1997/10/07  06:30  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #498 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 498
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: Kundalini and Holy Spirit (was Pentecostal Kundalini) 
  White ? 
  Re: White ? 
  Prometheus Bound 
  Piercing Rudra Knot 
  Neil's Story 
  Re: Growing with Kundalini 
  Unidentified subject! 
  Re: Neil's Story 
Date: Tue, 7 Oct 1997 11:16:04 +0500 (GMT+0500) 
From: Sunil R Peswani <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> 
To: Graham Dumpleton <Graham.DumpletonATnospamnms.otc.com.au> 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini and Holy Spirit (was Pentecostal Kundalini) 
Message-Id: <Pine.OSF.3.91.971007110224.20772A-100000ATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> 
 
On Tue, 7 Oct 1997, Graham Dumpleton wrote:
 
>  > Kurt Keutzer wrote: 
>  > > Earlier Gloria said: 
>  > > Kundalini is connected to the universal in that 
>  > > >it is a step in the process. Gloria 
>  > >  
>  > > I've been letting this sit - while continuing to think about it. I am 
>  > > inclined to believe that kundalini and cosmic energy-clear light-holy 
>  > > spirit are not really different - they are just situated differently in the 
>  > > human body. .... 
>  >  
>  > HI Kurt, 
>  > Actually I meant to write one is not better then the other, they are 
>  > just coming from different places with different frequencies, ... Gloria 
 
 
 The energy coming from higher level is much much better compared to  
any type of kundalini energy generated.  
ram
 
>  
> The way I see it, "energy is energy".  
 Graham Dumpleton (grahamdATnospamnms.otc.com.au) 
>  
>  
 Matter is also a form of energy, but it is different from any  
heat or electric energy. Thought is also a form of energy but again it is  
not same as heat or electric energy.
 
 Kundalini energy is of many types. It is energy of astral thought level. 
K-energy of hate level tends towards matter more compared to k-energy of  
love level. 
 But higher energy is way beyond these k-energies.  
  
E X P E R I E N C E D .................r    a    m. 
Date: 	Mon, 6 Oct 1997 19:47:45 -1000 
From: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu> 
To: indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> 
cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: White ? 
Message-ID: <Pine.GSO.3.95q.971006194130.9148A-100000ATnospamuhunix4> 
 
Hi Indra:  
I enjoy your posts. Are you male or female?  I was possessed by Indra of 
the Hindu Lord of Heaven fame.. at one stage in my k. awakening.  It was 
amazing. I had 3 heads and 4 arms. He was quite bossy too!   I would walk 
around with things in my imaginary arms that could not have been carried 
with 2 arms, but I did anyway...!   
I have since questioned my healer and I guess I got the White light issue 
from someone else, because she agrees with you.. white is pure and 
protective. I guess it sparked a good few letters! <GRIN>  
Now I want to knwo if anyone knows the value of different colors of root 
cords into the planet... I sometimes can run a white one, and other times 
I can only get a yellow or purple down.  any ideas on that one? 
  
***** 
Date: Mon, 06 Oct 1997 22:04:22 -0800 
From: valerian <madammumATnospamptialaska.net> 
To: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu> 
CC: indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: White ? 
Message-ID: <3439D0E1.6F35ATnospamptialaska.net> 
 
