1997/09/09  11:44  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #439 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 439
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
  Re: An Observation 
  Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
  Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
  Rules for becoming human 
  Re: RE M.S. 
  Re: RE M.S. 
  Re: fable and EGO 
  bronquite 
  Re: An Observation 
  Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
  Re: An Observation 
  Re: kundalini or suicidal? (Huichol work of art) 
  Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
  Re: Kundalini or Suicidal? 
  Re: 2 questions  
  RE: (Huichol work of art) 
  AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center  
Date: Mon, 8 Sep 1997 13:09:12 -0400 (EDT) 
From: CDeepaATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
Message-ID: <970908130600_859537725ATnospamemout10.mail.aol.com>
 
Hi....i just wanted to comment...about what was said about experiences with 
Kundalini.....the part about the fear....You said that she experienced it as 
fear because of the books she started to look at......well...I'm not sure 
about that.....when my kundalini experience started......i had no idea what 
it was......but it terrified me ........there was always this intense 
fear.......not because of something I read......I didn't even know it was 
kundalini until....1.5 years ago....12 years of not knowing.....so the fear i 
had almost instantaneously developed when the kundalini started......hand in 
hand.....Later.....much later...I did read some of G. Krishnas books....and 
he described his fear and terror as a part of the process.....and I have read 
other books too that have described this....I have to admit...I would love 
for my experience to be one of exstasy....and of love and light.....but I too 
have experienced this whole thing with a lot of fear and 
uncomfortableness.....Perhaps if i had the knowledge beforehand of what i was 
about to go thru it would have helped.....but I doubt it.....to have the rug 
of what you thought was real pulled out from under you.in one instant...is 
quite a shock and jolt to the system..... 
Im not sure where to go with this now....I read a book....I forget the name 
of it...but ....it described my experience.....almost exactly......the fear 
and terror...a very large part of it....the difference is....that she 
discovered that you don't run from the fear...but experience it.....see what 
is there really.....and what i find is NOTHING.....this woman....described 
her experience as painful and fearful...until one day...something 
changed.....and she experienced it as oneness....and the bliss and peace 
came....and it all fell into place....but she didn't do it .....it just 
happened......so.....I don't know if there is anything you can do...to make 
the kundalini...do what you want......you can perhaps change the way you see 
things....but I don't know....I have been having the darndest time........it 
is hard....I have read all the "good experience kundalini."..and....I still 
experience what Im going thru...... 
So.....this is all jumbled and Im not sure where I was going with 
this....but....if you have any comments or suggestions.......go ahead...:)
 
Thats it I guess.......Deepa 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 10:59:57 -0700 
From: Kurt Keutzer <keutzerATnospamsynopsys.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Cc: keutzerATnospamsynopsys.com 
Subject: Re: An Observation 
Message-Id: <3.0.32.19970908105957.007225bcATnospampcpo-1> 
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From: PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: An Observation 
Message-ID: <970904172845_840598847ATnospamemout05.mail.aol.com>
 
Peg mentions: 
I'm also wondering about the energy in the hands.  Now that I'm getting my 
act together enough to meditate and do yoga fairly regularly, my hands 
sometimes feel like they have a life of their own.  They certainly have an 
intensified feeling of energy or vibration.  So what next?  Try to move the 
energy somewhere else?  Ignore it?  Hatch eggs?
 
As I've been taught it, in Qi Gong vibration in the hands is one of the 
first signs of Qi activity - often the palms and underside of the fingers 
become speckled with red and white . I've often wondered ``so where do we 
go from here?'' myself. I got a good answer from a Zen roshi one time who 
said: ``Don't focus on your own energy but on the energy of the universe 
around you.'' The world can certainly use some more Qi. When the ego drops 
out of the picture then every day offers occasions for grounding, offering 
solace and healing, others with your piece of the universal energy. 
 
