1997/09/04  17:10  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #430 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 430
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: energy place, (ENcircle) 
  God 
  Re: Buddhism, heart sutra in particular 
  Re: Buddhism, heart sutra in particular 
  Just a bit more on martyrdom 
  Re: Just a bit more on martyrdom 
  Re: the masses 
  An Observation 
  Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit 
  Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit 
  Re: ghost. 
  Re: fable and EGO 
  Judgement 
  Re: God 
  Re: Judgement 
  Re: Judgement 
  Re: An Observation 
  Re: An Observation 
  2 questions 
  Re: Judgement 
  Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit 
Date: Wed, 03 Sep 1997 23:11:34 
From: "jh2owbmATnospammoa.net" <jh2owbmATnospammoa.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: energy place, (ENcircle) 
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Thank you for the reply.
 
I will set up an altar of my own in tribute to GOD the MOTHER and ME 
and it will include all of you as well and everything and everywhere.
 
I will read some of the posts we(the list) have written to sanctify it.
 
Yah, I had to ask. 
Somtimes I need a smack upside the head to wake me up.
 
>(^not true. the energy is there; dormant. not gone. just left not in use. 
>(^that energy lies waiting to link up anywhere you want it! 
>(^ make a sacred space yourself. re-charge/re-pair the one left by the girl, 
>(^ if it suits you. You seem to remember that space with fondness..  
>(^which is ALways a plus when setting up sacred dialog spots.
 
>(^no more knowing. blocks the learning. no suggestions. just options. 
>(^ what you choose is your own path generater.  
>(^but with too little back-up data, many folks are too timid to move 
forwards. 
>> 
> 
>(^that space you found? they used to be EVERYWHERE. 
>(^what happened to them?  
>(^..television.  
>(^american human's focus turned away from organic altar creation 
>(^and towards the simpler method of take: no give: namely? 
>(^ absorbing prana via un-natural resources, fabricated by others  
>(^to entertain while possibly enlightening, too. 
> 
>(^  the largest dillusion humans seem to face,  
>(^is the belief that "making points" is the goal of "following" spiritual 
>linkpaths. 
> 
>(^storys  MUST have a "point".. right? (yeah, right.. then what's left?)
 
>(^life /memory/places/events\training\actions\repercussions\memory 
>(^just a series of points. dots. quadrant lables. 
 
>>(^you want to know where to find new sacred space? 
>(^1. everywhere you bother to focus. newer area to find?  
>(^2. webspace(altars) 
>(^3. gif+jpegs (fetishes) 
>(^4. newsgroups (beings) 
> 
>(^uh... was that clear enough folks?  
>(^no word games to de-pointalize the picture? 
> 
>(^go0DD. I need to stop typing like this.  
>(^It leaves me drained of energy to make blunt statements 
>(^that come across arrogant, instead of superfluous.
 
What's the point?  :)
 
What a blessing it is to be with such a group of people to keep us awake. 
A nice thought from Ruth.
 
Sometimes I just want to spout off about how good it feels to be HERE, NOW. 
But I keep my mouth closed because I would probably ramble useless 
information that most people can't use.  Thanks for being understanding.
 
Ahh.  I'm going to have a gotorade now.
 
mtmindATnospamusa.net 
Date: Thu, 4 Sep 1997 01:19:01 -0800 (AKDT) 
From: maeror <fsjra5ATnospamaurora.alaska.edu> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: God 
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Perhaps someone can clarify something for me...
 
Who is God?
 
What is God?
 
If God was himself created, does he pray to his creator?  Does he ask for 
guidance or must he find his own answers?
 
Please don't respond with GOD IS LOVE, THE CREATOR, et cetera.  Be as 
detailed as you can, avoid quoting religious documents (IAM), and keep 
the usage of metaphors and analogies at a minimum.  :-)
 
-- 
"what we call human nature in actuality is human habit" 
-Jewel Kilcher? 
Date: Thu, 4 Sep 1997 16:43:02 +0500 (GMT+0500) 
From: "S.R.Peswani" <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> 
To: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
Cc: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU>, 
 Kurt Keutzer <keutzerATnospamsynopsys.com>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Buddhism, heart sutra in particular 
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On Wed, 3 Sep 1997, Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
 
