1998/05/19  13:03  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #381 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 98 : Issue 381
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: Bliss                             [ "Antoine" <acarreATnospamconcentric.net> ] 
  Mailing List                          [ DianeUre <DianeUreATnospamaol.com> ] 
  Re: kundalini                         [ amckeonATnospamhsmail.nfld.k12.mn.us ] 
  Re: suffering                         [ "Brent Blalock" <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc ] 
  Re: Bliss                             [ "Sandeep Chatterjee" <sandeepcATnospambom3 ] 
  Re:Bliss                              [ "Brent Blalock" <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc ] 
  re:bliss                              [ "Susan Carlson" <divine_goddessATnospamhot ] 
  Unidentified subject!                 [ "Dan Margolis"<Dan_MargolisATnospamabm.com ] 
  suffering                             [ kristin <kristinATnospamaol.com> ] 
  K and Judaism                         [ "Peter A. Salzman" <psalzmanATnospamwesley ] 
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 12:51:51 -0400 
From: "Antoine" <acarreATnospamconcentric.net> 
To: "Brent Blalock" <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu>, "Imtgxxx" <ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com> 
Cc: "Kundalini - L" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Re: Bliss 
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Hello Brent and xxxtg,
 
Pain is is something wonderfull and limitless to try to understand. And 
their is always so much to leanr from it, for me. It's my best teacher in 
life.
 
:When I've thought about what I do when faced with a source of emotional 
:suffering: I think about the actual situation, try to determine what it is 
:that I fear losing, and see what I *really* lose.  Because I'm a bit of a 
:determinist, the goal is always to convince myself that I've lost nothing. 
:(There was no way to really avoid that "loss": it was a determined event! 
:No sense in clinging to the impossible, right?)
 
That's what i like about emotional pain. It will come back if I convinced 
myself that I've lost nothing in a non "integral" way. Like a monk in is 
isolation from the world to learn to control is sexual desire and who feels 
some kind of "pain" from seing a pretty woman pass in the streat. For me, he 
convinced himself in a non integral way that he only loved the Absolute. 
Overcoming real day to day "emotional" pain brings what i like to call 
deepness of being in this world.
 
:Sounds like you just have magic powers (you "went inside" for a cure for 
:your physical problem and *poof!* a doctor appears).  I don't think that 
:using magic powers to deliver you from situations which you "choose not to 
:accept" is actually being free of suffering.  It sounds like you're only 
:free of the external situations that "cause" them.  (Which ain't half 
:bad...)
 
Makes me think, the same concept can be applied to eating. One can come to a 
point where he or she finds the "energy" for the body in thin air directly. 
But i like eating, even if it's an illusion, i push the attention in eating 
to flow back to the source of energy, the I, from my taste sensors. What a 
source of delight eating can come to be. How good can a glass of water feel?
 
Magic is in life, and there is more magic in the simple act of breathing 
than any superman stuff. Like Terton Sogyal said " I'm not impress if 
someone can tranform the flor into sky or water in fire. The true miracle 
appends when someone is able to free, woud it be only once, a negative 
emotion."
 
:That's pretty much my theory, too.  But there's a complication. 
: 
:Sometimes, I'll have a headache or some pain that I'm not able to "accept", 
:or maybe I'll have a bad day.  No matter what I've tried to do, I'll 
suffer. 
:I'll focus on the sensation or on the causes of my emotions, but I won't be 
:able to stop the suffering.
 
I love this quote from Sai Baba,
 
"When you said "Yes" to Me you gave Me your body, your thoughts, your 
actions. When they don't suit the new you, the uncomfortableness is 
unbearable. It will be so EVERY time and until you realise this fully, then 
and only then will you completely give up desire. For this is the only way 
man will learn. Very seldom does he learn by quiet reminders. Man's desires 
and pitfalls are placed there so that I may do My work."
 
"Very seldom does he learn by quiet reminders"... Boy is there wisdom in 
that one for me.
 
:I'll wonder what is unpleasant about that sensation and I'll have no idea 
:why it is.  But it will still suck.  Experiences like that suggest to me 
two 
:possibilities:  1) I still have some attachments I haven't discovered and 
:worked through yet; or 2) that "removing attachments" is just 
:desensitization, and that there is no real escape from suffering, only the 
:ability to prevent suffering-causing situations from becoming.
 
It is true for me that desensitization appends, mostly when i want to go to 
fast, when i follow an "arrow" in my "developpement" for a while instead of 
blowming like the flower i am. Some need the "specialisation" for a while, 
others for a much more longer while, others a gifted in finding magic in 
absolutly everything thing and actions.
 
