1998/04/06  21:13  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #271 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 98 : Issue 271
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: KL : EGO                          [ anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities. ] 
  Smile                                 [ "Duncan, Mark (Contractor)" <duncan ] 
  Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #262 da  [ trexisATnospamjuno.com ] 
  Re: KL : EGO                          [ anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities. ] 
  RE: kundalini questions               [ "Roberto Gonzales del Valle" <93035 ] 
  Re: A Community of The Spirit         [ "Ed" <lobATnospamlineone.net> ] 
  Re: kundalini questions               [ melintonATnospamalison.sbc.edu ] 
  Re: A Community of The Spirit         [ "Jason S. White" <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch ] 
  Re: Enlightenment (One Mo' Time)      [ "Ed" <lobATnospamlineone.net> ] 
  Re: Discovering the reptile within    [ Patrick Radford <patrick.radfordATnospamwh ] 
  Re: kundalini questions               [ "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com> ] 
  Re: kundalini questions               [ hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Ba ] 
  REMOVE FROM LIST!!                    [ Diane <drf140ATnospamemail.psu.edu> ] 
Date: Mon, 06 Apr 1998 22:33:48 -0700 
From: anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities.com> 
To: david.bozziATnospamsnet.net 
CC: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: KL : EGO 
Message-ID: <3529BABC.2E714D31ATnospamgeocities.com> 
 
David Booze wrote:
 
> Someone asks: 
> 
> > > Who controls ego? 
> 
> anandajyoti wrote: 
> 
> >   ALL parts of you. 
> 
> The Unified Self is beyond distinctions/ego, no?
 
Who has the concept or idea of the Unified  Self? Who is speaking here, 
Existence and Non- Existence are also categories of thought, are they 
not? 
Anandajyoti 
Date: Mon, 6 Apr 1998 08:03:51 -0400 
From: "Duncan, Mark (Contractor)" <duncanmATnospamemh22.eustis.army.mil> 
To: "Debra S. Nair" <ballydsnATnospamjuno.com>, FTL - PM <mullisATnospamftltech.com>, 
 Kundalini List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Smile 
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Subject:	SMILE 
  
She smiled at a sorrowful stranger.
 
The smile seemed to make him feel better.
 
He remembered past kindness of a friend
 
And wrote him a thank you letter.
 
The friend was so pleased with the thank you
 
That he left a large tip after lunch.
 
The waitress, surprised by the size of the tip,
 
Bet the whole thing on a hunch.
 
The next day she picked up her winnings,
 
And gave part to a man on the street.
 
The man on the street was grateful;
 
For two days he'd had nothing to eat.
 
After he finished his dinner,
 
He left for his small dingy room.
 
He didn't know at that moment
 
that he might be facing his doom.
 
On the way he picked up a shivering puppy
 
And took him home to get warm.
 
The puppy was very grateful
 
To be in out of the storm.
 
That night the house caught on fire.
 
The puppy barked the alarm.
 
He barked till he woke the whole household
 
And saved everybody from harm.
 
One of the boys that he rescued
 
Grew up to be President.
 
All this because of a simple smile
 
That hadn't cost a cent.
 
Mark C. Duncan 
ATSCNET Systems Engineer 
Remtech Services, Inc. 
Bldg. 1725, FT Eustis, VA 
757.878.4871 
duncanmATnospamemh22.eustis.army.mil 
Date: Sat, 4 Apr 1998 22:36:59 -0500 
From: trexisATnospamjuno.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #262  dangers of pranayama? 
Message-ID: <19980404.223701.3238.0.trexisATnospamjuno.com>
 