>   I think it is rather, Ram's inner voice commenting on his humility.. he 
> is a buddhist scholar, he is studying buddhism, isn't he? So he hasn't got 
> all the answers yet and avoids titles? A scholar is not a person who has 
> finished studying, it is a person who IS studying. Whether he goes to the 
> U. of Buddah or the U. of Life/kundalini makes little difference. He has 
> the blue fire scholarship, sponsored by Goddess.. 
> 	Blessings, A. 
> At 21:41 03/09/97 -0700, Ken McFarland wrote: 
> >At 09:39 AM 9/4/97 +0500, S.R.Peswani wrote: 
> >> ram also refuses to accept himself as buddhist scholar. 
> > 
  
comments were made on three mistakes commited by ram on the sloka ""gate,  
gate....." 
one... that it is in sanskrit and not pali 
two ... word para is parasm 
three.. meaning of swaha is not all hail 
 ram immediately remembered that Kurt is right atleast in two of  
these mistakes and may be in third as well . So comments were expected  
from ram. 
Am I right dear Angelique? 
EGOIST RAM 
Date: Thu, 4 Sep 1997 17:00:07 +0500 (GMT+0500) 
From: "S.R.Peswani" <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> 
To: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU> 
Cc: Kurt Keutzer <keutzerATnospamsynopsys.com>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, 
 keutzerATnospamsynopsys.com 
Subject: Re: Buddhism, heart sutra in particular 
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On Wed, 3 Sep 1997, Ken McFarland wrote:
 
> At 09:39 AM 9/4/97 +0500, S.R.Peswani wrote: 
>  
> >	Kurt,  
> >	you must be right. ram is no scholar , nor has he written all  
> >this for anyone. ram has written it probably for himself 
>  
> Ram, I love this part of your response! 
>  
> > ram also refuses to accept himself as buddhist scholar. 
>  
> But this part?  
> Has someone suggested to you that you are a buddhist scholar? 
> Is there a touch of ego creeping in here? 
> We all need some strokes. 
> I know I sure do! 
>  
> May you live in Peace, Love, and Joy, 
> Ken 
>  
>  
 ram is confused. ram wrote on "gate, gate..." ram also wrote in  
the same letter on vipassana meditaion , on Guatam Buddha. 
 Kurt suggested that there is Buddhist forum for buddhist scholars  
where  etc. etc.  
 ram felt the message is for him. On the path of ram there is  
bound to be ego. ram considers meaning of God and Ego same. read my many  
letters. 
   SO RAM ACCEPTS EGGOISM AS HIS GODNESS. 
Thanks Ken 
ram 
Date: Thu, 4 Sep 1997 07:04:45 -0500 
From: jeannegATnospamicon.net (Jeanne Garner) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Just a bit more on martyrdom 
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Hi all, thought I'd add one more comment on martyrdom.  It really is not 
limited to just women.  Many men, as well, are "cut down in their prime" as 
the saying goes--and many times, just as with the women, their life's work 
is actually energized in the process.  Martin Luther King comes to 
mind--would the civil rights movement have done as well if he'd lived?  JFK, 
for all his flaws, also left a legacy of humanitarianism that might not have 
survived had he lived: the scandals, surely, would have come out and clouded 
the good he initiated.  What about the middle-eastern peacemaker, Sadat? 
And so on.  
 
I'm not saying martyrdom is the preferred way to get something done, but it 
is one way.  I don't think it's for me, but who knows what agreements my 
soul made before I was incarnated without the benefit of remembering the 
pacts I've made?
 
   Jeanne     
 ==-* My stars! 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 08:07:33 +0100 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: Jeanne Garner <jeannegATnospamicon.net> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Just a bit more on martyrdom 
Message-ID: <340E5E33.4515ATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
>  
> I'm not saying martyrdom is the preferred way to get something done, but it 
> is one way.  I don't think it's for me, but who knows what agreements my 
> soul made before I was incarnated without the benefit of remembering the 
> pacts I've made? 
>  
>           Jeanne 
>                ==-* My stars!
 