:I guess I'll have to keep experimenting and see what I discover.
 
There is so much to discorver, my friends.
 
It's nice to know we point to the same thing with different words.
 
Antoine 
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 13:00:23 EDT 
From: DianeUre <DianeUreATnospamaol.com> 
To: Kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Mailing List 
Message-ID: <63e912dc.3561baa8ATnospamaol.com> 
 
I know I signed up to be on the list...but I don't like all the personal mail 
that people are sending each other.....it's too much mail for me to keep up 
with and most of it is irrelavant to what I want to know. 
Can you only send me things that are real significant? 
Otherwise please remove my name... 
Thanks you. 
Diane Ure 
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 12:25:27 -0600 
From: amckeonATnospamhsmail.nfld.k12.mn.us 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: kundalini 
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>>Lobster wrote:
 
>Yes I have seen it next to a lamp post in a cupboard. I have also seen the 
>Qlippoth which are the roots of the tree. I call my Kundalini "Cecil" - 
>Cecil the Serpent.
 
LOL! So what part of you do you call "Beanie"?
 
amckeon 
(I loved that show!)
 
P.S. Welcome back :) 
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 12:37:08 -0500 
From: "Brent Blalock" <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu> 
To: "Dan Margolis" <Dan_MargolisATnospamabm.com> 
Cc: "Kundalini - L" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Re: suffering 
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-----Original Message----- 
From: Dan Margolis <Dan_MargolisATnospamabm.com> 
To: Brent L Blalock <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu>; acarreATnospamconcentric.net 
<acarreATnospamconcentric.net>; kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
<kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Date: Tuesday, May 19, 1998 10:47 AM 
Subject: suffering was Re:Bliss
 
Someone said:
 
>Love, Love, Love
 
>Life, death, life
 
>It's so wonderfull.
 
>I can't imagine anything more beautifull.
 
Then I said:
 
> What about suffering horribly?  Suffering could be the result of 
attachment,
 
> but it exists nonetheless.  If it weren't for suffering, I'd agree with
 
> you most wholeheartedly.
 
Then Dan said:
 
> There is no suffering...
 
If there is no suffering, then why are we using the word "suffering"?
 
Buddhist-types are of the opinion that suffering is a direct result of 
having aversion, delusion, or attachment, most likely a combination of the 
three.  That makes suffering an illusion -- fake and irrational.
 
But, even though physical events don't with necessity cause suffering, 
suffering does exist.  Beings that are attached to things, deluded, or 
repulsed by things do suffer.
 
It could be that, by understanding the causes of suffering and the false 
beliefs and fears that they originate from, suffering could be eliminated 
from one's life altogether.  But does that mean that suffering didn't exist 
in the first place? 
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 23:15:23 +0530 
From: "Sandeep Chatterjee" <sandeepcATnospambom3.vsnl.net.in> 
To: "Antoine" <acarreATnospamconcentric.net> 
Cc: <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Re: Bliss 
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Hello Antoine,
 
For some reason your name is familiar.Have we cyber-met before (smile)?
 
> 
>Pain is is something wonderfull and limitless to try to understand. And 
>their is always so much to leanr from it, for me. It's my best teacher in 
>life.
 
Yes there is a depth in pain, in grief, in sorrow compared to which joy 
would appear shallow. 
And yes pain is all ways to tell us something.If you are in gratitude, in 
listening a small tap on the shoulder is enough. 
If you are too busy in life then a bigger hammer is used, then maybe a 
sledge hammer. It all depends on you and your diary of schedules, aims, 
goals, objectives etc etc.
 
 
>:When I've thought about what I do when faced with a source of emotional 
>:suffering: I think about the actual situation, try to determine what it is 
>:that I fear losing, and see what I *really* lose.  Because I'm a bit of a 
>:determinist, the goal is always to convince myself that I've lost nothing.
 
Out of convincing only resentment is born. You have convinced yourself, you 
hae swept the "loss" under the carpet.But that loss will haunt you.
 
When you seen the early morning sunrise, do you need to convince yourself 
that you have seen the sun rise?
 
"See" that you came with nothing and will go with nothing. 
Yes what you came with, time cannot take it away. Find that and you are 
ahead of the game.
 
