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kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #348


kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 348

Today's Topics:
  Fwd: Kundalini Resource List, pt. 2- [ "Susan Carlson" <divine_goddessATnospamhot ]
  RE: kundalini rising (was RE: 3 time [ "Jan Barendrecht" <janbarenATnospamcorreo. ]
  Re: To Activate or Not Activate.... [ Mary Ezzell <maryATnospamsonic.net> ]
  AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Cen [ pat dean <pldeanATnospamcamalott.com> ]
  God or Goddess [ lobster <lobATnospamlobster.newnet.co.uk> ]
  RE: Parallel processing [ Tom_I_BradleyATnospamEURO.CCMAIL.compuserv ]
  Re: RE: kundalini rising (was RE: 3 [ Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> ]
  Re: Chakral Sanskrit [ "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail. ]
  Re: Re: Chakral Sanskrit [ Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> ]
  Help/Hope [ WHYASK <WHYASKATnospamaol.com> ]
  Awakenings: Balanced VS Unbalanced [ Imtgxxx <ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com> ]
  Re: Awakenings: Balanced VS Unbalanc [ Dan Margolis <margolisATnospamtransbay.net ]
  Re: Chakral Sanskrit [ Mary Ezzell <maryATnospamsonic.net> ]
  What is Enlightenment? Another sourc [ "Susan Carlson" <divine_goddessATnospamhot ]
  Re: Goddess and Circulating the Ener [ Hofe1 <Hofe1ATnospamaol.com> ]
  unsubsribe [ hall12cATnospamMEENA.CC.UREGINA.CA ]
  Near-Death Experience [ PShaw86324 <PShaw86324ATnospamaol.com> ]
Date: Thu, 30 Apr 1998 19:46:04 PDT
From: "Susan Carlson" <divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Fwd: Kundalini Resource List, pt. 2--web sites
Message-ID: <19980501024605.3511.qmailATnospamhotmail.com>
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And here are some more :)))

Hugs,
Susan

>Date: Sun, 14 Dec 1997 10:06:05 -0800
>To: Kundalini-l <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
>From: ori^ <oriATnospameskimo.com>
>Subject: Kundalini Resource List, pt. 2--web sites
>
>K-List Subscribers' WEB SITES
>*****************************
>Anandajyoti
>http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Forum/6782
>
>Athena
>http://www.clandjop.com/~athena
>
>Mike Beaver's Hypnotherapy Home Page
>http://www.bandwidth.net/yoda/
>
>Flute
>http://pages.prodigy.com/flute
>
>Frans--Kundalini List Faces
>http://www.telebyte.nl/~frans/we/
>
>Freda
>http://www.blarg.net/~freda/01rg/hm/frhm.htm
>
>Gloria Joy Greco
>http://users.intercomm.com/larryn
>
>John Living
>http://mypage.direct.ca/j/jliving/landmine.htm
> A paper on learning Dowsing skills and using a Pendulum to detect
> landmines. You are invited to review the article and assist in
> drawing attention to this method of reducing damage to people and
> returning farmland to useful production. Translation into other
> languages is welcomed.
>
>Lobster
>Kundalini Psychosis
>http://dspace.dial.pipex.com/town/place/vv60/
>
>Harsh Luthar
>The Spiritual Experience and the Awakening of
>Kundalini Shakti in Tantra Yoga
>http://www.telebyte.nl/~frans/kundalini/harsh.html
>
>ori^
>http://www.eskimo.com/~ori/ori.html
>
>Mystress Angelique Serpent
>http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/K.htm
>
>Mystress Angelique Serpent's grounding exercise
>http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/ground.htm
>
>tgxxx
>http://members.aol.com/Teeegeee/tgsplace.html
>
>Ruth Trimble
>Essay for helping with some of the stresses of kundalini
>as she pushes her way through the subtle body blocks...
>http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Delphi/4106/Soul.html
>http://166.122.32.61/trimble/Soul.html
>
>Sharon Webb--Fractals
>http://home1.gte.net/itriazon/Sharon.htm
>
>Yogi Tom
>http://www.tantrictom.demon.co.uk/pindex.htm
>
>___________
>OTHER WEB SITES
>
>Sun Angel Innovations
>http://www.sun-angel.com
>
>Spirit-WWW has a section devoted to Kundalini
>http://www.spiritweb.org
>
>Mantak Chia's books
>http://www.healing-tao.com/HealingTao_Books.html
>
>International Kundalini Yoga Teachers Association Directory
>http://www.sikhnet.com/IKYTA
>
>Tantric Numerology Reading/Ten Body System
>http://www.sikhnet.com/Numerology
>
>Sivananda Yoga--Interactive Shockwave Chakra Animation Page
>http://www.sivananda.org/misc/anim/shockwave/chakras.htm
>
>Sivananda Yoga "Om" Page
>http://www.sivananda.org/
>
>Osho Home Page
>http://www.osho.asn.au/homepage.htm
>
>Magnificent kundalini art
>http://www.enchantment-ave.com
>
>Spiritual Emergence Network
>http://elfi.com/sen/
>
>SYDA Yoga (unofficial) web page
>http://www.ionsys.com/~sauerm/
>
>
>
>
>
>
>ori^ oriATnospameskimo.com ICQ: 2918880
>http://www.eskimo.com/~ori/ori.html
>
>
>
>

