1997/11/19  01:32  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #755 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 755
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource  [ Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.co ] 
  FW: Profound Thoughts                 [ "POOPATHY B. MUNIANDY" <BOWIEATnospamPO2.t ] 
  Re: Working with Spirit               [ John Halonen <jh2owbmATnospammoa.net> ] 
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource  [ Harsh Luthar <hlutharATnospamkeynes.bryant ] 
  Re: Working with Spirit               [ M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> ] 
  Re: Third eye chakra                  [ PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: Working with Spirit               [ Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net ] 
  Re: Working with Spirit               [ M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> ] 
  Recent experience                     [ Richard Wentk <richardATnospamskydancer.co ] 
  Re: Monksville or Bust                [ PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com ] 
  Re: Working with Spirit               [ Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net ] 
Date: Mon, 17 Nov 1997 20:39:04 +0100 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: starnycATnospamaol.com 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
Message-ID: <34709D57.5262ATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
Melinda Guttmann wrote: 
>  
> Bless all of you, 
>  
>        I have had cosmic consciousness, and openings of the heart for many years.  For the last year I had meditated with a Buddhist meditation teacher, who abandoned me two months ago when I started having a kundalini awakening.  It started as a severe pain, and a shock of rainbow energy flowing up through the crown chakra.  Now, my symtoms are quite intense.  I have a sphere of light, with visions of faces, around my body and intense lights when I close my eyes. and 3-d effects.  I am a univer
 
I think you were cut off here. Welcome to the list. Not uncommon at all 
to have these experiences, you open a window of awareness to the 
otherside. Check out my homepage awakening story and then we can talk. 
Gloria 
 
-- 
 
Enter The Silence to Know God ... and... accept life as the teacher.  
Gloria Joy Greco  
 e-mail me at : lodpressATnospamintercomm.com and visit our homepages at: 
http://users.intercomm.com/larryn/ 
&  
http://www.freeyellow.com/members/zg888/ 
Hope you enjoy them! 
Date: Tue, 18 Nov 97 14:45:00 PST 
From: "POOPATHY B. MUNIANDY" <BOWIEATnospamPO2.ta.com.my> 
To: "'kundalini'" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: FW: Profound Thoughts 
Message-Id: <34721BEBATnospamSMTPGATE.TA.COM.MY>
 
Imagine there is a bank which credits your account each morning with = 
$86,400, carries over no balance from day to day, allows you to keep no = 
cash balance, and every evening cancels whatever part of the amount you = 
had failed 
to use during the day.
 
What would you do? 
Draw out every cent, of course!
 
Well, everyone has such a bank.  Its name is TIME.  Every morning, it 
credits you with 86,400 seconds.  Every night it writes off, as lost, = 
whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose.  It carries = 
over no balance.  It allows no overdraft.  Each day it opens a new = 
account for you.
 
Each night it burns the records of the day.  If you fail to use the = 
day's deposits, the loss is yours.  There is no going back.  There is no = 
drawing against the "tomorrow".  You must live in the present on today's = 
deposits.  Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, = 
happiness and success!
 
The clock is running.  Make the most of today..
 
To realize the value of ONE YEAR 
Ask a student who has failed his exam.
 
To realize the value of ONE MONTH 
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
 
To realize the value of ONE WEEK 
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
 
To realize the value of ONE DAY 
Ask a daily wage laborer who has ten kids to feed.
 
To realize the value of ONE HOUR 
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet
 
To realize the value of ONE MINUTE 
Ask a person who has missed the train.
 
To realize the value of ONE SECOND 
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in Olympics.
 
Treasure every moment that you have!  And treasure it more because you 
shared it with someone special... special enough to have your time... = 
and 
remember time waits for no one.
 
