed to be.
Connections aplenty out there, who knows when they trigger? But they do :)
Surfs up!
Maitri,
--janpa
Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 09:08:06 -0500
From: Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic.net>
To: "Jan Barendrecht" <janbarenATnospamcorreo.infase.es>
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: RE: Aura colors
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Jan!
>It is likely that even the perception of the chakras themselves is
>subjective. Not all systems acknowledge the same amount of chakras and the
>only reason for this is perception. At the time when I should have seen
>them, I wasn't aware of the fact that chakras could be visible and I didn't
>see them. Instead, I saw pictures, like the one with twelve blue snakes with
>a golden head.
Did you keep a record of the pictures? I'd love to see them, or read a
description of them.
>With the proper concentration on breathing and the flow in
>the nadis, the light-intensity of the golden heads could be increased. This
>practice had to be continued until the golden heads intensified to a point
>where they all merged. It meant the start of a new stage, presenting another
>picture or sometimes none.
No pictures for some? Was there something else?
Love,
Ann
P.S. I tend to see energy going up my body in different pathways as
serpents of one sort or another - or at least I did, haven't lately. When
I was getting into the violet, one day the serpents were going up, and this
small violet snake started up my front. I said, "Oh, it's a violet snake!"
It stopped, right in my pubis. I thought maybe I had offended it. I said,
"Oh, please come on up. I didn't mean to startle you. I LOVE violet
snakes. Please come up." So pretty soon it did.
Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 09:20:04 -0500
From: Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic.net>
To: Paul West <paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: The big one - explosions
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Hi Paul!
>
>Hmm. In some way, there was almost a sexuality about the beings, this
>golden one and the one that drove the van later on. It was like it was
>almost sensual, exciting, deeply personal and interweaving. But it was
>not like lusty stuff. I'm not promiscuous so perhaps this is me own
>interpretation.
>
I find K. very sexual, but not everyone does. Muktananda in his
autobiography talks about going through a sexual period, which embarrassed
him horribly because he was celibate and thought he would never again have
anything to do with sex. He finally got through it and didn't seem to find
it sexual after that, but it looks to me like he repressed that - instead
of feeling sexual, he was spending hours roaring like a tiger with his
tongue stuck all the way out. :))
Sexual energy is a natural part of the world, and I just accept it. We
talk a lot about kriyas; they feel sexual to me, and some are like
orgasm. Why feel embarrassed or guilty about what you do when you're
alone? Or with a spiritual guide? Or with a living guru whose physical
body is far away? If the guru merges with you for shaktipat and it feels
good, is that bad? I don't think so.
>[What happened next in the experience]
>> You have been through an initiation, Paul, a change in consciousness,
>> through the grace of your golden guru. He merged with you and ran a lot of
>> energy up you, opening up the vertical pathway.
>
>That seems to make sense. This entity is my guru?
Or guide or teacher or spiritual guru or spiritual guide.
>I have not seen him
>in the same form since. Could he have taken on other appearances?
Sure. Or maybe more than one is working with you.
>
>> BTW, did you ask anyone, incarnate or non-, for help?
>
>Well, the time that this first big experience happened I was getting
>seriously involved in the possibility of being abducted, and the
>people that were supposedly doing the abducting were on some kind of
>`other side'. I reached out to them a lot, asking for a sign, wanting
>to meet them and stuff. I did meet them in dreams a few times. I was
>also trying to reach out to a spirit guide, and doing a tremendous
>amount of mental inquisition into all sorts of radica possible
>realities.
Hmm, sounds like you were asking for help in all directions. Well, you got
it!! :))
>
>> >By way of his own looking I followed his gaze to see a
>> >pregnant woman and a small alien-looking humanoid with white skin and
>> >a big head putting its hand onto the stomach area - and it was glowing
>> >from the inside out.
>>
>> A pregnant woman can be a symbol that something new is about to be born.
>> You've related the aliens to soul/spirit, "souls or something." And the
>> new thing in the stomach was glowing!! Wonderful!! You, of course. :))
>
>Yes I figured it must have something to do with me. Perhaps that it
>was me to be incarnated, me to be born.
Maybe, but what I meant is that you were being born! Reborn! In this
life! In the old Mysteries they referred to unitiated people as "mortals"
and the initiated as "the twice-born."
>> Wouldn't you like to get to the point where the
>> express
>> train can come through and you just enjoy it thoroughly?
>
>Maybe.
Well, I enjoy a lot of energy, a lot of power, but to each his own. I also
find it good to know that I'll have more power to help other people.
Love,
Ann
Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 09:24:11 -0500 (CDT)
From: "Debora A. Orf" <dorf01ATnospammail.win.org>
To: Jan Barendrecht <janbarenATnospaminfase.es>
cc: amckeonATnospamhsmail.nfld.k12.mn.us, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: RE: Subconscious pressure
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pressure....
building
pounding
the workman inside
sweatingly
placing the scaffolds.