     I was reading the martial arts forum on isca bbs and read two 
martial arts experts 
arguing/explaining to each other the virtues of upholding martial arts 
training EXACTLY as given to them, as well as discussing what chi is, how 
to develop it, 
sense it, and use it.  The sensei in this discussion required the 
memorization of 
specific herbal recipes, as well as specific postures maintained during 
practice 
of specific intensities.  Okami explained that the chi is activated and 
generated 
under special temperature, carbon dioxide and oxygen levels and that with 
the 
miridians closed from incorrect posture and tensions, improper flow can 
occur. 
The master whether it be of pranayama or kung fu  (pending he's truly a 
master) 
can sense the changes in blood aklali, mental state, energy flow and the 
subtle 
alterations in the nerve system that happen in specific stages within the 
body 
of the pupil. 
    The body's system for regulating respiration include not only sensing 
levels of  
oxygen in the body but especially carbon dioxide.  It is possible to 
reduce your 
carbon dioxide levels that you can reduce your breathing sufficiently to 
strangle. 
The nervous system as well as all other chemical systems in the body 
operate 
in a very narrow and specific alcali range.  Going too acid or base can 
result in 
brain convulsions, something a spiritual aspirant doesn't need to deal 
with. 
A master can guide a pupil's slow gradual alchemical change safely by 
things 
as simple as advising slightly deeper/shallower breathing, advising, 
demonstrating, 
or assisting in the direction of energy flow through the needed channels,
 
unblocking clogged channels, knowing which of the various flavors of 
prana in the 
body need purification, increase, or decrease, and the reccomendation of 
the herbs 
and herb combinations in the right doses for each different pupil to 
catalyze and 
fuel these changes.  Changes also occur in brain chemistry, brain wave 
stability 
cardiac regulation, blood pressure etc... 
   I've never practiced pranayama, have never met a pranayama teacher but 
have 
taken tia chi lessons and regular practice for one year and can verify 
some of 
the preceding from personal experience.  Sometimes just breathing a lot 
doesn't 
do anything.  Slight shifts in posture , intention, and awareness 
canresult in drastic 
improvements in awareness, production, and controll of chi.  A strong 
foundation 
of these energies moving properly and automaticly from proper practice is 
needed 
for the altered and improved mental states attainable through practice. 
A student in my tia chi class warned me about breathing exercises noting 
that an 
acquaintence of his had screwed up his heart function by practicing cross 
breathing. 
I think cross breathing is deflating one lung and inflating the other 
with sort of a side 
to side torso rocking motion. 
I stopped taking lessons because my teacher had no discussions concerning 
breathing, chi development, sensation, or flow.  He had little or no 
perception 
of the chi moving (or not moving) in the bodies of the students and no 
knowledge 
of diet, or herbs and their influence on the body.  I know this because I 
asked. 
He never asked what our perceptions were. 
Basicly we were just going through motions.
 
You can try pranayama by yourself and do little more than just go through 
motions. 
You can possibly pass "stage 1" fine, go through "stage 2" mediocre by 
missing 
some small detail of which you were either ignorant or insufficiently 
perceptive,  
never find stage three without being pointed gently and patiently to it.
 
But you could always stay on your couch not daring to try for lack of 
support.
 
Edward
 
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Date: Mon, 06 Apr 1998 23:04:52 -0700 
From: anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities.com> 
To: Imtgxxx <ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: KL : EGO 
Message-ID: <3529C204.1C7D5CCAATnospamgeocities.com> 
 
Imtgxxx wrote:
 
>  > Jan  wrote: 
>  > > > Control of the activities of mind (yoga) means 
>  > > control of ego also. 
>  > 
>  David  wrote: 
>  > Who controls ego? 
>   >> 
> 
> Tg>The Wizard of Oz 
> The One behind the curtain 
> 
> And who reveals this control freak? 
> Oh My... 
> It's ToTo, too! 
> 
> Wouldn't you know it... 
> an annagram of God 
> reveals the Wizard 
> in all his Glory 
> to be a mere 
> mortal of 
> Man 
> 
> xxxtg 
> 
>  * I'm 46 years old, but I read at the 50 year old level * 
>
 
Anandajyoti> That's  $64,000 question which you answered with 5000 years 
of wisdom.Sorry! So what did you say, again !!!!!!! 
Anandajyoti
 
> 
> 
Date: Mon, 6 Apr 1998 13:51:22 -0600 
From: "Roberto Gonzales del Valle" <930359ATnospamaloe.ulima.edu.pe> 
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: RE: kundalini questions 
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>> 
>>> Dan Margolis wrote: 
>>> 
>>> I would like to propose another survey.  For everyone on the list 
>who's 
>>> kundalini is awakened:What practice or experience caused your 
>kundalini to 
>>> awaken? 
>
 
There has been always this sense of getting the "big picture" from 
everything like watching all the sides of the dice instead of the one facing 
you. 
Shivers through my spine and trembling my whole body started when I was 15 
(that is as far as I recall). 
The awareness of union (reallity)  though individuality (ego) started when I 
was 17 and 
since then, the path has been increasing in speed.
 