I've also begun to believe that your qi/prana can be used as a medium for 
others (dare I say higher beings?) to heal. I took a course from Erik 
Voormans in a style of healing similar to what Barbara Brennan is teaching. 
It seemed to me that in this approach my energy field was the base material 
that other beings used to heal. This was very uplifting. 
Mangalam 
Kurt 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 14:13:14 -0400 
From: David Bozzi <david.bozziATnospamsnet.net> 
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
Message-ID: <3414403A.3131ATnospammail.snet.net> 
 
Lisa Mays (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:
 
> When we hurt, what I have learned is that some of us find external ways 
> of dealing with it. (Like me) This creates an addiction that grows and 
> grows as we feed it.  Only God can overcome the incredible cravings.
 
Hang out with your "craving" in the heart zone.
 
Don't fuse it to any object or person.
 
Feel it grow as it is.
 
No words.
 
It is the only true prayer to the Divine.
 
See what happens. 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 08:56:05 +0100 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: "Lisa Mays (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)" <amaysdATnospamworldnet.att.net> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, LarryN3515ATnospamaol.com, rtrATnospammicron.net, 
 geminiATnospampowernet.net, AES3DDDATnospamaol.com, peggyATnospamhogan.reno.nv.us 
Subject: Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
Message-ID: <3413AF83.8EBATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
Lisa Mays (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote: 
>  
> 
> 
>  
> A year after I had a very traumatic experience with someone I loved very 
>  
> dearly.  After which, I started hearing "voices."  I thought I was going 
>  
> "schizophrenic" and looked up everything I could to understand what was 
> happening to me.  I was completely terrified that I was going insane. 
> But the main thing from what I read was the fact that I was 
> internalizing the "voices" which meant that I was not losing touch with 
> reality.  I was aware it was inside of me and that "schizophrenics" do 
> not internalize it.
 
HI Lisa, 
 Everything about the awakening process requires detachment, and the 
ability to become one pointed on flowing with the high frequency energy 
stream that I call Divine Will. This process will go on the rest of your 
life, so it isn't going to be something that starts and finishes, 
instead it is something you learn to move with.  
 Everything that we learn on the earth plane has a learning curve, 
right? And, once you are into it and really understand the non-verbal or 
verbal language involved, it is ok, isn't it? But, while you are in it, 
that is when there is questions, doubts, etc.  
 All of what you described is normal. I know... what is normal? With 
kundalini awakening and being on your spiritual path to awakening, 
whatever that comes down in it is normal. So, it is necessary to have 
learned a great deal about how to communicate within yourself to God. 
  God is both inside and outside of you, so if you are to become aware 
of that divine presence in your life, don't you just have to recognize 
it first? Then when you are secure in its being with you, you enter into 
the faith and knowing of the experience. This takes you into awareness 
of the teacher which in Christian circles is the Holy Spirit, the 
comforter and teacher.  
 Many on the list are in the process of learning what it means to tuck 
and roll, which is my phrase for going with it without thought, worry, 
anxiety, etc. When you have mastered the ability to quiet your mind, and 
calm your emotions, your journey will be a snap. Meanwhile, when you 
have to deal with your own and other peoples thoughts, just know you 
will be slammed around like a balloon with one side open, it is up to 
you to do the work of self discipline that you are being told of, to 
slow this down.  
 Self mastery, is exactly that. You have to master your own lower 
instincts, human wants, thoughts, etc. Everything flows around 'thy will 
and not mine,' when you are comfortable with it, things will change 
drastically. Not to say you won't be tested, but it will be totally 
different.  
 Check out my homepage at http://users.intercomm.com/larryn  
 If you want to talk more then write to me.  
 Remember you are the energy behind your thoughts and emotions, so you 
can control all of it by letting go. Go with God. Gloria 
>  
> 
Date: Mon, 8 Sep 1997 13:49:40 -0500 (CDT) 
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Rules for becoming human 
Message-Id: <199709081849.NAA19828ATnospamdfw-ix11.ix.netcom.com>
 
My "allergies" ended abruptly with sudden abundant energy(?)!.  Found  
this while I was cleaning out files.  Wish I could attribute it  
properly but I don't know where it came from.  Holly
 