I watched an interview with Michael Caine last night, he said even 
though he knew Diana socially, nobody knew how she much she was really 
loved. He believed there is no one that has reached into the hearts of 
men and women around the world more then she. And even though she was a 
commoner from the Royals point of view, her dad was only an Earl, she 
carried the true Royal Blood more so then the Royals who are not really 
that aware. She set an example that they would have to acknowledge that 
far surpasses their awareness of what could be. Gloria 
Date: Thu, 4 Sep 1997 11:11:45 -0400 (EDT) 
From: SKidder333ATnospamaol.com 
To: mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com 
cc: awp.win-winATnospamsympatico.ca, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: the masses 
Message-ID: <970904111129_1087480882ATnospamemout03.mail.aol.com>
 
Alcoholics Anonymous had a set of 12 Traditions that have enabled it to 
continue despite all the huge egos that gather and recover in its name.  The 
11th Tradition reads:  "Our public relations policy is based on attraction 
rather than promotion; we need always maintain personal anonymity at the 
level of press, radio and films."   
Perhaps this wisdom might apply to your promotional ideas....perhaps not. 
 Love in the Spirit, Sylvia 
Date: Thu, 4 Sep 97 18:09:07 +0200 
From: Edward Visse <Edward.VisseATnospamwblab.lu.se> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: An Observation 
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I am not sure I have an active kundalini, so probably it is not. I can see 
parts of the human aura sometimes, had a few minor obe's. Lately I noticed 
that if I close my hands it feels a bit congested (I don't know how to 
describe it in another way). It feels much better to open my hands, so many 
times a day I get conscious of it and open my hands. When I was younger I 
also 'closed' my feet (toes curled inward) alot and still do that 
sometimes. And it is the same there, it feels much better to open up.
 
So I was wondering what this feeling really is. Am I slowing down the 
energy flow when I close my hand/feet?
 
any comments?
 
Edward
 
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Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 04:01:22 
From: Carl J R Johansson <cjjohansATnospamcc.helsinki.fi> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit 
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On 1 Sep 1997, Sen Ashanka/AIS spa/IT wrote:
 
> Hi, 
>  
> You wrote ... 
> >Our life isn't something that is done to us.  If this life was Diana's 
soul's 
> >only shot, yes it might read like a fictional tragedy.  But I thought 
one of 
> >the concepts of reincarnation is that we choose our life chores ourselves. 
> > How come the theory of karma flies out the window when we talk about real 
> >life cases?  I notice that no one who talks about being a victim wants 
to say 
> >it was a karmic debt, even when claiming to buy into the reicarnation 
> >package.    
>  
>  
> Well, the fact is that the theory of karma is the only theory that will 
hold  
> good in  
> this case. 
>  
>  
> We are, and will always be a result of our past and present. This full 
Universe 
> is the result of the past, and so are we. We are entirely, fully and  
> unconditionally 
> responsible for our fate and actions. We do get emotional and throw theories 
> "out of the window" , but that is only our emotions and sentiments. The 
truth  
> remains 
> intact. All our life is the result of our past, imediate or the future. 
This is  
> what gives 
> meaning to our lives. We are the "Captain of our fates". Anything 
contrary to  
> this 
> would only be sentimental and illogical. 
>  
Yesterday I came to realize that the reason I'm in a body might be to 
evolve myself through my physical actions, that that is the only way  
to accomplish it. Before this I have for years tried to change myself 
through willpower alone (for reasons I don't care to mention here) but 
in the end usually ended up only with blocked chakras (it would have 
to be constantly applied to work if it's not supported by corresponding 
behaviour and thought patterns). Maybe this is a controversial topic for a 
Kundalini list, after all don't you people believe on the contrary that 
one simply has to invest willpower into the root chakra to evolve? 
I saw some glance of this at a New Age web page and have also read it 
in books as diverse as Swedenborg's and Rudolf Steiner's, we don't 
actually have a ready-made 'higher self', only a 'casual body' which 
aids us in building it (and it can of course be partially completed in 
a given life, with maybe some independence of it's own). Any thoughts on 
this? 
I believe that my (re-?)discovery is also the point behind some Christian 
teaching, if you follow the Law of Moses in your life (not with some false 
motive of course, like appeasing some human) I believe you will eventually 
develop love in yourself automatically. (The Buddhist teachings of  
inaction don't appear to strive for the same goal. The purpose there  
might be to receive 'Light' instead.) I suppose technically speaking 
you become a proper vessel for this energy, and a bad motive would somehow  
involve the ego into blocking it. But is there any religious system 
which would train one to receive the first ray vibration? (Not that I  
would like to try it of course, this ray has apparently yet to manifest in 
full.)
 
cj 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 04:01:03 
From: Carl J R Johansson <cjjohansATnospamcc.helsinki.fi> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit 
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On Mon, 1 Sep 1997, M wrote:
 
> we need to see willful women suceed and lead long full lives.  It is one of 
> the directions I thought human evolution was headed in just now. And, 
> perhaps it still is, but she did not choose to model that. 
 