 
Ruth Trimble wrote: 
>  
> Hi Indra: 
> I enjoy your posts. Are you male or female?  I was possessed by Indra of 
> the Hindu Lord of Heaven fame.. at one stage in my k. awakening.  It was 
> amazing. I had 3 heads and 4 arms. He was quite bossy too!   I would walk 
> around with things in my imaginary arms that could not have been carried 
> with 2 arms, but I did anyway...! 
> I have since questioned my healer and I guess I got the White light issue 
> from someone else, because she agrees with you.. white is pure and 
> protective. I guess it sparked a good few letters! <GRIN> 
> Now I want to knwo if anyone knows the value of different colors of root 
> cords into the planet... I sometimes can run a white one, and other times 
> I can only get a yellow or purple down.  any ideas on that one? 
>  
> ***** 
dear ruth, 
   if one visualizes tree roots, they would be 'tree root color' 
(brown?), if visualizing a steel ramrod, would be steel colored 
(silver?). if one can see a laser light, it would be white. 
i bet lotsa people use a rainbow - it is *so fashionable* lately. 
that would take at least 7 colors. 
v 
--  
"Ah, good taste! What a dreadful thing! Taste is the enemy of 
creativeness."    PabloPicasso 
valerie cooper 
http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/7982/index.html 
Date: 	Mon, 6 Oct 1997 20:05:50 -1000 
From: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Prometheus Bound 
Message-ID: <Pine.GSO.3.95q.971006200005.9148E-100000ATnospamuhunix4> 
 
Hi Kurt: 
Your note:  
>>>> 
Sometimes I think that the myth of the prometheus is the story 
of how prometheus ``stole'' the kundalini from the gods and brougth it to 
humankind. Sitting inside us it gives a freedom and independence from the 
cosmic will. But the ultimate destiny is to return the kundalini to the 
gods through its ascension. 
Kurt 
>>> 
   Seems to be very close to the thesis of the books by Sitchin about our 
relationship to the Gods and Gilgamesh.  I have read in Hand Clow too that 
this K. awakening was an implant in us from a very long time ago byu the 
Sirians who did not want us to entirely perish in this era..so they gave 
us this special ability to wake up... much the same as Prometheus was 
given fire....or maybe it is the same fire they are referring to. The 
implication is tht with this fire we will endure and survive.. without it 
NOT.  In Sitchin the thesis is that the Nibiruans (our progenitors) really 
do not like us too much and would not give us full power as they needed 
man to be a slave. However, this plan has been foiled by the generous 
interference of other ET groups... 
It all makes for great epic and it's a helova lot more fun than the Bible 
and Darwin! 
Ruth 
 
****** 
Everytime one realizes something of the truth, there is a dance in the 
heart.  The heart is the only testimony for the truth. (Osho) 
---------------------------------------------------------------------- 
***** 
Date: Tue, 07 Oct 1997 16:18:40 +0930 
From: Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Piercing Rudra Knot 
Message-ID: <3439DB47.4ED4ATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
 
 
Dear list members, 
K is working on piercing the Rudra knot.  My head feels like a ten pin 
bowling ball in motion with legs and arms flailing.  My stomach is 
churning and I have nausea. I am on the edge of a reality shift.  This 
has been happening for a while and very intense today.  Can anyone help 
with some stabilising techniques while encouraging the process? 
love, sue 
Date: Tue, 07 Oct 1997 16:19:10 +0930 
From: Susanne Macrae <smacraeATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Neil's Story 
Message-ID: <3439DB66.7F5AATnospamcamtech.net.au> 
 