1) You will receive a body.  You may like it or hate it but it will be  
yours for the entire period this time around. 
2) You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal  
school called life.  Each day in this school you will have the  
opportunity to learn lessons.  You may like the lessons or think them  
irrelevant and stupid. 
3) There are no mistakes, only lessons.  Growth is a process of trial  
and error, experimentation.  The "failed" experiments are as much a  
part of the process as the experiment that ultimately "works." 
4) A lesson is repeated until learned.  A lesson will be presented to  
you in various forms until you have learned it.  When you have learned  
it, then you can go on to the next lesson. 
5) Learning lessons does not end.  There is no part of life that does  
not contain its lessons.  If you are alive, there are lessons to be  
learned. 
6) "There" is no better than "here."  When your "there" has become a  
"here" you will simply obtain another "there" that will, again, look  
better than "here." 
7) Others are merely mirrors of you.  You cannot love or hate something  
about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or  
hate about yourself.   
8) What you make of your life is up to you.  You have all the tools and  
resources you need.  What you do with them is up to you.  The choice is  
yours. 
9) Your answers lie inside you.  The answers to life's questions lie  
inside you.  All you need to do is look, listen and trust. 
10) You will forget all this. 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 11:42:07 
From: JLewis7639ATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: RE M.S. 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970908114207.287fb9aeATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
In a message dated 97-09-07 23:03:19 EDT, you write:
 
<< think dear lady, your husband is is own disease and until he chooses to 
 listen to the lessons in the illness, he will continue to suffer.  I do 
 think a good psychic could clear out some of his ghosts and help.  
 I would say it is probably karma comingback.. believe me if there are 
 lifetimes of black magic they can really whack one on the back of he 
 head.. when they return... like boomerangs... as they inevitably do.  
 Good luck,  Ruth  >>
 
Agreed wholeheartedly.  Someone did a remote ritual and the attachments have 
gone ... for now.  I read him some info someone sent on how to avoid this in 
the future.  It is up to him to heed the advice now.  Time will tell.
 
Love and Light, 
Michelle 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 11:41:46 
From: JLewis7639ATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: RE M.S. 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970908114146.287f9b54ATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
In a message dated 97-09-07 23:03:19 EDT, you write:
 
<< think dear lady, your husband is is own disease and until he chooses to 
 listen to the lessons in the illness, he will continue to suffer.  I do 
 think a good psychic could clear out some of his ghosts and help.  
 I would say it is probably karma comingback.. believe me if there are 
 lifetimes of black magic they can really whack one on the back of he 
 head.. when they return... like boomerangs... as they inevitably do.  
 Good luck,  Ruth  >>
 
Agreed wholeheartedly.  Someone did a remote ritual and the attachments have 
gone ... for now.  I read him some info someone sent on how to avoid this in 
the future.  It is up to him to heed the advice now.  Time will tell.
 
Love and Light, 
Michelle 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 15:36:58 
From: "Sergio Lucio Maria" <sergiomariaATnospammiranet.com.br> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: fable and EGO 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970908153658.48bf0c9aATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
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___Galeria to Be, it Shines and Sea___  
 sergiomariaATnospammiranet.com.br - kundaliniATnospamrocketmail.com  
____Sergio Lúcio Maria______ http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Spa/2979 /
 
Hello, 
 
  This seeming that this subject woke up some thing on the  to which we 
thrashed.  
  The rage for the ego doesn't really work, because the rage in itself is 
harmful. The best is you make it to sleep. To use of the understanding is 
more useful. 
 
  []s 
 
  Sérgio  
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 15:36:02 
From: "Sergio Lucio Maria" <sergiomariaATnospammiranet.com.br> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: bronquite 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970908153602.48ffe210ATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="iso-8859-1" 
 
___Galeria to Be, it Shines and Sea___  
 sergiomariaATnospammiranet.com.br - kundaliniATnospamrocketmail.com  
____Sergio Lúcio Maria______  
http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Spa/2979 / 
 
Dear siblings, 
 
  I need to know some forms of combatting a disease that I have.  
  I have bronchitis from my birth.  
  Precise that, if possible, order me some massage or herb, medicines that 
help  
to stop the disease. 		All the opnioes will be well comings. 
 
