1998/03/29  19:34  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #244 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 98 : Issue 244
 
Today's Topics: 
  enlightment                           [ Peswani <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net. ] 
  effective communication               [ Dan Margolis <margolisATnospamtransbay.net ] 
  Re: enlightment                       [ Danijel Turina <sinisa.turinaATnospamzg.te ] 
  Re: Dreams                            [ Druout <DruoutATnospamaol.com> ] 
  Re: What is Enlightenment?            [ "frans" <fransATnospamtelebyte.nl> ] 
  Re: Dreams                            [ onarresATnospaminreach.com ] 
  Re: Dreams                            [ "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com> ] 
  effective communication               [ "Jan Barendrecht" <janbarenATnospamcorreo. ] 
  Re: chalta hai (fwd)                  [ Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> ] 
  Re: What is Enlightenment?            [ E Jason <lobsterATnospamclara.net> ] 
  Re: Street Lights                     [ "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail. ] 
  Re: pranayama                         [ "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail. ] 
  Re: I am that I am                    [ Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic ] 
  Re: Foolproof Test For Enlightenment  [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistres ] 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 21:35:47 +0500 (GMT+0500) 
From: Peswani <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> 
To: kundalini-l <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: enlightment 
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GROWTH BY REPEATED ENLIGHTMENTS LEADS TO SELF-REALISATION OF ONE'S PATH TO  
EITHER MOKSH OR NIRVAN.
 
WHAT IS ENLIGHTMENT? A RECENTLY EVOLVED HUMAN BEING FROM A POOL OF ANIMALS 
OF AGE OF SAY 40 WILL HAV A MIND OF IMBECILE.THAT IS HE WILL HAVE A SMALL 
EGO BODY (ASTRAL BODY). LET US SAY HE HAS THIS BODY OF ONE MILLION 
KALAPAS. LET US ASSUME THAT TO TRANSCED THESE ONE MILLION KALAPAS WITH THE 
HELP OF GURU TAKES ONE MINUTE. 
 
A HIGHLY EVOLVED HUMAN BEING say of 40 AFTER REPEATED HUMAN BIRTHS LET US 
SAY HAS 100 BILLION KALAPAS. THE SAME GURU WILL TAKE 100,000 MINUTES TO 
TRANSCED THESE KALAPAS INTO HIS CAUSAL BODY. A DIFFICULT JOB BUT HIGHLY 
REWARDING. 
 
ENLIGHTMENT IS CLEARING OF ASTRAL BODY BY TRANSCEDING EITHER THRO SELF 
EFFORT OR THRO GURU'S HELP. DURING THE PERIOD THIS ASTRAL BODY IS EMPTY, 
THE PERSON WILL HAVE NO DESIRES OR EMOTIONS. HE WILL BE IN SAT-CHIT- 
ANNAND BLISS. SAT- CHIT -ANNAND IS OUR TRUE NATURE, AND THIS TRUE NATURE 
IS COVERED BY ASTRAL BODY WHICH FORMS THRO OUR EMOTIONS AND DESIRES. 
IGNORANCE OR AVIDYA IS THE CAUSE OF EMOTIONS AND DESIRES. 
 
IT IS POSSIBLE IN CERTAIN IDEAL CONDITION TO REMAIN DESIRELESS AND 
EMOTIONLESS AND IN THIS SAT-CHIT ANNAND BLISS. HIGHER INTELLIGENT ENERGY 
(GOD) TAKES CARE OF THE GROWTH OF SUCH PERSON. HE CAN REMAIN IN BLISS 
ALWAYS. WHATEVER HIS SENSES COLLECT DUE TO HIS "LET GO" LIFE OR DUE TO HIS 
"REMAINING IN THE PRESENT MOMENT", THIS PERSON NEVER FORMS ASTRAL BODY BUT 
DIRECTLY FORMS CAUSAL BODY. 
 
ENLIGHTMENT CAN COME AND GO.
 