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EXTRACTS FROM MY DIARY 
1961..........At 6 years started experiencing  unusual zzzhut feeling 
deep in the brain.  In bed, in the mornings when I 
    had an ache  in the head (not like a normal headache). 
A pleasant feeling which I could prolong by staying 
    very still. It  would relieve the ache.  This 
experience continued over the years, sometimes happening up  
    to twice a  year. 
1967..........Questioning the meaning of life since 12 years old. 
Started reading the Bible.  Never liked Church or 
     Sunday School but felt deep connection to Jesus and 
what He did. 
1970...........Started dropping heavy things on my big toes. This 
continued periodically for the next 20 plus years. 
1973...........Started shearing at 18. Soon felt the need to pray 
regularly and read the Bible often. Given a book called  
     God Calling and later bought God at Eventide both 
anonymously authored and channelled by the 
      Christ.  
1979...........At night in bed using the mantra I Love you Jesus over 
and over for hours. Within a day of this practice 
     noticed a strange feeling in my toes, then feet and 
legs.  Warm vibratory feeling that slowly moved    
      upwards.  It was wonderful.  When it reached my 
heart, it would get excited and pound furiously. I 
      could  stay really still and prolong it for a minute 
or two. Was sure it was connected to Jesus, maybe his  
      presence.   Thought also that maybe the vibration 
and hum of the electric shears, the heat of the sheds 
      and my deep thinking all played a part in this.   
This has stayed with me off and on since then. 
26 Jan 86   When 30, became very ill with sunstroke after a fishing 
trip.  Couldn´t leave the darkness of the house for 
     days. Led to severe health problems over next 13 
years. Had difficulty sleeping, tossing and turning. Lost 
      strength and could only go outdoors in hot weather 
if covered up with singlet, shirt, jumper and hat. In 
      very hot weather had to be in a breeze and needed 
shade or I would really heat up and be very weak.  
      Since the sunstroke had a constant headache. Out in 
the sun, it would burn my head, neck and upper 
      back.  Felt the sun just boring into me.  Loss 
interest in reading. Concentration became difficult. Hair 
      started to fall out.  Stomach problems I´d had for a 
few years worsened with alternate  
     diarrhoea  and constipation. Certain foods caused 
problems.  Started on Aloe Vera Juice which really    
helped. 
09 Dec 86   Dad died.  His death affected me badly.  My head hurt deep 
in the brain for years afterwards. When ever       
      I thought about him the pain would start up. Gave up 
shearing for others and now worked full time  
      running the farm and shearing own sheep.  Coping 
with health best I could.  Cold showers help.  
20 Aug 91  To doctor again about headaches. 
03 Sep 91    Have been put on anti depressants that I took for a month  
Didn´t make any difference. Heat and 
headache still there. 
18 Mar 92   Really got worse. Been painting house roof.  The reflection 
of the heat against galvanised iron roof  
      has worsened all my symptoms. My eyes have gone 
bloodshot.  Can´t sleep at all.  Previous symptoms  
      have all worsened. Tossing and turning in bed. Can´t 
lie on my back.  Am so hot that my mattress has 
      disintegrated  and am scorching pillows.  Bought a 
piece of 3 inch foam for a mattress and have cut 
holes in it to allow my body heat to dissipate. 
Dread going to bed as I get up in the morning worse than 
I was the night before.  
05 May 95  Noticing memory loss as well as hearing loss. 
23 Mar 94   Went to Tumby Bay for tetanus shot after treading on rusty 
wire. Again disaster! My strength just 
evaporated.  Testicles very sore, no sex drive 
left. Still pushing through it but need to find some     
      answers.  Still no sleep and heat overwhelming at 
night in bed. Sun heats me up during the day and 
I stay hot all night. 
06 Nov 94   Bad cramps in anal passage. ears ringing    
17 Feb 95    Went to Whyalla for a brain scan.  Didn´t show anything up. 