 - 
Date: Tue, 21 Oct 1997 08:47:22 -0700 
From: John Halonen <jh2owbmATnospammoa.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Working with Spirit 
Message-ID: <344CCE8A.C0BFE881ATnospammoa.net> 
 
I work in an office environment with all different types of people in a school 
district. 
I try and always think about the positive side of people even after bad 
encounters. 
Sometimes I leave poems posted to walls without any names on them. 
Every day I try to see it as new, and the only way to really do this is to look 
inside yourself 
when you think there is a problem, and you see there is no problem. 
Nothing anyone says can hurt you.  But you can definitely heal the wounds of 
others with a few kind words. 
Working with others in any environment is definitely a lesson in working with 
spirit.
 
> M Wrote:
 
<SNIP>
 
> When in a dark place 
> sometimes it is best to leave, 
> but 
> sometimes the best thing to do is shine some light, ya know?
 
> <snip>
 
> In spite of all of this my body can hardly stand being at work anymore.  I 
> make it in only about 3 days per week now and although I am less healthy for 
> it I consider it a service as well as a financial necessity.  I am hoping 
> and praying for a better solution... 
>
 
Why does it make you less healthy?
 
> <snip>
 
> M
 
Blessings to all!!! 
John Halonen 
Date: Tue, 18 Nov 1997 09:32:19 -0500 (EST) 
From: Harsh Luthar <hlutharATnospamkeynes.bryant.edu> 
To: Melinda Guttmann <starnycATnospamaol.com> 
cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com 
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center  
Message-ID: <Pine.OSF.3.96.971118090541.2539A-100000ATnospamkeynes.bryant.edu> 
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There are many spiritual communities in New York, including the Jain 
Meditation Center that I am familiar with, which may be supportive. You 
may want to read about Ramana Maharishi. There is probably a group of his 
devotees in New York. See which teacher or community your mind gets tuned 
to. It may help to read my paper on Kundalini awakening on the spiritual 
path (on the Kundalini Home page mailing list). Normal awakening of 
Kundalini Shakti allows one to balance the spiritual and the worldly life.  
Ultimately, the spiritual life takes us beyond visions and colors and 
cosmic consciousness and so forth. What do those things mean if have no 
peace of mind that comes from knowing our original and pure nature. On the 
path of Kundalini Yoga, I have seen too many gimmicks and too many 
charlatans. If your spiritual search is sincere you can easily avoid such 
things. Otherwise the endless parade continues. By the way, I am also a 
professor.
 
Harsh K. Luthar
 
On Mon, 17 Nov 1997, Melinda Guttmann wrote:
 
> Bless all of you, 
>  
>        I have had cosmic consciousness, and openings of the heart for many years.  For the last year I had meditated with a Buddhist meditation teacher, who abandoned me two months ago when I started having a kundalini awakening.  It started as a severe pain, and a shock of rainbow energy flowing up through the crown chakra.  Now, my symtoms are quite intense.  I have a sphere of light, with visions of faces, around my body and intense lights when I close my eyes. and 3-d effects.  I am a university professor and cannot teach and need suppport--go from bliss to depression--need a Buddhist or Hindu teacher in New York-- 
>  
>  
Date: Tue, 18 Nov 1997 10:59:45 -0800 (PST) 
From: M  <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> 
To: jh2owbmATnospammoa.net 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Working with Spirit 
Message-Id: <199711181859.KAA04828ATnospamgridsat.thegrid.net> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
At 08:47 AM 10/21/97 -0700, John Halonen wrote: 
>> In spite of all of this my body can hardly stand being at work anymore.  I 
>> make it in only about 3 days per week now and although I am less healthy for 
>> it I consider it a service as well as a financial necessity.  I am hoping 
>> and praying for a better solution... 
>> 
> 
>Why does it make you less healthy? 
>
 
After a chemical injury I am weak and now must deal with new building 
sickness.  Chemical outgassing from new materials.  As well as mold and 
fungus from construction dirt, etc.  All this makes me weaker *and* causes 
forgetfulness, confusion, etc.  Not good at all.  
 
