1997/11/24  09:48  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #764 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 764
 
Today's Topics: 
  Lessons from the Soul - #38           [ John Otis <jwoATnospamlaplaza.org> ] 
  Reiki Fire/Psychic knowing            [ FIute <FIuteATnospamprodigy.net> ] 
  Re: Another Perspective               [ Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net ] 
  Twaddle, James Randi, and fear of th  [ Rick Merlin Levine <rlevineATnospamhalcyon ] 
  Re: Another Perspective               [ Harsh Luthar <hlutharATnospamkeynes.bryant ] 
  Re: Twaddle, James Randi, and fear o  [ M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> ] 
  Re: Help, suggestions please. LONG    [ sassiATnospamworldnet.att.net ] 
  Re: Help, suggestions please. LONG    [ "Jason S. White" <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch ] 
Date: Sun, 23 Nov 1997 13:49:22 -0700 
From: John Otis <jwoATnospamlaplaza.org> 
To: sacredwindATnospamusa.net 
Subject: Lessons from the Soul  -  #38 
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Greetings from the Hill of Light,
 
What a gorgeous day on the mountain top.  Blue skies, few clouds, crisp 
cold air, some snow still on the ground.  This morning, looking east, we 
witnessed the most spectacular sunrise we have seen since arriving at 
this enchanted land three years ago.  The colors would match the best of 
sunsets.  Pinks, moving into orange, red, then gold.  It lasted for over 
20 minutes, a rare treat.  As each day is blessed with the sunrise, the 
birth of a new cycle, so is each moment of eternity within each soul.  
The sun, the Light, is always poised to rise as consciousness pulls it 
forth.  There is a continuous outpouring of new cycles of awareness as 
the soul awakens from its slumber of countless lifetimes and 
experiences. The soul is being called forth to rise above the wheels of 
duality, the enactment of the illusion of cause and effect.  The soul 
sees within itSelf the infinite Light of the rising sun (son), the birth 
of Truth, the embodiment of Love.
 
May you see within each moment the sunrise of the soul as thanksgiving 
is consciously offered to the Source of all, the Consciousness of 
Creation.
 
May your day of Thanksgiving be full of Love, Light, Laughter, and, of 
course, turkey!
 
Many blessings of Love and Light,
 
John and Cheryl
 
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>From the Land of Enchantment
 
<sacredwindATnospamusa.net> 
<http://www.observations.org/sacredwind.html> 
   WHAT ARE YOU THANKFUL FOR? 
   
   
We  come  to  you  as always as that part  of  you  that  is 
eternally connected to all points of consciousness.  This is 
that  part  of you that is the eternal nature of your  being 
that has always been and will always be exactly what it  is. 
It  is  only  in the dilution of that point of  being,  that 
point  of consciousness you are, and then the attachment  to 
the  manifested  environment that makes it  seem  as  though 
there  is  a separation, as though there is a different  you 
that  exists  and  walks and participates  in  the  creative 
experience.  So it is important to go within, to come  back, 
so  to  speak,  to  this center of your being,  to  rest  in 
consciousness in that center at all times.
 
There is much to be thankful for.  Thankfulness is a subject 
that  often becomes diverted in its true significance.   The 
purpose  for which thanks is offered is too often a reaction 
to  a  worldly attachment or need.  It is too often a subtle 
gratification  of an appetite of the mind, emotions,  or  of 
the physical being.
 
To  be  thankful is to acknowledge the very center  of  your 
being, to be thankful for the consciousness that brings  the 
awareness  of  that center of your being into focus.   Being 
thankful  is  acknowledging the infinite statement  of  Love 
that   is  expressed  in,  as  and  through  who  you   are. 
Thankfulness  is  an avenue of connection with  the  Source. 
Simply   giving  thanks  acknowledges  that   there   is   a 
foundation,  there is a Source toward which thankfulness  is 
directed.  But you see, that Source is within you, and  when 
you  are  thankful, you are really offering thanks  for  the 
simple  awareness of who you are.  So it is a most important 
attitude,  a  most important process, and a  most  important 
initiation of every interaction and  every activity.
 
