1997/06/25 20:25
kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #290
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 290
Today's Topics:
Re: Love and lust
Archive Reposts:Philip St. Romain
ego
Re: ego
Re: Question
Re: I love the dark goddess
Date: Wed, 25 Jun 1997 14:32:29
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Love and lust
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I wrote this post last week, then thought it might be a bit too racy..
Still think it might be too racy, but I am posting it anyway.
Blessings, Mystress.
Hello, Beloved Kundalites:
Well, I warned everybody about the intense energy this week.. building
since the new moon, to come to a head Friday night-Saturday morning. Full
moon and Solsctice only fall together every 50 years or so, my slave tells
me.
Fasten your seatbelts. Expect to give your K. some attention on the
weekend..
We had a the quietest week I have ever seen on the list, I feel like
everyone is too busy processing the energy to share much. Internal focus,
and of course the best longest days of summer... and then unexpectedly we
begin digging at the deep issues.
Self esteem and Sexuality. Whew! Thankyou, Ken, M., T.G. and all who have
yet to respond.
I think this is a good thing, healing repression is my life mission after
all, so with the best of intentions, I seek to "break the ice" a bit
further and share many thoughts of my own about penises, genitalia and such.
WARNING::
This is a post about PENISES. If you are prudish or underage stop reading
and delete now!!!
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This is a collection of My thoughts about Male penises, things I have
heard about Male penises and about people who don't have penises. It is
written with a dash of humor not to be disrespectful, but because laughter
is healing.
Penises. Gawd, they are fun!! fun!! fun!!
Joke: What's the best thing to come out of a man's penis?
The answer, backwards: !!selknirW
First, some smilicons:
Sperm: ~~~o
Egg: ATnospam
Conception: (~~~oATnospamo~~~)
Test tube conception: [~~~oATnospamATnospamo~~~]
Ejaculation: o~~~<==3
Ejaculation after vasectomy: ~~~<==3
Female ejaculation: (^)---
I am still working on the one for female lubrication.. any suggestions?
Recent research has dicovered that there are more reasons than a numbers
game why o~~~ are so numerous. they have discovered that o~~~ are as
specialized as ants, and are relaesed differently according to the
situation they will arrive at.
Some o~~~ are "killer o~~~". Thier purpose is to seek out foreign o~~~
and destroy them. They have also discovered that if a man is (^)<===3 to
someone else's partner, he will release 10x as many o~~~ containing 3x as
many killer o~~~ as he will with his own partner.
Nature favors new DNA combinations.
Some are trailblazing o~~~ to lead the way to the ATnospam.
Some o~~~ are there to cause a traffic jam. They stop at the head of the
cervix and keep other o~~~ from other <===3 from passing through.
The consistency of the o~~~<===3 itself is a "soft plug." It is meant to
stay collected gluey around the cervix for a few moments, blocking it from
other o~~~<===3, before turing clear and liquid and running out again.
The mushroom like head of a human <===3 is in fact designed to be a
vacuum pump to disloge a soft plug from another <===3 and suck it away, to
be replaced by a new soft plug from that <===3.
Get the picture? Given that the soft plug melts and leaves within a few
munutes,... why did penises need to evolve to dislodge and remove them?
The human male o~~~ and <===3 seem to be designed to provide maximum
fertility competition in situations that might be described best as a
gangbang... at some time in our evolution that must have been the
consistent pattern of our sexuality.
Was it Mark Twain who said that quote about 'any one woman can wear out
any 10 men...'?
And that stat about the male having a sexual thought every ten seconds,
to a woman's every few minutes...
**************
Men wonder about what women think of their penises. They do.
Sometimes they ask women, and the women often laugh.
Women laugh because it is easier than answering. The person asking is
usually someone they care about, and the fact that they are asking for
reassurance means it is a sensitive topic. His vulnerable bits.
Women know that the man wants to be told his penis is beautiful,... that
is the reason that she would ask such a question.... and she does not want
to lie. So she laughs, and compliments him on something else. How well he
uses it.
