1997/06/27  22:22  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #293 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 293
 
Today's Topics: 
  on a resource hunt 
  (no subject) 
  Re: (no subject) 
  Transcending 
  Risposta: on a resource hunt 
  Re: Dream 
  Re: Risposta: Ego 
  [Fwd: ]]] 
  New Moon Abundance Meditation 
  re:ego and love - definitions 
  DECLARATION OF NON-INTEREST 
  Esp with any Master guaranteed free and without charge, just 
  ask me it works for me. 
  Risposta: Transcending 
  Sailing.. 
  Re: Burning my ass.. 
  Re: Assembly of Wisdom 
  Psychological Processing of Pain 
  Midnight's Children 
  Re: ego and love 
  Re: Pot Wisdom 
Date: Thu, 26 Jun 1997 20:47:45 -0700 (PDT) 
From: susan carlson <carlsonsATnospamrocketmail.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: on a resource hunt 
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dear k-friends,
 
i am looking for any references to anything regarding k that is not 
Eastern/Western/patrifocal in character. . . i.e. celtic, 
pagan,african, 
matrifocal, whatever.
 
thank you,
 
susan 
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Date: Thu, 26 Jun 1997 21:12:14 -0700 
From: Pamela <pamelaATnospamserv.net> 
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: (no subject) 
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UNSIBSCRIBE !!!! 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 06:08:46 -0700 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: Pamela <pamelaATnospamserv.net> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: (no subject) 
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Pamela wrote: 
  
> UNSIBSCRIBE !!!!
 
Ah Pamela, 
Here for no reason, gone for even less 
and why? 
because I is not You (U)
 
Fare Thee Well
 
Kind Regards 
Lobster 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 01:14:05 
From: "Wright, James  7929" <JwrightATnospamphelpsd.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Transcending 
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  Another discovered forward.. this one is recent..List Mystress.
 
I sit here at my desk 
Observing the cup of coffee I just made
 
It is warm, a light tan color with cream and sugar
 
Sweet, warm, fluid
 
In a few moments I will drink it
 
The sweetwarmfluidness of it will spread through me
 
Coloring my perception a light tan
 
Is it becoming a part of me
 
Or am I being permeated by it?
 
Two sides of the same coin, a merger of existence
 
There is no absolute point of view
 
Sweetwarmfluidtanness is all
 
thanks 
james 
much appreciation of holly, the fish story and those others who search 
Date: 27 Jun 97 10:49:32  
From: Sen Ashanka/AIS spa/IT <Sen_AshankaATnospamAIS01.ais.it> 
To: susan carlson <carlsonsATnospamrocketmail.com> 
Cc: kundalini-l <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Risposta: on a resource hunt 
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Susan,
 
Came across a very interest site with links to a whole lot of other sites on  
mysticism.
 
http://www.hollyfeld.org/~tyagi/Magi/mysticism.html
 
Am sure this would lead you to lots of fantastic places....
 
Cheers and love to all 
Ashanka 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 09:20:10 -0400 
From: PaulATnospamlouisville.lib.ky.us 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Dream 
Message-Id: <E0whawc-0007Mm-00ATnospamiglou1>
 
Dreams of death I usually find to be somewhat auspicious and usually 
represent personal transformation as opposed to actual dreams of someone 
you love dying.
 
Your reference to someone named George dying could be any number of 
things, perhaps even a past life memory emerging through the dream state.
 
