1998/01/30  13:29  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #88 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 98 : Issue 88
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: Vegetarian & B12                  [ "Orea de Sa' Hana" <oreaATnospamerols.com> ] 
  vegetarian & B12                      [ lafornarATnospamtin.it ] 
  Re: fighting fear                     [ nkognito <nkognitoATnospamtcon.net> ] 
  Re: Desire----was Fear                [ nkognito <nkognitoATnospamtcon.net> ] 
  Chakra Chart                          [ FIute <FIuteATnospamprodigy.net> ] 
  Re: Gopi Krishna                      [ John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net ] 
  Strange things happening...           [ Matija Kostevc <drago.kostevcATnospamguest ] 
  Re: Desire----was Fear                [ Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic ] 
  Re: Gopi Krishna                      [ John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net ] 
  Re: Gopi Krishna                      [ John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net ] 
  RE: Vegetarian & B12                  [ "barneyATnospamsandside.demon.co.uk" <barn ] 
  Re: Vegetarian & B12                  [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: fighting fear                     [ Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: Vegetarian & B12                  [ RadiantTchATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: Desire----Was Fear                [ hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Ba ] 
  Fwd:re:"don't care"                   [ "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com> ] 
  Re: Vegetarian & B12                  [ lafornarATnospamtin.it ] 
  Understanding                         [ Harsh Luthar <hlutharATnospambryant.edu> ] 
  Re: Desire----Was Fear                [ Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.co ] 
  Help!                                 [ gwen smythe <gsmtheATnospamyahoo.com> ] 
  Fwd: Ear Ringing Poll RESULTS         [ ThaimiATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: Strange things happening...       [ Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.co ] 
  Ear Ringing                           [ chelseaATnospamsuperaje.com (Dominic & Mau ] 
  Re: Desire----was Fear                [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistres ] 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 16:40:55 -0400 
From: "Orea de Sa' Hana" <oreaATnospamerols.com> 
To: Kundalini List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: Vegetarian & B12 
Message-ID: <34D0E957.7D62ADF7ATnospamerols.com> 
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I was a vegetarian for about 6 months several years ago.  I enjoyed it, 
felt good on it.  I quit when my body began screaming at me for red 
meat.  I resisted but could tell eventually this wasn't going to go 
away, my body needed something in that steak.  But I still think there 
is nothing better than a pot of beans and rice!
 
Blessings,
 
Orea 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 22:44:14 +0100 (MET) 
From: lafornarATnospamtin.it 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: vegetarian & B12 
Message-Id: <199801292144.WAA18910ATnospammail.tin.it> 
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I've been practising Astang Yoga with an Indian Master for six years, 
therefore being strictly vegetarian seemed to be compulsory to me owing 
to 
the special mudras and pranayamas I was taught. 
After three years of rigorous vegerarian diet (even in pregnancy and 
brestfeeding), one night I woke up and experimented something very 
similar 
to what Ann told,and Ifelt exactly the same. 
I ate a piece of meat .Moreover, eating that slice,I was able to have a 
direct and fulfilling experience of what is called "spontaneous 
thanking". 
A spontaneous thanking prayer gushed up from my heart,just like I had 
removed a stone.I  humbly understood that I am nothing more than that 
meat 
I was eating :one day I will be food for other beings.I fully accepted 
this 
and blessed the animal for giving me his vital force. When I pondered 
about 
what happened I came to the conclusion that the strict diet I adopted 
eventually made me narrow minded and underhandedly conceived...(and 
after 
all,aren't plants and vegetables beings as well?) Now I occasionally eat 
fish (it seems not to interfere with the practices) and if someone cooks 
for me I accept gratefully the meal with all my heart (...and my 
senses!) 
Love 
Virginia 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 17:01:56 -0500 
From: nkognito <nkognitoATnospamtcon.net> 
To: Yu Zhang <yzhangATnospamcs.ubc.ca>, <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: fighting fear 
Message-Id: <3.0.32.19980129165546.0069e610ATnospammailgate.tcon.net> 
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Yu Zhang & Harsha,
 
I'm perplexed by this "don't care" attitude.  Could you explain this further.
 