  Blessings, 
 
  Sérgio  
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 16:37:50 
From: Terry Romine <tromineATnospamapple.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: An Observation 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970908163750.0d873814ATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
>>I'm also wondering about the energy in the hands.  Now that I'm getting my 
>>act together enough to meditate and do yoga fairly regularly, my hands 
>>sometimes feel like they have a life of their own.  They certainly have an 
>>intensified feeling of energy or vibration.  So what next?  Try to move the 
>>energy somewhere else?  Ignore it?  Hatch eggs? 
>> 
>>Peg 
> 
>Yes, I also feel this vibration sometimes. I think that that is the 
>activity of my handchackras. I also feel this vibration in other chackras 
>at times. So what next indeed! My gut reaction was:'if I can feel the 
>energy in my hands, maybe I should go get some reiki training'. So I am 
>planning just that (sometime this autumn), but hatching eggs may be a fun 
>alternative ;-) 
> 
>Edward
 
What I do with my hands is to heal or send "gobs" of energy.
 
When I am getting ready to do a healing, I rub my hands together to clear  
out the old energy and then cup them and focus in on the energy in my  
hand chakras. I then just "allow" my hands to move to whatever area needs  
healing; this is the way that I have found works best for me.
 
Reiki is another route which is quite effective.
 
EaTrom 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 17:49:52 
From: onarresATnospaminreach.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970908174952.2ccf9bfeATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
CDeepa,
 
Please allow me a comment here... I was in the same boat, up the preverbal 
creek, without the paddles for a long time. There are more of us whom have 
been through a spontaneous awakening that do not chose to post. Usually we 
hear from those who have practiced yoga and/or have had shakipat given by a 
Guru. A few come forward to say that they had a spontaneous awakening. 
Strange how we seem to be thrown into the pit of kundalini activity when we 
haven't a clue.
 
When mine first started, I was not prepared for what followed. It took 
several years before I found kundalini came calling with no forewarning... 
or did she? Now in retrospect, I really think I had an inkling many years 
ago but paid no heed to it. Once hearing music when it was not there, again 
a voice speaking from nowhere, and yet a wee jolt months before the actual 
kundalini activity started. Out of body experiences, dreams of flying 
through space, and a feeling of something about to happen, but what?   John 
White's book was a blessing inasmuch as it cleared up all those dreams, and 
other sensations I was going through... It was just one of those things, 
you pick up a book and buy it with no idea as to why... you just do it! 
That's where they answers come in, still you have a little doubt about your 
sanity... even when you do a comparison, but they dream sequence was the 
clincher, and this I could not deny or pass off as my imagination. 
 
>Later.....much later...I did read some of G. Krishnas books....and he 
described his fear and terror as a part of the process.....and I have read 
other books too that have described this....I have to admit...I would love 
for my experience to be one of exstasy....and of love and light...
 
At least Gopi K had worked to raise his kundalini for a very long time 
through meditation and spiritual practices as many do, difference being, he 
had no master to advise him. I can relate to that as well. If one doesn't 
know what is happening then how does one know they  need a master to bring 
them along? I didn't, and I doubt that you did either.  And no, I didn't 
have the ecstasy either, just a quick bolt of electric-like current up the 
spine and that was it... for a couple of days and then the activity began. 
It still continues twelve years later, and I guess that if it should go 
dormant, I would really miss it. There seems to be by-products of the 
awakening, I know of one, but I'm still awaiting others.
 
Just to let you are not alone.
 
Peace 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 17:50:06 
From: onarresATnospaminreach.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: An Observation 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970908175006.2ccfb7c6ATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
 Hello all, 
 As Kurt so aptly put it, one of the first indication is the hands. I had 
the same thing years before K announced its arrival. I had never put it in 
its proper prospective until this very day. Had I known about kundalini, I 
may have had an inkling... about the hands, and the energy.
 