The  adventure  of  life that you walk through  within  your 
worldly  experience is one of many events, many  activities, 
many  apparently disconnected and separate points of  focus. 
If  all  is  connected, aren't all of these events,  all  of 
these  activities  really part of a  singular  evolution  of 
awareness?   They  are  exactly that!   Every  event,  every 
activity, every intersecting path with another soul  is  all 
part of an infinite statement of expression of consciousness 
that  comes  and  is  connected to and emanating  from  that 
Source that is within who you are as a soul.
 
To  be  thankful for knowing that truth is a most  important 
process for it is acknowledging that you are who you are and 
that  all that you experience is simply a reflection of that 
which you know to be true.  Externalized conditions, as they 
would  be  interpreted by the mind or the  emotions  or  the 
physical appetite, are really of little significance.   They 
are  but  a  passing whirlwind of perception that comes  and 
goes,  often  like a rather stormy activity.  But  then  the 
clouds disappear, the event dissipates, and what is  left is 
the  experience that has been gained which is  only  another 
doorway,  another point of observation that leads  one  ever 
deeper within to the Source of all existence.
 
It  is  important to be thankful for this perception, to  be 
thankful  for  knowing the truth, to  be  thankful  for  the 
expression  of  consciousness that  you  are.   Then  to  be 
thankful  for  each and every intersection and manifestation 
of consciousness that is part of the worldly experience, not 
looking at each event in a separate and detached perception, 
but  looking at each event and activity from the  perception 
of  Oneness,  the  perception of unity,  the  perception  of 
evolving consciousness for which you are eternally thankful.
 
As  you approach all creation from this perception, there is 
a  joy,  a  blissful state of knowingness that  becomes  the 
mantle  of  your  expression.   It  becomes  the  enveloping 
statement of the consciousness being expressed.  So  as  you 
view  and see all experiences and are thankful for each  and 
every   event   that   takes   place,   awareness   advances 
exponentially.  There is a rapidly expanding acceptance  and 
understanding and, beyond that, a knowingness of  the  truth 
of your being.
 
Be  thankful for all.  Be accepting of all.  See  the  truth 
within all creation.  Know that truth within who you are  as 
a soul for you are the manifestation of the Love, Light, and 
Life of the universe.
 
GT: 71014
 
     THE JOURNEY YOU ARE ON 
  
 
As  you   journey  through your embodiment of  life  in  the 
earthly  plane, do you feel as though you are  indeed  on  a 
journey?   Do  you feel that you have progressed  from  some 
point  of  beginning  and  are  on  a  journey  discovering, 
experiencing,  learning, and returning then  to  that  place 
from  which  you  originated?   It is a marvelous  sense  of 
reality  when  the perception of being on a journey  is,  in 
fact, the focus, the understanding, the accepted pattern  of 
activity that you find yourself in moment by moment.
 
Just for a moment, turn around and look where you have been. 
Consider the patterns of interaction, the patterns of growth 
in  understanding,  the  patterns of wisdom  gained  through 
experience just in the recent months and years of your time. 
Go  back  further and see how the entire embodiment in  this 
lifetime has been one of learning, experiencing, and growing 
in understanding.
 
So  you see, that is the pattern.  If you were able to  view 
previous  embodiments, other lifetimes, and  experiences  on 
other   points  along  the  continuum  of  existence,  other 
expressions   of   creation  within  the  omni   dimensional 
universe,  you  would  see  that there  is  a  continuum  of 
experience being gained;  as this continuum exists, so  does 
the  journey  continue.  The journey you are on  is  flowing 
along the continuum of existence experiencing all aspects of 
that  which has been created moving into and through various 
densities    of    expression,    learning,    experiencing, 
understanding, knowing, remembering.
 
