1997/10/12  18:01  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #511 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 511
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: Gurdjieff's concept of the kundabuffer 
  Re: The food we eat. 
  Re: Relief at last 
  The Lower Self 
  Re: The Lower Self 
  Re: question regarding ringing in the ears 
  Re: The Realm of Joy 
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 1997 20:25:56 +0500 (GMT+0500) 
From: Sunil R Peswani <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> 
To: M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Gurdjieff's concept of the kundabuffer 
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On Sat, 11 Oct 1997, M wrote:
 
> At 05:17 PM 10/11/97 +0500, Sunil R Peswani wrote: 
> >	The heat emitted will be proportional to the square of difference  
> >in this relative speeds of light. 
> >	The real saints of India had always like to move to Himalayas in  
> >ancient India. 
> >	This does not apply to saints of Devotion and love type. They go  
> >in Moksh by the method of bliss and merging. They do not also feel the heat. 
> >	Out pouring of heat is only on the path of Bodhisattva or Adept  
> >or Master who later merge in Buddha of the era. 
> >ram 
>  
>  
> ram, I do not understand the last two paragraphs.  For instance, what is 
> Moksh?  What is a real saint.  Thanks in advance.   M 
>  
>  
 MOKSH VS.NIRVANA
 
 All life is climbing up the hill of evolution. If we make a hill 
as high as a height of distant star from earth and if human life is as 
small as an ant. So each of us human beings is climbing this mountain of 
evolution and this mountain is covered with d ense forests. And hence we 
cannot climb straigt as the top is invisible and the path is unmarked and 
crooked. 
 In order for us to climb this mountain we require strength.  Even 
remaining stationary at any point of mountain of evolution requires 
strength. And our strength is our ego. We take birth increasing the size 
of our ego and then we die. In death we fall b ack to base of the mountain 
that we climbed in that life. But by falling we carry the experience of 
problems in climbing as well as the knowledge of increasing the size of 
our ego in seed form. 
 In next birth due to this knowledge we are able to climb up a 
little higher due to this knowledge and increased strength of our ego. 
 This climbing of mountain always requires effort and also is cause 
of pain. As all of life climbs we devolop fear , jealousy, hatred etc. for 
co-travellers if we do not know them. 
 This made us form groups in the shape of religion or nations or 
societies. This made the climbing a little higher due to cooperation of a 
group but brought on greater chaos due to waring among groups. 
 At some stage knowledge that hatred fear etc. among us harms our 
progress. So this life starts shedding negative emotions of hate fear etc. 
and positive emotions of love cooperation are developed. This makes the 
human life climb a little higher. 
 
 
 Search for climbing higher continued in different direction after 
that. 
 
  At some stage of life a seeker after truth comes to know a secret 
of transcending of ego . He comes to know that if he changes the basics of 
ego he gets greater strength , he can climb higher and faster in each and 
every birth before falling down in death. 
 
 
 This secret brought out the stages of MOKSH and NIRVANA and the 
existence of Gods and Goddesses. 
 
 When a group of travellers are climbing up the mountain of 
evolution together, some person developed love or devotion towards some 
other person.  Let us give an example of a married couple. They are very 
close together among the group. One of the member of this group say the 
wife becomes weak and wants to let go this life. The husband loves her too 
much to let her go. His thought ( part of ego) goes towards her and sustain 
her for onward journey. This brings in the knowledge of sharing this ego  
strength. 
 
 One part of this secret is thought (part of ego) transfer. This 
understanding is not easy. It is like two travellers in a forest and they 
are very hungry. No food is available . one of the travellers offers to 
cut his healthiest and strongest part of body to satisfy the hunger so 
that both can travel further. This offer of sacrifice has to be genuine. 
His existing life has to loose strength to give strength to his  
partner.If the partners are  in gratitude  towards each other a permanent  
bond of memory in the seed forms for sharing in future lives. 
 
 
 Some of these travellers who were experienced had acquired this 
knowledge due to repeated births and increased ego used the simple type 
egoes by creating devotion or love in their partners by some skill that 
they had acquired. They can create love and devotion by offering to solve 
your immediate problems or to offer you the shining jems and diomonds and 
take your healthy ego in exchange. 
 
 This created Devi Devtas or gods and goddesses. These smaller gods 
may come across some secret siddhis and powers. If you pray for material 
wealth , you are ready for exchange. The strength that gods acquire will 
allow the god to remain high up in the mountain for longer times. But 
these gods cannot leave this spot of siddhi or power to climb higher 
because if they leave this spot of siddhi, they have nothing to exchange 
and time will bring them to rebirth. They can only increase the duration 
of their stay. As soon as this exchange stops, they have to come down for 
rebirth. 
 
