1998/04/14  13:20  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #294 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 98 : Issue 294
 
Today's Topics: 
  Esoteric Meanings of the Five Elemen  [ anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities. ] 
  everyday life                         [ "Ed Jason" <lobATnospamlineone.net> ] 
  Snakey stuff                          [ "Ed Jason" <lobATnospamlineone.net> ] 
  Re: HTML posts and the K-list websit  [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ] 
  Re: K-list website.                   [ melintonATnospamalison.sbc.edu ] 
  Re: K-list website.                   [ "Mark A. Collins" <themacmanATnospammacsru ] 
  Special Web Hosting Offer             [ "Cyber Media" <salesATnospamcybermedia-inc ] 
  Introduction to a new listmember      [ J B Bell <cipherATnospameschatek.com> ] 
  childhood kundalini (was RE: kundali  [ Kurt Keutzer <keutzerATnospameecs.berkeley ] 
Date: Mon, 13 Apr 1998 23:14:03 -0700 
From: anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities.com> 
To: "kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Esoteric  Meanings of the Five Elements used In Tantra 
Message-ID: <3532FEAB.2FCB8E31ATnospamgeocities.com> 
 
Hi List ! 
I am sure many on the list have knowledge of the Tantras, as they have 
depicted in the West. 
I would like share with you all the esoteric meanings of the Five 
Elements used in the Tantras.
 
1. Madya: Alcohol
 
The real alcohol, not in the form as we know it , is depicted as the 
"Soma Dhara" or the elixir of joy, in the Maha Nirvana Tantra. 
The aspirant who is capable of making the elixir of joy flow from the 
Crown Chakra and permeate each and every cell of the body truly fulfills 
, this aspect of Tantra Practice.
 
2. Eating Meat: or "Mangsha" in Hindi it is called as "Maash" 
The sound Ma is another form of speech, in Sanskrit, apart from its 
usual meaning as Mother. 
The aspirant who remains silent inwardly and outwardly during the 
practice, is the one who has eaten the Meat.
 
3. Matsya or Fish: The aspirant who has stopped the flow of the in-going 
breath and the outgoing breath in the two channels of the Ida and 
Pingala, through Pranayama and Kumbhaka (breath retention) has fulfilled 
the condition of having eaten the two fishes.
 
4. Mudra: There is a spot in the center of the underside of the brain, 
where the Consciousness operates from, which is white as globule of 
mercury It has the power of luminosity of a 10 million Suns, and yet it 
is as cool as 10 million Moons. 
This consciousness when it manifests , it is of exquisite beauty and is 
the driving force of the Kundalini. 
The aspirant who can experience the consciousness as such, has truly 
fulfilled the conditions Mudra.
 
5.  Maithuna : Although this aspect has been generally spoken of by most 
adherents of Tantra as the copulation of a male with a female, yet Maha 
Nirvana Tantra speaks of it as 
a similar activity, within an individual, whether male or female. 
The male organ is the current of the air with the breath, which works 
upon the female organ , which is the space, and penetrates it, during 
Kumbhaka Pranayama. 
So in real terms ,when through the Kumbhaka Pranayama the breath 
penetrates the space at the base chakra and continues it penetration 
till it touches the crown Chakra, is the copulation activity to be 
fulfilled by the aspirant.
 
On following these five ways to activate the Kundalini in stages is the 
inherent meaning of all Tantras. 
Ultimately it boils down to , be joyful,  maintain inner and outer 
silence, through will and determination, stop the flow of prana in the 
channels other than the Sushumna, become aware of the spiritual center, 
through focussing , and finally through the Kumbhaka Pranayama, bring up 
the prana and penetrate the space between the Base and the Crown 
Chakras.
 
Anandajyoti 
http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Forum/6782 
Date: Mon, 13 Apr 1998 07:57:42 -0700 
From: "Ed Jason" <lobATnospamlineone.net> 
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>, "Pat Williams" <pwilliamATnospaminfocom.com> 
Subject: everyday life 
Message-Id: <199804140935.KAA30465ATnospamboober.lineone.net> 
 
> >>What then are you looking for 'K', 'Bliss', 'Wisdom' or 'Truth'? They are 
> not all the same thing. And nobody is going to do the hard work of finding 
> 'the Truth' for you. 
>  
> The hard work does not come in finding the truth, but making it a part of 
> your everyday life, once it is found.
 