A toxicologist just told me I may be able to heal completely - but not if I 
keep getting re-exposed.  I was hoping the 2 or 3 days a week would carry me 
through to healing, but now must reconsider. It is hard to know what to do.  
 
I am thinking it is time to be more careful and protective of this body and 
mind than I have been to date.
 
M 
Date: Tue, 18 Nov 1997 15:06:53 -0500 (EST) 
From: PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com 
To: SpiritDeeATnospamwebtv.net, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Third eye chakra 
Message-ID: <971118150549_1114316459ATnospammrin53.mail.aol.com>
 
In a message dated 97-11-08 21:29:12 EST, you write:
 
<< I have noticed a circular pattern between my eyebrows around the size of 
 a nickel, slightly reddish in color. Have had sinus congestion, went to 
 the doc but the meds (Claritin-d and cephalexin) aren't helping. >>
 
I've been off line for two weeks and am just catching up with list mail. 
(Phew!)  Well, I have that same red spot between the eyebrows as well as 
chronic pain in the forehead.  I went to the KRN conference, and with all the 
kundalini awakened people sitting together for 12 hours a day, the pain and 
pressure got so intense I thought my forehead would explode.  Since having 
had an acupuncture treatment five days ago I have had no pain.  The 
acupuncturist noticed, as I had, that I also have a large red oval over the 
throat area.  It is hot to the touch.  This has only been there about a week, 
during which time I have been cleaning, organizing, and purging my household 
like a madwoman and babbling like Chatty Cathy.  The acupuncturist told me 
the pain is where the energy blockage is.  During the acupuncture session, I 
was for the first time able to make the brow chakra spin clockwise.  (I still 
can't believe it when I say things like this.)  I'm going back for another 
session this week and will let you know if it continues to help the forehead 
sinus/third eye pain. 
 
Peg  
Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 09:32:12 +1030 
From: Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
To: M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Working with Spirit 
Message-ID: <34721E74.7E71ATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
 
Hi M and others with sick building syndrome and chemical intolerances,
 
I went through all this as well some years ago. I felt that I was going 
to die.
 
I felt I was being forced to take stock of myself, my life, my 
relationship with the planet and that I must change in order to survive. 
A friend asked me if I knew anyone that wanted to rent an isolated 
farmhouse.  After a month or two contemplation I decided to rent it 
myself.  I took my son 80 kilometres away from our home to live very 
frugally in isolation.  I bought only whole food from the earth, nothing 
processed.  I ate only organic food and drank only uncontaminated water.
 
My days were spent writing and recycling our waste.  I made recycled 
paper and I worked with wood.  I did wood carving and furniture making. 
(None of which I had ever tackled before)Eventually I was able to 
recycle 100% of our waste.  Long walks in the cool of the morning were a 
daily event.  I found my energy increased enormously and I would wake 
naturally at 6.00 am and not be ready for bed until midnight.  I watched 
no television and had no access to other media.  It saved my life.
 
This lasted 5 months and then I felt well enough to return home.
 
Anyone experiencing severe reactions to their environment MUST assess 
their lifestyle.  You are being told in no uncertain terms to change. 
Income may be a problem but it is my experience that money issues are 
resolvable once the decision to live in greater harmony with yourself 
and your environment is made. There is an answer to every problem.
 
I really urge those of you suffering like this to make a change in the 
environment that is causing problems.   
 