The older she is when she sees her first adult penis, the more likely she
is to hold a personal opinion that penises are funny looking. She does not
mind that penises are funny looking, she accepted it when hormones kicked
in and they became interesting anyway. She stopped thinking about it years
ago, .. until he reminded her by asking.
How a penis looks is not the point of a penis. It is what it does and
what it is and what it says and how it feels that make it beautiful. Wand
of Light.
Quite possibly she has the same opinion of her own genitalia. She hardly
ever sees it anyway.
**************
In elementary school, on the day when the boys and girls in the class
were separated into separate rooms to learn the facts of life, my womb's
functions, appearance and behavior were exlained using a pear with two
toothpicks stuck in it with grapes on the ends.
This was my scholastic introduction to my sexuality: Fruit sculpture:
uterus and ovaries.
The lesson seemed to be sponsored by Johnson&Johnson. They had
thoughtfully provided feminine protection samples (Napkins, not stillettos)
a very perky film, and a pocket calendar for us to commemorate our cycles
in... (an idea that horrified me.. what if someone found it!! They'd KNOW!!
omigawd..) all of these things bore the theme or inscription "It's
wonderful to be a girl!!"
For years after that, whenever I was suffering PMS cramps or scrubbing
bloodstains, or fending off sexual harrassment, I would think to myself
with sarcasm and irony "It's $%&*%#$#ATnospam!!! wonderful to be a girl."
Fortuantely those days are gone.. I was pleased that my body chose to
enhance my energetic experince of solstice and full moon by timing my
period at the same time.. The power of the blood, is the time of strongest
feminine magical power.
**********************
I want to Wreck Beach on Saturday, and saw a few hundred more penises
from behind my mirrored shades. I went with a friend whom I enslaved, then
released years ago, who is gently petitioning to be enslaved again. Sweet
fella. I named him "pepe' le peau" because of his tendency to adopt a corny
french accent when nervous, and to forget that he is not allowed to wear
cologne or aftershave in My prescence because of My allergies.
We were walking along the beach (he demonstrating his abundant
testosterone by carrying everything) as I looked for the perfect spot among
the throngs of naked folk singing, dancing, sunning, selling various legal
and illegal substances. (fun beach!) My slave commented as we walked how he
had forgotten how much this beach cheers him up, because he gets to see
that he is "much better endowed than most of these guys... heh heh.
Uh, except that guy.. and that guy.." he added glumly as we walked by
two male sunbathers who were further from average than he. "I guess that's
what I get for trying to brag, eh?" He is funny.
I made some comment about limp size being deceptive as to erect
potential. Inflatability. He does happen to be above average. I have seen
more erect penises than I could count, so I speak from experience.
Erections are considered impolite on a nude beach.
*******************
Another joke: Why is it that men are supposedly better at math, carpentry,
and parrallel parking than women?
Because for most of their adult lives, women have been told that this:
|-----------------------| is 8 inches...
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For the record, in my experience, average erection is about 5". Belly to
tip. Sometimes I think some writers of erotica must measure their penises
from the underside... starting from the back of their neck.. :P
<==3 <==3 <==3 <==3 <==3 <==3 <==3 <==3 <==3 <==3 <==3
I remember when I was a little Catholic schoolgirl, and the truth or dare
question was "would you pose for Playboy for a million dollars?"
My response at that time was "EEEEUUUWWW. No way!! All those dirty old
men jerking off at my picture??! Gross!!"
I send vast love and understanding back through time for that little girl
and her limited experience of the real compliment that such an act
represents.
*****************
I was comenting to someone a while ago that so far as I know, there are
no nude pix of me in existence. An inner voice commented, "oh, what a pity!".
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
Robert Hienlien, Bless his illuminated soul, referred to an erection as
"The Gallant Reflex"... how a Gentleman responds to a Lady. He compliments
her beauty. He comments that although many women fell shamed by this
compliment, it is sincere adoration. Perhaps the most sincere, being
spontaneous, nonverbal and not usually faked.