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Date: Fri, 1 May 1998 04:01:37 +0100
From: "Jan Barendrecht" <janbarenATnospamcorreo.infase.es>
To: <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Subject: RE: kundalini rising (was RE: 3 times K. from 1 to 7)
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Kurt wrote:

> KK: I think that getting a common sense of kundalini operating within the
> various cakras is a good aim of this group. In my limited experience, if
> kundalini is at the sahasrara for even a second then one will experience
> the entire universe as merged in one's own omnipresent awareness. Is that
> your experience?

Jan:
Yes, it was, but what struck me most was the disappearance of individuality.
The second time K. reached sahasrara, nothing of this kind happened, but the
blazing white light that often was seen when on the verge of falling asleep
was gone forever. The third time ajna chakra changed from the most important
chakra for concentration into something hardly noticeable and the physical
feelings diminished. Since then, the chakras below vishuddha are no longer
experienced to be active (except when the strain on the nadis is very high).
The system of nadis from vishuddha upwards has become very complicated and
sometimes a "thick" nadi is experienced to run from the place where in the
physical body the pineal gland is located. As the "thickness" of the nadis
is decreasing with time, my conclusion is that in one way or another, some
transformation is taking place that either dissipates the awareness of it or
"rewires" the system in a way that also disables its further awareness.
Apart from some vague statements about K. "disappearing into the void"
(Tibetan source) I never came across anything about the fate of K. According
to the dictum: "what has a beginning, must have an end" the awareness of the
nadis should have an end.
Date: Thu, 30 Apr 1998 15:51:16 -0700
From: Mary Ezzell <maryATnospamsonic.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: To Activate or Not Activate.... that is the Question
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Well, the obvious thing to do (if I haven't missed someting in your story),
would be to work on the body a little *before* activating again. Like, try
vegetarianism ... do something about the blockaage in teh upper back (such
as hatha yoga asanas or chiropractory). Kind of get the phys channels open
so there wouldn't be so many blocks for the k to bump into.

Sort of a general yoga checkup? Ayurveda is helpful too, imo.

Some careful research might turn up some safe 'preparations for k
awakening' in some of the traditional 'kundalini yogas'. Just be sure you
know which exercises are 'to prepare' and which are to activate it, and
avoid teh latter.

A week or two at a yoga camp could be great, if possible.

Mary

-----------------

At 04:19 PM 4/30/98 EDT, Imtgxxx wrote:

>I didn't luck out with my K where I was brought any uncanny urges to become a
>vegetarian and all,

Happened to me, veg and quit smoking.