>:(There was no way to really avoid that "loss": it was a determined event! 
>:No sense in clinging to the impossible, right?) 
> 
>That's what i like about emotional pain. It will come back if I convinced 
>myself that I've lost nothing in a non "integral" way. Like a monk in is 
>isolation from the world to learn to control is sexual desire and who feels 
>some kind of "pain" from seing a pretty woman pass in the streat. For me, 
he 
>convinced himself in a non integral way that he only loved the Absolute.
 
Sandeep: 
What that monk has done is to delude himself? 
Reminds me of this anecdote from Buddha's life
 
While he was seated under the Bodhi tree in "Oneness", in the surrounding 
forests came 4 youths with a prosititue. Very soon, drinks flew and all the 
four having stripped the prositute were at the woman.Seeing a lapse in their 
drunkness stupor, the woman escapes and starts running away.Chasing the 
woman, the four youths come across Buddha and demands to know whether he had 
seen a naked woman running away.
 
Replies Buddha, "Yes there was a human presence, but whether it was a man or 
woman I would not know. 
Whether the human presence was clothed or naked I would not know."
 
For Buddha was speaking from a state where clothes did not hide the naked 
purity of being, a state where the distinction between male and female as 
far as the essential being was concerned was no more.
 
 
>Overcoming real day to day "emotional" pain brings what i like to call 
>deepness of being in this world. 
>
 
Overcoming? Have a look, have you really overcomed anything in life or 
adjusted with it?
 
>:Sounds like you just have magic powers (you "went inside" for a cure for 
>:your physical problem and *poof!* a doctor appears).  I don't think that 
>:using magic powers to deliver you from situations which you "choose not to 
>:accept" is actually being free of suffering.  It sounds like you're only 
>:free of the external situations that "cause" them.  (Which ain't half 
>:bad...) 
> 
>Makes me think, the same concept can be applied to eating. One can come to 
a 
>point where he or she finds the "energy" for the body in thin air directly. 
>But i like eating, even if it's an illusion, i push the attention in eating 
>to flow back to the source of energy, the I, from my taste sensors. What a 
>source of delight eating can come to be. How good can a glass of water 
feel? 
> 
>Magic is in life, and there is more magic in the simple act of breathing 
>than any superman stuff. Like Terton Sogyal said " I'm not impress if 
>someone can tranform the flor into sky or water in fire. The true miracle 
>appends when someone is able to free, woud it be only once, a negative 
>emotion." 
> 
> 
>:That's pretty much my theory, too.  But there's a complication. 
>: 
>:Sometimes, I'll have a headache or some pain that I'm not able to 
"accept", 
>:or maybe I'll have a bad day.  No matter what I've tried to do, I'll 
>suffer. 
>:I'll focus on the sensation or on the causes of my emotions, but I won't 
be 
>:able to stop the suffering. 
> 
>I love this quote from Sai Baba, 
> 
>"When you said "Yes" to Me you gave Me your body, your thoughts, your 
>actions. When they don't suit the new you, the uncomfortableness is 
>unbearable. It will be so EVERY time and until you realise this fully, then 
>and only then will you completely give up desire. For this is the only way 
>man will learn. Very seldom does he learn by quiet reminders. Man's desires 
>and pitfalls are placed there so that I may do My work."
 
>"Very seldom does he learn by quiet reminders"... Boy is there wisdom in 
>that one for me.
 
Sandeep: 
So we have to screw up for God, Allah, Sai Baba, Jesus, Jesus' father to do 
His Work? 
I invite you "look" at this.
 
"only then will you completely give up desire"
 
Sandeep: 
Was it not desire which lead to "this" creation? 
Was it not desire on part of that Oneness (where there was not two) for the 
"other" which lead to this infinitely myriad of creation?
 
One cannot give up desire. Can you give up breahing? 
No, one needs to "see" the phenomenon of "desiring". 
This very act of witnessing the constant "desiring" that goes on moment 
after moment, leads one to the "desirer". 
The "seer' of all that is being "seen". 
And only the "seer" is real, rest is all part of the illusory world.
 
But the illusory world is as much needed as a ladder is needed to ascend. 
Nothing to be given up, nothing to be discarded, everything to be "seen" as 
a step of the ascension ladder.
 
 
>:I'll wonder what is unpleasant about that sensation and I'll have no idea 
>:why it is.  But it will still suck.  Experiences like that suggest to me 
>two 
>:possibilities:  1) I still have some attachments I haven't discovered and 
>:worked through yet; or 2) that "removing attachments" is just 
>:desensitization, and that there is no real escape from suffering, only the 
>:ability to prevent suffering-causing situations from becoming.
 