Love & Light, 
Sherry 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 18:10:10 -0500 
From: nkognito <nkognitoATnospamtcon.net> 
To: "Sharon Webb" <shawebbATnospamyhc.edu>, <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: Desire----was Fear 
Message-Id: <3.0.32.19980129180903.006a06f4ATnospammailgate.tcon.net> 
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Greetings David and All
 
>David Bozzi wrote: 
>>>You want to know if thought precedes desire? Let's say Desire always is. 
>It is an aspects of Us.  In truth, the way we are created is with this 
infinite desire forever fulfilled.>
 
Everywhere I turn it seems that desire gets a bad wrap.  There are many 
aspects of desire and some are healthy and some are not.  If a person 
desires things which are unhealthy for the body, the mind or spirit (like 
addictions, lust etc.) then I would say that is not a good thing and 
harmful for the person.  This I think most people with common sense 
understand.  Unfilled desires cause people frustration, grief, anger and so 
forth.
 
I think God (Creator, Lord, etc, whatever your personal belief and 
philosophy) gave us desire for a reason.  I am sometimes perplexed by it 
myself.  Sometimes desires just creep up on you, when you least expect. 
Almost as if it is a sort of testing of your resistance to this particular 
thing.
 
I personally believe that the desire to love other people and to love God 
is something that God gave us as a natural part of our being.  This is just 
my belief and many people have disagreed with me.  Most of the time I get 
the feeling that the people who disagree, think that desire is a bad thing, 
that desire creates unhappiness.  Like all things in life, we can choose to 
create or destroy and I think that desire is no exception.
 
 I think the desire to know God is something we are born with, some people 
pursue this and some people don't.  I perceive this has a HOLY aspect of 
our being.  And also I don't see this desire as being something that is a 
feeling of lack in me, but rather, desire to be more loving and closer to 
God.   But then, maybe I'm wrong. 
 
Love and Light, 
Sherry
 
     
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 17:47:44 -0600 
From: FIute <FIuteATnospamprodigy.net> 
To: "kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Chakra Chart 
Message-ID: <34D11520.6CB3ATnospamprodigy.net> 
 
Does anyone know of a Chakra chart on the net.. pictures type things. 
Love, 
flute 
http://www.create.org/healingarts 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 18:53:47 -0500 
From: John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Gopi Krishna 
Message-ID: <34D1168A.2B7DATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
 
> > > Subject: Gopi Krishna 
> > > Date: Wed, 28 Jan 1998 22:33:00 -0500 
> > > From: John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
> > 
> > > 
> > > For information on Gopi Krishna 
> > > > See our Canadian web site at http://stn.net/icr? 
> > > There is many articals about Kundalini and articals about his books. 
> > > I have personly spent time with Gopi and many of the people that 
> > > developed the sight have spent a great deal of time with him. 
> > >      When we speak of Kundalini it is difficult not to refer to 
> > > Gopi Krishna. 
> > > 
> > >       Love John Lounsberry in Canada 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 03:18:35 +0100 
From: Matija Kostevc <drago.kostevcATnospamguest.arnes.si> 
To: Kundalini Mailing List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Strange things happening... 
Message-ID: <34D1387B.D9319F7ATnospamguest.arnes.si> 
 
Hello :)
 
There are some strange things happening to me and two of my friends, 
lately. Since I only really know one perspective (mine :)), I can only 
describe what happened to me; that something very similar had been 
happening to my two friends I mentioned, we only found out now; in any 
case, we agree about most of the symptomes, though we also describe them 
as a bit undescribable too :).
 
All three of us are great fans of pot-smoking... I don't know how you 
will react to this information, but I guess straightness is the only way 
here. ;) I myself started about six years ago, at age of 18 (and it was 
a straight, sudden decision out of nothing; before that moment, I never 
cared about smoking or drinking anything, and I kept my 'intellectual' 
pose. ;}). It helped me untangle from my intellectual webbing, and I 
opened up a lot during that early phase. Then, another out-of-nothing 
decision came to join the local Ki-Aikido club (I guess the best choice 
in my life; it's really an enjoying thing). That was three years ago, 
and since then, even more changes occured; I always disliked sports when 
I was a kid, and didn't care about my body a lot (or at all); now, it's 
quite a different story, plus there's loads of weird things happening to 
me all the time.
 