Take care,
 
Paul 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 20:12:27 +0500 (GMT+0500) 
From: "S.R.Peswani" <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> 
To: Sen Ashanka/AIS spa/IT <Sen_AshankaATnospamAIS01.ais.it> 
Cc: kundalini-l <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: Risposta: Ego 
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On 26 Jun 1997, Sen Ashanka/AIS spa/IT wrote:
 
> Dear Sunil, 
>  
>  
> ---You wrote---- 
> >  
> >I still feel with "ahankara" will one learn the lessons of UNITY faster.  
> >So Ego is better than the feeling of "I am That" which slows down the  
> >process of evolution. 
> ram>  
>  
>  
> True, we do need our personality and mental strength. But IMHO we must 
> not forget that the walking stick we may use is not us, and when we have  
> no need for it we must walk without these props. The body, senses, mind,  
> intellect and the ego are all tools to help realise the soul or atman. 
>  
> We can learn our lessons of UNITY with these tools in the initial stages,  
> but later these have to be abandoned and the journey continued without 
> them......  
>  
> Cheers and love to all 
> Ashanka 
>  
 I have added further that....this ego consists of kalapas which  
transceds to higher  and higher plane to become BECOMING GOD. 
 So greater the ego greater will be transcedense  and consequently  
greater critical quantity of kalapas. This will result in higher plane, 
 Either one becomes a Guru and merges smaller souls in him , there by  
increasing his ego to become Bodhisatta or Buddha or Becoming God or one  
can take many births and increase his purified ego. It is said that  
Guatam Buddha after enlightment had to travell for many many years to get  
souls for merging. Those souls were called Arahants. It was their ego  
that was merging in him.  
 Christ takes sins or bad karmas on Him by being compassionate from  
his disciples and suffers for his followers purifying their karma ego . 
 Radhaswamy's us this same process. In India all the cults who give  
NAM  to their disciples use the same process. Advantage to those  
disciples is that on their own they have to take many human births and  
suffer on their own, so it is easier to merge their ego in higher soul of  
their Guru. 
  IT IS ONLY THROUGH HUMAN LIFE THAT KALAPS ARE PRODUCED FROM  
MATTER AND ENERGY AND SUM OF THESE KALAPAS IS CALLED EGO. THIS EGO GETS  
MORE AND MORE VIBERATION ELEMENT AFTER PURIFICATION AND TRANSCEDS TO  
MERGE IN BECOMING GOD . THIS CAN BE EXPERIENCED IN MEDITATION. 
 I am still not satisfied with the words that i have written about this  
meditation experience. 
 Say a billion oridinary kalapas merge to transced and become one Super  
Kalapa. This super kalapa will move to higher plane. Time here in this  
plane will dilate and Space will converge. At a still higher plane this  
Super Super Kalapa will become Omni present and all knowing as it will be  
present at each and every space  point at every moment of time. Space  
will converge to one small dot for this Super Super Kalapa and one second  
of time will be like it is eternity for this Super Super Kalapa and then  
It will become GOD. All life is having only this purpose to produce this  
Super Super Kalapa to become from BECOMING GOD to REAL GOD. 
 May be this REAL GOD is already there and tis process of matter and  
energy continues  to convert in viberation  till all matter and energy in  
whole universe merges in HIM. 
 `ram 
>  
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 07:53:33 -0700 
From: Pamela <pamelaATnospamserv.net> 
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
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--  
  .:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:. 
     "Life does not happen to us,  
 it happens from within us." 
    ---- Mike Wickett 
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Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 07:52:37 -0700 
From: Pamela <pamelaATnospamserv.net> 
Organization: A "Spirit" Concepts 
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To: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
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Mystress Angelique,
 
I apologize but the volume of mail I have coming in is just too much. I 
unfortunatly decided to get off of a few lists and since I wasn't very 
active on the K list that was one of the ones to go. I am still getting 
mail. Hopefully after today I won't have write one more unsubscribe. I 
can't figure out why they are all spelled wrong. <scratching my head in 
curiousity> Oh well, sorry to go but ........I'll see you on the 
crystals list though! : o )
 
Pamela (aka Chanda) 
--  
  .:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:. 
     "Life does not happen to us,  
 it happens from within us." 
    ---- Mike Wickett 
  .:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:._.:*~*:. 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 13:16:32 -0400 
From: brenda.asterinoATnospamdragonbbs.com (brenda asterino) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: New Moon Abundance Meditation 
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Am forwarding for all those who may be interested.
 