So right where you are is indeed a step along the pathway on 
that journey.  As you move through each moment, embrace each 
moment  fully  and enthusiastically.  Be thankful  for  each 
moment,  for within each moment is contained the  wisdom  of 
the  ages.  Within each moment is expressed the truth of who 
you  are as a soul.  As you see this truth, as you know this 
truth,  as  you  interact  and respond  and  meld  with  the 
environment  in which you find yourself, this truth  becomes 
self evident.  The journey is not a singular event.  It is a 
continuum of moment by moment experiences.
 
As  you  look back and look into the mirror and reflect  all 
that  has been experienced throughout eternity, you see  the 
Source of all for you are looking into the face of creation. 
The  Consciousness  of  Creation is  indeed  the  underlying 
foundation.   It  is the carrier upon which the  journey  is 
made.   As you meld with this consciousness, as you see  the 
Consciousness  of  Creation  reflected  in   all   that   is 
experienced moment by moment, the truth is revealed and  you 
know  that  the journey is not over.  For how  can  creation 
ever  be  over?  It is a continuum and will always be.   The 
point is to meld with and to recognize your Oneness with the 
continuum of creation.  The point is to not divert into that 
which  is the consciousness of separation, the consciousness 
of duality.
 
You  do not exist as who you think you are.  You exist  only 
as  a  statement  of creation of the pure  consciousness  of 
creation.  That is the Real You.  Ponder these words then go 
beyond  the words and ponder the meaning, and then go beyond 
the  meaning  and  reflect on the pattern of  unfoldment  of 
consciousness taking place, and then go beyond that and  see 
the  infinite scope of reality that is simply  what  it  is. 
You are that reality.
 
You are the pure statement of the consciousness of who I AM. 
I  AM  Love, Light, Life.  I AM all that exists.  I  AM  the 
real you.  I AM.
 
This  is a time in your earthly experience when the movement 
along  the  pathway, when the journey you are  on  is  being 
accelerated  in  momentum  and  experience.   Much  will  be 
revealed in the very near future of your time.  Know that it 
is  all  for  a purpose for it is all part of the  awakening 
process.   Embrace  all  that is experienced.   Embrace  the 
experience  in the Love and Light of creation and  you  will 
know  the points of connectedness, you will know the  truth. 
You  will  see  the  Oneness of all.   The  magnificence  of 
creation is instantaneously occurring moment by moment.
 
You are I AM, the Love, Light, and Life of creation.
 
CONSC: 71123
 
Date: Sun, 23 Nov 1997 14:51:36 -0600 
From: FIute <FIuteATnospamprodigy.net> 
To: "kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Reiki Fire/Psychic knowing 
Message-ID: <34789758.4965ATnospamprodigy.net> 
 
Has anyone read the new book REIKI FIRE!! Its great!! 
and points to the oneness instead of the separateness of healing 
methods..  
    Something interesting that he mentioned and that I found in a few 
other significant works.. is that.. when someone claims to be an expert 
or denounce others as fraud then they have lost themselves in the ego 
and the separateness. This is the same separate egos that declared 
themselves the only right way and start wars and crusades to wipe out 
anyone that thinks differently.  
    Always interesting.. EVERYONE and ANYONE can find the experiences of 
the Psychic knowing. Its not particular to any one person and is not 
expert in any one person, or is a "not expert" in another person.  Its 
just a tuning in to the cycles/circles of harmony and reminding 
ourselves, that we all are a part of the source.  
    When I'm working with healing energies the pain, unhappiness echo's 
in my own body where it hurts in the person Im working on.  This is a 
connection of sorts and thu this connection there are many "Psychic" 
things that happen. Symbols, sounds, visions.  
    The images that appear in your mind could be in the form of 
Feelings, sight, smell, hearing, tasting and this sense is translated 
into mental knowing and then into a physical form such as the Cards or 
anything else that you do desire.  I use to just open a book (bible or 
other significant philosophy type thing - Kahlil Gibran, Teachings of 
Buddah, etc) and reading the message that appeared. (I was probably 10 a 
the time) By coincendence the passages I picked to read were always in 
tune with giving me the answer I needed to know. 
Oh.. flute uses astrology, numerology and dowsing as well to intuitively 
explore her mind and the thoughts that appear there.
 