Sandeep:
 
Any event which has come into existence through you, if it is "unpleasant" 
to you, then it means there is an unacceptance in you of What IS. 
Look into what is unacceptable about it for you and teh game that you play 
and you have "seen" one more step in your acsension ladder.
 
 
>It is true for me that desensitization appends, mostly when i want to go to 
>fast, when i follow an "arrow" in my "developpement" for a while instead of 
>blowming like the flower i am. Some need the "specialisation" for a while, 
>others for a much more longer while, others a gifted in finding magic in 
>absolutly everything thing and actions.
 
A visualization of "Sandeep"
 
Not knowing what I seek 
I walk with the wind
 
This is what describes me. Have a look at your strategy for "development"? 
You can go fast or slow if you know what you aiming to get, to achieve, to 
find, to discover. 
You can only find what you know, what you had once isn't it? 
Otherwise how will you recognise whether what you find is what you were 
seeking. 
How will you even conceptualize what you are seeking for? 
Recognition can only come if there is first cognition.
 
So if you had "IT" once and have lost it (and hence the search) then that 
"IT" is not worth finding which is "lossable". 
For the first prime quality of Truth is that when you find, you are no more, 
you have merged with "It". 
Where is the you and where is "Truth and where is the seperation.
 
Not knowing what I seek 
I walk with the wind
 
 
In zikr
 
 
Sandeep 
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 12:59:59 -0500 
From: "Brent Blalock" <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu> 
To: "MariAna Mikula" <romeATnospamiwaynet.net> 
Cc: "Kundalini - L" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Re:Bliss 
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From: MariAna Mikula <romeATnospamiwaynet.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Date: Tuesday, May 19, 1998 11:36 AM 
Subject: Re:Bliss
 
>I wish I could send my message to the list on the whole.  I have never 
>done that yet.  I am offended with that which was sent here.  The 
>terminology and the energy that is wasted on 'detail' of the drama of 
>written words is, in my truth, not the matter that one should dwell 
>upon.
 
Please forgive me if I misinterpreted what you're saying, but...
 
Are you saying that the Kundalini Mailing List is filled with people who 
talk/write for hours about things that don't matter?  Are you saying that 
they use words like "enlightenment" and "Kundalini" and "freedom from 
suffering" and "karma" and "meditation" and have absolutely no idea what 
they're really talking about?  Are you saying that the list is filled people 
who pretend to be authorities on subjects, when they don't understand even 
the basics of that subject?
 
:)
 
I think so, too.
 
But there is a little more to it than that.  I sense that you are angry with 
the people who are behaving foolishly.  I suspect that you feel proud of 
Buddhism or whatever it is that they are defiling with their foolishness. 
Generally speaking, I do not feel that angry.  That is because I tend not to 
take attacks against Buddhism and Hinduism personally.  (And when I say 
"tend" I mean that sometimes I do.)  I think that the anger you feel now 
could be treated like any other source of suffering and dealt with in the 
manner you see fit.  When I find myself upset because someone is pretending 
to be an authority on a subject which they aren't, I just remind myself that 
they are a foolish person and that's what foolish people do.  No sense in 
being angry because a foolish person is being foolish...
 
Does that help? 
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 12:09:31 PDT 
From: "Susan Carlson" <divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: re:bliss 
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Dear Brent,
 
you write: 
I think I've removed aversion to minor burns
 
SNIP
 
Can it be that I've found The Way Out?  I'm not so sure, as I 
explain below.
 
Susan:
 
You could speed up the process if you find someone to teach you how to  
fire walk.  I have walked on burning coals at 1600 degrees  
farenheit...just had a little blister that was gone by morning.
 
An electric coil on a stove burner only gets up to 300.
 
I wouldnt call it magic or psychic powers. But its amazing the first  
time you do it. The second time for me...oh well, ho hum...now what?
 
I have a friend who has walked on fire for over 30 feet, danced in it,  
runs er hands thru it, and has walked hundreds of times in it and has  
taught thousands to do also.
 
Just seems to be a matter of a frame of mind to me.
 
I also dont think it has anything to do with thinking pure thoughts or  
being of good character...you should see the kind of people...all  
kinds...who fire walk.
 
Love, 
Susan
 
 
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Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 12:07:08 -0700 
From: "Dan Margolis"<Dan_MargolisATnospamabm.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
cc: blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu 
Subject: Unidentified subject! 
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Brent Blalock wrote:
 
  -----Original Message----- 
  From: Dan Margolis <Dan_MargolisATnospamabm.com> 
  To: Brent L Blalock <blal0004ATnospammaroon.tc.umn.edu>; acarreATnospamconcentric.net 
  <acarreATnospamconcentric.net>; kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
  <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
  Date: Tuesday, May 19, 1998 10:47 AM 
  Subject: suffering was Re:Bliss
 
  Someone said:
 
  >Love, Love, Love
 
  >Life, death, life
 
  >It's so wonderfull.
 