Once I woke up and I felt this rush of energy that when up towards my head. 
I didn´t undestand it at all but felt really good.
 
There are many other sinthoms which came to me. They just came. Though I 
have always been devoted and in touch with an inner voicer that doesn´t 
speak with words (and I guess you know what I am talking about).
 
I have to confess, though, that the opening of my throat chakra was during 
an acid trip, when I screamed my guts out (funny and long story). I stoped 
somikng pot and taking acid short after. But, anyway, "in the right place 
and with the right company" ... I don´t tend to close doors but let thigns 
flow. (quote from "Easy Rider").
 
Somehow, soon after I read about Kundalini and trying to know about it I 
became in touch with you people which has been a blessing. 
Sometimes though, there comes thins incredible torrents of energy which seem 
to be about to break the shell and sometimes I take anxiety pills to slow 
myself down a bit. I have been doing meditation with Solar Lion (you are 
big, Bob!) and has helped me a lot. It is all about time. "All we need is 
just a little patience" (Guns and Roses).
 
And here I am, 22 years old and trying to channel it well. Have a lot to 
learn and some to give (mostly love).
 
Be well everyone and thanks to life for all of you being here.
 
A warm hug to you
 
Roberto 
Lima, Peru.
 
P.S: Regarding someone who talked about Pink Floyd a while ago. Thanks, they 
filled me with a lot while a tough time of my life. Have all tehir albums, 
from the Barret days to The Division Bell. IMHO, they are not as good as 
when Waters was on the ship. I think we all agree on it. "Coming back to 
life though" is a big one! 
Date: Sun, 5 Apr 1998 13:47:04 -0700 
From: "Ed" <lobATnospamlineone.net> 
To: "Jason S. White" <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch>, 
 "Kundalini list" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: A Community of The Spirit 
Message-Id: <199804061625.RAA08213ATnospamboober.lineone.net> 
 
> lob, 
>  
> how do these words find blind spots and remove veils that i didn't know i 
> had.  wolves are as necessary as shepherds.  without wolves the sheep 
wander 
> aimless, shepherdless.  the wolf attacks and devours the careless ones 
and 
> they are born anew, with new hope, new direction.  yet the shepherds have 
no 
> love of wolves. 
>  
> i am a carnivore.  life feeds on life.  ideas feed on ideas.  can i come 
out 
> of prison with even this on my conscience?  can the community of the 
spirit 
> accept even a wolf, having bitten so many? 
>  
> jason
 
Dear Jason, 
God is Good. God is Love. God kills. 
God is the terrified sheep torn to pieces and the teeth and breath of the 
voracious wolf. 
Understanding and knowing this gives you the teeth of a wolf and heart of a 
lamb. 
Shiva is the destroyer and this is good.  
BUT  
those who would take to the path of the base Shiva will be destroyed.  
This is why every Master of the Path has extolled people to practice 
kindness and humility (for this is harder than for a wolf to lie down 
amongst sheep). 
So when the wolf cub is adopted by sheep, only the wolf sleeps soundly. 
Learn then not to be a wolf in sheeps clothing but a lamb in wolfs 
clothing.
 