Wouldn't it be fantastic if we could celebrate the oneness instead of 
grumbling about the differences, Especially in government and TV..  
Laughing, 
flute 
Date: Mon, 24 Nov 1997 11:42:43 +1030 
From: Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Another Perspective 
Message-ID: <3478D48B.3986ATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
 
Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote: 
>  
>   Hiya: 
>   I pretty much agree with your view, except for your exceptions... 
>   Hmmm so the left arm and spleen are included as spiritual, but not the 
> obsessions? 
>   K. gives me obsessions periodically, dragging my curiosity into strange 
> places where I must open my consciousness.
 
Your'e right of course, obsessions exist so are also embraced in the 
spiritual.  My own obsessions played me along a game of diversion and 
illusion.  Avoidance and depression, submission and judgementalism. 
I decided the obsessions had to go as they were too distracting and 
left me feeling confused about who and what I am. If I wasn't confused 
about who I was I wouldn't have started looking around at who I might 
be, right?  Wonderful prompts, these obsessions! 
 
Harsh says "Who is this I?" and "the aspirant should with confidence 
maintain the inner gaze until the "I" merges into its Source and there 
emerges the Supreme and the Absolute Beauty, the Core of the Being that 
is Reality itself, the Sat-Chit-Ananda which is complete and eternal" 
  
It is my experience that I emerged into consciousness in the Grace of 
God. Since then I have experienced the physical as part of my vast 
experience as a being with a self identity.  Since first discovering 
myself and calling it "I", my expansion of awareness has continued 
ceaselessly. My portfolio is about having an "I" experience.
 
Who I am, comes from where I came from but also from what I have done, 
what I have experienced in my evolution of self. This includes the 
connection I experience with the Source, other "I" beings and all in the 
Universes. As I was created in the Grace of God, is it really my option 
to go "home" and say "I've had enough, let me merge back into the core 
of your Being - that is better than the "I" you have given me". Isn't 
the Sat-Chit-Ananda really the easy option, the attempt to escape the 
self and who and what we have become.  
  
When we look around at the physical world we are in, don't most people 
try hard to escape the self? Self destructive behaviour. Violence 
against self and others.  Violence against the earth. Ingesting massive 
toxic chemicals in our food and environment. Suicide. Inner focusing to 
find bliss and merge with God.  All those magnificent "I"'s the Source 
created wanting to get away from themselves.
 
I believe our challenge is to embrace the "I" that we are.  No more 
avoidance.  To love the self we have become and evolved to regardless of 
our judgement of the experience that has got us there.  To create a 
bridge between the conscious and unconscious selves so that we 
consciously evolve to become the true companions the Source created us 
for.  
 
Love, sue 
Date: Sun, 23 Nov 1997 16:45:23 -0800 
From: Rick Merlin Levine <rlevineATnospamhalcyon.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Twaddle, James Randi, and fear of the Unknown 
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At 12:11 AM 11/23/97 -0800, E Jason wrote: 
>Sharon Webb wrote: 
>  
>> Lobster, 
>>  
>> Do you have any words of wisdon for one who considers The Great Randi's 
>> pontifications to be twaddle? 
> 
>Certainly. 
>Randi is a complete sceptic. His attitude and energy is unbalanced. 
 
Lobster, Sharon, et al,
 
The Great Randi is not Great. And he is *not* a skeptic.
 
A skeptic is one who reserves validation about something until there is 
sufficient data to support acceptance. Randi will never accept the data. He 
is a debunker, not a skeptic. Randi and his type would like us to believe 
that they would willingly accept the truth about "borderline" or 
"paranormal" experiences if the evidence were presented. But Randi's mind 
is already made up that everything psychic, paranormal, extra-sensory, and 
outside the realm of accepted science is mere sleight of hand trickery. I 
feel sorry for him.
 