WHAT IS SELF REALISATION? WHEN A PERSON IS GROWN UP TO AN EXTENT WHERE HE 
COMES TO KNOW THE PATH THAT GOD HAS PROGRAMMED HIM FOR, HE BECOMES SELF 
REALISED. SOME ARE PROGRRAMMED FOR LOVE,SOME FOR DEVOTION, SOME FOR 
CREATIVE ART, FOR COMPASSION, SOME FOR MAGIC OR SIDDHIS SO ON SO FORTH. 
 
BUT ALL PATHS END EITHER IN MOKSH OR IN NIRVAN.
 
MOKSH IS THE PATH OF SURRENDER SUITABLE FOR DEVOTION, LOVE ETC. THE SHAKTI 
ENERGY OF SUCH PERSONS FORMS THIS UNIVERSE OF SUNS,STARS, EARTHS ETC. 
 
NIRVAN IS THE PATH OF EGO TO CONTINUE TOWARDS OMNIPRESENCE, OMNIPOTENCE 
AND OMNISCIENCE. 
 
SHAHANSHAH 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 10:31:47 -0800 
From: Dan Margolis <margolisATnospamtransbay.net> 
To: Peswani <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in>, 
 Kundalini Mailing List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: effective communication 
Message-ID: <351E9393.12B18140ATnospamtransbay.net> 
 
Peswani, 
   I believe that perhaps your trouble lies in the tones you use for communication 
with this list.  It does not matter what you say to explain enligtenment, it matters 
how you say it.  An enlightened master was asked at different times "What is Mind?" 
Once he answered "Mind is Buddha," the second time he answered "Mind is not Buddha." 
There was no doubt given to either of his answers.
 
    Perhaps this unintentional or caused by a language or cultural barrier but the 
tone of your e-mails are very off-putting.  If your e-mails no longer inflected these 
tonal differences people would have a lot easier time understanding you.  Here are 
the underlying tones that I read in your e-mails.
 
Pride/Arrogance:  The use of all capitals, suggest talking over somebody as opposed 
to talking with somebody.  The insistance that we believe in you as opposed to 
stating your case simply and clearly.  The phrases "I have been enlightened.  If you 
have not been enlightened, shut up,"  suggest an ego which makes communication very 
difficult.  People find it very difficult to communicate with people that talk in 
this matter.  Your special, get over it.
 
Self-Loathing:  Whenever you talk about the impurities of the body, you talk in such 
a manner that suggests you hate things about yourself.  You are ending all need for 
sleep. You must purify the channels.  You have lost your enlightenment.  In your 
e-mails you seem to bounce between pride in your accomplishments and hatred of the 
impure parts of you.  When someone talks about the constant need to purify themselves 
it normally suggests they have a poor self-image.  Self-purification is a natural 
process that will occur whether you feel the need to purify yourself or not.  If you 
feel the need to purify yourself then there is some part of yourself that you 
dislike.
 
Self-pity:  Phrases like "I AM ALONE"  "IS IT SO VERY DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND ME AND 
MY ENLIGHTENMENT"  These carry a connotation of self-pity to me, I am so 
misunderstood.  Well poor, poor Peshwani, nobody understands you.  Nobody can see the 
world the way you do.  There are millions of misunderstood genius's out there and my 
heart goes out to all of them.
 
Lack of a sense of humor:  You may have a tremendous sense of humor in your culture. 
Unfortunately you do not convey it.  All enlightened masters have a wicked sense of 
humor.  The world is a bizarre and funny place.  So lighten up!
 
You may not mean to convey these emotions.  However, your e-mails convey them to us. 
They are the reason you are so misinterpreted.  I believe if you were to carefully 
write and avoid transmitting these tones either intentionally or unintentionally you 
will be able to communicate with everybody a lot better.
 
   Dan M. 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 20:50:31 +0200 
From: Danijel Turina <sinisa.turinaATnospamzg.tel.hr> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: enlightment 
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At 21:35 1998.03.29 +0500, you wrote: 
>GROWTH BY REPEATED ENLIGHTMENTS LEADS TO SELF-REALISATION OF ONE'S PATH TO  
>EITHER MOKSH OR NIRVAN.
 