Ed in Lobster shell 
Date: Mon, 6 Apr 1998 08:32:27 -0500 
From: melintonATnospamalison.sbc.edu 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: kundalini questions 
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>Dan, 
> 
>I didn't do a thing, it just happened. I still do not do the things that 
>one is supposed to do and She just keeps right on going. Spontaneous 
>awakening... it happens all the time. dor
 
Same here -- he's been after me since I was a kid. Didn't intentionally do 
a thing ... 
--Liz
 
The web site you seek 
cannot be located but 
endless others exist 
  ---- Joy Rothke from Haiku 
    Error Message competition at Salon 
Date: Mon, 6 Apr 1998 22:43:20 +0200 
From: "Jason S. White" <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch> 
To: "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com>, <lobATnospamlineone.net>, 
 <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: A Community of The Spirit 
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Gloria Lee wrote:
 
>>Dearest  Jason-Wolfie, 
>  Welcome to "Wolfs 'R US"...this is a very EX_clusive Club, including 
>only those willing to be admitted by admitting. Accepting the 
>UN_Acceptable is our Raison D'Etre (Reason for Being). Please leave your 
>guilt at the door and join the party!!! Trading Stories is our favorite 
>pastime here..."Sheep You have Bitten" sounds like a good one! No one 
>really cares How you got here, just glad to see you, Hon!! 
>I admit have always had a soft spot in my heart for you, Jason. 
>Love, Glo 
>PS. Watch your toes, Lobster bites, too!!! 
>
 
Gosh (gulp).  I thank you kindly for your soft spot!  But really (blushing) 
I'm only a wolf when there's a full moon....
 
Stories... there are stories... but I always skip the play-by-play and jump 
right to the moral - which, of course, is ever-unfolding.  I wish I could 
tell you the story I want to tell you in all it's drama, joy and tragedy, 
but it continues to change and never seems to reach any conclusion....
 
Lots of love.  Jason.
 
PS. Lobster bites, but he has very sensitive antennae! 
Date: Sat, 5 Apr 1997 14:22:06 -0800 
From: "Ed" <lobATnospamlineone.net> 
To: "Imtgxxx" <ImtgxxxATnospamaol.com>, <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: Re: Enlightenment (One Mo' Time) 
Message-Id: <199804061625.RAA08667ATnospamboober.lineone.net> 
 
TG: 
> Hellooo List.... 
>  
> Not to bring up a past subject, but heck, I'm gonna do it anyway.... 
>  
> I've been asking myself these questions these past few weeks about the 
> discussions on Enlightenment.... Why do some people think/know they are 
> enlightened?  Why are there so many arguments (ok, discussions) on 
whether or 
> not someone is enlightened?  How will I know when I, or someone else,  
would 
> be enlightened?  What are the traits of Enlightenment?  and the questions 
go 
> on and on....
 
HIGHER LEVELS OF COMMUNICATION (from Beyond Enlightenment) 
   The idea that words are only to be used in a precise 
     and limited way are an anathema to poets and mystic 
     alike. It is the capacity for language to provide a variety 
     of meanings that gives it power. It was in this way that 
     the medieval alchemists conveyed a spiritual system 
     through a chemical process (outside of church dogma 
     and hence heretical) and the court jester could use humour 
     to express wisdom. 
   The legal, mechanist scientific, bureaucratic, literal 
     mind has a place in precision and attempted clarity but 
     in fact limits and confines. When language is used in this 
     way it can deaden and narrow people, hence the 
     constant endeavour to widen peoples appreciation of the 
     possibilities within language. This widening of 
     possibilities directly relates to peoples understanding of 
     how the world too is a language with different layers of 
     meaning. 
      Where does meaning and communication come from? 
     From words? From thoughts? From the thoughts 
     generated by words? In fact it is the tonality of words, 
     the emphasis, emotion and body language that goes 
     with this expression that creates the true nature of 
     communication. The subconscious element of all we say 
     and do can be observed, understood and eventually 
     controlled and expressed effectively. Truly great 
     communicators are both fluid and natural in their 
     communication skills but more aware of the effects of 
     the nature and structure of the words that they use. 
   Language is the most used form of communication. 
     Using it effectively means being aware of what you want 
     to say and knowing how to express it. Effective 
     language is simple and direct. To be powerful as well as 
     being simple and direct it must be acceptable. To be 
     acceptable it must be positive. 
      Not all enlightened people fulfill or follow their full 
     potential. They have realised their essence but are still 
     on the journey to completion. Most of them will use the 
     following to a greater or lesser degree and some not at 
     all:
 