I am proud to include among my good friends many people who taked the brunt 
of Randi's ignorant attacks. The great astrologer and "Father of Modern 
Astronomy" Johannes Kepler warned us, in our excitement over the mechanical 
& mathematical knowledge we were gaining, not to "throw the baby out with 
the bathwater." Kepler was specifically refering to knowledge contained 
within the "blasphemies and superstitions" of astrology.
 
Randi says he can duplicate *any* paranormal phenomona with simple stage 
magic. Well he cannot duplicate the experience of enlightment.
 
On the other hand, I could duplicate Randi with a bit of bravado, some 
expert stage magic techniques, a big ego, and a lot of fear of the unknown.
 
Don't get me started. Heheheh
 
I sure enjoy reading this list. 
 
Now, back to lurking...
 
Rick ATnospam <http://www.verycosmic.com> 
Date: Sun, 23 Nov 1997 22:19:43 -0800 
From: Harsh Luthar <hlutharATnospamkeynes.bryant.edu> 
To: smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Another Perspective 
Message-ID: <34791C7F.3FEBATnospamkeynes.bryant.edu> 
 
Susanne Macrae wrote: 
>  
> Harsh says "Who is this I?" and "the aspirant should with confidence 
> maintain the inner gaze until the "I" merges into its Source and there 
> emerges the Supreme and the Absolute Beauty, the Core of the Being that 
> is Reality itself, the Sat-Chit-Ananda which is complete and eternal"
 
Cut....> 
 
Sussane responds:  
As I was created in the Grace of God, is it really my option 
> to go "home" and say "I've had enough, let me merge back into the core 
> of your Being - that is better than the "I" you have given me". Isn't 
> the Sat-Chit-Ananda really the easy option, the attempt to escape the 
> self and who and what we have become.
 
Harsh responds: Sussane, Be happy. No one is forcing you to go 
anywhere:-). Sat-Chit-Ananda is not an easy or a difficult option. It is 
simply the core of being. The question of options does not arise. 
>  
Susanne continues: 
> When we look around at the physical world we are in, don't most people 
> try hard to escape the self? Self destructive behaviour. Violence 
> against self and others.  Violence against the earth. Ingesting massive 
> toxic chemicals in our food and environment. Suicide. Inner focusing to 
> find bliss and merge with God. 
 
Harsh responds: Sue, I would hardly equate the practice of Meditation 
and Self-Awareness with ingesting massive chemicals etc. In fact I 
believe in ingesting pure and sattvic foods and avoidance of drugs, 
alcohol and cigarettes (as one of my previous messages indicated). There 
must be some misunderstanding here.   
>  
>Sue continues: I believe our challenge is to embrace the "I" that we are.  No more 
> avoidance.
 
Harsh agrees by saying: By all means. The "I" should not be avoided but 
embraced. This is what is meant by the inner gaze.
 
Sussane continues:  To love the self we have become and evolved to 
regardless of 
> our judgement of the experience that has got us there.  To create a 
> bridge between the conscious and unconscious selves so that we 
> consciously evolve to become the true companions the Source created us 
> for.
 
Harsh:  For sure Sue. I think:-) 
>  
> Love, sue
 
Harsh: Indeed God is Love and God bless everyone with all that is best 
in life.
 
Harsh 
Date: Sun, 23 Nov 1997 20:11:16 -0800 (PST) 
From: M  <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Twaddle, James Randi, and fear of the Unknown 
Message-Id: <199711240411.UAA06604ATnospamgridsat.thegrid.net> 
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At 04:45 PM 11/23/97 -0800, Rick Merlin Levine wrote: 
& mathematical knowledge we were gaining, not to "throw the baby out with 
>the bathwater." Kepler was specifically refering to knowledge contained 
>within the "blasphemies and superstitions" of astrology. 
>Randi says he can duplicate *any* paranormal phenomona with simple stage 
>magic. Well he cannot duplicate the experience of enlightment. 
>On the other hand, I could duplicate Randi with a bit of bravado, some 
>expert stage magic techniques, a big ego, and a lot of fear of the unknown. 
>Don't get me started. Heheheh 
>I sure enjoy reading this list.  
>Now, back to lurking... 
>Rick ATnospam <http://www.verycosmic.com> 
>
 
Glad we got you started. What a great de-lurk.  I sure enjoyed reading it.
 