25 Apr 95  Chilled myself in bed. The outside temperature pretty cold 
and I lay with no clothing, just a light sheet. 
      Felt an electric shock jolt my body and the heat 
went down. 4 nights of blissful sleep for the first time 
      in years.   
29 Apr 95   My few nights of sleep is now over. Slept on a woollen 
underlay and now the heat is back with a  
      vengeance.  Am in trouble now as everything worse 
than before. Have to be REALLY careful in the 
      sun now.       
19 June 95  Many sores on head so have stopped shampooing.  Scalp clears 
up eventually and small 
sores become intermittent 
23 Oct 95    Grandma died. 
02 Nov 95   Erotic dream of women stripping and  jumping on me.  They 
were aggressive, pushing themselves on me. 
I was reluctant.  Looking forward to more of these 
dreams 
12 Dec 95   Felt Grandma´s presence. Very consoling.  Told her over and 
over I loved her. This lessened my worries 
      and fears.  I became very accepting of my heat and 
health problems and was ready to die if that was my 
destiny. 
08 Jan 96    Went to a Healer who has the ability to see inside the body 
and know what is wrong. He said my pineal 
gland wasn´t working .  Other glands and organs 
working 2-3 times more than normal.  At his  
suggestion  started swimming in the sea daily.  
Felt good whilst in the water. Headache and heat 
lessened.  Would start up when I headed home in the 
car afterwards. 
18 Feb 96  A lot of fatigue.  Out of body experience last night.  Felt 
myself sliding sideways out of bed.  Jerked  
      myself awake so wouldn´t fall on the floor but 
discovered I hadn´t moved from the centre of the bed.  
25 Feb 96  So tired, just fall into bed at night. Still no sleep. 
26 Feb 96  Dreamt Dad was bitten by a snake.  Also seeing snakes around 
in paddocks. Rode over the middle 
    of a snake on my motor bike.  Also rode over snake 
skin.  Also dreaming about fire. Another dream 
     where a woman stripped and climbed on top of me.  I 
felt overwhelmed. 
28 Feb 96  Joint pain bad. 
23 Mar 96 Had Reiki session.  The heat flared up badly.  My body got 
angry. Really bad headache. Started on vitamin 
    and mineral supplements.  Didn´t make any difference.  
Also homeopathics to no avail. 
04 Apr 96 Visited Chiropractor and Centre for Personal Growth.  Given a 
Tesla watch to use.  No luck with that 
    either.                                       
09 Apr 96  Finally some answers. Given the book Living with Kundalini 
by Gopi Krishna.  It has a name, Kundalini. 
11 Apr 96  Healing session to help alleviate heat through arms and 
hands.   
     Kundalini rose tonight.  Brain orgasm.  Felt great. 
Amazing. 
12 Apr 96  Worked all day. Felt good.  Looking forward to another night 
like the last.  Not to be  Energy rose again 
      at night. Not unbearable.  Warm. 
13 Apr 96   Didn´t work today. Sat outside in the sunshine and watched 
my veins light up.  Saw colours around me 
     brighter than before.  Saw colours in the concrete.  
hearing and sight improved dramatically but have  
     become very sensitive to noise.  Just rested. 
14 Apr 96  Shocking night.  Fires from Hell in the head. Lost appetite 
but remembered Gopi Krishna  and his need 
      to eat meat.  Started eating meat, large amounts.  
Needed to get up through the night and eat meat. It     
      was vaporising before it reached my stomach.  Felt 2 
linesgoing from my stomach to my testicles 
      and felt the meat was bypassing digestion and going 
straight to testicles. 
19 Apr 96  2 day Spiritual Healing Workshop.  Looked at Barry and he 
became a TV screen.  Also say spirit lights 
     everywhere. 
24 Apr 96  Sleeping now.  Not so hot. Headache remains constant though. 
03 Aug 96  Had Spiritual Healing with Barry.  Asked for healing on my 
head.  Was told Jesus appeared and 
      helped with healing.  Got worse initially but then 
headache permanently eased. 
Today        Energy bubbles away inside.  Feels good.  Comes up more 
intensely on a monthly cycle.  Not as much 
      fatigue.  Slight headache only infrequently.  Good 
sex drive and appetite.  Feel good. Looking forward 
      to the future.
 