 Some of the gods offered the help of these siddhis to the coming 
travellers as camp sites. They took ego from one traveller down below 
offering him wealth (answers to prayers) getting in exchange the ego. They 
will then pass on this ego strength to one traveller going still higher 
up instead of using the ego for self. 
 
 Till the height of mountain covered was so much that one reached 
Brahma plane. At Brahma plane time dilates so much that a person can 
remain upto the life of galaxi parlay (too much time). These Brahmic Gods 
came so high because of love and devotion of o thers as well as theirs 
(exchange of love and devotion thro various births). So only gods of love 
and devotion and maitry and gratitude evolved to highest level. 
 
 When a person reaches Brahma level he is supposed to reach MOKSH. 
Moksh is freedom of choice for rebirth in human life. Human life is full 
of Dukkha (painful). No normal person will opt for human life. 
 
 But it is said that there was on abnormal person in our part of 
world. He was abnormal because he was passed on secret of secrets from a 
previous Buddha. That secret remained in his seed. He would never remember 
this secret either in human life or in life after death. And this secret 
made him do things differently from others. Till he in his last birth as 
Guatam Buddha got enlightment of NIRVANA type and remebered the secret of 
secrets (given to him in last era). 
 
 Initially Guatam Buddha was reluctant to pass on this secret. The 
path was so difficult that no normal person could reach NIRVANA. But it is 
said that when all gods , goddess of deva and Brahma plane requested him 
for their sake, he rethought. He sat for 
 seven days seven times (total 49 days) at seven different places nearby 
without taking food or water contemplating. (Ram calls this Pragya 
meditation). In this meditation he was interlinked with far far away 
Universes. He got methods and ideas thro Pragy a meditation for the 
answers to purpose and destination of all life and simplified methods to 
get to NIRVANA. 
 
 With time this knowledge was passed on By Him to newly created 
Buddhic plane. Many souls have benefitted by this help already. Compassion 
as practiced by Christ plays a very important role in this secret of 
secrets.  Neither Guatam started Buddhic religion nor Christ started 
christian religion. They only passed on the TRUTHS as they saw them. 
 
 Most of the persons who were in Brahma plane took rebirth by 
CHOICE so that they can go over to NIRVANA after BUDDHIC era started. 
NIRVANA is merging in Buddha of the era. Each era produces only one Buddha 
of one sun.  Billions of Buddhas are brought forward from different 
stars. Evolution system of all stars is not same. As there are millions of 
paths for human evolution different for each person, same way all Buddhas 
are different from each other and their evolution path have been varried. 
 
 It is said that Each Buddha for the Universe is like our human 
being for earth and Each Buddha has to evolve higher like we evolve to 
Buddhahood. 
 
 _________________SECRET OF SECRETS_________________________ 
  
 
 Every normal person after taking human birth will carry the 
knowledge after death in seed form that human life is Dukkha. He would 
avoid or delay human birth and a desire for Moksh will be in him. Each 
birth he will strengthen this knowledge and crave fo r Moksha more and 
more birth after birth. But Guatam Buddha (due to boon of previous era 
Buddha) carried the knowledge that Dukkha is welcome. This Knowledge of 
Dukkha was so deep that he was never to be daunted by pains of life. He 
would dare to take bir th after birth as fast as possible never to enjoy 
Deva planes for longer times. In human life he would practice compassion. 
If any co-traveller will be with him. And that person cannot go higher 
because of some heavy negative ego, would be Buddha will take away that 
bad ego on him, so that the co-traveller goes forward. He would suff er 
for this co-traveller because of that bad ego. This may end his climb of 
that life even. 
 
 But a good thing will be happening with him in two ways. First he 
will be gaining wisdom to heal the bad collected ego without much harming 
his strength. Second his seed size would grow faster due to repeated 
births. Every person was in dukkha in human life. There was abundance of 
compassion to be practiced. With skillfulness and wisdom he will take the 
bad egoes offered to him, suffer and climb higher and higher. 
 
 Till he reached very near to top of the mountain but not at the 
top. From there due to his concentration, determination and help from gods 
in 49 days he could receive the purpose of life and way to it. He was not 
Buddha at that time but now nothing stood 
 in his way of becoming Buddha with time. He utilised the remaining time 
of 40 years or so in growing by compassion and to complete his journey to 
NIRVANA. 
 
 For the first time a living human being (Guatam Buddha) could 
grant Moksh to anyone who wanted it. Only those Who had advanced ego and 
could receive the knowledge from Buddhic plane (created newly due to 
Guatam Bkuddha) would consent by CHOICE to accept Moksh from living 
Buddha. they were called ARHANTS. They would merge in Guatam Buddha and 
achieve NIRVANA. 
 
 After Guatam Buddha many practiced compassion and became 
Boddhisattvas and after leaving their knowledge and forces in Buddhic 
plane go to Atmic plane. These forces of Buddhic plane will increse this 
force of wisdom so much that this knowledge will becom e common with time. 
 