How much do you think poor Randi's MacDonald Foundation Genius Award is 
influencing his inflexibility?  I think the way things are going, the Nobel 
could go to someone who does NDE studies - they seem to love upsetting the 
status quo lately.
 
M 
Date: Mon, 24 Nov 1997 06:46:25 GMT 
From: sassiATnospamworldnet.att.net 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Help, suggestions please. LONG 
Message-ID: <347a156f.144937039ATnospammailhost.worldnet.att.net> 
 
On 11/24 you wrote :kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
 
Since 10/24/97 I have been experiencing a strange phenomena. A 
kundalini awakening comes closest to describing it. Very 
synchronistic.
 
While sitting at my computer on 10/24 I mistakenly hit one of those ' 
random ' buttons that takes one to a random web site. It landed on a 
news site and there was a news blurb about a particular person. It 
wasn't very interesting so I hit the 'Home' button in my browser. 
Instead I wound up at another random site. This one had a photograph 
of the person in the previous news story. Before I had time to 
consider the odds of this happening my daughter was shaking me asking 
if I was okay, 25 minutes had passed. 
 
During that time I experienced what I believe were the emotions of 
another person. It was not a dream, not visual and not aural. It was 
'empathic' for lack of a better word. 
 
Since that evening I have gone through the same experience 5 times, 
though not as long and I've had some very strange dreams, one a 
recurring dream that I haven't had since I was a child.
 
I cannot explain this experience and I have many doubts. But a 
profound change has taken place in my life. Over the past month I have 
lost 30 lbs. I was beginning to go bald, it stopped and my hair is 
growing back, but has turned white along with my beard.
 
I have always had a 'Type A' personality. Not a bad person, but not 
very friendly either. Now, the people I am closest to, 
 tell me my ' eyes have gone kind ' and there's something about my 
manner that attracts people and makes them want to talk to me. And I 
feel closer and more interested in people and what they have to say. I 
feel very laid back, and lifelong hobbies hold no interest for me 
anymore. The most miraculous change is the relationship with my wife, 
she is helping me through this as much as possible and we both feel 
closer than ever.
 
In trying to understand what is going on with me I have seen a 
psychotherapist, psychopharmacologist, neurologist and finally a 
trancendental psychologist. After a multitude of mental and medical 
tests including an EEG, I got a clean bill of health but no answers. I 
explained to the TP that I felt perhaps it had something to do with a 
mid-life crisis or male menopause, she suggested I look into Carl 
Jung's treatise on Synchronicity which in turn led me to kundalini as 
the closest description of what is happening to me.
 
Now, I have always believed in Science over the Metaphysical or 
spiritual and I find some sound scientific theories such as quantum 
physics, electromagnetism, etc. to explain this experience, but they 
do not help me fully understand what is happening.
 
Through this ' empathic ' process I have learned more about this 
persons life, feelings, goals and hopes than they probably do. Through 
this synchronistic accident I came to find out the identity of this 
person.
 
Unfortunately, they have a high public profile and many layers of 
insulation from the public.I have never mentioned the name to anyone 
except my wife. But I feel the mistakes made and the opportunities 
that will be lost to this person.
 
Around the third time, I felt as though someone was trying to teach me 
things, it was a very welcome feeling. This 'teacher' is a female 
presence. The last time ( a week ago ) I felt another presence that 
was neither male or female. A very commanding presence, not hostile 
but not welcoming just urgent that I complete a particular task. This 
presence feels like a ' guide ' although not a very good one ( I 
haven't the faintest idea on how to go about completing this task ).
 