Yes I agree. This truth also evolves. Looking back we see the limitations of what we knew with certainty. So these are all subjective truths - not the Absolute. Finding the Absolute Truth is not something people are interested in. So let us stick with the subjective truths . .  .Evolution of the ego or the person or the mind, however you wish to term it, is empowered by balance. Moving between extremes makes us aware of the importance of stability. Many people mention how K moves them all over the place. Others how it provides Peace and Calm.
 
Perhaps you might welcome CALM  
for it is here  
and welcome PEACE  
for it is here.  
Welcome them.
 
BE WELL 
Lobster  
Date: Mon, 13 Apr 1998 08:16:07 -0700 
From: "Ed Jason" <lobATnospamlineone.net> 
To: "Kundalini list" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Snakey stuff 
Message-Id: <199804140935.KAA30048ATnospamboober.lineone.net> 
 
> << Moments of bliss and ecstasy are experienced through sex, drugs, hormonal 
> changes and quite spontaneously. So feeling blissed out is no indication of 
> anything. Nice though :-) >> 
>  
> Dear Lobster, 
>  
> I wonder if we should discount bliss so easily.  In my experience bliss is not 
> simply a pleasant physical experience.  With it, often, comes feelings of 
> transcendence.  Often a strong "presence" will make itself felt. It is an 
> experience that is impossible to accurately describe.   Certainly bliss, 
> whether or not experienced "unnaturally" with drugs, might be considered a 
> signpost of some sort.
 
Depends on what you want. If you require snakey power and bliss and stuff all well and good. I would suggest that God or Truth (assuming some are more interested in Reality rather than the subjective) is not a state or experience that one can have. There is no condition of duality - experience plus experiencer. Therefore any experience of bliss is transitory and however sublime belongs to the realm of illusion. 
I appreciate the strength of the experience you are trying to convey but dismiss its importance. 
  
> I don't know what this Presence is, but I suspect most, if not all on the list 
> have had some experience with it.  How do you all account for it??
 
Snakey stuff. Hormonal changes, mental imbalance, food allergy, trance induction, emotional intensity, spirit or angelic possession, environmental sensitivity.  
God? Truth? No. God does not have subjective qualities such as bliss or ecstasy. Mystics quite often experience ecstatic states. What I would suggest is that they must transcend them - they are just a stage. Oh yes and all is God of course - but not in this context.
 
  
> "On waking this morning, there was that strange immobility of the body and of 
> the brain; with it came a movement of entering into unfathomable depths of 
> intensity and of great bliss and there was that otherness."   
> Krishnamurti's Notebook
 
Krishnamurti was trained by weirdos from the theosophical society. He made quite a good living by saying 'look within do not follow me'. He of course had many followers. Ridiculous. A person with real wisdom finds it easy to not become a guru - which is what Krishnamurti effectvely was.
 
Would you say that feelings of intense despair and separation (also experienced by mystics) are signposts of greater or lesser significance? I suggest they are equally irrelevant.
 
Blissfully 
Lobster 
Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 02:28:00 -0700 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
To: fredaATnospamblarg.net 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: HTML posts and the K-list website. 
Message-Id: <3.0.5.32.19980414022800.00b8aa10ATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
  I agree with you Freda: Kurt says 'it's been done', but I don't think 
so.. what has been done can give us a fat links page, but I would like to 
see the website as a work of art, representative of the creative 
expressions, diversity and wisdom of the members.  
  I am most gratified at the offers I have had already.. yours and Liz 
<melintonATnospamalison.sbc.edu> to do html and Jeanne G.'s offer of website space 
enough, to easily house the archives. 
  So we have some space to get creative with, now.. Still looking for a cgi 
scripter.. :)  
 Blessings, Mystress.
 