>that I've heard sometimes comes along with it. It's as if
>this whole part of me *missed out* on the accelleration process.
>
>That is why I'm whining to you now.
>
>I have not done any meditations nor serious daily study since 94 (mainly so I
>could ground myself, since I found that I would lose touch with reality
when I
>would do those things). I feel I am grounded enough by now to begin a more
>balanced discipline in meditation and study, if need be. (hopefully!) Not
>to mention also that I am now aware of Kundalini -- before I had NO idea what
>was going on - just thought I had short circuited my brain or something.
>
>Back in November of this year, I began meditating for a couple of weeks

Why not try some hatha yoga that does not involve such meditation?

> and
>immediately activated my K. There was a blockage in my upper back which
>caused me great pain, so I stopped. There was no losing touch with reality,
>thank God. It is now dormant once again.
>
>My (dilemma) is I want to balance this physical area of my life out. I want
>it, too, to be accellerated. Right now I feel as if I'm doing the same thing
>over and over as I've done my whole life, and do not see a way out of this
>vicious circle.
Date: Thu, 30 Apr 1998 20:04:44 -1000 (HST)
From: pat dean <pldeanATnospamcamalott.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
Message-Id: <199805010604.UAA22446ATnospamhaleakala.aloha.net>

I am overjoyed at finding this on the web! I am at the present time involved with using the energy to pierce the "third eye center" so that I may travel in the inner worlds. Please, anyone, send me information about this. I had the initial awakening experience during meditation in March 1975. Thanks.
Date: Thu, 30 Apr 1998 05:20:05 -0700
From: lobster <lobATnospamlobster.newnet.co.uk>
To: Kundalini Mailing List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: God or Goddess
Message-ID: <35486C75.1F0C77EDATnospamlobster.newnet.co.uk>

Now you know

Lobster

======forwarded message begins===========

As you are aware, ships have long been characterized as being female
(e.g., "Steady as she goes" or "She's listing to starboard, Captain!").

Recently, a group of computer scientists (all males) announced that
computers should also be referred to as being female.

Their reasons for drawing this conclusion follow.
Five reasons to believe computers are female:
1. No one but the Creator understands their internal logic.
2. The native language they use to communicate with other
 computers is incomprehensible to everyone else.
3. The message "Bad command or file name" is about as
 informative as, "If you don't know why I'm mad at you, then I'm
 certainly not going to tell you."
4. Even your smallest mistakes are stored in long-term memory for
 later retrieval.
5. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself
 spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.

However, another group of computer scientists (all female) think that
computers should be referred to as if they were male.

Their reasons follow:
Five reasons to believe computers are male:
1. They have a lot of data, but are still clueless.
2. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the
  time they ARE the problem.
3. As soon as you commit to one you realize that, if you had
 waited a little longer, you could have obtained a better model.
4. In order to get their attention, you have to turn them on.
5. Big power surges knock them out for the rest of the day.
Date: Fri, 1 May 1998 08:53:38 -0400
From: Tom_I_BradleyATnospamEURO.CCMAIL.compuserve.com
To: "INTERNET:kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com>
Subject: RE: Parallel processing
Message-ID: <199805010853_MC2-3B98-B690ATnospamcompuserve.com>

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Congratulations! Winner of the most irrelevant k-list post.
Tom

-----Original Message-----
From: INTERNET:kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com at CSERVE
Sent: Thursday, April 30, 1998 11:49 AM
To: INTERNET:kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com at CSERVE
Subject: Parallel processing

Hi.

I currently have a routine ...

For me it turns out that processing in fastram is about 3 times as
powerful as in chipram, so chipram is a bottleneck. I understand that
the display hardware is accessing chipram in order to update its
display and I presume that it does this at a certain rate and that it
doesn't simply zip through the whole lot and wait at the end. So if
the display hardware is constantly accessing chipram and I then come
along at the end of my routine and want to do a large amount of
chipram access in one go, I figure there is going to be some restraint
placed on the possible throughput.

I am wondering if anyone has an idea of how I can kind of parallel
process this so that the chipram display is being updated ...