Through all of this I have received many ' concrete ' messages about 
the other person, luckily I can research some of these messages for 
accuracy. I held off, not wanting to taint results until this 
phenomena had run it's course.
 
My ' guide ' wants me to send a message to this person, I do not 
understand this message but the other person will. This leaves me with 
a dilemma.
 
I feel an affinity for this person. It's not romantic or sexual, it's 
more like one family member would have for another. Feeling this way I 
am reluctant to cause this person any anxiety by contacting them 
purely out of selfishness, to check my facts. But, this other message 
doesn't really have anything to do with me and I can't fathom it's 
importance to the other person.
 
Recurring dreams from my childhood now make sense to me. When I was 
six years old, for several months I had terrible nightmares about 
suffocating in complete darkness, and something coming for me. This 
nightmare culminated in a loss of consciousness, my parents brought me 
to a hospital were I was tested with an EEG and ' interviewed ' by a 
doctor. The next moring I was released, and the nightmare didn't 
return until I was 14 and then only once. This time it was different 
in that I felt something going after someone else, and that I should 
warn or help them. The next day for some inexplicable reason I ran 
away from home and decided to go to the State where this other person 
lives ( although, I didn't know that at the time ). Ran out of money 
half way there and wound up getting arrested. The first time, when I 
was 6, happened on the day this other person was born. The second when 
I was exactly twice their age, the only time this would occur.
 
The nightmare came again in 1995, this time the difference included 
some humor in that as a second layer, I felt someone was arguing with 
their subconscious, trying to make a decision about leaving one home, 
with a swimming pool, and moving to a second without a pool due to a 
question of safety for a child or children. ( Not a clue as to what 
this could possibly mean.)
 
In researching this phenomena there is mention of ' holy places' where 
one can meditate. While, I haven't been able to locate mine, I believe 
I know where this other person's ' holy or happy ' place is. It is 
near a beach and wonderful happy times were experienced there while a 
teenager. If I could locate that beach I could zero in on that spot 
right away. Another humorous thing, In a dream, I was walking down 
this beach and Bill Medley of the Righteous Bros. was giving me 
directions to this 'holy spot'.
 
There is a photograph, a rather mundane seascape. I took this 
photograph in 1986 while on vacation at York Beach, Maine. That photo, 
along with two sketches ( one of a house or cabin, the other a 
sculpture or painting) and a name, are to be sent to this other 
person. For the life of me, I cannot decide how to accomplish this 
without causing this other person anxiety. I refuse to do it 
anonymously and how do you explain all this to someone before they 
call the ' men in white coats ' to take you away ? Any suggestions ?
 
sassi 
Date: Mon, 24 Nov 1997 13:43:50 +0100 
From: "Jason S. White" <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch> 
To: sassiATnospamworldnet.att.net 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Help, suggestions please. LONG 
Message-ID: <34797686.BC1D85AEATnospambluewin.ch> 
 
sassiATnospamworldnet.att.net wrote:
 
<snip>
 
> During that time I experienced what I believe were the emotions of 
> another person. It was not a dream, not visual and not aural. It was 
> 'empathic' for lack of a better word. 
>  
> Since that evening I have gone through the same experience 5 times,
 
<snip>
 
> person. For the life of me, I cannot decide how to accomplish this 
> without causing this other person anxiety. I refuse to do it 
> anonymously and how do you explain all this to someone before they 
> call the ' men in white coats ' to take you away ? Any suggestions ? 
>  
> sassi
 
Refusing to deliver the message unless your name is attached to it is 
your ego's game.  You already have the conduit for the message.  But it 
is not what you expected because it is not physical and it does not 
allow you to sign the message with your name.  Can you use your 
'empathetic' connection to the person?  Your love and empathy projected 
in this manner are perhaps more powerful and less anxiety-inducing for 
that person.  Or any person.
 
If there is a connection, the person will get the message.  It may not 
appear to the person as coming from you, but it will appear.  And you 
may not ever be able to verify your 'facts.'  But that is not important, 
right?
 
Peace and good will to you. 
Jason.
 
 
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