Persons practicing compassion will suffer intense heats and dukkhas and go 
to fifth level and persons practicing love and devotion will attain Moksh 
in fourth plane. Persons of fifth level will walk on the path of 
Boddhisattvas and each will be cause of salvation to Nirvana for more 
than a lakh persons in maximum of seven lives as told by Buddists. 
 
ram 
  
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 1997 10:54:47 +0100 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com>, god10ATnospamm3.sprynet.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: The food we eat. 
Message-ID: <34409E64.3EB9ATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
Gloria Greco wrote: 
>  
> indra wrote: 
> > 
> > god10ATnospamm3.sprynet.com wrote: 
> > > 
> >  
> > > What food, if any, do we eat/drink as we grow in the way 
> > > of the Kundalini Snake ? 
>  
> Gloria here: 
> My experience is one naturally gets into a rhythmn about food and drink 
> with moderation as the overall knowledge in focus. But, the key to true 
> balance is living in the moment directly in touch with Divine will, in 
> this you automatically accept through your flow what comes to you. This 
> for me creates the balance inside and in my flow without thought I eat 
> and drink what comes to me. 
>  
> I do often go long periods of time without food naturally, it just isn't 
> on my mind. On the other side of this, I can wake in the middle of the 
> night with a vision of a cracker sending me down stairs to put something 
> in my stomach. 
>  
> The big thing is awareness of balance, and one doesn't have balance 
> without keeping that colon clean, spirit helps with this if there is any 
> need for cleansing, you listen and go with your inner directions. This 
> is the ideal state, but not all are in this communication point so I 
> would say this. 
>  
> Those having kundalini eruptions small or large are likely to do better 
> with small amounts of food and drink through out the day and night if 
> necessary. Kundalini takes a great deal of energy from the body and it 
> needs balanced nourishment, Gopi Krishna recognized in his hours of toil 
> that food helped tremendously. Even now if I wake in the middle of the 
> night with a kind of nervous energy that I sense, I know it is time to 
> put something in my stomach. On the other hand, I can go long hours 
> without anything and are fine. You will find out what your body requires 
> by becoming sensitive inside. Gloria 
> > 
> > Indra> It totally is dependant on personal capacity. Some are very 
> > sensitive and some are not sensitive to such issues in matters of 
> > Kundalini at all. The capacity is not to be determined at the physical 
> > level alone. The needs of the emotional and mental levels of the person 
> > needs to be considered. 
> > I  can give my experience alone: My emotions , or mental states are 
> > totally unaffected with regard to food. But I do follow the signals my 
> > body send to me and to which I listen. Accordingly I adjust. 
> > Each one of us are unique , which calls for uniqueness in the choice of 
> > foods or drink. Main criteria in spiritual practice or K-practice is to 
> > minimise the toxins intake, bowels to kept clear and unstraining to the 
> > system, tepid water showers or baths, foods which keep the body cool, 
> > Appropriate rest and sleep, relaxation, and if inclined ,Meditation: the 
> > food of the thinking Tank(the mind) 
> > > 
> > How do we eat/drink ? 
> 
 
Enter The Silence to Know God ... and... accept life as the teacher.  
Gloria Joy Greco  
 e-mail me at : lodpressATnospamintercomm.com and visit our homepages at: 
http://users.intercomm.com/larryn/ 
&  
http://www.freeyellow.com/members/zg888/ 
Hope you enjoy them! 
Date: 	Sun, 12 Oct 1997 09:51:54 -1000 
From: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu> 
To: "Jason S. White" <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch> 
cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Relief at last 
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> > Thanks...we are all grateful! 
> > Three cheers for... it....Hip hip...Hurray...! 
> > ***** 
> Ruth, 
> Peace and good will to you especially 
> if I have been unnecessarily burdensome to you. 
> May that burden become a tool 
> of the realisation of your beauty. 
> Love. Jason.
 
Oh Jason... this was more a tool to the realization of YOUR beauty it 
seems! 
Aloha... Ruth   
Date: 	Sun, 12 Oct 1997 10:48:21 -1000 
From: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: The Lower Self 
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Well I have been trying to finish an article on the topic of the 
subconscious and how important it is to clean out... and David writes of 
this >> 
The hardest was to get my ego to own 
that parts of me are terribly imperfect and rude and slovenly but when I 
did it was quite a release. Now I can use anger in a very controlled way 
to 
get what I want especially in business situations where people are always 
pushing my boundaries. It was hard work but very worthwhile and now it is 
very easy for me to recognize when I am projecting and stop it. You all 
know about projecting don't you? Any part of you that you don't own up to, 
can get projected on someone else. Just look at who is annoying you and 
why, and chances are you'll find that you have that exact quality or 
fault.>>>
 