At 11:00 AM 10/04/98 -0700, freda wrote: 
>Dear Fellow Klisters,  
>I am dreadfully sorry this is sooooo long, but ya should have seen it 
>before it was edited!  
>in short form:  
>I like the klist as it is. But I'd like to see a central website,  
>(and I'm willing to help, I don't have alot of flashy intellegent things 
>to add but I have lots of free time) 
>   
>in longer form:  
>I've been here a year and my address hasn't been given/sold.  
>The spam I've seen came thru the list - from the lists' own subscribers, 
>and promptly! they were scolded. 
>Although the email side of the list works for me,I am confused about its 
>website? Is there a "site" or is there info spread about on different 
>sites by its members? 
>I know Kurt, ori, Frans and ? someone else, have links and some gathered 
>information,  
>but is it a priority for anyone in particular?  
>For something as rapid- fire as K can be I'd have thought there would be 
>a whole lot more in the way of tidbits of wisdom from THIS group 
>available, there is alot of good stuff that is passed along on the list, 
>but the only way to know it is to hang out on the email. if ya snooze-ya 
>loose!  
>We have such a diversity of people, and symptoms, and perspectives but 
>so few "helpful" articles. 
>I have been to some of the other sites which deal with K but most end up 
>being a commercial endeaver for some-body or some organization.... 
>I like the Kundalini-l because, for the most part, we are a community of 
>people sharing, I don't have to wonder if I'm being sold-the-goods. When 
>I come to the Klist it is safe..........and real...even if it does get 
>off topic,   
>a central website, updated as necessary would be wonderful. 
>It would also give those poor newbies a place to "get sent" when they 
>ask the inevitable question: 
>"could somebody tell me what K is? and how do I know if I got it!" we 
>have a few articles gathered but it is narrow... 
>400 of us! wow, whats that, uh,  400 versions of K.?  
>and those 400 are evolving and changing.....and the K-l list site would 
>BE different than the others, it has all of US, the others don't. We are 
>unique, (as are they?-until they start ta sell ya their stuff! then they 
>are all the same........................:0 .....) 
>--of course making this reading material available- off the email- 
>mainline,  will just leave more time for this idle chatter, which, if I 
>got the message correct (after a year here) IS okay, after all  
>"everything Is, there Is no difference, there is no reality anyway" and 
>somehow the chit-chat Becomes ON topic as it is people living with K 
>talking about daily stuff that is after all inseperable - isn't it? 
>(don't take my word for it however, what do I know? "they" tell me I 
>have MPD's - it seperates okay for me...  :)  
>so, I wonder..... 
>what IS off-topic,  
>Is there life without K? Is there K without life, and is any of it ON 
>topic? We can't agree what IT is, who among us is gonna monitor what is 
>relivent for someone else?   
>For instance: there is lots of talk here about meditation, but all of us 
>don't don't meditate, (I don't, its not relevent to me, at this moment 
>anyway, it may be this afternoon however, the more I learn about it the 
>more relevent it becomes,)  I like the way the list pretty much cares 
>for its own, like a big family, if peer presure don't solve a problem 
>Mystress will. a lot of tollerence is given... but this is K !!!!!!  
>ex-communication is such an ugly thing,  
>and I like that it doesn't happen often here....there doesn't seem to be 
>a need for it  (my opionion) 
> 
> 
>I know I'm  spoiled, I don't pay extra for email, no matter how much 
>comes in, and I have 10m thingies of ftp at my disposal, (what could I 
>ever do with that much?) for a mere $28 per month I have unlimited time 
>on the internet - its typical here - so I WANT to surf on over to a 
>really neat website! and check out what all you wonderful people have to 
>share, see whats new, I want a handy little place, OF our community, 
>that ain't gonna sell me on some "program"  real people, living real 
>lives, who are "hopefully" too buzy to with the excitement of their own 
>enlightenment to bother trying to sell me... *their* 
>spiritualiy.....just give me the details and I'll work out my own 
>"program", thank you. And here at the Klist there are a lot of 
>perspectives-which I'd like to see a little more about! someone is 
>always asking for more info about something, lets get it in a convient 
>place. ooooohhhhh thats a task. but it would be such a help....    
> 
>I like my k-list. I like the people and the management!  
>the volume and the off- topic is no biggie (to me), but I would really 
>be excited to have a nifty website to go with it, for ourselves and for 
>others, who are probably looking for us right now.  
>Spirit Willing.... 
>freda 
>I, I, I, this post is full of I's. 
>thats my ego...its okay, God knows I have it - just another gift, that 
>requires much disipline! and pampering. 
> 
> 
Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 09:36:40 -0400 
From: melintonATnospamalison.sbc.edu 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re:  K-list website. 
Message-Id: <l03130301b15912167f26ATnospam[198.28.38.107]> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
>  I agree with you Freda: Kurt says 'it's been done', but I don't think 
>so.. what has been done can give us a fat links page, but I would like to 
>see the website as a work of art, representative of the creative 
>expressions, diversity and wisdom of the members. 
>  I am most gratified at the offers I have had already.. yours and Liz 
><melintonATnospamalison.sbc.edu> to do html and Jeanne G.'s offer of website space 
>enough, to easily house the archives. 
>  So we have some space to get creative with, now.. Still looking for a cgi 
>scripter.. :) 
> Blessings, Mystress.
 