If this would happen I believe men would have to develop a weak will 
accordingly, and society would have to become matriarchal in order to keep 
up the attraction (and continued procreation of the species, I 
suspect nature isn't aware of test tubes ;) ). Basic Yin-Yang. Not to be 
seen as woman-bashing or something similar (though I also suspect some 
will try hard to see it as such), just a reflection.
 
I freely admit however (as some might have suspected) that it might be 
difficult for me personally to live in such a society, I have experienced 
a number of put-downs by assertive women in my life already (most notably 
my step-mother). Not wishing to spoil the mailing list with some gender 
war, and hoping that respondents do not wish that either (so let's try to 
stay even-minded, shall we?). 
 
cj 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 12:17:00 
From: SchrLLATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: ghost. 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970904121700.3a07c37eATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
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I had a friend once who could see auras and one day when I was feeling 
expecially good, she remarked that my aura was very bright and much larger 
than usual. A few days later, I was experiencing a problem with my mom and 
the disagreement left me feeling angry and frustrated, probably a little hurt 
too. Then my friend remarked that my aura was barely visible when my emotions 
were so negative. That describes, to me, the difference in my 'feeling' of 
openness which I believe led to the rising of my K. Linda 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 12:18:27 
From: SchrLLATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: fable and EGO 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970904121827.4907a22eATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
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If ego is the Prince of this world, then are you saying that to live in this 
world, we must have an ego? Let us hope it at least a Healthy One!    Linda 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 12:30:23 
From: "Duncan, Mark" <duncanmATnospamemh22.eustis.army.mil> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Judgement 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970904123023.4907d6f4ATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
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It seems to me that there is a lot of bickering on the list.  The 
bickering has a physical effect on me...  ...upset stomach, tension, 
etc.
 
I would sit here saying how can they judge what this person said as if 
they were THE AUTHORITY on the subject.
 
Then it occurred to me...   ...I WAS JUDGING TOO!  Extreme distress :-(
 
The more I thought about it the more I found that I judge with every 
thought.  It seems to me that every electrical or photon impulse going 
through my brain/mind was in some form a judgement.  This displeases me 
greatly.  I don't want to be judgmental.
 
When people ask me what happened, I usually say things like - it appears 
and it is their' reality.
 
By the way is there anything universal about reality?  You know, we all 
believe and perceive in the same way?  I know I am just hung up in not 
wanting to be wrong.  All of this thinking is giving me a headache.
 
I like Pooh in The Tao of Pooh.  Pooh didn't have to be, he just was.
 
So what does this have to do with Kundalini?  Doesn't K uproot all 
preconceived notions of self and the environment of self?  Or do I need 
a melatonin supplement or something.  I be confoosed!  Need input!
 
Mark C. Duncan 
Network Engineer 
Information Technology Solutions, Inc. 
Building 2797, Ft. Eustis, VA  
757.878.1580 or 1589 
duncanmATnospamemh22.eustis.army.mil 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 12:23:54 
From: "Tom n' Lisa" <efs2dayATnospampe.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: God 
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> Date:          Thu, 4 Sep 1997 01:19:01 -0800 (AKDT) 
> From:          maeror <fsjra5ATnospamaurora.alaska.edu> 
> To:            kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
> Subject:       God
 