Love sue 
M wrote: 
>  
After a chemical injury I am weak and now must deal with new building 
> sickness.  Chemical outgassing from new materials.  As well as mold and 
> fungus from construction dirt, etc.  All this makes me weaker *and* causes 
> forgetfulness, confusion, etc.  Not good at all. 
Date: Tue, 18 Nov 1997 16:30:44 -0800 (PST) 
From: M  <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> 
To: smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Working with Spirit 
Message-Id: <199711190030.QAA23353ATnospamgridsat.thegrid.net> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
At 09:32 AM 11/19/97 +1030, Susanne Macrae wrote: 
>Hi M and others with sick building syndrome and chemical intolerances, 
>I went through all this as well some years ago. I felt that I was going 
>to die. I felt I was being forced to take stock of myself, my life, my 
>relationship with the planet and that I must change in order to survive. 
>A friend asked me if I knew anyone that wanted to rent an isolated 
>farmhouse.  After a month or two contemplation I decided to rent it 
>myself.  I took my son 80 kilometres away from our home to live very 
>frugally in isolation.  I bought only whole food from the earth, nothing 
>processed.  I ate only organic food and drank only uncontaminated water. 
>My days were spent writing and recycling our waste.  I made recycled 
>paper and I worked with wood.  I did wood carving and furniture making. 
>(None of which I had ever tackled before)Eventually I was able to 
>recycle 100% of our waste.  Long walks in the cool of the morning were a 
>daily event.  I found my energy increased enormously and I would wake 
>naturally at 6.00 am and not be ready for bed until midnight.  I watched 
>no television and had no access to other media.  It saved my life. 
> 
>This lasted 5 months and then I felt well enough to return home. 
> 
>Anyone experiencing severe reactions to their environment MUST assess 
>their lifestyle.  You are being told in no uncertain terms to change. 
>Income may be a problem but it is my experience that money issues are 
>resolvable once the decision to live in greater harmony with yourself 
>and your environment is made. There is an answer to every problem. 
>I really urge those of you suffering like this to make a change in the 
>environment that is causing problems.    
>
 
Dear Sue, 
 
Thank you so much for the encouragement.  I am reaching similar conclusions. 
I doubt I will have to move to the woods but I may always fill my diet with 
natural unprocessed food and may not return to my unhealthy work environment 
for a long time.  
 
I wrestle with thinking I created this mess and can will it away.  Well, 
yes, I did create it - in a sense only; wound up in it possibly so that I 
would learn that "willing" sometimes requires more than a mental exercise. 
In this situation willing resulted in no longer ignoring (or willing away) 
but learning to listen and really pay attention to all the warning signals 
my body (brain included) is sending me, and to heed them, even the little 
ones.  Heed them far more than the stuff that society, my employer, or the 
current New Age philosopy would have me follow.  
 
Deciding to listen to my body's cries for help may be THE answer to my 
prayers and to my attempts to will it all away in a few deep meditation 
sessions and exercises in attitude adjustment.  Your encouragement helps.
 
Already thinking ahead, I would love to know, did you vary your lifestyle 
even after the five months away?  Did you need to be cautious thereafter? 
What modification to the earlier lifestyle seem most important?  Are you no 
longer at all chemically sensitive? It would be a wonderful thing to think 
that could happen.  
 
Congratulations on your self healing and thank you for letting us all know 
how you did it!   
 
With much appreciation,  
M 
Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 00:37:22 +0000 
From: Richard Wentk <richardATnospamskydancer.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Recent experience 
Message-Id: <3.0.32.19971119003636.00752350ATnospammail.which.net> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
Hi!
 
Last week I had what I think may have been a precursor of the full 
kundalini experience. A wave of bright tingly energy started moving slowly 
up my spine one night. At the time I relaxed into it and breathed energy in 
through my feet, which seemed to help. But I felt strange for about a week 
afterwards. Dreams have been more vivid too. Other than that it hasn't been 
too dramatic.
 
But I'm wondering - what happens now? Is that it, or should I get ready for 
more? And if so - how?
 
All suggestions greatfully received!
 