I figure that if I could do the chipram refresh in fairly regular
chunks rather than all at once,

  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+ ; Have to do the first one outside the loop
bplane2
  MOVE.l #209,d1 ; d5=ypos loop counter
row2
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+
  MOVE.l (a0)+,(a1)+

  MOVE.l (a0)+,d5 ; Get righthand data
  AND.l d4,d5 ; Mask

  ADDA.l d7,a0 ; Add horizontal safety-buffer skip-value

  MOVE.l (a0)+,d6 ; Get lefthand data
  AND.l d3,d6 ; Mask
  OR.l d5,d6 ; Combine
  MOVE.l d6,(a1)+ ; Output first longword of next set

  DBRA d1,row2
  ADDA.l d2,a0
  DBRA d0,bplane2

Is there anyway to make this more efficient, or some way to prevent
the possible chipram-access-bottleneck that comes with those 10
(hardcoded for a 320-wide screen) longword writes? This is IMO a
perfect application for parallel processing but this is not feasible
at this time.
Date: Fri, 1 May 1998 09:20:52 EDT
From: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com>
To: janbarenATnospaminfase.es, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: RE: kundalini rising (was RE: 3 times K. from 1 to 7)
Message-ID: <7a380b47.3549cc36ATnospamaol.com>

In a message dated 4/30/1998, 11:01:23 PM, janbarenATnospaminfase.es writes:
<<Apart from some vague statements about K. "disappearing into the void"
(Tibetan source) I never came across anything about the fate of K. According
to the dictum: "what has a beginning, must have an end" the awareness of the
nadis should have an end.
>>

Harsha: Indeed, what has a beginning must have an end. No experience, no
matter how grand or profound, can ever escape that fate. It is declared by
Sages and scriptures that, That which is Eternal has no beginning or an end.
This statement is not in conflict or contradictory to the fact of Shakti
manifestations and experiences in the domain of relative consciousness. It
simply indicates that Being is the foundation of all becoming. Being
permeates all becoming, while remaining always independent of it in its
original and transcendental nature.
Date: Fri, 01 May 1998 07:59:34 PDT
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com>
To: AfperryATnospamaol.com
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Chakral Sanskrit
Message-ID: <19980501145934.15397.qmailATnospamhotmail.com>
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Alan wrote:
--------------------
.....If this is true, then the chanting of Sanskrit has an important
esoteric role to play in our spiritual development and therefore merits
deeper consideration on practical grounds alone.
--------------------

Alan,

In India it is a very common to have a K-master give one a special
mantra with a bija (sp??) [pronounced bee ja] word or even a bija
mantra. These words may have little or no meaning when translated to
another language. They are there for the power of the sound alone.

These bija mantras are the sounds of the chakra's petals. They may be
used to heal an injured chakra, particularly an "unbalanced" one, to
open a blocked chakra, to draw K to a chakra above the one where it is
currently, etc.

The words (really often just syllables) will be chosen for the student
by the teacher and may be changed when the needs of the student change.
They may be given in addition to a more traditional complete mantra, to
be done at a separate time or as an "opening" or "closing" phrase to the
mantra.

In other cases they are related to the students "issue" in life and will
be incorporated into the primary mantra and kept as long as the mantra
is kept. This was the case with me. I was given a bija mantra inside my
mantra and I kept it until I quit doing my mantra on a daily basis. On
the very rare occasions I do my mantra (when I visit temples, etc.) I
always include the bija, it is a part of the mantra to me.

Picking one's own bija mantra is not the safest thing one can do without
proper help. Some bijas are too powerful for some people and can injure
chakras and nadis, particularly weak ones, by overloading them. It is
much the same way there are different sizes of electrical line
(different capacities) for different loads and runs that exist. Use a
small wire and try to force too much electricity through it (without a
fuse or breaker) and you get a fire, not light.

Namaste,

Joe

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Date: Fri, 1 May 1998 12:17:08 EDT
From: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com>
To: joemillerATnospamhotmail.com, AfperryATnospamaol.com
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Re: Chakral Sanskrit
Message-ID: <6be972e3.3549f585ATnospamaol.com>

In a message dated 5/1/1998, 11:00:07 AM, joemillerATnospamhotmail.com writes:
<<Picking one's own bija mantra is not the safest thing one can do without
proper help. Some bijas are too powerful for some people and can injure
chakras and nadis, particularly weak ones, by overloading them.