> Perhaps someone can clarify something for me... 
>  
> Who is God? It has occured to me very recently that God is a  
metaphore, for the divine wisdom that exists in every person who has  
the ability to extend thier imagination beyond socially acceptable  
limits. 
>  
> What is God? 
>  
> If God was himself created, does he pray to his creator?  Does he ask for 
> guidance or must he find his own answers? If I am to believe in  
God, then I must believe in myself.  God, is like me, and in humour,  
lends guidance via the lessons in life that I choose to understand  
fully.  And when my experience has not clearly expained itself to me,  
I try to find metaphore in the lifes of the people in my life and  
"listen" again for the primer via thier like situations.  I wonder if  
then, God recognises the uniqueness of me, and you, and must ask us  
for guidance with regard to guiding us?  I have 2 children and I must  
use a different approach with my lesson plan for them, and I am not  
above asking for thier opinion regarding misunderstanding of values I  
seek to instill. 
>  
> Please don't respond with GOD IS LOVE, THE CREATOR, et cetera.  Be as 
> detailed as you can, avoid quoting religious documents (IAM), and keep 
> the usage of metaphors and analogies at a minimum.  :-) 
>  
> -- 
> "what we call human nature in actuality is human habit" Thank you  
for this question.  I have given this topic considerable research and  
thought, and would welcome discussion to further facilitate my  
theory.  Nature is the properties of matter, that respond to  
variables, and thier frequency.  Humans have fixed properties, and  
then with diet, excersise, atmospheric pressure changes, emotional  
charges, it would be very easy to get "confused"  And so I wonder if  
we then resort to our "habit" or what I call training, in our effort  
to atleast feel comfortable.  After all, I myself and probably  
everyone I know, has been aware of the negative effects of thier  
"bad" habits, and yet, the comfort in self admonishment is  
paradoxically the reward for "failing" to contest the habit.  And so  
I also wonder if human beings can first learn the chemical  
composition of thier fixed properties, the reactions that take place  
within thier "phsycie" when variebles (food,excersise,another  
reasonnounce) are introduced, and  then had the skill to compute a knewn 
or reasonable outcome, would it be more likely for those periods of  
inertia to subside? 
> -Jewel Kilcher? 
>  
> Thank you for these well timed, questions.....Lisa Marie 
Date: Thu, 4 Sep 1997 15:14:14 -0500 (CDT) 
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.) 
To: "Duncan, Mark" <duncanmATnospamemh22.eustis.army.mil> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Judgement 
Message-Id: <199709042014.PAA20083ATnospamdfw-ix6.ix.netcom.com>
 
> 
>The more I thought about it the more I found that I judge with every 
>thought.  It seems to me that every electrical or photon impulse going 
>through my brain/mind was in some form a judgement.  This displeases  
me 
>greatly.  I don't want to be judgmental.
 
A wonderful Buddhist teacher named Charlotte Joko Beck writes about  
this a lot and recommends a practice where when you find yourself  
judging just label it mentally "judging" and then let it go without  
giving it any more energy than that.  If you judge yourself for judging  
(an elemental activity of the human brain) then you're amping up the  
whole predicament.  Holly 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 16:30:11 -0400 
From: David Bozzi <david.bozziATnospamsnet.net> 
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: Judgement 
Message-ID: <340F1A53.1E9BATnospammail.snet.net> 
 
Duncan, Mark (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:
 
> Then it occurred to me...   ...I WAS JUDGING TOO!  Extreme distress :-( 
>  
> The more I thought about it the more I found that I judge with every 
> thought.  It seems to me that every electrical or photon impulse going 
> through my brain/mind was in some form a judgement.  This displeases me 
> greatly.
 
Every judgment we endorse is a brick in a wall we build 
between us. We cannot know our divinity while we judge. 
Ego is judgment. The source of all pain. Each judgment we condone 
is testimony that we are weak. 
 
> I don't want to be judgmental.
 
When we judge that we don't want to judge . . . 
Hmmmm . . .
 
  
> When people ask me what happened, I usually say things like - it appears 
> and it is their' reality.
 
If it is personal, it is not their reality but our illusion. 
 
 
> By the way is there anything universal about reality?  You know, we all 
> believe and perceive in the same way? 
 
Only in the sense that belief and perception are delusional. 
Knowledge is something else, though . . .
 
> Doesn't K uproot all 
> preconceived notions of self and the environment of self? 
 
That is a matter of intent.
 
> I be confoosed!  Need input!
 
Need. 
We run away from it like the plague. 
But it remains. 
We attempt to fill this need with a form. 
Something with a limit. An edge. 
When the need persists we question the whole process 
of trying to fill this infinite need with things. 
Things that change and always fade away.
 
What doesn't fade away? 
What is not limited?
 
If such exists, would we know while we judge? 
Date: Thu, 4 Sep 1997 17:30:15 -0400 (EDT) 
From: PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: An Observation 
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In a message dated 97-09-04 12:11:16 EDT, Edward writes:
 
<<  It feels much better to open my hands, so many times a day I get 
conscious of it and open my hands... it feels much better to open up.  So I 
was wondering what this feeling really is. Am I slowing down the energy flow 
when I close my hand/feet? >>
 
I'm also wondering about the energy in the hands.  Now that I'm getting my 
act together enough to meditate and do yoga fairly regularly, my hands 
sometimes feel like they have a life of their own.  They certainly have an 
intensified feeling of energy or vibration.  So what next?  Try to move the 
energy somewhere else?  Ignore it?  Hatch eggs?
 