  >I can't imagine anything more beautifull.
 
  Then I said:
 
  > What about suffering horribly?  Suffering could be the result of 
  attachment,
 
  > but it exists nonetheless.  If it weren't for suffering, I'd agree with
 
  > you most wholeheartedly.
 
  Then Dan said:
 
  > There is no suffering...
 
>  If there is no suffering, then why are we using the word "suffering"?
 
>  Buddhist-types are of the opinion that suffering is a direct result of 
> having aversion, delusion, or attachment, most likely a combination of 
the 
>  three.  That makes suffering an illusion -- fake and irrational.
 
>  But, even though physical events don't with necessity cause suffering, 
>  suffering does exist.  Beings that are attached to things, deluded, or 
>  repulsed by things do suffer.
 
>  It could be that, by understanding the causes of suffering and the false 
>  beliefs and fears that they originate from, suffering could be 
eliminated 
>  from one's life altogether.  But does that mean that suffering didn't 
exist 
>  in the first place?
 
This is a different teaching of Buddha's.  One of his earliest teaching 
was:
 
     This very existance is suffering 
     These attachments are the cause of suffering 
     Releasing attachments is the cessation of suffering 
     Following the 8-fold path is the path to the cessation of suffering.
 
A later teaching was:
 
     There is no suffering 
     There is no cause of suffering 
     There is no cessation of suffering 
     There is no path to the cessation of suffering.
 
They are both the same and different teachings...
 
 Dan M. 
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 15:34:26 EDT 
From: kristin <kristinATnospamaol.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: suffering 
Message-ID: <b1506632.3561dec3ATnospamaol.com> 
 
The only suffering we have is suffering we cause. We could bring suffering 
upon us, or we could bring joy upon us. It is all a state of mind, we bring 
upon us what we want, and sometimes that maybe suffering. 
Kristin  
Date: Tue, 19 May 1998 15:43:44 -0400 (EDT) 
From: "Peter A. Salzman" <psalzmanATnospamwesleyan.edu> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: K and Judaism 
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I guess  this might be part two of thoughts on Old Testament and Judaic 
understandings of K... I am no Rabbi nor claim to be an authority but I 
have explored this using the best intuition I could muster... I don't 
think that inter-cultural translations should be too easily made. I think 
the particularities of the varying grounds where different religions and 
prophets and scriptures grew out of are important in their particularity 
to the extent that they can help people navigate the territory of common 
holy ground in each of their distinct ways... They offer distinct angles 
and approaches to that one place that isn't really a place and that cannot 
really be approached but is more like trying to find a key to open a door 
to get into a room that you are already in... When Jacob is in the desert 
walking to the city where he marries Leah and Rachel and walking out of 
deep conflict with his brother Esau, walking out of the strife and 
entrapment of his cultural conditionings and into the spiritual opening 
and manifestation of the 12 tribes of Israel, he lies down and takes a 
nap... While asleep he has a vision of a ladder connecting heaven and 
earth and God basically blesses him to be open and opening to the infinite 
and to the union of the transcendent heavenly presence of God to the 
immanent earthly presence of God... Jacob wakes up and says wow! I was 
on holy ground and knew it not... And right in there the Bible also says 
something about how when Jacob had his vision he was standing outside the 
gates of heaven. And the Kabbalists discussed this situation as a 
spiritual paradox to keep in our pockets... That sometimes we feel like we 
are outside the Gates and knock knock knockin' on heaven's door and that 
can be a good thing because are we really prepared to enter and be a guest 
in the Garden of Eden? We are more than welcome but there are some 
spinning firey swords at the doorway to make us really be sure.... But 
other times that outsiderness can be alienation, disconnection, 
dehumanization and we need nothing more than to wake up and say wow! I was 
on holy ground and knew it not... to be welcomed whole heartedly into the 
garden and to feel that presence/    
 