Almost synchronously with joining Aikido, the strange burnings began. 
They were always connected with smoking pot, and sometimes they were 
extremely unpleasant. The pain was usually centered at the tip of the 
breast-bone (the top of the triangle), and it felt very differently at 
the same time (buzzing, pinching, burning, pressing, itching), however, 
it never interferred with my breathing. At first, I had moments of 
terrible panic and paranoia, but I slowly learned to take it peacefully: 
usually, the aikido meditations, well, actually simply perceiving 
everything with a 'homogenous' mind, reverted the feeling to its 
opposite: I had several 'mystical' experiences, actually, several 
choppings off the pieces of my fear of death.) There were still moments 
when the intensity of the feeling could surprise me and induce panic but 
slowly, their number decreased, and I found some ways to relax the 
muscles (which seem to be the main cause of the tension); now, I can 
totally ignore the 'easy' ones and go through 'heavies' without a stir 
(by simply passing the fears go 'through' me, or through the hole I make 
in my stomach... um, am I ripe for guys in white? :)). The feeling 
remains, though, and more, it spreads, sometimes up the throat, 
sometimes all the way to the top of the skull, feeling my head with 
pressure and making me feel the insides of all my teeth; it's like if 
some charge were burning my bones from the inside, or a cloud of static 
trying to break free. Also some muscles are very tense, especially the 
neck and the back, and since starting Aikido, I have problems with my 
legs (well, actually, I have much less problems than I had before, but 
those that remain are much more noticeable now than all of them had been 
then. :)), the frequency of lucid dreams increasing geometrically, 
everything is growing more and more weird. Before I started with Aikido, 
I heard about OBEs and I found the subject very interesting. I never 
really worked hard in that direction, because I am lazy, but I pushed an 
inch per year and now I even had some of them, in controlled conditions 
(cough), not long ago (this all seems to be culminating, somehow). It's 
still pretty random, though. Does it have anything to do with itches? I 
think it could be somewhat connected, but I dont't know why I think so. 
What about the bright white speck in the centre of eyesight that 
randomly appears, more and more often, when I 'meditate', eyes closed? 
It looks like a star, and it always appears when I am not paying 
attention to what I see but when I do pay it attention, it always fades.
 
I hope reading my cv wasn't too tiresome for you all. I am simply 
confused. Maybe I and my two friends are going pot-crazy, but since the 
symptomes match somewhat with what I read on the Kundalini page, I 
decided to ask and see. Especially, I would like to know if I am 
overhasting things; I am not a very regular practitioner (laziness), but 
I do practise and experiment a lot in bed (some experiments turn out 
bad, some frightening, some extatic, and some blissful, so there's 
definitelly balance) before I fall asleep and before I get up. Does 
anyone have an advice?
 
Thanks and have fun, 
    Matija. 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 20:27:49 -0600 
From: Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: Desire----was Fear 
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>David Bozzi wrote: 
>>>You want to know if thought precedes desire? 
>Let's say Desire always is. 
>It is an aspects of Us. 
>In truth, the way we are created is with this infinite desire forever 
>[un?] fulfilled.>> 
> 
>Sharon Webb: 
>I'm not so sure about this, David.  We don't desire that which we have not 
>yet perceived.  I would say that in this chicken/egg question that 
>perception precedes desire.
 
Ann: Or emotion precedes perception, at least part of the time.  Do you 
ever just feel depressed and then start looking for reasons why?
 
When I was a kid, once in a while I'd say to my mother, "I just feel like 
lying on the floor and crying, but I don't know why."  And she'd say, 
"Well, go ahead."  So I'd lie on the floor and kick and scream and cry. 
And then I felt fine and went outdoors to play.
 
Ever want something and try to figure out what it is?  It's like being 
hungry and wondering what you want to eat. 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 22:52:37 -0500 
From: John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Gopi Krishna 
Message-ID: <34D14E85.5478ATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
 
John Lounsberry wrote: 
>  
> > >     --------------------------------------------------------------- 
> > > 
> > > Subject: Gopi Krishna 
> > > Date: Wed, 28 Jan 1998 22:33:00 -0500 
> > > From: John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
> > 
> > > 
> > > For information on Gopi Krishna 
> > > > See our Canadian web site at http://stn.net/icr? 
> > > There is many articals about Kundalini and articals about his books. 
> > > I have personly spent time with Gopi and many of the people that 
> > > developed the sight have spent a great deal of time with him. 
> > >      When we speek of Kundalini it is difficult not to refer to 
> > > Gopi Krishna. 
> > > 
> > >       Love John Lounsberry in Canada 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 22:54:00 -0500 
From: John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Gopi Krishna 
Message-ID: <34D14ED8.7742ATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
 