     1. Speech 
   Literal speech is the lowest form of communication 
     that a person can be aware of. However the enlightened 
     speech may appear literal but it may have other 
     qualities. Certain words and phrases may be 
     emphasised, this may sometimes sound like mumbling, 
     stuttering, incoherence or irrelevant or inappropriate 
     speech. It is equally true that speech may be so certain 
     and without doubt that it appears arrogant. Of course 
     the vast majority of it will appear as normal interaction. 
     Certain areas of speech and directions of conversation 
     will be ignored or redirected. Just by the use of speech 
     people may be made more aware of the possibilities. On 
     a subconscious level they may be prompted and aided in 
     ways that the more complete and holistic mind frame 
     allows for.
 
     2. Body 
   Non verbal communication is in fact the greater part 
     of what is being communicated. This is why the 
     enlightened have learnt to understand and control their 
     own external body movements to the last blink. The 
     stilted, constipated, staring self control of those 
     attempting to be enlightened is the flip side of this. 
   The enlightened are not constrained or unnatural in 
     their being. The mudra and spell craft involving 
     mysterious hand movements is the perverse vestiges of 
     this knowledge. By utilising the attentive and receptive 
     phases of body language we may understand such 
     phrases as "just passing an enlightened person in the 
     street may be of great importance to the ordinary 
     person". 
   Mature and able people use their body language very 
     sparingly what they do use a lot is their eyes. They 
     know that when someone says something they want 
     accepted and developed they look down because this is 
     submissive. Looking up may trigger the higher response 
     and to the side will dissuade erroneous thought.
 
     3. Referring to the world as the person 
   By literally surpassing peoples ideas of what they 
     are, in order to fulfill their real function, communication 
     may appear strange. Even when pointed out to a person 
     the idea of the relationship between object and true 
     nature may seem unusual. The enlightened often are 
     directly referring to the true nature of an individual and 
     drawing out different aspects of this. 
   Each person can be seen as being directly 
     represented and reflected in the external world. By 
     discussing and exploring various aspects of 
     manifestation the enlightened are in fact exploring and 
     contacting the universal mind of those they interact 
     with.
 
     4. Describing others by ascribing qualities to self 
   Rather than discomfort others by exposing their 
     weaknesses and idiosyncrasies it may be that the 
     enlightened will ascribe these qualities to themselves. 
     Some people are so far removed from their true nature 
     that they may spend years laughing, deriding or 
     ignoring someone who is merely acting and reflecting 
     back their own nature.
 
     5. Creating situations or impacts that reveal and 
     expose qualities and thought patterns of the 
     individual 
   There is a myth and it is persistent and nonsensical, 
     that one should feel great love and affection for those 
     that teach us spirituality. Because those that truly care 
     for us may reveal our negative qualities as readily as our 
     positive it may not always be easy to bear their 
     presence. It is for this reason that the greatest teachers 
     do not always instruct because few are able to bear the 
     brunt of their insights and exposure of the selfish ego.
 
     6. Presence 
   A person of virtue and sanctity (whether enlightened 
     or not) is in alignment with, attracts and radiates 
     positive qualities. Their presence will be calming, 
     healing, uplifting and is of subtle benefit. Enlightened 
     people can sense this quality and are able to recognise 
     true nature above appearance. 
Date: Mon, 06 Apr 1998 22:44:51 +0100 
From: Patrick Radford <patrick.radfordATnospamwhich.net> 
To: Gayatri S <gayatri100ATnospamhotmail.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Discovering the reptile within 
Message-ID: <35294CD2.FFAC0A91ATnospamwhich.net> 
 
Gayatri S wrote:
 