Thought seeds shoot vines
along the framework.
The Green Girl brings
her watering can,
and the Red One absorbs
the excess.
Yellow sun shines on leaves,
cycling the seasons of change.
AngelSnake laughs, molding the ether
Winddancer tacks the
movement of
ocean.
the blue-white firelight of stars
nova into the dark still night.
reaching the limit of passions
fusioncenterfire
summersaults.
AngelSnake and Winddancer
in the balance of compassion
and
wisdom.
--janpa
Date: 22 May 98 15:04:43 +0000
From: "Paul West" <paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Subconscious pressure
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Jan,
> few years ago I was approached by a big drunk who had only one goal:
> processing me into minced meat. Any action (talking included) would have
> triggered him into action. So I did nothing - not moving one muscle of my
> face. The man became more and more furious, banging a wall, trying to induce
> fear. Then, he started using abusive language like filthy Tibetan. This made
> me almost laugh but I could suppress it. By now, the man was out of means to
> provoke and went away, demolishing objects on his way. One doesn't have to
> be empathic to defuse situations like the above - a cool mind and a warm
> heart, plus the enhanced creativity and imagination that K. brings should
> do.
Jan this is wonderful.
I have seen myself in a few situations that when people get worked up
they are essentially afraid, and they are looking to other people for
stability, for a solid reference point. When they have lost
self-control they secretly look to others to provide it. If that other
person lets themself be an outlet for the person's anger it just
doesn't help. What they want is to be reminded of what is real, of
what is calm and loving. Certainly getting afraid doesn't help matters
nor does doing anything that might provoke a further collapse in the
person's integrity.
Many people don't have much self control and it becomes real easy for
them to break down if they are not around good people, people who do
not let them down when they need them. And in a way it is a let down
and irresponsibility not to provice a solid grounding in reality for
other people. I recall one case at work where a friend was losing
control due to work pressures. If I had been a different person, if I
was less in control myself, he would have slipped real far. But
instead I stood up for being calm and collected and it kind of
prevented him from getting too out of touch. I looked and I saw in
amongst his fears a very quick, almost subconscious glance from him
which was like a test, him sort of testing my attitude towards him.
The last thing a person wants or needs when they're upset is somebody
donig anything nasty to them, even if they have done something wrong
themselves. And when sometimes I myself was in a bit of a bad mood,
unhappy for whatever reason, other people seemed to find it
contageous, much harder to retain their own self control. Sometime
they were real good at it, but if they themselves had some problems it
spiralled down much faster if I or someone else wasn't there rooted in
reality. I kind of feel that the time I spent at my last place of
employment taught a number of people to be calmer and to have more
respect for themselves. At least I hope that is what happened. But
even I know that I sometimes need somebody.
--
Paul.
IRC: #amiga, Dalnet: #blitz
WWW: http://www.stationone.demon.co.uk
E-M: paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk
Date: 22 May 98 15:51:08 +0000
From: "Paul West" <paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Empathy
Message-Id: <35659ADD.MD-0.196.paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk>
Hi Antoine,
I have been thinking more about empathy just lately, now that people
have put a ton of ideas into my head.
I have been thinking of the way other people appear to me. I wonder if
it is ever at all possible to see anything other than yourself. If I
see a person and I feel a dislike, maybe it is because I would not
like to be that person, or that I am not alike that person. It doesn't
really matter if I personally have a wonderful personality or a really
bad one, it seems that my relationship with all other people depends
entirely on who and what I am at the time.
There was a girl where I used to work who I didn't like very much. I
felt she was very insensitive and she liked to be tuff and hard and
advocated violence. She liked to have fights with other blokes, and
talked of how she liked to get men under her thumb and how she knew
how to get to a bloke. I did not like this. I believe then that this
means I am not /alike/ this, it is not an ideal I can relate to, and
that this is why when presented with it I am presented with the face
of my attitude towards such things. I wonder if hate has a place in
love - to reject anything that is not virtuous and joyous.
Anyway, I wondered, if maybe I beleived that her ideals were right
then probably I would not dislike her or feel threatened by her. Who
she is and so on is just an example, this is not specific to her. It
applies to everyone. I would say that the task is to establish a
righteous set of ideals and priorities in order for one to have the
proper view of things which are not right. Wether one is enlightened
or not does not deter the rule from applying, that if you believe for
example that violence is wrong then you will dislike it when you see
it - you choose for it to be something you will dislike. But by
dislike i do not entirely mean a radical emotional outburst of a major
psychological backlash. I'm talking of neutrality, and when you just
observe without comment. Maybe the whole `taking offence' thing is
just a play of emotions. I wonder if there is any thing alike what it
means to be free of that offendability. Probably not, but I should
like to be there.