>As I've been taught it, in Qi Gong vibration in the hands is one of the 
first signs of Qi activity - often the palms and underside of the fingers 
become speckled with red and white . I've often wondered ``so where do we 
go from here?'' myself. I got a good answer from a Zen roshi one time who 
said: ``Don't focus on your own energy but on the energy of the universe 
>around you.'' The world can certainly use some more Qi. When the ego drops 
out of the picture then every day offers occasions for grounding, offering 
solace and healing, others with your piece of the universal energy.  
> 
>I've also begun to believe that your qi/prana can be used as a medium for 
others (dare I say higher beings?) to heal. I took a course from Erik 
Voormans in a style of healing similar to what Barbara Brennan is teaching. 
It seemed to me that in this approach my energy field was the base material 
that other beings used to heal. This was very uplifting. 
>Mangalam 
>Kurt
 
Recently I heard from a friend who does healing and he said that he was 
doing a different type of healing. I asked him if he thought that 
angelic/higher beings were coming in helping him with his healing. I am 
currently awaiting his reply.
 
love 'n light   dor 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 21:25:07 -0400 
From: Gabrielle Kortsch <gabrielle.kortschATnospamworldnet.att.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: kundalini or suicidal? (Huichol work of art) 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.32.19970908212507.0069f520ATnospampostoffice.worldnet.att.net> 
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At 03:31 PM 9/8/97 +0000, DouglasMFATnospamaol.com wrote: (in reference to an 
attachment)
 
>has anyone seen anything like the conical being on the bottom left?  just 
>curious...because this matches a vision of mine to the tee. 
>-d 
>
 
This is a Huichol (Mexican Indian) work generally made with yarn and in 
highly vivid colors. The four cones represent (I believe from what I 
remember about this art form) sacred objects, amongst others spirit, corn 
and the peyote plant. I am trying to locate a tiny book I have on the 
subject, but which is eluding my grasp.
 
Regards, Gabrielle 
What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a 
butterfly. Richard Bach 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 19:58:54 +0100 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: "by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>" <onarresATnospaminreach.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: New/Spiritual Emergency 
Message-ID: <34144AEC.6365ATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote: 
>  
> CDeepa, 
>  
> Please allow me a comment here... I was in the same boat, up the preverbal 
> creek, without the paddles for a long time. There are more of us whom have 
> been through a spontaneous awakening that do not chose to post. Usually we 
> hear from those who have practiced yoga and/or have had shakipat given by a 
> Guru. A few come forward to say that they had a spontaneous awakening. 
> Strange how we seem to be thrown into the pit of kundalini activity when we 
> haven't a clue.
 
It isn't going to be even slightly unusual for this to happen to people 
in this decade, and beyond. The energies are increasing and many will 
have your experience. This is why it is important for each person to 
really do the work to learn about getting connected into those higher 
centers. The main reason for this is to detach from so much personal 
thought and emotion so that the energies will move and carry the 
soul/spirit into higher frequencies. Eventually one must work and 
balance the lower centers but it helps to have learned the process when 
that happens. 
>  
> 
 
> >Later.....much later...I did read some of G. Krishnas books....and he 
> described his fear and terror as a part of the process.....and I have read 
> other books too that have described this....I have to admit...I would love 
> for my experience to be one of exstasy....and of love and light...
 
Gene Kieffer, the man who worked with Gopi Krishna for many years is a 
friend now. You are welcome to write and talk to him if you would like. 
Gene is a dedicated servant to humanity and has got much of what has 
been done in research and the foundation started for kundalini.  
>  
> At least Gopi K had worked to raise his kundalini for a very long time 
> through meditation and spiritual practices as many do, difference being, he
 
It is all a process, if you detach you won't see it as either good or 
bad, positive or negative, instead it will be just movement that you 
observe and learn through. Gloria 
> 
Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 09:01:07 PDT 
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, JLewis7639ATnospamaol.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini or Suicidal? 
Message-ID: <19970908160107.17271.qmailATnospamhotmail.com> 
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>For the past year, I have been primary caregiver to my ex-husband who  
>has had Multiple Sclerosis for about 10 years.  The past 3 years his  
>illness has gotten progressively worse, and he is paralyzed from the  
>waist down and sometimes loses control of his hands too.  He battles  
>constant pain and depression but refused all medications.  He  
>meditates 4-6  or more hours per day, listening to music.  When he  
>was in the hospital for a year and a half, he told me about hearing  
>the nurses' and patient's inner thoughts which were all negative.   
>Now he talks about "entities" he has become sensitive to in our house  
>which cause him to "double talk himself" or tell him to "do it". The  
>other night he started beating the chair and when I ask him what was 
>going on, he said the "entity" would leave him alone if he got angry.  
> He thinks the entities have control over me too, which cause me to  
>get angry with him.  He talks to himself and laughs at nothing.  He  
>has nightmares almost every night and wakes up to "see persons"  
>trying to kill him.  He has talked about death a lot recently,  
>although he hasn't actually talked about killing himself.  My  
>question is whether this could be a kundalini experience or does he  
>need professional help or both? 
> 
>Michelle
 
Michelle,
 
Short answer "both."  It is possible that your husband has had certain  
brain centers open as a result of Kundalini process. This would allow  
him to see astral beings as well as hear them. Not all astrals are good,  
some are very evil. If your husband is dealing with such creatures they  
will only go away when they want to go. 
 