Namaste,

Joe
>>
Harsha: One can argue that "professional" gurus perpetuate this notion to
enhance their own importance. Fear is often used to control students by the
pseudo gurus in virtually every cult or religion. Nevertheless, it is
generally accepted that mantras should be received from someone in a
particular lineage or tradition, who has a certain level of spiritual
attainment. The linkage with a tradition is helpful and provides a view of
Reality that enables one to interpret spiritual experiences. It helps to
ground the spiritual aspirant until the grounding it self becomes meaningless.
Date: Fri, 1 May 1998 14:14:40 EDT
From: WHYASK <WHYASKATnospamaol.com>
To: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Help/Hope
Message-ID: <986a0f98.354a1111ATnospamaol.com>

I have been going through many changes, and I need your support and prayers.
I'm really trying to change. It's hard. My energy is low. But I'm doing more
now. I'm beginning to feel hope.
Kristin
Date: Fri, 1 May 1998 17:33:06 EDT
From: Imtgxxx <ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Awakenings: Balanced VS Unbalanced
Message-ID: <941182aa.354a3f93ATnospamaol.com>

I have come to the conclusion (and of course will keep an open mind for those
that may disagree with good reasoning) that there are no unbalanced Kundalini
Awakenings.... Rather they should be called Ignorant Awakenings -- You know,
the "I don't know what the hell I am doing and have never heard of Kundalini
when all these wierd & wonderful things started occurring in my life".

I am thinking that if anyone knowledgeable enough about kundalini, has a good
K teacher, and a good spiritual foundation, that they could go through, say,
my own experience of an *unbalanced awakening*, and be able to go with the
flow and create a balanced awakening. They wouldn't go through the fear that
I did because they would be aware of what was going on, instead of just
thinking they were going nuts.

Am I wrong in this thinking?

xxxtg

* These are my opinions - If you don't like them, I have others *

http://members.aol.com/Teeegeee/tgsplace.html <~~~~ on the web now!
Date: Fri, 01 May 1998 15:03:50 -0700
From: Dan Margolis <margolisATnospamtransbay.net>
To: Imtgxxx <ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Awakenings: Balanced VS Unbalanced
Message-ID: <354A46C5.820CDDA7ATnospamtransbay.net>

Imtgxxx wrote:

> I am thinking that if anyone knowledgeable enough about kundalini, has a
> good
> K teacher, and a good spiritual foundation, that they could go through,
> say,
> my own experience of an *unbalanced awakening*, and be able to go with the
> flow and create a balanced awakening. They wouldn't go through the fear
> that
> I did because they would be aware of what was going on, instead of just
> thinking they were going nuts.
>
> Am I wrong in this thinking?

I would agree, however there is one other catch. If a person is unbalanced
emotionally due to trauma such as abuse even if they have a good spiritual
practice and an excellent teacher they may still experience an 'unbalanced'
awakening because they haven't dealt with the issues before the awakenings. This
leads to the general rule: the easier your upbringing, the easier your spiritual
practice and the easier your awakening.

    Dan M.
Date: Fri, 01 May 1998 15:58:20 -0700
From: Mary Ezzell <maryATnospamsonic.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Chakral Sanskrit
Message-Id: <3.0.32.19980501094936.0077b818ATnospampop.sonic.net>
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I agree with both of you! :-)


At 12:17 PM 5/1/98 EDT, Harsha1MTM wrote:
>In a message dated 5/1/1998, 11:00:07 AM, joemillerATnospamhotmail.com writes:
><<Picking one's own bija mantra is not the safest thing one can do without
>proper help. Some bijas are too powerful for some people and can injure
>chakras and nadis, particularly weak ones, by overloading them.
>Namaste,
>Joe

Yes, or if you happen to pick the wrong one, or pronounce it wrong, or
something. :-)

>>>
>Harsha: One can argue that "professional" gurus perpetuate this notion to
>enhance their own importance.