Peg  
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 17:44:28 -0400 
From: David Bozzi <david.bozziATnospamsnet.net> 
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: An Observation 
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Edward Visse wrote:
 
> Lately I noticed 
> that if I close my hands it feels a bit congested (I don't know how to 
> describe it in another way). It feels much better to open my hands, so many 
> times a day I get conscious of it and open my hands. When I was younger I 
> also 'closed' my feet (toes curled inward) alot and still do that 
> sometimes. And it is the same there, it feels much better to open up. 
>  
> So I was wondering what this feeling really is. Am I slowing down the 
> energy flow when I close my hand/feet? 
>  
> any comments? 
 
 
In holotropic breath work a typical manifestation is clenched 
hands and or feet. Generally, clenching of the feet corresponds 
to an abstract attachment. The clenching of hands corresponds to 
a very specific attachment. From this perspective, is it possible you  
may be in the process of releasing some specific attachment or pattern?
 
David 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 13:22:37 
From: awp <awp.win-winATnospamsympatico.ca> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: 2 questions 
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Hello, 
 I have 2 questions for the list. The first is- How do symbols relate to 
Kundalini? Has any one any experience in this realm?
 
The second is not really related (but this is such a resorceful list!) 
Does any one recognise the following "things" as ANYTHING? 
They are continually being entered on my E-mail files as a new file. 
I am unable to recognise them and have not created these files myself.
 
Here is the latest mystery :XU244FB9.TMP 
XVAR8SA3.TMP 
XVNAGB1G.TMP 
Help, 
Grrrl Jonah (Job) 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 14:58:54 
From: John Living <jlivingATnospamdirect.ca> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Judgement 
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Mark Duncan : At 12:30 PM 9/4/97, you wrote: 
>It seems to me that there is a lot of bickering on the list.  
>Then it occurred to me...   ...I WAS JUDGING TOO!  Extreme distress :-( 
>..... 
>The more I thought about it the more I found that I judge with every 
>thought.  It seems to me that every electrical or photon impulse going 
>through my brain/mind was in some form a judgement.  This displeases me 
>greatly.  I don't want to be judgmental. 
>.....
 
Mark
 
As humans we have been given the right of choice. Unless we learn to judge, 
we cannot properly exerceise the right of choice.
 
Whatever happens, if it is of interest to us then we should look at it 
carefully and understand as much as possible about the occurence.
 
It is essential, however, to be completely open minded - and to observe from 
as many view points as possible.
 
We must also (and perhaps most important) recognise that in most cases we 
only know a subset of the full circumstances, and hence our judgement may 
not be correct.
 
But given what we do know, we can say "well, if I was in that position, my 
choice would be ..."; then if at some later time we are faced with a similar 
situation, we will be prepared to some extent.
 
The more that one exercises the mind in this way, the better able you are to 
make decisions.
 
But if one goes further and allows oneself to 'pass judgement' on (i.e. to 
make public the fact that you consider yourself the final authority on the 
subject (or other person's actions) then one is well on the way to being 
pilloried as a bigot !
 
John 
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 18:54:15 -0400 
From: David Bozzi <david.bozziATnospamsnet.net> 
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit 
Message-ID: <340F3C17.91AATnospammail.snet.net> 
 
Carl J R Johansson (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:
 
> I saw some glance of this at a New Age web page and have also read it 
> in books as diverse as Swedenborg's and Rudolf Steiner's, we don't 
> actually have a ready-made 'higher self', only a 'casual body' which 
> aids us in building it (and it can of course be partially completed in 
> a given life, with maybe some independence of it's own). Any thoughts on 
> this?
 
In every single cell of your body lies all the genetic information 
to make a new duplicate body. 
In a hologram, you can cut the film up into ever smaller 
pieces and still you will have a perspective of the whole object that 
was photographed. 
  
We are continuously created complete. 
This view that we are incomplete and must become complete is pure 
illusion. Why? This view in order to be true would require that time 
be an actuality. The only thing we cannot do is change what we are. 
Our divinity is forever complete. Through intent, We can however, 
indulge 
in the illusion and experience of the contrary. 
 
Self discovery is seeing the illusion as illusion and coming to 
Truth directly.Or a remembering of what had been forgotten in the 
inquiry 
to alternatives of Reality. (is there such a thing?)
 
On the truest level THERE IS NO TIME!
 
If this Perfect Timeless Being creates nothing but Itself, 
where does this leave space for imperfect offspring, struggling 
to develop into perfection in a process of time?
 
Are these imperfect, weak, isolated, offspring of such a Divine 
entity real? Or just part of the illusion?
 
Love
 
 
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