*****************
The old joke goes, men are given two heads and blood enough for only one
at a time.
The fact of Gender is, men are not as good at repressing sexual feelings
as women are. Women can wail and cry about this fact, but it changes
nothing. The fact that women might be endowed by nature with much greater
internal sexual repression skills than men should be obvious to anyone who
knows that men cannot get pregnant.
My beloved W. told me that at one point younger in his life he became so
angry with endless sexual frustration of the male experience, and the Penis
Mind ruling his own he wished for castration to free him from his slavery
to his sex drive. He settled for a vasectomy, fortunately for me.
High testosterone youthful males are also responsible for the greater
part of all crime. They are they ones we have to lock up most often.
One begins to understand how the Temple prostitutes of ancient
Matriarchal societies functioned as a release valve for 'excess
testosterone' that might otherwise be disruptive to the society.
I put this idea out to the Women-l, and it caused some resonant
wonderings about the possible wisdom of a tradition from earlier in this
century, of the Father taking the Son to a bordello for a 16th birthday
present. The trip was partly educational, there was always at least one
professional woman there who specialized in providing basic sex education
and manners to virgin males.
********************
There was an article in the paper (london daily telegraph) about some new
gene research. They have discovered a "social conscience" gene that men and
women both carry, gets "switched off" in the male fetus. Women are
programmed to pick up social behavior skills like we pick up language.. men
are not. "Lord of the Flies" would not happen with women.
Men need to be trained to learn social conscience, and that is what makes
it also possible to program them to be soldiers.
I have a theroy of my own... K. awakens cellular memories and switches on
genes.. it also has an androgynizing effect in it's carriers, the merging
of the inner male/ female duality. Becha it also switches the social
conscience gene back on in men...!
***********************
There is me, and who I am in myself, and then there is the public image
represented in my glossy magazine advertising. Artsy fetish stuff, no nudity.
After these images of me had been circulating around the world for while,
I began to realize that here are an unknown number of indivduals around the
world who are a having an entire relationship with this image I present, in
the privacy of their own minds. Letters from Moslem countries where even
possessing the magazine is a criminal act, professing eternal devotion to
my image.... Odd, eh?
Some say it has taken them months or years to get the courage to actually
contact me. So there must be others who never do, their situation
impossible and preferring their fantasy intact without reality intruding.
Cool with me.
I do know, tho, in the oneness of all, that being the astral recipient of
all of those "Acts of love and pleasure, love and lust... orgasms aimed at
my photographs feeds me some serious adoration energy on a nearly constant
basis. Consciously, I was creating advertising like a good businesswoman.
Unconsciously I created a secret ocean of support within the mass
consciousness of submissive people for my life-mission.
All those penises pointed in my direction, with intentions of submission
and worship.. potent stuff. They are casting sex magic energy spells on
themselves to devote their sexual energy to my service without consciously
realizing the potency of what they do.
***************
Extremes of Tantra... on one of his publications, Modern Primitives Guru
Fakir Musafar taks about the Siddhis of India who do major body
modifications to their genitilia the render it "Nullified." Unable to
ejaculate, but often still very sensitive to stimulation. This group is
exclusively male, and National Geographic won't go near them.
He describes Siddhis who streach their penises out with weights till they
reach past their knees. They wear them rolled up or tied in knots to keep
it streached. They are completely unable to have an erection or physical
release, but their genitals become so sensitised they walk around in a
blissful haze of erotic energy all of the time.
******************
On occasion I have been approached most sincerely by gentlemen who
urgently desired the I relieve them of their testicles, or their testicles
and penis both. Got an extremely polite email just this week from a fella
asking me to please remove his balls if I visit his town, and keep them for
a souvenier.
I declined because
A) I am not really a castrating bitch.
B) I am not a surgeon.
C) The bits are more fun to play with when they are still fastened.
However, I do feel that a person ought to be able to do what they like
with their own body, and had some sympathies with a couple of fellas who
had spent years seeing psychiatrists who in the end gave in and wrote
doctors recommendating their castration. No doctor could they find, tho..
all too afraid of being sued when the emotional changes kick in with the
95% testosterone drop.