Dear Shahanshah, no need for you to yell, I hear you quite well. :) Or is 
your caps lock key stuck? ;))
 
But to talk about enlightenment. I have a pretty good idea of what you're 
talking about. One purely technical question - you have much greater 
theoretical knowledge on that matter than myself, that is obvious. I have a 
pretty good idea that after being able to consciously function on atmic 
level there is a higher level which I can feel at some times now, but it 
isn't simple and that awareness takes all of my energy and focus. I have 
heard of two versions - nirvanic level is one, and anupadaka (and adi after 
that) is the other. Which one is true according to you? And is it the 
ultimate level of union between inner and outer reality where everything is 
perceived as nirvana, or is there still some higher level to attain?
 
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Homepage: http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Forum/1377 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 14:20:29 EST 
From: Druout <DruoutATnospamaol.com> 
To: CttlemanATnospampsbnewton.com, mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Dreams 
Message-ID: <7ad591a3.351e9effATnospamaol.com> 
 
Dear John,
 
Your story was wonderfully evocative!   
I'm fascinated though.  You write about dreaming of an "encounter with a polar 
bear..."
 
Coincidentally I dreamt of a polar bear two nights ago.  At first I was 
frighted of the creature (beautiful, snow white).  then I overcame my fear and 
pet his wonderful fur.  He was quite tame!
 
Any dream interpreters out there??
 
Love, Hillary 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 22:46:26 +100 
From: "frans" <fransATnospamtelebyte.nl> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: What is Enlightenment? 
Message-Id: <199803292042.WAA16796ATnospamdegas.telebyte.nl> 
 
Beloved list, this thread on enlightenment makes me think of  
something. When i was 12 or so, i wondered what love would be. I was  
pretty sure it was kissing. I remember dreaming, fantasysing about  
romantic, slow, tender (didn't know about the french!)  
kisses... Far from home, in the big city i had my first experience.  
Studying philosophy, i was amazed there wasn't 100 meters of  
bookshelf on love. With love pain came also. There was a time, for  
years,  i couldn't even use the word 'love' because, what is love? 
Is love something about knowledge at all? Isn't love about  
living?  Somehow i never got to enlightenment... 
 
I love you all, frans
 
Foto galery of k-list members: 
http://www.telebyte.nl/~frans/we/
 
Kundalini Mailing List pages in Europe: 
http://www.telebyte.nl/~frans/kundalini/ 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 12:46:03 -0800 
From: onarresATnospaminreach.com 
To: Druout <DruoutATnospamaol.com> 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Dreams 
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Hillary and John,
 
Although I missed John's post regarding dreams (I was off line for awhile) 
I offer the below information.
 
Totem animals: My first dream of a bear was when I was three years old... 
believe it or not. It chased me, I eluded it, but that was not the end of 
the bear. Later I found that we all have totem animals, mine's that bear. 
Now it comes in as a playful one romping around in the snow or just 
meandering around, (I don't live where there is snow). There is a URL 
somewhere on totem animals, unfortunately I can't find it at this time... 
someone on this list posted it some time ago. 
  
Psychology: Because they hibernate, bears can symbolize cycles; birth, 
death, or awakening. It can be that it is time for one to awaken into 
activity or hibernate to renew your energy. Bears also represent mothering, 
the archetype of the Great Bear. Greek mythology the bear is associated 
with Artemis (Roman - Diana), goddess of the moon and woods (fertility and 
the unconscious). Bears have  magical and protective qualities. Remember 
the Norsemen wore bearskin shirts and were fearless- also known as the 
"bearsarks" because of their attire.  
 
Dream analysis will tell you that when an animal talks to you - listen. It 
has words of wisdom.   
Animals represent some aspect of ourselves especially 
instinctual/biological. According to Jung the more fierce an animal the 
deeper the layers of the unconscious. A talking animal is an archetype for 
the Self. 
 
Animals can also represent incredibly strong, active cosmic forces. Taming 
an animal refers to the desire of concern - to tame one's own instincts or 
subconscious.
 