Mystress-- 
I think Mark knows Perl or something he can write cgi's in and I think I 
saw an offer of help from him--how 'bout it Mark?
 
Here are some of the things I'd like to see at the new site:
 
indigenous art 
k-related poetry from members (those who have written on-list do shine!) 
and other writing from members including k-essays and k-fiction (!?) 
k-art from members 
more awakening stories -- even if archived under assumed names (some need 
privacy)
 
I'm not really advocating a k-magazine, but more of a constantly eveloving 
... oops! 
... how funny, that was supposed to be evolving ... um, developing space 
that is unique because it is *ours*!
 
One thing I would *not* do is archive the list on a web site. I unsubbed 
from one list because you could put my name into Alta Vista and see every 
personal thing I had written to my friends there -- not good! I do believe 
in privacy and knowing our words stay within this group (unless we 
volunteer to have them posted to the group site) encourages sharing within 
the group. 
Jonesing hard for a group site ...  ;) 
--Liz
 
 
 
The web site you seek 
cannot be located but 
endless others exist 
  ---- Joy Rothke from Haiku 
    Error Message competition at Salon 
Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 08:50:15 -0700 
From: "Mark A. Collins" <themacmanATnospammacsrule.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: K-list website. 
Message-ID: <353385B7.2A9DATnospammacsrule.com> 
 
Sorry, only limited JavaScript...
 
But here's what I can do: 
Origian art & design 
background music 
high-quality animations (QuickTime) 
And JavaScript functionality, such as cookies, track preferences, 
default pages, and even welcome registered visitors by name.
 
And, if you really want, I could even host it. I have a 6MB account... 
But my URL is a little long... (http://home.earthlink.net/~themacman/)
 
For ideas on what I can do, check out:
 
www.websyte.com/unity/fayark/you 
home.earthlink.net/~themacman/
 
Open to ideas...
 
> indigenous art 
> k-related poetry from members (those who have written on-list do shine!) 
> and other writing from members including k-essays and k-fiction (!?) 
> k-art from members 
> more awakening stories -- even if archived under assumed names (some need privacy) 
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Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 13:37:05 -0600 (MDT) 
From: J B Bell <cipherATnospameschatek.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Introduction to a new listmember 
Message-ID: <Pine.SUN.3.96.980414132106.4936C-100000ATnospamcamel.swcp.com> 
Content-Type: TEXT/PLAIN; charset=US-ASCII
 
Cut 'n' pasted from the list info:
 
  1. Name
 
J B Bell.  Yep, that's the whole thing.
 
  2. Age
 
28.
 
  3. When did you first become aware of kundalini in your life?
 
Somewhat difficult to say.  I'm still getting accustomed to more "Eastern" 
terminology.  From reading the FAQ, I'd say quite some time, though I've 
variously thought of it as magick, gnosis, etc.  My background in terms of 
study and practice has been focussed on Chaos Magick (which certainly uses 
kundalini-like tools) and Gnosticism.
 
  4. How long ago was this?
 
Lost in childhood.  However, more recently, I had an experience that 
seemed like a proper prana-kundalini or kundalini "awakening."  I was 
shrooming with my spiritual friend, and she exhaled into me.  It blasted 
the living hell out of my senses and I did sense the "uncoiling" in a 
rather literal physical way.  I was quite speechless for some amount of 
time, and felt almost as if I had been somehow impregnated.  The sense of 
flow from the base of my spine, out the top of my head, and back down 
again, like a personal magnetosphere, is still present when I concentrate 
on it.
 
  5. What are some of the things you have noticed?
 
Sensations described above; more below.
 
  6. What has changed/is changing in your life?
 
Most significantly and obviously, my concentration appears improved, and 
my usual anger seems to have subsided somewhat.  A psychic accretion, the 
machine paradigm (visualizations of mechanical monstrosities, locked up 
areas in my mind, arcade-game-like overlays on reality a la _Terminator_ 
accompanied by violent fantasies), seems to have dramatically subsided. 
This negative visualization now holds much less power than it did before 
my awakening experience.
 
  7. Do you have any particular practices that you have found helpful?
 
Though I have done various brands of more or less Western magick over the 
past 10 years, I find myself with a sudden interest in a more ordinary 
meditation practice.  We'll see how this goes--I've got a lot of 
uncompleted spiritual/magickal projects in my life.
 