One had even been to past life regression therapy, and in every lifetime
that was uncovered he had been a eunuch, by faith or accident. He was in
his 50's and had always experienced emotional discomfort in the knowledge
that he was not yet a eunuch.
********************
I surf the newsgroups sometimes. First I laboriously searched through all
of the titles, and picked out all the oddest and most perverse ones I could
find for my "preferences list". I hit them almost at random, but a few keep
bringing me back because they express sentiments that are very unusual.
I started lurking <alt.eunuchs.questions> What could this newsgroup be
about?
Well, some of it is erotica structured around BDSM castration fantasies.
nothing unusual there. A few warning stories from folks who did not make
clear their limits on how far they wanted to take the submissive fantasy
and had someone go too far. One of those is the "Moderator", a gay bear who
proudly calls himself "Gelding". Big webpage about his castrated lifestyle.
Fetishes being expressed and lived out. Cool.
******************
Then there are the other posts. The sad ones. The desperate pleas for
someone, anyone who can help to free these fellas forever from a drive, a
love language that has no acceptable place of expression anywhere. Even
pursuing solitary fantasy and possessing their erotica could mean prison,
and they live in fear that one day these needs will get too strong and be
acted out. Pedophiles, compulsive rapists. Their sexuality is a monster
that they must destroy irrevocably to live in peace. There are contacts
made with great secrecy, and joyous "after" postings reporting success.
There are advertisments buying and selling veterinary castration equiptment:
"Cattle Elastrator for sale. Used once, successfully. No longer needed.
How- to video included."
Brrrrr... do-it-yourself-ers. The helpless misery of a wolf chewing off
it's leg to be free of a trap is nothing compared to these guys. My heart
goes out to them.
(My apologies to any discomfort this subject may cause. )
**************
One of the websites that they refer to for 'accurate medical information'
is a page by some kind of extremist who recommends castration as the cure
for all "sexual offenses".. a list of "crimes" so lenghty and detailed as
to likely include 95% of the male population. One very repressed dude!!
To accompany castration as a cure for such "evils" as masturbation, or
marital infidelity, he lists a host of other reasons to recommend
castration as a lifestyle...even as a prevention for baldness. He also
touts stats that say eunuchs live as long as women, even longer.
The concept "quality of life" has a very wierd shape in this guys head...
scary stuff.
I did have fun gleefully ticking off large numbers of my "offenses' on
his list, tho. Sadists were rated fourth worst Sex Criminals!! Yay!! Do I
get a ribbon?
Not looking to move up the ranks tho.. serial sex killers, rapists and
pedophiles should come before sadists... (this is humor. twisted, but
humor..)
**************
Sending Love and Light to my buddy Dave, who recently had a traumatic
experience... he became a one-ball man because of a tumor on his testicle.
Blessings, Angelique.
Date: Wed, 25 Jun 1997 14:35:46
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Archive Reposts:Philip St. Romain
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"Archive Reposts by List Mystress".
Today is presented the Christian wisdom of Philip St. Romain.
Enjoy! List Mystress.
Re:music and k
All these posts on music and k: I can identify! Years ago, I used to
listen to the radio or play music constantly (I'm something of a musician,
by nature). Now, I can't take more than a few minutes of anything without
getting disoriented. The more loud and coarse the music (eg hard rock;
some classical pieces), the more difficult. Like Traveler, I hear
everything, and the music seems to dominate my attention when I go to a
public place--have a hard time conversing it's so distracting.
My read on this is that music speaks to all parts of our nature, but
especially to the emotional level. I think the k process is aggravated by
an over-stimulation of this level (just as it is when we overstimulate the
physical, mental, or even etheric--I've had enormous headaches from
pranayama and so I never do this any more). A little emotional stimulation
via music is OK. To much and the subtle bliss is lost.