Shechinah is presence, the presence of God... By the mystics Shechinah 
is considered to be the feminine and immanent aspect of the divine but  
not in a dualistic gendered way. In my experience I have found it 
meaninful to equate Shechinah with Kundalini///// The shechinah is 
described as God's soul mate in exile... It can be mapped out universally 
in terms of our exile from each other and from a feeling of connection 
with the One the Only One... or it can be understood individually as exile 
from our true selves, self-alienation, inability to experience meaning or 
grounding... Babylon, Egypt, Rome can be seen as examples of Empires of 
exile where the Israelites are like the Shechinah, alienated from their 
source... Thus the song "By the rivers of Babylon, where we sat down, and 
there we wept when we remembered Zion, there the wicked carried us away 
captivity and required of us a song... But how can we sing the Lord's song 
in a strange Land" From Psalm 137. And again lest we see this as just an 
ethnocentric ethnic model, this story is astral and spiritually and 
politically translatable... Thus in the slave spirituals we hear "Go down 
Moses, Way down into Egypt land. Tell Old Pharoe, 'Let My People Go'" and 
in the song about Harriet Tubman and the Underground Railroad it says "Who 
are those children all dressed in red? Must be the children who Moses led! 
And who are those children all dressed in white? Must be the same as the 
Israelites!..." And its why we have Bob Marley singing "Exodus... Movement 
of Jah People... We know where we're going and we know where we're from... 
We're leaving Babylon and going to our Father's Land..." And 
this all sounds collective and Mahayanic because it is but these whole 
stories of liberation and freedom and movement out of exile and wedding of 
the Shechinah and God can and are all played out within every 
individual... For the individual practitioner of Judaism there are 
Kabbalistic meditations to go through before performing mitzvot (actions 
which engender connection and union with the Source)... ANd the meditation 
basically says I'm gonna do this thing, whatever it may be, for the sake 
of the unification of the Shechinah with the Divine Name Y-H-V-H... That 
one aim of the practice is to empty yourself enough to be a vehicle for 
that kind of unification... Emptying is about walking out of Egypt, out  
of Babylon system and into the Sacred Freedom but in the yearly biblical 
cycle of the Torah, the Jews never stop walking... Deuteronomy ends right 
at the edge of the Holy Land and then with the New year everything cycles 
right back to Breishit, Genesis... 
 
And Exile will not be over untill its cool for everyone... very 
mahayanic... Exile will not be over in Jewish understanding untill the 
Third Temple is Built in Jerusalem but that can be taken astrally and 
un-ethnocentrically as well... Its been about 2000 years since the 
destruction of the 2nd Temple in 70 C.E. so this exile has been long... 
But there is something different about the Holy Temple to be rebuilt... 
That it will be rebuilt not by the hand of humans or by actions based on 
any kind of spiritual materialism... And that the temple will be a 
universal Temple... King Solomon prophesized that the Third temple would 
be a prayer space for all the nations and that within its domain the whole 
world could be there in union at the same time... So the Shelter of the 
temple is one that is out of space and out of time... But this as well can 
be seen spiritually and individually as paradigmatic of Kundalini 
processes... That we all have a Holy Temple that we all are Holy Temples 
and that well all have a holy of holies which is our sacred center... For 
the Temple, the Holy of Holies was an empty space... Prophets would and do 
meditate on that empty space for their vision... Our emptiness within is 
what leaves room for the speaking silence, in hebrew "CHASHMAL" to come 
in... And also as the Holy of Holies is found within the Temple which is 
found within the walls of Jerusalem we also have our own Jerusalem... 
Yerushalayim in Hebrew can have different kinds of meaningdful 
breakdowns... 1st: Ir = City and Shalom = Peace... So Jerusalem is city of 
peace... And we hopefully can build that spiritually if not actually 
today... Build cities of peace individually and in community with 
sangha... 2nd: Yirah = Awareness or Awe and Shalem = Complete... So 
Jerusalem is about complete or holistic awareness... So in thickness of 
meaning and in cultural and historical inertia of practice, pilgrimage and 
prayer to Jerusalem is about building ground to be a sacred and empty 
vessel such as the holy of holies for the shechinah to dwell through 
cultivation of ever more holistic levels of awareness and through the 
conscientious building of cities of peace within and without... 
 
This feels like Kundalini to me even though I haven't met many people who 
talk about it on that level... But it does seem to me that the 
experiences and changes, physical, emotional, intellectual, and spiritual 
that come with Kundalini can be understood as personal manifestations of 
these stories and paradigms I have mapped out... Or at least, as I have 
found, these Judaic understandings can have power to shine their own 
distinctive (and admittedly and thankfully non-exclusive, 
non-totalizing, non-dogmatic, and non-literal) light on these processes...
 
Thoughts?
 
Love Pete  
 
  
 
 
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