Brenda
 
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>Date:         Fri, 27 Jun 1997 12:49:47 -0700 
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>From:         Geoffrey Keyte <mcrystalATnospamSNET.NET> 
>Organization: The Mystical Crystal 
>Subject:      New Moon Abundance Meditation 
>To:           HEAL-LATnospamMB.PROTREE.COM 
> 
>Hello, Everyone 
> 
>Just a reminder that next Friday, July 4th, at 8pm EST we shall be 
>holding our next Full Moon Abundance Meditation. 
> 
>Here in the US we know that some of you will already have made social 
>plans because of it being Independence Day - but, whatever you may be 
>doing, wherever you may be, at 8pm EST, please try to join your energies 
>with ours for five or ten minutes. 
> 
>Although it is only a couple of months since we first began our Full Moon 
>and New Moon Abundance Meditations, we know that there are thousands upon 
>thousands of people worldwide - both online and offline - who are uniting 
>their meditative energies with ours. 
> 
>Please send copies of this email to as many of your email friends as 
>possible. 
> 
>Take care 
> 
>All crystal blessings 
> 
>Geoffrey 
> 
Date: 27 Jun 97 10:23:49  
From: Sen Ashanka/AIS spa/IT <Sen_AshankaATnospamAIS01.ais.it> 
To: susan carlson <carlsonsATnospamrocketmail.com> 
Cc: kundalini-l <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: re:ego and love - definitions 
Message-Id: <9706271819.AA1965ATnospamAIS01.ais.it> 
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Susan,
 
It is quite true what your demanding teacher told you about explanation to  
a five year old. Our teachers in our university used to tell us before the  
course that they were teaching the subject in order to learn more about  
it ! They used to explain things to us and even learn from our interpretations,  
something that was extremely motivating in learning.
 
Here's what can be one possible set of explanations to the words.
 
EGO : 
 
The part of our personality that looks at our own individual protection  
excluding everyone 
else or everything else. 
 
Ego manifests in not-so-good display of behaviour.
 
MY body, MY car, MY house, ... do you know who you're talking to - eh ? 
 
LOVE : 
 
The spontaneous feeling to work for and help oneself and others with a feeling 
of inclusion. One does not have to make an effort to act in love, such effort  
come about without thinking, just out of feeling.
 
 
In love there is no "me first" or "me last". In ego there is this thing. They  
are not  
mutually exclusive. Every person has ego and evey person loves. Ego is like 
an armour to a child, gives protection in that stage, but later has to be taken  
and 
thown away because constant wearing of the armour will hamper the growth of 
the child.
 
Love is like a light of wisdom in the darkness of ignorance. Even a little  
light is  
enough to combat all the darkness around. Darkness is scary, but weak in  
front of light. Hatred is the darness that is dispelled with a little love.
 
 
Cheers and love to all 
Ashanka 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 15:42:29 -0400 
From: heidi <heidiATnospamadan.kingston.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: DECLARATION OF NON-INTEREST 
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Hey, kundal(ites),
 
with this, I wish y'all a happy weekend.
 
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.  I want to know what 
you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
 
It doesn't interest me how old you are.  I want to know if you will risk 
looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being 
alive.
 
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.  I want to 
know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been 
opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear 
of further pain!  I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your 
own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it.  I want to know if 
you can be with JOY, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness 
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes 
without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the 
limitations of being human.
 
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true.  I want 
to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can 
bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.  I want to 
know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy.  I want to 
know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty everyday, and if 
you can source your life on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver 
of the full moon,
 
"YES!"
 
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you 
have.  I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and 
despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done for 
the children.
 
It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here.  I want 
to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not 
shrink back.
 
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.  I 
want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. 
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like 
the company you keep in the empty moments.
 