> > > Subject: Gopi Krishna 
> > > Date: Wed, 28 Jan 1998 22:33:00 -0500 
> > > From: John Lounsberry <berryATnospamcnwl.igs.net> 
> > 
> > > 
> > > For information on Gopi Krishna 
> > > > See our Canadian web site at http://stn.net/icr? 
> > > There is many articals about Kundalini and articals about his books. 
> > > I have personly spent time with Gopi and many of the people that 
> > > developed the sight have spent a great deal of time with him. 
> > >      When we speek of Kundalini it is difficult not to refer to 
> > > Gopi Krishna. 
> > > 
> > >       Love John Lounsberry in Canada 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 04:09:33 -0000 
From: "barneyATnospamsandside.demon.co.uk" <barneyATnospamsandside.demon.co.uk> 
To: "'kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com'" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: RE: Vegetarian & B12 
Message-ID: <01BD2D34.E02348C0ATnospamsandside.demon.co.uk>
 
You say we can't digest plant matter but that's why we cook it.  
To break down the cellulose, 
release nutrients, etc. A fine art admittedly - too little heat 
, not enough nutrients. Too much heat - an un-nutritional stodge.
 
Not anything to do with k really. But the obvious seemed to get  
missed along the line somewhere.
 
---------- 
From: 	Mystress Angelique Serpent[SMTP:mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com] 
Sent: 	29 January 1998 12:16 
To: 	Ann Morrison Fisher 
Cc: 	kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: 	Re: Vegetarian & B12 
  Hello, unhappy vegans:  
   I admit to being a cowtown steak on the bar-b carnivore. I crave it, and 
understood my craving better, after discovering how difficult it is for 
humans to digest plant fibre.  
  Most animals that are vegetarian, have developed intestinal structures to 
break down cellulose, from which the cell walls of plants are made.  4 
chambered stomach and fermentation for hooved mammals, birds and lizards 
have rocks in their gizzard.. as do some fish. We have only our teeth, and 
our ability to cook, with which to break open the plant cells to we can get 
the water borne nutrients from inside. We have to grind our grains, and 
cook them till the starch in the cells explodes, to get food value out of 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 23:14:44 EST 
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
To: lafornarATnospamtin.it, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Vegetarian & B12 
Message-ID: <59020543.34d153b6ATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 98-01-29 15:07:47 EST, lafornarATnospamtin.it writes:
 
<< When I pondered about 
 what happened I came to the conclusion that the strict diet I adopted 
 eventually made me narrow minded and underhandedly conceived...(and after 
 all,aren't plants and vegetables beings as well?) Now I occasionally eat 
 fish (it seems not to interfere with the practices) and if someone cooks 
 for me I accept gratefully the meal with all my heart (...and my senses!) 
 Love 
 Virginia >>
 
Harsha writes with a smile: Diet is certainly an individual thing and you 
should eat what suits you and what is good for you. However, a Vegetarian diet 
has no power to make anyone narrow minded and underhanded as you seem to 
suggest. I am glad, after a change in diet, you are now more broad 
minded...etc. (and hopefully have gained other virtues as well).
 
With great love in my Heart for All.... (and laughter in my belly)......Harsha 
Date: Thu, 29 Jan 1998 23:29:41 EST 
From: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
To: nkognitoATnospamtcon.net, yzhangATnospamcs.ubc.ca, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: fighting fear 
Message-ID: <35271cea.34d15737ATnospamaol.com> 
 
In a message dated 98-01-29 18:16:54 EST, nkognitoATnospamtcon.net writes:
 
<< Yu Zhang & Harsha, 
  
 I'm perplexed by this "don't care" attitude.  Could you explain this further. 
  
 Love & Light, 
 Sherry >>
 
Harsha writes: Do not be perplexed, O.K. Don't care! Does this require further 
explanation? Yu - You go ahead and explain (unless of course you don't 
care!)......
 
With love in my heart and a smile on my lips.....Harsha 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 06:10:00 EST 
From: RadiantTchATnospamaol.com 
To: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Vegetarian & B12 
Message-ID: <98955548.34d1b50bATnospamaol.com> 
 
<< Harsha writes with a smile: Diet is certainly an individual thing and you 
 should eat what suits you and what is good for you. However, a Vegetarian 
diet 
 has no power to make anyone narrow minded and underhanded as you seem to 
 suggest. I am glad, after a change in diet, you are now more broad 
 minded...etc. (and hopefully have gained other virtues as well). 
  