I suppose that fundamentally one is faced with the consequences of
one's chosen beliefs. If one has an appreciation of beauty pershaps
one will not be fond of ego-creations. And the question is, should a
person be fond of ego? It is perhaps enough to just see truthfully
what ego is, not wether to see that it is true or false. If you look
truthfully at something you see the true nature of it, even if that
means seeing that in truth the given thing is a falsety, an illusion,
a deception or a selfishness. Even though one might look upon a
murderor in a truthful way, this does not necessarily alter the fact
that there is something in that murderor which is alien to the /ideal/
of a more holistic lifestyle. Evil exists in the world. I suppose you
could say that being `All' would mean having to be evil, but we also
have to remove the seperation between good and bad so it doesn't look
like evil anymore anyway. I dunno.
I think maybe with me it is a case of being ideological and having
high standards set for myself. It is not enough for me to just be part
of the game, I feel that I want to attain some kind of spiritual
height. It is all very well being evil or egotistical, some people
actually seem to like it, and I don't refuse that it exists nor do I
particularly want to turn my eyes away not to see it. But if truth be
known I do not want to have anything to do with it. I don't mind
observing it detatched, but I don't want to interact with it. I feel
it is probably when I am forced to interact with it that I start to
become pressured and start to feel corrupt. Maybe there is an element
of sacrifice in this.
I think that the way I react to other people is entirely dictated by
whatever ideals or beliefs I have about things. Maybe I am up for the
good life. Maybe I like to be comfortable. Maybe I like things which
will last and which will please the senses. And maybe it is because of
this that I have that so-called empathy - to see unpleasant emotions
and attitudes in others as something that is wrong and something I
dislike. I suppose I am growing to accept those things with time. But
maybe it is a type of personality more than a true transcendence. I
must admit I like the appearance of hills and valleys more than I like
flat ground.
I am not sure that really I am done with physical life. I think
perhaps that I am half done with it. I am not completely with it but
not completely against it either. I seem to have kind of a cross
between heaven and earth, an ideological attempt to do and be the
things in physical life which are alike or are related to truths and
ways of being in spirit.
I am unsure entirely why, but I do not have very much attraction
towards other people. I know that in this modern age it is a case of
having to be heterosexual or homosexual or a bit of both, but what
about when you're just not very into any of it? I don't get turned on
by other blokes. But I don't seem to get turned on by women either.
Generally with me it is hard to get worked up about anything. A
blessing but maybe also a curse. Love for me is not on so much of a
physical level. I kind of like amoure, sort of romance, a magical
almost angelic, perhaps archetypcal relationship. The oneness of man
and the oneness of woman. The ideal of both at their best. I find it
hard to see such a thing in my fellow humans. I hope that doesn't
sound patronising or anything. I just can't relate to lust or
promiscuity.
Does any of this make sense to you?
--
Paul.
IRC: #amiga, Dalnet: #blitz
WWW: http://www.stationone.demon.co.uk
E-M: paulATnospamstationone.demon.co.uk
Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 11:05:10 EDT
From: kristin <kristinATnospamaol.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Scared/Help
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For sometime, I thought I was reaching the light at the end of the tunnel, and
so on, but recently, it seems like I have fallen back down to the bottom. This
time though I question my strength to find my way out. I feel lost in my own
world, my own body. I am not sure about anything, I more than confused. I am
also so scared. I do not know anymore.
I keep trying to remember the way I felt when I saw the light, and so on, but
I cannot find it, I have no clue where it has gone, or where I am going. I am
so scared.
Kristin
Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 10:29:30 -0600
From: amckeonATnospamhsmail.nfld.k12.mn.us
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Scared/Help
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>For sometime, I thought I was reaching the light at the end of the tunnel, and
>so on, but recently, it seems like I have fallen back down to the bottom. This
>time though I question my strength to find my way out. I feel lost in my own
>world, my own body. I am not sure about anything, I more than confused. I am
>also so scared. I do not know anymore.
>I keep trying to remember the way I felt when I saw the light, and so on, but
>I cannot find it, I have no clue where it has gone, or where I am going. I am
>so scared.
>Kristin
I have been there. This could be a time for you of just letting go of the
questing for a while. For a while I just had to quit trying to figure
things out, and just live the best way I knew how. Being involved in action
helped to distract me from my overactive monkey mind. I got up early and
made my kids breakfast, I baked the neighbors cookies, washed the dishes,
did the laundry, etc. "Chop wood, carry water" as they say. Concentrating
on the doing of mundane things can ground and calm you. Look around and see
what needs to be done. Clean out a closet... There will be time later to
return to your quest for the light. It will always be there waiting for
you. No hurries, no worries.