**If anyone has had a similar experience, let me know,  Neil. 
Date: Tue, 07 Oct 1997 12:58:01 +0100 
From: "Jason S. White" <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch> 
To: tg xxx <imtgATnospamjuno.com> 
CC: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Growing with Kundalini 
Message-ID: <343A23C9.AAE23D2FATnospambluewin.ch> 
 
 
tg xxx wrote:
 
> Evening All.... 
> 
> I've noticed prior to and after my K awakening, there has been a 
> *sort-of* preparation towards a balance and unity among my body, mind, 
> and spirit.    I realize this is no new news to you, but what I've 
> noticed, is that it is occurring automatically, with the K (or me?) 
> focusing on, for the most part,  one major thing at a time,  while 
> continuing to grow in the other parts that had already begun to grow. 
> For the last three years I would say, it is not working at it, but just 
> happening.... 
>
 
Automatically?  In the physical world, growth happens without effort - a 
child grows into a physical adult without specifically trying to do so. 
Beyond the physical, I feel that there is one attribute that gives humans a 
special capacity for growth - willful awareness.  I feel that spiritual 
growth is perhaps the willful expansion of awareness.  It takes a special 
kind of (non)effort to accomplish this expansion.  As you say, it is the 
process of unlearning.  We have learned limits to our awareness and in order 
for awareness to expand, we must unlearn them or remember them as the 
arbitrary boundaries that they are.
 
A beautifully refreshing idea that has entered my awareness is that a great 
big, arduous spiritual effort is not required to expand awareness.  That 
special (non)effort can be exercised under any condition or circumstance of 
being alive and conscious.  One needs only willful awareness to expand 
awareness.
 
So what, throw away the books and stop actively "practicing" spirituality? 
No.  This is too idealistic.  I feel that some effort is helpful and perhaps 
accelerates the process (why is acceleration a goal?).  As you know, examples 
of expanded awareness can be found in books from all over the world.  These 
can be quite inspiring and may open new doors and directions for your own 
expansion.  And some form of exercise is indispensable, if only as a 
re-affirmation of the will to expand.  Pop!
 
In the race for perfection, don't forget to include human imperfection in 
that perfection.  Darkness, ignorance and an "imperfect" body are also valid 
and present expressions of humanity including each and every one of us.  They 
cannot be excluded or removed from your ever-expanding bubble.  They give you 
a depth and beauty that is perfection.
 
> http://members.aol.com/Teeegeee/tgsplace.html    <~~~~ on the web now!
 
I enjoyed your web site!  Lots of interesting links.
 
Zympht. 
Date: Tue, 07 Oct 1997 04:39:59 PDT 
From: "Colin Jones" <ombabajiATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Unidentified subject! 
Message-ID: <19971007114001.21440.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
 
Fellow Spririts,
 
   The following is an essay which I wrote.  It is the result of my  
years of contemplation and search for "Ultimate Truth".  I hope you  
enjoy it...
 
------------------------------------------------- 
"Being Truth" - The Most Rapid & Direct Path to Enlightenment For  
Dedicated Students of Spirituality 
-------------------------------------------------
 
   Whilst "Being Truth" may not be simple to grasp immediately, with  
regular contemplation it is not at all difficult to implement.  It  
requires no change in one's physical interaction with the world.  The  
change takes place in the mind, culminating in the complete  
transformation of all thinking processes into a new Truth-encompassing  
framework.  The ultimate goal of every spiritual path, Enlightenment, is  
discovered through the "Being Truth" mental transformation in a minimum  
time with minimum effort.  Not everyone may be ready to implement all  
the concepts completely, but for those who do, the reward is beyond  
measure.
 
   Beyond any conceivable idea of time and space exists our true being.   
Essentially indescribable, it can only be imagined as pure "beingness"  
in a state of eternally unchanging awareness.  From that Unchanging  
Awareness, the concept of consciousness arises. Within the resulting  
field of consciousness the world appears.  Every single thing that  
appears to exist within the universe is merely a perception in the mind.   
This is not negating the world.  It is simply realising that it is  
appearing only in consciousness.  However long the world and it's  
objects may appear, their appearance is but a moment in a dream.  What  
begins and ends can only be appearance.  The world can be said to  
appear, but not to be.  The appearance may seem to last a very long  
time, but ultimately it comes to the same.  Whatever is time-bound is  
momentary and has no reality.  It may appear to occupy your entire field  
of consciousness at present, but in your true eternally unchanging state  
it is not even a speck.
 