> >> "The only cure now for the current ills 
> >> Is that the brilliant galaxy which fills 
> >> The chairs of power should be required to gain 
> >> Transcendence with attunement of the brain..." 
> >> (The Shape of Things To Come, 1st Edition, Gopi Krishna, p. 107) 
> >> 
> >> Folks, if you don't think kundalini is dangerous, would you please 
> read 
> >> that passage again? Does anybody know what the hell Gopi Krishna is 
> >> talking about? 
> > 
> >Lucky for you I'm a skilled translator for nonsense. 
> > 
> >Gopi: 
> >"The only cure now for the current ills 
> >D. 
> >(The only way to a perfect world.) 
> >Gopi: 
> >Is that the brilliant galaxy which fills 
> >The chairs of power should be required to gain 
> >Transcendence with attunement of the brain..." 
> >D. 
> >(The rulers and people of power must be enlightened 
> >per requirement via some scientifically controlled and tested method.) 
> > 
> >Anyway, poetry is like clouds. 
> >Reflective clouds. 
> >Someone else may see it as something pinched from Star Trek 6 
> 
> hello kundaliniites!!...lurker sneaking in her 2 cents here....I don't 
> know why I'm responding...just that reading in this post triggered 
> something in my fingers..and bingo what do you know...my keyboard works 
> :) 
> 
> I think what Gopiji was saying is that to clean up all the mess that us 
> humans have made in this world, we have to release and use that radiant 
> energy...kundalini shakti(brilliant galaxy) which rests at the base of 
> our spine...muladhara chakra(which fills the chairs of power) and allow 
> it to flow up the spine towards the brain...to work with what he calls 
> attunement of the brain. 
> 
> The chairs of power he's referring to I think = the seat of that 
> primordial energy. 
> 
> 
> That was a great interpretaiton of his message .
 
Have you checked out this website yet ? Try it and see ..some great photos 
of awakened kundalini manofesting light energy spontaneously !Patrick .
 
> 
> 
> 
> 
> 
> 
Date: Mon, 06 Apr 1998 08:40:55 PDT 
From: "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com, melintonATnospamalison.sbc.edu 
Subject: Re: kundalini questions 
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>From: melintonATnospamalison.sbc.edu 
>Date: Mon, 6 Apr 1998 08:32:27 -0500 
>To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
>Subject: Re: kundalini questions 
> 
> 
>>Dan, 
>> 
>>I didn't do a thing, it just happened. I still do not do the things  
that 
>>one is supposed to do and She just keeps right on going. Spontaneous 
>>awakening... it happens all the time. dor 
> 
> 
>Same here -- he's been after me since I was a kid. Didn't intentionally  
do 
>a thing ... 
>--Liz
 
Glo Lee: 
  This reminded me of how no matter how hard I thought I was supposed to  
*try*..all was really a gift...beyond any earning or deserving.. 
 the K is just one more of many..not the be all and end all, either, but  
very nice gift. I went to sign up for this "School for Women Healers"  
based on some ancient Samyama meditation...and my third session just  
spontaneously awakened the K..or maybe it was some form of shaktipat..??  
Who knows why or why when..really??
 
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Date: Mon, 6 Apr 1998 12:21:03 -0500 (CDT) 
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.) 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: kundalini questions 
Message-Id: <199804061721.MAA01266ATnospamdfw-ix9.ix.netcom.com>
 
> 
>> Dan Margolis wrote: 
>> 
>> I would like to propose another survey.  For everyone on the list  
who's 
>> kundalini is awakened:What practice or experience caused your  
kundalini to 
>> awaken? 
> 
 
I had fore-shivers my whole life without knowing what they were.  Then  
came a slew of losses beginning with the Northridge earthquake.  And  
then one day two years ago (I was 48), I came home from a therapy  
session (with me as the therapized, this time) morose and hopeless  
about my history with men (love 'em, but hadn't stayed married very  
well), and suddenly I "saw" why we have knots in our psyches (why else  
look for God?).  Next thing I knew my brain was on fire and I was on  
the floor sort of upside down and inverted.  No bliss till the second  
day -- just astonishing "seeing" --  then the bliss/energy went on for  
weeks.  I've thought, was it the earthquake? the losses?  Now I just  
sorta think it was time. Holly 
Date: Mon, 06 Apr 1998 18:32:59 -0400 
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