This is what helped me. Others may give different advice. Take what works
and leave the rest :)
ALL WILL BE WELL,
amckeon
Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 09:00:21 -0700 (PDT)
From: Coyote Dreamer <shamaneyesATnospamyahoo.com>
To: faithATnospammail.phoenix.net
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Animal Totems
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Hi Faith!
Sorry it has taken so long for me to respond, I have not been able to
access my email. To answer your question, begin by examining the
animals you like and admire. Often, the temperment and personality of
the animal will give you clues, and you'll find yourself more
attracted to animals you resonate with. You need to look at not just
the physical characteristics of the animal but the emotional and
symbolic natures as well. And you may be surprised when you receive
confirmation from your animal totem that he/she is in fact with you.
When I was discovering Coyote, I began to notice significant
synchronicity of events. For instance, I was at work and things were
slow, so I began reading any information I could find on Coyote on the
net, and
after I had discovered several mythological and scientific references
I went home to meditate on Coyote and asked him to appear before me if
he would assist me in my spiritual quest. The mental imagery received
assured me that our relationship was well underway. Later that night
I was cutting my hair with new electric clippers, and in two distinct
places the clippers cut patterns that looked like claw marks from a
paw. After this, I happened to be flipping through the channels on
the TV and lo and behold I flipped to a special on Coyotes which
grabbed my attention by describing the mystical aspects of Coyotes in
Native American lore. So you see, a little contemplation is often
necessary to really hear your heart, and if you truly seek to know
yourself you shall, because even a single trail of water followed can
lead to a gushing stream, so begin with the small things.
A great book that you might consider while contemplating the animal
kingdom -- "Animal Speak" by Ted Andrews.
Take care,
Coyote
---Faith <faithATnospammail.phoenix.net> wrote:
>
> Coyote Dreamer wrote:
> >
> > ---Faye Fontenot <faithATnospammail.phoenix.net> wrote:
> >
> > > hello;
> > > I am new to this mailing list could you tell me what do you mean
> > > by animal totum?.......Thanks.....Blessing...Faye
> > >
> >
> > Hi Faye!
> >
> > When I speak of animal totems, I am refering to a component of
> > shamanism (are you familiar with shamanism? Not directly related to
> > Kundalini, but I would be happy to explain it to you). Totems are
> > guides that we all commune with, although most do it subconsciously.
> > In shamanic lore, Totems represent aspects of ourselves and lessons
> > that are coming to the fore. Totems change over the course of our
> > lives, as one integrates their lessons and progresses. Some totems,
> > which are known as power animals, stay for one or many lifetimes.
> > Power animals represent one's perception of life and the general
angle
> > of interaction with others. For example, Praying Mantis represents
> > the power of stillness, of acting with deliberation, and of simply
> > quieting the mind and just 'being'.
> >
> > -- Coyote
> >
> > >
> > > Coyote Dreamer wrote:
> >
> > > > As for my namesake, Coyote (the fabled ‘Trickster´ in shamanic
lore)
> > > > first nipped at me when a shamanic friend of mine caught him
peeking
> > > > over my shoulder. He told me that I ‘didn´t want him´ right
now as
> > > > my totem (or power animal as they are known), because I was
> > rejecting
> > > > him in favor of an ego-produced Eagle or Owl spirit, which I
thought
> > > > were ‘more suited´ to my personality and characteristics. I
> > learned
> > > > a valuable lesson that day – that one must strip away the mask
to
> > > > realize the true face underneath. If one does not, then one
will
> > > > never see past the particular facade displayed. As for
Dreamer,
> > take
> > > > a guess – you are correct!
> > > >
> >
> > ==
> > "I Cherish the Twilight,
> > I Maximize, my Soul is the Right Size.
> > I Watch for the Power to Run out on the Moon,
> > and that'll be Sometime Soon..."
> >
> > -- De La Soul
> >
> > _________________________
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> hello,
> I hope you don't mine but how do you know what your totum is?
> I have suppected my to be a great great big golden,and I mean great
big
> snake.How can I know for sure?
>
> Thanks and blessings,Faye
>
==
"I Cherish the Twilight,
I Maximize, my Soul is the Right Size.
I Watch for the Power to Run out on the Moon,
and that'll be Sometime Soon..."
-- De La Soul
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Date: Fri, 22 May 1998 11:07:05 -0500
From: "Brent Blalock" <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu>
To: "Harsha1MTM" <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com>
Cc: "Kundalini - L" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Subject: Re: Strange Emotion For No Reason
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-----Original Message-----
From: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com>
To: Brent L Blalock <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu>;
kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Date: Friday, May 22, 1998 8:27 AM
Subject: Re: Strange Emotion For No Reason
>Harsha: Brent you are a seeker. You have been on the spiritual path many
times
>before. And now once again you are realizing the nature of your journey.
Many
>different emotions will come and go. You will find your place.
Rad.
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