Or disciples do, or people who have written books.... :-)

>Fear is often used to control students by the
>pseudo gurus in virtually every cult or religion.

Tho the gurus themselves may be quite competent, and not wanting to use
fear ... sometimes the disciples or rumor-mongers bring it in.

>Nevertheless, it is
>generally accepted that mantras should be received from someone in a
>particular lineage or tradition, who has a certain level of spiritual
>attainment. The linkage with a tradition is helpful and provides a view of
>Reality that enables one to interpret spiritual experiences. It helps to
>ground the spiritual aspirant until the grounding it self becomes
meaningless.

This is very good for those who can visit real gurus, and/or can
(psychologically) connect with their tradition, etc.

Also, as someone said, a guru can often see what your spiritual/physical
needs are, and 'prescribe' a mantra that will be especially helpful (at
least till your situation changes).

For those who can't connect with gurus ... I think we can experiment with
different mantras, just like with other yoga practices ... just being very
selective, following our own K leading, not doing anything that feels
'wierd' etc.

For one thing ... remember many of those books are written in a
Hindu/British accent! Vary the pronunciation to what feels right for YOU.

It's like learning athletic things from books instead of from a coach. A
good coach may know shortcuts that work, tho they feel wierd. But without a
coach, we need to pick and choose and not do anything that feels wierd or
stressful.

But we should go by our own feelings, and try anything that feels safe ...
not be scared off by someone else's "All those are dangerous" kind of thing.

BD
Date: Fri, 01 May 1998 18:58:45 PDT
From: "Susan Carlson" <divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: What is Enlightenment? Another source...
Message-ID: <19980502015846.25739.qmailATnospamhotmail.com>
Content-Type: text/plain

Recently we had a discussion about the traits of an enlightened person.
Well, here is a magazine's website that is totally devoted to answering
what is englightenment.

http://www.moksha.org/wie/j13/j13.html

Love.
Susan

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Date: Fri, 1 May 1998 22:00:20 EDT
From: Hofe1 <Hofe1ATnospamaol.com>
To: maryATnospamsonic.net
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Goddess and Circulating the Energy
Message-ID: <c8fd680.354a7e35ATnospamaol.com>

Dear Mary:

 I once belonged to a spiritual group called 3HO. They all wore turbans.
Anyway, I would do the yoga(They called it Kundalini Yoga.) and I would do
something called breath of fire or breath of Agni. I also ate alot of garlic
and chili laden food. I came down with tons of problems. I was either really
sleepy and spacey or as horney as a rabbit. My emotions
were of despair. I cried alot. I was also kind feverish and hot. About a month
ago I found out from something that I read that the breath of fire I had been
doing was probably incorrectly done. In addition I also had candida albicans.
When I sought help for my problems, I was treated like an incorrigible head
case. Anyway I went around with this turban on my head with perpetual heat in
my brain. It was not until I saw an acupuncturist and took up taoist yoga that
things started to clear up. I had also heard of a former memeber of 3HO, who
had constant miscarriages. She could not get pregnant. An Auyervedic doctor
determined that she too much heat in her body. By all means keep that
energy circulated and balanced. Make sure that your emotions are purified and
ennobled before drawing up that sexual energy up your spine. Because that
kundalini will magnify whatever mood you are in.

     Best wishes,

     Dave
Date: Fri, 01 May 1998 20:11:32 -0600 (CST)
From: hall12cATnospamMEENA.CC.UREGINA.CA
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 i feel bad when all i have the time to do is browse over a few
posts everyday and delete the rest. if i had more time, this list would
be great for me. i've only been on for about a week, but i've already got
a small sense of what you're talking about and i will try to incorporate
it into my everyday life. thanks for everything.
 Colin Hall
Date: Sat, 2 May 1998 00:04:30 EDT
From: PShaw86324 <PShaw86324ATnospamaol.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Near-Death Experience
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Has anyone ever had one? I think I did last night. Does this relate to K?

Liz

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