   The idea that you or anyone else actually exists as an individual is  
merely an appearance in the mind.  In reality there are no localised  
points of consciousness, there is only one Unchanging Being.  There can  
be no separation from this Unity, not for anyone ever, not even in the  
slightest.  This is a complete denial of even the concept of  
individuality.  "Being Truth" is not a cure for a problem - there is no  
real suffering and no real separation.  You have never been limited by  
any condition - it has been merely an appearance in consciousness.  You  
are beyond all attributes.  All descriptions, no matter how seemingly  
divine or supreme, are illusory.  All that can be described is merely a  
play in consciousness.  You cannot truthfully say anything about your  
true state since it will be based only on your mind's perception of an  
illusory world.  With the mind you can know the false only.  The true,  
you must yourself be.
 
   All you need is to get rid of the tendency to define yourself.  It is  
your fixed idea that you must be something or other, that blinds you.   
Stop imagining that you were born, have a body, and will die.  Stop  
imagining yourself as being or doing this or that.  You are neither  
living nor dieing, thinking nor feeling, active nor passive, happy nor  
unhappy. These are only aspects of the temporary personality that you  
appear to exist as.  By not identifying with these dreams, the  
realisation that you are the source and heart of all will dawn.  You are  
beyond the concept of location, beyond the concept of time, beyond the  
concept of mind.  Suffering appears only because the mind is confused  
and addicted to identifying itself with names, forms, descriptions.  To  
identify yourself with anything is the only obstacle stopping you from  
Being Truth.  Complete non-identification is essential.
 
   To remember what needs to be remembered is the greatest key to  
success.  Continuously become aware of yourself as unidentifiable  
Unchanging Being.  Live as Truth as much as you can, until you revert to  
it spontaneously.  Watch your mind continuously, moment to moment, and  
free your mind of all thoughts that contradict Truth.  There is no  
simpler and easier way.
 
   Get rid of wrong ideas, that is all.  Collecting right ideas will not  
get you there.  Let go of your attachment to the unreal, and the Real  
will swiftly appear.  You need not get at it, for you are it.  It will  
get at you, if you give it a chance.  You need not seek it - duality  
exists only in the mind.  What you are, you already are.  Enlightenment  
occurs when the temporary personality accepts that it is in fact  
completely temporary, and therefore completely unreal, non-existent, and  
certainly unimportant and unworthy of any real concern.  By not  
identifying with what you are not, you are free of it and remain in your  
naturally liberated state, spontaneously and effortlessly.
 
   Once "Being Truth" becomes natural, life still remains a succession  
of events just like before, but you are detached and see the passing  
show as merely a passing show with complete non-identification.  You may  
interact with the world all you wish, yet not for a moment will you  
forget that the world is not, that you are dreaming.  A dream may be  
complex and elaborate, yet it has no foundation in reality.
 
   Detach yourself from things that makes the mind restless or  
disturbed.  Completely allow the natural flow of life.  Desires and  
fears are merely habits based on memories, and are not obstacles unless  
you identify them as belonging to you and feel the need to act on them.   
Can Pure Being, which has no shape or form, fear anything?  Can the  
unchangeable want or need anything?  Identifying with memories  
inevitably leads to confusion, since they rely on the past perceptions  
of an essentially confused mind.  There is no need to free the mind of  
all desires, as that will become a process without end.  Simply observe  
what happens, as and when it happens, without identification, realising  
that you are not what happens, you are not even the witness, you are  
Pure Unchanging Being.
 
   The universe is complete and perfect, and where there is perfection,  
where nothings lacks, how can suffering exist?  Each part of the whole,  
when seen in relation to the whole, is also perfect.  It is only when a  
part is seen in isolation that it seems to become deficient and thus  
suffering can appear to exist.  It is the naturally dualistic state of  
the mind that constantly separates, automatically obscuring the whole.   
It is only by going beyond the mind that wholeness is found.
 