Hope this helps.   Love  dor
 
snip>I'm fascinated though.  You write about dreaming of an "encounter with 
a polar bear..." Coincidentally I dreamt of a polar bear two nights ago. 
At first I was frighted of the creature (beautiful, snow white).  then I 
overcame my fear and pet his wonderful fur.  He was quite tame! 
> 
>Any dream interpreters out there?? 
> 
>Love, Hillary 
> 
> 
> 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 13:36:36 PST 
From: "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: DruoutATnospamaol.com, onarresATnospaminreach.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Dreams 
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> 
>Hillary and John, 
><<snip>> 
. There is a URL 
>somewhere on totem animals, unfortunately I can't find it at this  
time... 
>someone on this list posted it some time ago.
 
The url was...  <  http://www.animalspirits.com/  > 
> 
Glo Lee
 
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Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 23:12:04 +0100 
From: "Jan Barendrecht" <janbarenATnospamcorreo.infase.es> 
To: <kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com> 
Subject: effective communication 
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On Sun, 29 Mar 1998, Anurag Goel wrote:
 
>> 
>> 
>> Hi Peswani, 
>> Were you able to find the solution? 
>> 
>> Love, 
>> anurag
 
>YES, I FOUND THE SOLUTION WHILE MEDITATING AND NOT FROM THESE >BIG GURUS 
>I FOUND AND CHANGED TO THE TECHNIQUE OF PRAGYA (PRAJNA AS PER >PATANJALI) 
>MEDITATION AND DISCOVERED THE BUDDHIC PLANE AND THE ART OF >TAPPING THE 
WISDOM 
>FROM THIS BUDDHIC PLANE. 
>SHAHANSHAH>> >> >>
 
Dear Peswani,
 
As you are a Bodhisattva, were you able to save these big gurus from their 
errant ways by your newly found wisdom?
 
You wrote to Harsha:
 
>HARSHA, HAVE YOU SEEN SELF OR HAVE YOU SEEN ATMA. THERE IS NO >SELF OR 
ATMA. 
>THERE IS ONLY HIGHLY EVOLVED INTELLIGENT ENERGY(SHAKTI). 
>snip> 
>I HAVE DONE ONLY AWARENESS MEDITATION ON THE TRUTH OF THE >MOMENT. 
>THIS HAS GIVEN ME A SIDDHI OR SENSE TO SEE ANY DISEASE FROM >MILES AWAY AND 
>CAPABILTY TO BURN THIS DISEASE. I BURN EVERYDAY DISEASE KARMAS >FROM EARTH
 
 
Could you tell us from what this intelligent energy evolved and to what it 
will further evolve? Burning Karmas it a great achievement... Can you 
destroy Karmas that originate in delusions like "amassing wealth will make 
me happy" also? Forgive my curiosity, born out of ignorance, but if there is 
a truth "of the moment", there has to be a truth, that is "not of the 
moment". Could you inform us about the relation between both truths? Many of 
us in the group are beginners, intent on learning.
 
>IS IT SO VERY DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND ME AND MY ENLIGHTMENT. 
>WHEN RAMANA MAHARISHI AND RAMAKRISHNA HAD CANCER AT THE END >OF LIFE,YOU 
CAN 
>IMAGINE THEM HAVING BLISS AND ENLIGHTMENT, AND PAIN OF CANCER 
>SIMULTANEOUSLY 
>BUT IF SHAAHANSHAH IS HAPPY , HEALTHY YOU CANNOT IMAGINE HIM >TO GO BEYOND 
>ENLIGHTMENT TO BHODDHISATTVA. 
>DOES SUCH AN INTELLIGENT EXPERIENCED HARSHA NEED SUPPORT OF >MILLIONS TO 
>BELEIVE IN SHAHANSHAH. :))))))
 
Understanding you is a bit difficult indeed. With the teachings of 
Ramakrishna and Ramana Maharishi, many are familiar, but not (yet) with the 
teachings of Peswani. Because happiness is such an important treasure, could 
you inform us on what your happiness depends? Belief is a bit missing in a 
group that is centered about K. experience and related effects, so don´t be 
too hard on us please.
 