 With great love in my Heart for All.... (and laughter in my 
belly)......Harsha >>
 
Yes, I agree with you, Harsha.  The diet does not have the power to "make" 
anyone narrow minded and underhanded.  However, the diet proved to be a great 
metaphor for this person to see a particular type of thinking and behaving 
that wasn't particularly what was wanted.  The physical change in diet (or 
change in posture, habitual movements, ANY routine etc.) does indeed help the 
body and mind release old patterns and expand into more "openness" to new 
ideas, different realities, etc. from the physical on "up."  My 
perspective.......
 
Blessings,
 
Barbara Ellen 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 07:39:12 -0600 (CST) 
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re:  Desire----Was Fear 
Message-Id: <199801301339.HAA15049ATnospamdfw-ix2.ix.netcom.com>
 
I think Sherry is right, desire is built in.  And almost any longing,  
taken far enough, deep enough and consciously enough can lead to God.   
Whyever would we look for the divine, otherwise?!  I am getting married  
today and am especially thoughtful about how desire opens up into  
revelation.  Love, Holly 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 06:07:16 PST 
From: "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Fwd:re:"don't care" 
Message-ID: <19980130140717.15842.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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Gloria Lee here..This just popped into my email from elsewhere..try to  
look at the "don't care" this way.. for another perspective..sometimes  
we just get too caught up in the "efforting" of our search and presume  
that it is all up to us to discover the way ..and then when you stop  
trying so hard ...you are free to notice what is always there??? As in  
the journey IS the destination..so the less attention you pay to what  
you THINK is supposed to be the desired outcome..the more free you are  
to just allow spontaneous awareness and see you are already in the Tao..  
the Tao has you. (Harsha could explain this much better, but he knows  
better than to try..) 
> 
>Hi! 
> 
>I have a thought. 
> 
>If you're searching for Tao, it is hiding, 
>If you don't care it is just behind you. 
> 
>You won't reach the Tao in a search. 
>You won't free from Tao in a denial. 
> 
>Your development is in progress, but you can oversee it's processing. 
> 
>You are moving, but not in the way you expect.  
> 
>Andrzej. 
>
 
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Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 15:32:47 +0100 (MET) 
From: lafornarATnospamtin.it 
To: Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Vegetarian & B12  
Message-Id: <199801301432.PAA13042ATnospammail.tin.it> 
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Dear Harsha, 
understanding what really suits you when your are following a strict discipline can be very hard (not impossible). What I wrote was simply an experience of mine, concerning only my personality and nature. 
It wasn't my intention to make judgements or to give advices. 
(..I think laughter is a wonderful blessing. I'm happy for you.) 
Love 
Virginia 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 11:11:16 -0500 
From: Harsh Luthar <hlutharATnospambryant.edu> 
To: Ed Arrons <eeaATnospamaug.com>, lodpressATnospamintercomm.com, 
 anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities.com>, 
 FRANCES G GRISSOM <SMARTDOLPHINATnospamprodigy.net>, 
 Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu>, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com, 
 heartzenATnospamlistserv.servtech.com 
Subject: Understanding  
Message-ID: <34D1FBA3.9C68EEFEATnospambryant.edu> 
 
Harsha writes: I just came across a simple but beautiful passage (from Atma 
Vidya...Sage of Arunachala). 
It states: "When you have not understood yourself, what is the point in understanding 
other things? When you have understood yourself, what else is there to understand?
 
>  Harsha writes: Some say that Reality is Subjective, some say it is Objective and 
> > some say it is both Objective and Subjective and some say it is neither. Some say 
> > the the Final State is that of Pure Existence, some say it is Only Pure 
> > Non-Existence and some say It is beyond both Existence and Non-Existence. No 
> > matter, how clever the terminology and how subtle the expression of the 
> > experience of the Self, it misses the mark. It is because the Self has no point 
> > of Reference in experience being *It Self* the very Foundation on which All 
> > experience appears to take place.. 
> 
>   Harsha 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 09:57:11 +0100 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: "Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D." <hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Desire----Was Fear 
Message-ID: <34D195E4.6744ATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D. wrote: 
>   I am getting married 
> today and am especially thoughtful about how desire opens up into 
> revelation.  Love, Holly
 
Congratulations Holly, hope this is a wonderful experience all around. 
GG
 
-- 
 
Enter The Silence to Know God ... and... accept life as the teacher.  
Gloria Joy Greco  
 e-mail me at : lodpressATnospamintercomm.com and visit our homepages at: 
http://users.intercomm.com/larryn/ 
&  
http://www.freeyellow.com/members/zg888/ 
Hope you enjoy them! 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 10:42:33 -0800 (PST) 
From: gwen smythe <gsmtheATnospamyahoo.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Help! 
Message-ID: <19980130184233.22064.rocketmailATnospamsend1c.yahoomail.com> 
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Hi, 
I'm new to the list and I am presently going through a kundalini 
experience. I was wondering what to do or 
who I could speak with? Also are there any exercises I could do to 
help deal with all this energy more safely or things I should be 
watching out for? 
 