If you can find a counselor that works with individuals having  
spiritual/kundalini related issues that would be best. Under the current  
diagnosis guidelines spiritual emergence problems are recognized but not  
all psychologists are up on them or on how to deal with them.  If you  
can get a counselor in your area that is involved in an organization  
like the Spiritual Emergence Network (SEN) you'd stand a better chance  
of getting someone qualified in the field.
 
If you strike out going through Yahoo or other search engine contact me  
directly with your address (and if not in a large city the nearest city)  
so we can try to locate someone near you and I'll see what information I  
can get for you. I have a friend who is, or at least was, the regional  
coordinator for SEN in my part of the country and she will have a  
directory.
 
Due to personal conflicts I will be irregular in getting on the web and  
checking my may for a while but will try to check as often as possible.
 
You have my admiration for your strength and courage. Nobility is  
earned, it is not something one is born to. You seem to have earned it.
 
Namaste,
 
Joe
 
 
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Date: Mon, 08 Sep 1997 08:25:35 PDT 
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, awp.win-winATnospamsympatico.ca 
Subject: Re: 2 questions  
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Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 13:22:37 
From: awp <awp.win-winATnospamsympatico.ca> (by way of Mystress Angelique  
Serpent 
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To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: 2 questions 
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>Hello, 
>I have 2 questions for the list. The first is- How do symbols relate  
>to Kundalini? Has any one any experience in this realm?
 
Not too sure on all symbols but yantras are both an expression of  
Kundalini revealed patterns and an aid to entering a chakra or nadi or  
opening a brain center associated with that yantra. Some of us gain more  
help from yantras than others and some of us are more apt to see them (I  
have a friend who first saw Sri Yantra in meditation, it was later she  
saw a picture of it). Yantras haven't been a part of my path so I've  
said all I safely can on the subject.
 
Namaste,
 
Joe
 
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Date: Tue, 9 Sep 1997 11:02:23 -0400 (EDT) 
From: DouglasMFATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: RE: (Huichol work of art) 
Message-ID: <970909110056_1819988424ATnospamemout08.mail.aol.com>
 
I'm sorry I should have provided more information on this...you can find the 
web page where many of their beautiful yarn paintings are at 
http://www.leonardo.net/huicholart/ 
Thanks for all your insight...now I don't feel so awkward about what I saw. 
 I consider it very special to have shared that with other people and 
although its meaning at the time is vague, i am sure someday things will come 
together.
 
I'm sorry about the attachment thingy...i really didn't know we couldn't do 
that. 
I'll be more careful in the future.
 
the final peace completes the whole 
-d
 
 
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http://members.tripod.com/~douglasmf/index-2.html 
Date: Tue, 9 Sep 1997 08:44:34 -1000 (HST) 
From: Raja Bose <sun1212ATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center  
Message-Id: <199709091844.IAA13858ATnospamhaleakala.aloha.net>
 
I feel that we need localized community centers where folks can get to 
know each other face to face, first face to face then move out to other 
regions.  Drugs could be used at these gatherings.
 
Drugs give us a glimpse of a better future.  I think the violence or 
"unspirituality"(what about robin hood?) is the result of the frustrations 
in the gap of what the present situation is and what could be.
 
Why do we have receptor cites in the brain that are filled with certain 
vegetable kingdome plants?  Why do we as humans seem to want to distance 
ourselves from the mother vegetable earth kingdome?  Why do we want to 
move away from nature, the nature that sustains us.  Why do we not 
worship the certain psycoactive plants that give us these visions of 
god, the whole, the over mind.  
 
 
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