In your post on enlightenment, you wrote: 
[...] 
>WHAT IS SELF REALISATION? WHEN A PERSON IS GROWN UP TO AN >EXTENT WHERE HE 
>COMES TO KNOW THE PATH THAT GOD HAS PROGRAMMED HIM FOR, HE >BECOMES SELF 
>REALISED. SOME ARE PROGRRAMMED FOR LOVE,SOME FOR DEVOTION, >SOME FOR 
>CREATIVE ART, FOR COMPASSION, SOME FOR MAGIC OR SIDDHIS SO ON >SO FORTH. 
[...]
 
Do you mean by this that God did program you as Bodhisattva? According to 
your analogy, a guru must be the equivalent of a hacker, being able to cut 
out parts of the program -: )) and a skilled hacker is quite capable of 
changing the program altogether. How should a Buddhist interpret this? The 
primordial mind being a giant background program, consisting of individual 
subroutines with back-up facility? For a Buddhist guru then Reality must be 
hacker´s paradise -: ))) I am very interested in your answers. Please feel 
free to use all technical terms related to computers etc. for explanation - 
a modern approach is very refreshing.
 
Jan 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 17:23:02 EST 
From: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> 
To: peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in, hlutharATnospambryant.edu 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: chalta hai (fwd) 
Message-ID: <13575cde.351ec9c9ATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 98-03-29 05:19:57 EST, peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in writes:
 
<< SHAHANSHAH HAS REPLIED IN CAPITAL LETTERS >>
 
Harsha writes: Dear Peshwani: Use of the Capital letters was the most 
impressive part of your response! But I asked you "Who" Remains after Self- 
Realization to experience various planes (Buddhic plane, Atmic plane and so 
on). As long as "Something" or Some "body" remains as the experiencer, there 
is veil over the nature of Reality. No matter, how profound or "high" the 
Superconscious States or Samadhis, they cannot solve the fundamental mystery 
of existence. When Self Sees IT Self by IT Self without a hindering medium 
that is the Self-Recognition or Self-Realization that I speak about. Your 
definition of Self-Realization and Sat-Chit-Ananda are quite different than 
mine. The Self is that Unlimited Awareness which permeates all planes of 
existence and consciousness including Buddhic Plane, Atmic plane and whatever 
else you can conceive of. My response does not deny your wonderful experiences 
and your reality (certainly not your obvious greatness!). We have discussed 
this before and I have said everyone's path is different. Your path, although 
it does not involve the Kundalini Shakti directly is certainly no less than 
anyone else's. And although I tease you and joke with you I also have great 
love for you ( as well as sympathy!).  Finally, you keep bringing up your 
robust health when compared to Ramana Maharshi and Ramakrishna Paramhansa as 
an additional indication of your spiritual prowess. I find this a bit odd and 
funny. You fundamentally misunderstand the  teaching of the great Sage of 
Arunachala and the nature of Self-Realization. You say that you can see 
disease from far away and you will be able to see death from far away etc. So 
What dear Peshwani! So what! Who Sees! Who Dies! The fundamental questions 
remain the same. ....Harsha  
Date: Sat, 29 Mar 97 09:47:52 GMT 
From: E Jason <lobsterATnospamclara.net> 
To: "Jason S. White" <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch>, kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: What is Enlightenment? 
Message-Id: <970329094752.n0003235.lobsterATnospammail.clara.net>
 
on 29 Mar 98, Jason S. White wrote...
 
>Lobster wrote: 
>>WHAT IS ENLIGHTENMENT? 
><snip>
 
>Thanks for the excellent definitions. 
>Why rid ourselves of the myth of enlightenment?
 
Why keep the myth that it is a myth?
 
>We keep our ancient Greek and Roman mythology and study it as a fascination. 
>It's not a limitation.
 
No one would suggest otherwise.
 
>To believe This to the exclusion of That is either blind limitation or 
>decision. 
>Words are myth, metaphor, subjective, individual. 
>The meaning of words is never universal.
 
These universal words are the ones I wish to speak . . .
 