Nice work!  How good it is to be on a list where people are working on 
themselves. How many people in your daily life  do you meet doing this? 
Isn't it sad that they do not know how important it is.  I 
feel that the key to awakening and ascension or evolution if you like, is 
clearing that rascally little "child" within-- the lower self in layman 
terms, which is stubborn, magical, fearful, dependent, powerful and 
unfortnately according to Hawaiian Huna, the only path to the higher self 
for the middle self or conscious mind.  For example.. I will repeat a 
diagram given me by Karin Hannigan... perhaps one of the all time experts 
on the lower self. 
   Higher Self ------> <----- Lower Self <----> Middle Self   //  /
 
Each of these has counterparts in other traditions.. 
Lower Self in Hawaiian is equivalent to the subconscious 
Middle Self is equivalent to the conscious 
Higher Self equivalent to the superconscious 
 
The book The Secret Science Behind Miracles by Max F. Long gives a very 
interesting account of his discovery of how the Hawaiians would be able to 
cure people of  illnesses, curses and even death. This book has to my 
knowledge inspired quite a few people after reading it... although some of 
the information is now out of date, it is still a fascinating text.
 
Regarding Projection.. I used to have a problem with the men I loved 
telling me dirty disgusting male-style jokes and swearing too much. I 
would repeatedly tell them, "Stop that. It don't like it." They continued. 
I began to wonder about it because I knew that they were in tune with my 
inner self because of love. Then while I was in a therapy session, I found 
out that my mother had scolded me while quite young for saying cuss words 
like my father... and I repressed my interest in cursing.  As soon as I 
found this out, that it was repressed in me so my boyfriends were 
expressing it, they stopped!  They have never done it again! They do not 
know about my repression, they just did not feel the energy coming from me 
to talk that way.. so they felt no need to do it again. Ain't that a wake 
up call!  
***** 
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 1997 17:21:51 -0400 
From: David Hodges <dhodgesATnospamrecol.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: The Lower Self 
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At 10:48 AM 10/12/97 -1000, you wrote: 
>  I 
>feel that the key to awakening and ascension or evolution if you like, is 
>clearing that rascally little "child" within-- the lower self in layman 
>terms, which is stubborn, magical, fearful, dependent, powerful and 
>unfortnately according to Hawaiian Huna, the only path to the higher self 
>for the middle self or conscious mind.  For example.. I will repeat a 
>diagram given me by Karin Hannigan... perhaps one of the all time experts 
>on the lower self. 
>   Higher Self ------> <----- Lower Self <----> Middle Self   //  /
 
I liked your example of  unconvering a projection by dealing with the 
problem of guys swearing in your presence. How interesting in your diagram 
that the lower self comes between the middle self and the higher self. I 
was trying to explain to some teen-agers in a group I was leading how the 
way down can be the way up. They don't want to hear about it. Ascension 
should be a straight take-off into the stratosphere! Ken Wilber is really 
good on this. He talks about how we have to go through the "centaur" stage 
where we are half-animal, half human. The other term for this is the 
existential. So many peole get caught in the existential with its crises of 
meaninglessness and the awfulness of death of the physical self and don't 
realize what glimmers on the far side. This is the "valley of the shadow of 
death". We must all walk through it!
 
David 
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 1997 18:04:33 -0400 (EDT) 
From: Bobwood655ATnospamaol.com 
To: morganaATnospambest.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: question regarding ringing in the ears 
Message-ID: <971012180346_-493081389ATnospamemout03.mail.aol.com>
 
I sometimes have this when I am under very heavy stress. 
It can last for days. 
I also have the white hazy sight/feeling when under high levels of stress. 
The hazy feeling reminds me of  process Gopi Krishna experienced during his 
life. 
B 
Date: Sun, 12 Oct 1997 20:15:02 -0400 
From: "Ed Arrons" <eeaATnospamaug.com> 
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: The Realm of Joy 
Message-Id: <199710130014.UAA12456ATnospamsandia.aug.com> 
 
Transcendence Point", a place or focus in consciousness that lies 
precisely between the inner self and the outer world. When a perfect 
balance is struck, one finds an opening into the Realm of Joy.
 
In the great silence can be heard 
the great heartbeat of all life. 
Move into this space, gently, and with great care 
It contains you, becomes you, envelopes you, 
releases you.
 
There are places too delicate even for touch, 
Feelings beyond sensation, 
Knowing beyond understanding.
 
To reach into the infinite space between 
you and all life- 
There is found 
What you seek. 
 
Enter the Realm of Joy and let it envelope you.  Let each journey to the 
Realm of Joy fill you with its radiant energy.  Let that energy flow from  
you in all your associations with others.  Observe how it ignites the spark  
of Joy in them.  This is the highest act of love you can bring to anyone  
and all.
 
The Joy of Divine Essence is unconditional love.
 
 
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