   Do not be concerned with physical limitations.  Unchanging Being is  
never concerned with this temporary appearance.  Let the physical  
expressions appear limited.  So what?  It makes no difference.  There is  
no need to change anything in the world, since it is only appearance.   
Truth is only found beyond the world of appearance.
 
   The final mistake is to imagine that you are the witness of this  
life.  This is still identification with the mind, although in it's  
cleanest state.  It is still a separation from Truth, there is still  
duality.  You are still a stranger to reality.  Only where there is  
absolutely no identification is there Pure Unchanging Being.
 
---------------------------------------------------------
 
   Ending the Search  -  The Path of Pure Meditation
 
   Within Pure Unchanging Being resides the natural qualities of Perfect  
Peace & Bliss, Perfect Freedom & Unity.  But these cannot be achieved.   
They are not dependant on progress or experience.  You are not lacking  
anything necessary, you are always already in that state.  To experience  
that state, there must be absolutely no contraction of the naturally  
infinite silence, through a total lack of attention.
 
   There is no need to do anything.  Pure Being is prior to effort.   
Nothing can help you achieve a state of Unchanging Awareness. No special  
techniques or meditation exercises - no visions, no colours, no lights,  
no energies, no entities.  Nothing that involves change.  These are all  
forms of effort and indicate your identification with temporary  
experience.  Pure Being is prior to effort.
 
   Truth arises spontaneously when there is no contradiction of it.   
Identifying with anything involving change is a contradiction of Truth.   
There can be no identification with hopes, plans, goals, progress.  No  
seeking of true form or purpose.  No future, no past, no present.  No  
conclusion, no escape, no perfection.  No dilemma, no suffering, no  
search.  No gain, no release, no direction, no distance.  No assessment,  
no interpretation, no perception, no differentiation, no need for  
understanding.  No body, no name, no childhood, no death.  No  
difficulty, no resistance, no opposition, no conflict, no concern.   
These all indicate identification and change, contradictions of  
unidentifiable Unchanging Being.
 
   No experience can be Truth.  It is merely a brief appearance in  
Consciousness.  Truth is Perfect Unchanging Awareness.  It is not  
possible to be aware of Unchanging Awareness - it cannot be an object of  
attention, which is a form of activity and therefore separation.  By not  
creating any separation, you may naturally and spontaneously enjoy  
Unchanging Awareness, not as the object of enjoyment but as enjoyment  
itself, the very Being.  No experience should be seeked, not even  
spiritual experience.  Truth appears only when there is no-one to  
experience it.  To allow it, you must simply Be.
 
   To go beyond the mind like this, it must first be eased into a silent  
state.  Start by asking "Who Am I?"  Since you know that the answer is  
unknowable through the mind, as soon as any thought appears, state "I am  
not this" and instantly release it.  Don't bother to pause and assess  
any thought, it can't be important or valid, since it can only be  
distraction to this process.  Continually release all arising thoughts  
instantly, and very soon the mind realises the futility of it's action  
and will be silent.  Then you must ensure that there be absolutely no  
contraction of the naturally infinite silence, through a total lack of  
attention.   No Attention = No Identification With Mind =  No  
Contraction of Silence  =  Pure Meditation. The more time spent in this  
state, the greater connection you will feel with Pure Being.
 
Written by : ombabajiATnospamhotmail.com
 
 
 
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Date: Tue, 7 Oct 1997 08:01:13 -0400 
From: imtgATnospamjuno.com (tg xxx) 
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Subject: Re: Neil's Story 
Message-ID: <19971007.093242.10862.13.imtgATnospamjuno.com> 
 
Neil....
 
Thank you for sharing and welcome to the list!   I have not experienced 
the K as you have, but I can tell you that being here with this list has 
helped me tremendously, mainly for my state of mind knowing that I wasn't 
alone in all of this.
 
xxxtg
 
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