>So, while I believe that your definition is most excellent, 
>I throw it away like the lip flapping, keyboard tapping drivel it isn't.
 
Thanks ;-) I am most happy for it to be considered drivel by those who know 
better. If I knew better I would throw it your way. 
 
>Yes.  It is my belief in the interpretation, my insistance on requiring 
>explanation, my assuredness that what I read is Absolutely True that blinds 
>me, not your inadequacy of expressing the inexplissable. 
>But I love that inadequacy.  That mystery.
 
Everything is imperfect 
but there is nothing wrong with that 
Love is inadequate for that mystery that is Absolutely inexpressable
 
>We are only sure of our definitions when all mystery is gone. 
>When we no longer "question the legitimacy of any experience." 
>If you find yourself in the company of those who are spiritually mature, 
>then you must question the direction they would give you.
 
Never question the foolish 
they are always right 
the wise know they are wrong
 
>*Insisting* on your own direction is foolish.
 
That is why I insist on not insisting
 
>As is following theirs unquestioningly because they know what's "best." 
>One believes what one believes because there is no choice but to believe 
>something.
 
Then I have no choice but to believe nothing
 
>That something could be anything - what you read in a book, what you read on 
>the internet or the thought you had on your way to work. 
>That something could be everything or nothing, yet there is still be room 
>for refinement. 
>This is the way to remove the stagnation of constant transformation.
 
Well said.
 
>Many thanks Lobster.
 
Many thanks to you Jason
 
thankfully Lobster 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 17:12:34 PST 
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: Street Lights 
Message-ID: <19980330011235.26431.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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Just a few comments on the street light issue:
 
It is (at least in some cases) a very real event to turn off street  
lights. I did it for years and still do on occassion. 
 
Yes, most of the street lights one can turn-off are unstable which is  
logical. Which set of bookshelves would be most apt to turnover if you  
leaned against it, one leaning against the wall and made very stable or  
one standing in the middle of the floor with no bolts at all attached to  
it?  Same logic here. 
 
To examine my own experience with one particular light: I know it was me  
because I used to walk the same route on my evening walk and get the  
same "greeting" from it. As I approached from my home it would go off  
when I reached the same mailbox everytime, it didn't matter the time of  
night, it came back on as I passed a particular driveway on the other  
side of the light. On my return it would go off at the driveway and on  
when I passed the mailbox. For it to have been just cycles and luck I  
would have needed to have gone the same distance each night at the same  
speed and those nights I went farther or was stopped by a driver asking  
directions or delayed by a loose, angry dog they would have all have to  
have been timed in sync with the on-off light cycle. I've studied and  
worked with statistics too many years to believe the odds of hitting  
that all the time is better than something times 10 to the minus 90 or  
so.
 
By the way I don't know that this is K, I believe it may be prana. I  
could do it before I got K under control and out of Vajra nadi. But  
Vajra would be one of the most likely routes if it is K, it is easy to  
get to the brain centers that control psychic powers through that nadi  
(and I have always had psychic powers). 
 
I can tell you, at least in my case, it was highly correlated with  
anger, the madder I was the more lights I could kill. I started doing  
experiments. I'd make myself madder and madder by thinking about  
something or someone I could get really pissed at and I could shutdown  
lights at a greater distance and kill lights that had always worked  
before. 
 
The lights that always went off went off on my walk could have been  
because I was always angry in those days, at least a little bit. I once  
blew completely up at my dogs because of a problem they created in the  
garage (no I'd never hit them, I just wanted to put my fist through the  
concrete block wall I was so mad). I did as quick a fix as I could and  
rushed to a very very important appointment seriously late. When I got  
home I noticed the bulbs in three of the four light fixtures in the  
garage were shot, all had worked when I went into the garage that  
morning and no one had turned any lights on or off so there were no  
power surges.
 
That's my two bits.
 
Namaste,
 
Joe
 
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Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 17:21:13 PST 
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: pranayama 
Message-ID: <19980330012114.3038.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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I don't want to get into the debate on pranayama but feel responsible to  
make onne comment on the issue of breath retention and pranayama in  
general.
 