Any replys would be reallly appreciated,
 
Thanks, 
Jen 
 
 
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Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 13:44:49 EST 
From: ThaimiATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Fwd: Ear Ringing Poll RESULTS 
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Subject: Re: Ear Ringing Poll RESULTS 
Date: Wed, 28 Jan 1998 10:23:26 EST 
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Hi, due to some language insecurities, I have been just a quiet reader. I've 
been listed for about two weeks now and I find all the information very 
interesting and useful.
 
I like to point out that I have experience the ear ringing but that often. But 
what I am really curious about is if anybody is experiencing as if somebody is 
blowing in their ears. I have the feeling as if someone in the middle on the 
night usually around 3:00am blows in my ear. 
The first experience I had, I felt the presence of an etheric entity running 
off after he/she had woke me up with such a strong blow. It was kind of 
painful. Now I have a sensation that it is still happening but it doesn't seem 
painful anymore.
 
Anyone have an input on this?
 
Thank you.
 
Thaimi 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 11:08:51 +0100 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: drago.kostevcATnospamguest.arnes.si 
CC: Kundalini Mailing List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: Strange things happening... 
Message-ID: <34D1A6AD.3E44ATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
Matija Kostevc wrote: 
>  
> Hello :) 
>  
>  
> All three of us are great fans of pot-smoking... I don't know how you 
> will react to this information, but I guess straightness is the only way 
> here. ;) I myself started about six years ago, at age of 18 (and it was 
> a straight, sudden decision out of nothing; before that moment, I never 
> cared about smoking or drinking anything, and I kept my 'intellectual' 
> pose. ;}). 
 
You brought up laziness a couple of times in your letter, I would advise 
that if possible you restrain from pot...that is if you are working 
spiritually to obtain purification for kundalini. The nervous system and 
the process that one experiences in awakening will give you every 
opportunity to experience life in the most wonderful way possible, and 
one has to have all of his/her ability to focus so that the inner 
process will do the work of releasing you from the knots that bind. GG
 
-- 
 
Enter The Silence to Know God ... and... accept life as the teacher.  
Gloria Joy Greco  
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http://users.intercomm.com/larryn/ 
&  
http://www.freeyellow.com/members/zg888/ 
Hope you enjoy them! 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 14:09:20 -0500 
From: chelseaATnospamsuperaje.com (Dominic & Maureen Marando) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Ear Ringing 
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I know this comes late but I was knocked off due to ice storm and missed the 
poll. 
I would also like to hear the results of the poll if anyone would reply! 
My two cents: 
Ear-ringing began with first pregnancy as far as I can remember and my first 
birth seems to have been a trigger of kundalini. 
Since then I ALWAYS have ringing in my left ear.....it is constant so I 
don't notice it unless I listen to it or I'm just used to it. 
Had ears checked by doctor....nothing wrong. 
If I meditate or concentrate on it it gets louder...and it gets extrememly 
loud before mystical experiences, and can change to loud rushing, buzzing 
grinding etc. depending on the experience I am about to have! 
Peace 
Mo 
Date: Fri, 30 Jan 1998 12:18:05 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
To: Ann Morrison Fisher <annfisherATnospamstic.net> 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: Desire----was Fear 
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  Hello Ladies, and All: 
  I think David is right.. passion Is.. we apply it to different things, 
but it is a part of us that comes from under conscious thought. Like the 
cosmic loneliness that makes us reach for love. It is a part of our innate 
being. Unfulfillment is part of the illusion. To make us reach for more.  
   Blessings, Mystress.
 
>>David Bozzi wrote: 
>>>>You want to know if thought precedes desire? 
>>Let's say Desire always is. 
>>It is an aspects of Us. 
>>In truth, the way we are created is with this infinite desire forever 
>>[un?] fulfilled.>> 
>>
 
Mystress Angelique Serpent,  
  Dominant Experiential Facilitator. 
Website= http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent 
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