Oriah 
Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder
 
*************************** 
Please pass on the passion         am 
*************************** 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 16:05:16 -0400 
From: vic bonds <wildwingsATnospampeconic.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Esp with any Master guaranteed free and without charge, just 
  ask me it works for me. 
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Dear Kundalinites, 
this is another idea about how 
mental Esp works with masters 
and devotees.
 
Intent is the Eagle to Stalk Ruthlessly  
your Religion with Impeccability and  
Precision...
 
Esp and the Master Teacher
 
Intent is the Eagle to find the Master 
done with Love of the spirit and heart 
will stalk and  find the target 
 even, before you Impeccably  depart, 
but, if you are Ruthlessly stalking, 
with Intent and Impeccability, 
the Mystery Teacher, 
then you can pursue Liberty......
 
If a Sorcerer has an ability to love the many Realities of the many, 
then, he would be able to have Synchronistity or Resonance, 
of thoughtwaves with anyone he has duplication of Realities 
with, on whatever levels of Realities, and Appreciation of  
beauty, and philosophy, re; the life of the spirit, anotherwords 
a formula for spiritual telepathy could be for the Master Teacher 
Sorcerer;
 
 KRC Knowledge, Responsibility and Control
 
(knowledge,responsibility, and control of diverse realities of the 
many.) 
and the formula for the Adepts would be:
 
ARC affinity (Love), Reality, Communication. 
 
(affinity (love), reality, communication, with the Object of Truth, 
the Master Sorcerer.)
 
you must climb the ladder of evolution and growth 
as a spirit, and do the arc then the krc as a Guru.
 
Once you "Marry" your Teacher amd meet in synchronistic 
circumstance, where you have simular hopes and dreams to 
an extent at some part of the spectrum of reality, 
then, so you both don't lose touch you build 
up a series of agreements of love, realities and 
and communicate intensely to build a strong 
reality foundation. 
The Asethetics play such a big part that I can 
almost say that it is the whole reason 
two or more souls can get together. 
It is a high wave length that can altogether 
make or break a link in telepathic. 
so the beauty of a philosophy 
can work wonders and attract like minded 
individuals who have the ability to fly spiritually. 
all they need is the desire and regenerative 
ideals, and they become whole and powerful 
then they learn the correct beliefs and they  
soar the limitless roof while gaining certainty 
of the Truth which enables the reality to stick 
around for as long as they choose....
 
 Ravin' Raven 
  
Intent is the Eagle to find the Master 
done with Love of the spirit and heart 
will stalk and  find the target 
 even, before you Impeccably  depart, 
but, if you are Ruthlessly stalking, 
with Intent and Impeccability, 
the Mystery Teacher, 
then you can pursue Liberty...... 
Date: 27 Jun 97 14:39:11  
From: Sen Ashanka/AIS spa/IT <Sen_AshankaATnospamAIS01.ais.it> 
To: "Wright  James 7929" <JwrightATnospamphelpsd.com> 
Cc: kundalini-l <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Risposta: Transcending 
Message-Id: <9706272222.AA2113ATnospamAIS01.ais.it> 
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--- James wrote ---
 
>Is it becoming a part of me 
> 
>Or am I being permeated by it? 
> 
>Two sides of the same coin, a merger of existence 
> 
>There is no absolute point of view
 
The coffee neither becomes a part of "me" nor do we get permeated  
by it. The body is not "me" and so the coffee being digested into the  
body does not become "me".
 
Just like the clothes one wears does not become "me"...........
 
The normal language has no words to describe the true "me" and so  
one has to resort to negation -- not this ... not that.....
 
Just like cannot exactly describe an OOBE, but we can tell what it is not ....
 
Looks like an absolute point of view, but this is like the story of the Zen  
master  
who was observing two students arguing whether the wind moves or the flag. The  
Zen master said neither moves, it is the mind that moves......
 