Many thanks, 
 
Richard
 
P.S. To put this into context - I've been meditating regularly for about 
eight years, and doing a lot of energy work for maybe half that time. I 
recently started a long Tantra course, which may have triggered the 
experience. 
Date: Tue, 18 Nov 1997 20:52:23 -0500 (EST) 
From: PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Monksville or Bust 
Message-ID: <971118205223_-2008224026ATnospammrin40.mail.aol.com>
 
In a message dated 97-11-11 13:12:36 EST, David Hodges writes:
 
<< if you are serious about yourspiritual path, to own it and live it 
everywhere. Don't blame the office for holding you back. >>
 
The essential thing seems to be integrating spirituality wherever you find 
yourself.  It's probably easier within the safety of a spiritual community 
than at a cocktail party or on a crowded freeway.  Maybe this is the 
warrior's path.  One of my own most transcendent moments of joy, peace, and 
thankfulness came while I was cleaning up dog vomit!  Maybe what Aaron is 
feeling, like me, is the longing for a teacher.
 
Peg 
Date: Wed, 19 Nov 1997 18:59:17 +1030 
From: Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
To: M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Working with Spirit 
Message-ID: <3472A35D.7AF5ATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
 
Hi M,
 
M said 
>  
> Deciding to listen to my body's cries for help may be THE answer to my 
> prayers and to my attempts to will it all away in a few deep meditation 
> sessions and exercises in attitude adjustment.  Your encouragement helps. 
>  
> Already thinking ahead, I would love to know, did you vary your lifestyle 
> even after the five months away?  Did you need to be cautious thereafter? 
> What modification to the earlier lifestyle seem most important?  Are you no 
> longer at all chemically sensitive? It would be a wonderful thing to think 
> that could happen. 
>  
I learnt a wonderful lesson from my experience of severe chemical 
allergy.  We can aspire to be truly spiritual beings.  We can spend time 
in meditation. We can focus on sending love and light to every creature 
in the Universe.  None of this means diddly squeak if we don't address 
the physical issues confronting humanity and our planet. We live in a 
physical world.  This world is experiencing massive degredation.  By 
focusing just on our spiritual aspirations and neglecting the spiritual 
evolution of the planet (and our own physical abuse) is gross 
ineptitude. There is no spiritual gain if we leave this planet in the 
mess we have made of it.
 
When I went home again after the 5 months I expected to go back to my 
old lifestyle, with some modification.  As a result I did have a 
relapse. I turned this around fairly quickly though.  Kundalini has been 
very particular about what I eat.  I completely stopped all meat whilst 
on my 5 month retreat.  Since then I have further limited my diet.  I 
now eat only fruit and vegetables, nuts and seeds, some live yoghurt 
and a fresh, free range non fertile egg each day (We have chooks and 
no rooster so I know the eggs are non fertile).  
 
I eat no grains, no processed food.  Some time ago an inner voice told 
me to only eat "live" food.  I did a lot of experimentation with this 
and discovered that cooking in certain ways actually activates food 
(shades of kundalini??!!)  One nutrition manual showed me that vitamins 
and minerals increase when vegetables are cooked. 
 
Now I have been told to eat only tree food.  This is the next stage and 
I guess will include just fruits, nuts and seeds from trees.  I believe 
Kundalini is pushing me towards breatharianism.
 
My chemical reactions are no longer a problem.  If I have sustained 
contact I get ill.  For example if I had to sit in a room with new 
carpet for a day I would get ill.  Short and brief contact doesn't have 
the detrimental effect it used to. I only use "safe" products in the 
home for cleaning.  When one of the neighbouring farmers aerial sprayed 
his crop recently I got a hefty lung full before I got inside and 
suffered no ill effect.  A couple of years ago that would have put me to 
bed for days.   
 
The main things I had to do in my life were give up alcohol, cigarettes, 
stop using chemicals for cleaning in the home, pay attention to my body 
and pay attention to what was happening to the planet, to the land. 
I needed to give up unsatisfying work and focus on finding employment 
that brought joy to my heart.  This I found by working for myself and 
eventually starting a business.
 
The "paying attention to my body" and listening to the Kundalini 
messages and tuning into the intuitive self were really the most 
important things.
 
Love,  sue
 
 
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