  8. Are you involved in any service to others?
 
Well, I often counsel my friends, and I occasionally post on 
soc.support.youth.gay-lesbian-bi, a support group for gay, lesbian, 
bisexual, and questioning young people on Usenet.  I certainly try to 
exercise compassion in my life, but I have little formal involvement in 
charitable work.
 
  9. What are you hoping to get out of this list?
 
A good read or two, and some new perspective.
 
--JB
 
J B Bell                    | "A transcendence that cannot somehow be  
cipherATnospamswcp.com             |  expressed is an incoherence." 
http://www.swcp.com/~cipher |    --Harold Bloom 
Date: Tue, 14 Apr 1998 13:10:39 -0700 
From: Kurt Keutzer <keutzerATnospameecs.berkeley.edu> 
To: "'Joseph Miller'" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com>, 
 "kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com" <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Cc: "margolisATnospamtransbay.net" <margolisATnospamtransbay.net> 
Subject: childhood kundalini (was RE: kundalini questions) 
Message-ID: <01BD67A6.B93EE1E0.keutzerATnospameecs.berkeley.edu>
 
>Dan wrote: 
><snip> What practice or experience caused your kundalini 
>to awaken? 
>Mine was awake at birth. <snip>
 
>Kurt asks: 
>I wonder if you could expand on your comment ``awake at birth''. Can 
you tell us more about what you were (and are) experiencing? 
> 
Joe replies: 
Being awake at birth is not unheard of, my original post mentioned a 
meeting with 5 others like me, all who live within a 30 mile radius. 
Great saints often have this, though they are usually lucky enough that 
K takes Susumna or other appropriate route, in me it took Vajra nadi. 
Vajra can lead to several different things, among them a strong 
appetites (for food and drink among other things), a strong sex drive, 
and psychic powers. So I was a fat horny kid who knew he wasn't going to 
"get any" :) (Sorry I am in a fun mood, though it is true.)
 
KK: In my understanding sushumna consists of three parts: vajra, chittra  
and viraja. So I'm not sure the distinction your making between vajra nadi  
and sushumna.
 
Joe: 
As a young child I would "dream the future" (my term for it). This was 
usually sleep dreams, once or twice day-dreams, where I would see the 
future. It was always something where I was going to be and might 
involve people I knew or strangers, locations I knew or strange places, 
the common thing was sometime later, a day, week, month, or year or 
more, I would realize I was in the exact place I'd dreamed about, doing 
the same thing, with the same people. You'd think I'd have changed some 
of the things I dreamed of doing that were "less than totally 
productive" but I viewed it as set and just read my script. Looking back 
there were some lost opportunities for improvement. With a very few rare 
exceptions those dreams ended with puberty.
 
I could do other things, read cards by putting my hands on the back when 
they were lying face down, and things like that. Whether I can do that 
now, I don't know, I haven't tried in years. There were other symptoms, 
last month I posted about my experience with lights, but all would fall 
into the basket usually labeled "Psychic" and this post is long enough 
already.
 
KK: 
Joe, the reason that I'm pressing on here is that I don't have a model for  
pre-pubescent kundalini experiences. (That doesn't mean there isn't one.)  
Don't mean to question your experiences - all the stuff you describe above  
sounds great and I can understand it being associated with predispositions  
of the cakras - but  it doesn't particularly sound like kundalini to me.  
Still after meeting a pre-pubescent Tibetan incarnation last year I'm  
beginning to think that there may be childhood kundalini. Anyway, here's  
what I say in the Kundalini FAQ - would you agree? Did you experience these  
in childhood?
 
What are the signs of an awakened kundalini?
 
Briefly, according to classical literature the signs of an awakened  
kundalini can be grouped into: mental signs, vocal signs and physical  
signs. 
Mental signs can include visions that range from ecstatically blissful to  
terrifyingly frightful. Vocal signs can include spontaneous vocal 
expressions that range from singing or reciting mantras to make various  
animals sounds such as growling or chirping. Physical signs include 
trembling, shaking and spontaneously performing hatha yoga postures and  
pranayamas.
 
>From a more subjective perspective the more pleasant experiences associated  
with a kundalini awakening may include: waves of bliss, periods 
of elation, glimpses of transcendental consciousness. The less pleasant  
experiences associated with a kundalini awakening may include: 
trembling, sharp aches in areas associated with the cakras, periods of  
irrational anxiety, sudden flashes of heat.
 
 
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