Cheers and love to all 
Ashanka 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 15:33:16 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Sailing.. 
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 My slave is taking me away sailing on his yacht this weekend... 
    I am the Admiral of a fleet one big sailboat and one little dinghy.. 
    he is the Captain.. his K. doen nice things on the ocean... 
   I have named my computer "Bodhi Tree"..  
   so I will not be around to do the List Mystress gig.  
 Have a good weekend, everybody..
 
    If you need more info, feel free to write to me at 
kundalini-l-ownerATnospamexecpc.com 
 Love and electric blue K. fire, List Mystress. 
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Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 17:40:51 
From: "Rhavy Davidrajuh" <rhavyATnospamglobalnet.co.uk> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Burning my ass.. 
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Lindewey wrote:
 
> Date: 27 June 1997 04:14 
>  
> Dear Sir/Madam 
> If you think that Shakti doesn't burn, perhaps you had better review  
> the story of Shakti in the Srimad-Bagavatum, and how she chose 
> formlessness through the help of Lord Agni.!! 
>                 I am she who is called Lindewey
 
Hi Lindewey,
 
How can I put it... 
Hmm... Err..... 
It is difficult to say..... 
It is difficult. 
I find it very difficult to admit my lack of knowledge of Srimad-Bagavatum. 
I may be wrong, I think in Srimad-Bagavatum Shakti burns HERSELF in fire 
(Agni) to loose the physical existence. I still believe that she DID NOT 
BURN ANYONE. I will read Srimad-Bagavatum tomorrow and if you are wrong.... 
You better be prepared for some BURNING hot mail from me.
 
Regards, 
SHADOW (in capitals). 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 17:49:02 -0700 
From: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU> 
To: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
Cc: tariqasATnospamworld.std.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca, 
 genius-LATnospamnewciv.org 
Subject: Re: Assembly of Wisdom 
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At 08:19 PM 6/26/97 -0700, E Jason wrote:
 
>A man will fill himself with book-studies and facts.  
> 
>There! You have had your Warning. Now go and find the Assembly of 
>Wisdom. 
 
Thank you. It is truely difficult to give up old scripts.
 
Sincerely, 
Ken 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 17:59:22 -0700 
From: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Psychological Processing of Pain 
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Today I discovered that it is possible to simply "step back" out of painful 
processing or rumination and view the process without pain. It is something 
like being in the projection booth of a theater watching one's own cognitive 
process without the normally attendant affect. This led to the formulation 
of the following typology. I have conceptualized a 7th level and there may 
be other level of which I am not yet aware.
 
Your comments will be appreciated.
 
 TYPOLOGY OF PAIN PROCESSINGT
 
1. UNAWARE: The individual is experiencing psychic pain in his life but is 
unaware that mentation or cognitive processing is involved. 
  
2. LOCUS AWARE: The individual is experiencing psychic pain in his life and 
he is aware that the locus of his pain seems to have something to do with 
his mental functioning, but is not aware of process dynamics. 
  
3. EXTERNAL AWARE: The individual is experiencing psychic pain in his life, 
he is aware that the locus of his pain is cognitive, arising from thoughts 
and images, but he attributes this painful processes to external sources; in 
particular, the things that others are or are not doing.  
  
4. SOURCE AWARE: The individual is experiencing psychic pain in his life, he 
is aware that the locus of his pain is cognitive, arising from thoughts and 
images. He understands that he is the source of the painful thoughts and 
images, but he has no awareness of control over them. 
  
5. CONTROL AWARE: The individual is experiencing psychic pain in his life, 
he is aware that the locus of his pain is cognitive, arising from thoughts 
and images. He understands that he is the source of the painful thoughts and 
images, and he is aware of his ability to intervene by substitution or 
diversion of his problematic thoughts. He can empathize, consider longer 
term possibilities, inject positive thought streams, and interviene in a 
number of similar ways that direct his thoughts in a way to eliminate 
painful mismatches. 
  