If you're going to do pranayama, beyond the universally recognized safe  
things like slow restful "belly" breathing or what many westerners call  
alternate nostral breathing, have or get a good well-trained teacher,  
not just a good book!
 
Breath retention or force exhaling, other than that instructed by a good  
teacher, is dangerous and potentially damaging to one's health and K  
process.  
 
This all goes back to teachings that have been passed down (and "on the  
books") for several thousand years. It isn't new and it isn't something  
I or my teacher have come up with.
 
If you want to screw up either your health or process or both, have at  
it! My duty is to point out the dangers what you choose to do is your  
business.
 
Namaste,
 
Joe
 
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Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 19:54:39 -0600 
From: Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: I am that I am 
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Hi Peg:
 
><< The name was considered too holy to pronounce aloud, and therefore 
> "Adonai" or "Lord" was spoken in its place and still is when the scriptures 
> are read aloud in Jewish services. >> 
> 
>In some reference I have since lost, there was a reference to YHVH as never 
>being spoken, not because it was "too holy," but because the sound caused some 
>sort of manifestation.  Have you ever heard this?
 
I don't recall exactly that, but I think Graves says something about the 
high priest passing on the name by whispering it.  And probably only in the 
Holy of Holies, the inner sanctum of the temple.
 
Also he talks about the teaching of "The Chariot," the Merkabah.  Says it 
had to be taught reverently in the right setting.  Gives a story about a 
rabbi travelling with two students.  One asks him something about "The Work 
of the Chariot," and he stops them, they get off their asses or whatever, 
and they sit down somewhere quietly so he can talk about it.  Story goes 
that if you speak about it lightly, you could get struck by lightning.
 
Graves makes a case that the original name was all made of vowel sounds 
that were sacred to the goddess, which is why not written.  You can see how 
the name YHWH could be spelled all with vowels.
 
Love, 
Ann
 
P.S.  Now that I think about it, the Hebrew word for "holy" that's used in 
Exodus connotes something pretty near physical.  There are warnings at one 
point for the Hebrews not to touch the mountain of God, lest they die, and 
that word figures in there.  A rabbi could probably explain that - it's 
been a long time, I can't even think what the word is. 
Date: Sun, 29 Mar 1998 19:19:38 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
To: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> 
Cc: plslalATnospamemail.msn.com, david.bozziATnospamsnet.net, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Foolproof Test For Enlightenment! 
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At 21:12 28/03/98 EST, Harsha1MTM wrote: 
>In a message dated 98-03-28 20:47:34 EST, plslalATnospamemail.msn.com writes: 
> 
><< Nah!  You got the wrong end of the equation!  Check for a "you".  If none 
>is 
> found then "you" are enlightened.  But "you" can't check for a "you" in 
> enlightenment.  And you know this! 
>  >> 
> 
>Harsha: Beautiful! Clear, simple and delightful. Indeed "Who" remains to 
check 
>for "anything."   
> 
  Boyoboyoboy.. just when I think I've got it handled, Y'all go and change 
the definitions on me.. I lost track of Who "I" am a few years ago.. near 
as I can tell, my personality is the infinity of monkeys who wrote Hamlet.. 
there are a lot of personalities in/out there, even some aliens and 
archangels.. but which of them is me??? They all are.. there is only One of 
Us.. didn't think that meant I'm enlightened tho. 
 
   Here all this time I've been figuring walking on water was the proper 
credentials.. making magic dust, and stuff.. got firewalking handled, 
already.. and I have been spotted in places where I'm not.. consciously 
present. 
 
  But this idea that you are not enlightened if you use personal pronouns, 
does not make much sense to me.. after I split into an infinity of monkeys, 
and lost "my" mind, having no idea any longer who the thoughts in my head 
belonged to, I got very uncomforrtable  referring to self as "I" but after 
many experiemts that made me sound either like Queen Victoria or the man 
from Mars, or like there was more than one of me and I needed a table for 
several, I gave up on it.  
  Our language is just not equipped to speak without personal pronouns and 
still make much sense.    
   Blesings, Mystress. 
>
 
 
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