6. META AWARE: The individual is experiencing psychic pain in his life, he 
is aware that the locus of his pain is cognitive, arising from thoughts and 
images. He understands that he is the source of the painful thoughts and 
images, and he is aware of his ability to intervene by substitution or 
diversion of his problematic thoughts. He is also aware that he can step 
back and disengage from the pain of mismatch. He can direct his brain to 
view the process from a perspective outside of the pain circuitry. From this 
perspective he can still clear see pain producing mismatches. He still 
understands the great importance and affective value he has imprinted upon 
his reference criteria, but he is able to view these elements and processes 
without engaging the pain producing circuitry. He is using metacognition. In 
this mode of processing he facilitates rational appraisal and planning. 
  
Sincerely, 
Ken 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 18:01:57 -0700 (PDT) 
From: M  <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Midnight's Children 
Message-Id: <199706280101.SAA17918ATnospamgridsat.thegrid.net> 
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Salman Rushdie wrote a big (all of his are) novel that had one hundred 
different children, all born on the eve of India's independence, able to 
communicate with one another in secret and unpredictible ways. A nice 
literary device that fascinated me - but not enough to actually finish the 
book.  
 
It sort of reminds me of us (the k-list).  Maybe that's why I was so 
fascinated.  Fascinated with my own future.  I think we are soooo fortunate 
to have one another - and I believe the world is blessed by this as well. 
Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 19:59:05 -0700 (PDT) 
From: susan carlson <carlsonsATnospamrocketmail.com> 
To: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: ego and love 
Message-ID: <19970628025905.23417.rocketmailATnospamsend1.rocketmail.com> 
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---E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> wrote:  
>   
> ego:  me first 
>   
> love: you first  
>  
> Love: All First 
>  
> Most Kind Regards 
> Lobster (5 years Old) 
>  
> PS. If you are 10 years old, you are also 5 years old 
 
this is how i am understanding love;
 
if i cant love myself first who am i to say what i offer to others is 
love? its easy to love my neighbor but to behold the same 
scintillating light of consciousness in myself is at best difficult.
 
my gift is to see the hidden treasures within everyone, the beauty of 
the creator, the radiant brilliance of an eternal dear one. i have 
been burned by the holy fire looking into the hearts of gods and 
goddesses. 
 
my travail is to shrink before my own magnificence.  to love others 
before my self extends a shadow of what is truly so. a hypocrisy, not 
really love. i would  be bound by my own false perceptions,imprisoning 
those too whom i offer my love.
 
when i can finally truly love myself then my love extended will 
transform my world.
 
with gratitude, 
susan
 
 
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Date: Fri, 27 Jun 1997 21:20:02 -0700 
From: J P Flarity <joeATnospamflarity.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
CC: jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca 
Subject: Re: Pot Wisdom 
Message-ID: <33B490F2.6CF3ATnospamflarity.com> 
 
E Jason wrote: 
>  
> But, just as in order to fill a pot we must have a pot, something which 
> to fill it, and a sense of measure  - only by the correct application of 
> these factors can man really succeed in in his high task of true 
> fufilment.
 
But alas, I have thrown my pot into the sea.  Whatever shall I do! 
>  
> Only in this way can he find himself. 
 
Didn't you state in a previous post that any ONE way was sure to be 
unsuitable for many of us?  Thank you for deliciously adding to my 
delicate desert of confusion.
 
> In many other ways he can think 
> that he has found himself, or that he is finding himself, all that 
> someone can find him for himself. We cannot be concerned about such 
> people except to be solicitous for their peace of mind and bodily 
> health.
 
Thank you.  I am in good health and have peace of mind.  Being lost is 
ever so much fun.  If you are looking for me--listen for the laughter.  
My tears sweeten the grass and your feet touch my pot when you walk 
along a sandy beach.
 
We are together always 
We are together always
 
There was never a time when this was not so.
 
 
Till the end of time,
 
love,
 
joe
 
 
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