Peace. Phil
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>Everything which will happen, I believe, has already been
>pre-determined. Simply let it happen... The less conscious manipulation,
>the less strugle, the less worry... Although this hardly answers your
>question, it is, nevertheless, something to keep in mind.
>
>david
I disagree with this, and so do a good number of mystics. There is karma,
but it can be changed. Human beings possess free will. The future is not
written in stone, and not every dead crow significies something momentous
(after all, a crow has to die sometime, and when it does, it has to fall
somewhere). I think it best not to bother ourselves much about such
things. We must make our decisions with the best lights we have, then go
on and let the chips fall where they may. Too much attention to such
external signs can be a problem; after all, lower astrals can influence
such matters.
Peace. Phil
Date: Thu, 14 Nov 1996 20:54:25 -0500
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
From: slcofksATnospamfeist.com (Philip St. Romain)
Subject: Esoteric Christianity
>(juliet:)
>> >I guess what I'm curious about is: do you think that there has always
>> >been an exoteric and an esoteric aspect to the church (and other
>> >organized religions)? The esoteric holding the keys to
>> >kundalini-related teachings? Or do you see it (k) as more capricious?
>
>(Philip:)
>> Definitely--an exoteric and esoteric dimension to any tradition
>> (including
>> the new age, by the way), and the two exist in a certain necessary
>> tension.
>> To overdo the exoteric turns religion into a matter of roles, rules,
>> and
>> obligations.
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>I guess I'm wondering about this relative to the dialogue going on right
>now about Genesis, etc. The idea seems to be that some esoteric
>information is "coded" into the OT (possibly an idea from the same
>street as above). If that's not the case, then how and where, I wonder,
>would there be an esoteric expression in Christianity? If there is an
>esoteric aspect to Christianity, wouldn't there be some (equally
>esoteric) reflection in the primary text of the tradition?
>
>I don't think that we have to assume that (as I think was mentioned in a
>post of the last few days) the OT as we know it today was actually
>written intact. There are certainly very good arguments for
>interpolation at various points in history (a good book about this is
>"Who Wrote The Bible?").
>
>Would love to hear more about evidence of an historical, codified
>esoteric tradition in Christianity...
>
If by esoteric we mean experiential, then there has always been this aspect
in Christianity. If you mean something more occult--secret, hidden,
including some aspect of kundalini-related disciplines--that is debatable.
Of course, early Christianity was highly experiential. Its exoteric
formulation came about through centuries of reflection and response to
situations.
The experiential dimension to Christianity is its mystical tradition. This
begins with the first disciples and proceeds through the early fathers, the
desert fathers and mothers, monasteries, and a variety of contemplative
religious orders. In general, Christianity lacks a systematized
methodology for awakening spiritual energy such as we find in the yogas.
The "method" is surrender in faith to God, generally through prayer. The
"way" is faith. In this sense, Christianity has been largely a bhakti type
of religion, with a strong karma/service emphasis. There is something of a
jnana yoga tradition as well, largely in terms of theology. There is
almost nothing simliar to hata/kundalini yoga.
I do not accept the insinuation made by several people that the Catholic
hierarchy has long been determined to squash any signs of spirituality or
mystical experience. They haven't properly encouraged it, to be sure, but
they've absolutely no objection to people praying and doing spiritual
exercises of all kinds. Where gnosticism, quietism, and other kinds of
movements have been condemned, it was because they led away from the true
goal of Christian spirituality and perpetrated ideas at odds with Christian
teaching.
I don't know if this answers your questions about an historical, codified
esoteric tradition in Christianity. It would have to be our mystical
tradition, about which there is nothing occult (in the sense of hidden).
Our mystics have written about their experiences and put it out there for
all to read. Things like tarot, mystery schools, the illuminati, etc. do
not really represent the Christian experience very well, interesting though
they might be. In the end, it all comes down to faith in Christ and
surrender to his Spiirit, which is not too complicated to understand, but
very difficult to do. People in the siddha traditions can surely
understand this--perhaps better than most Christians can.
Peace. Phil
Date: Wed, 13 Nov 1996 11:14:19 -0500
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From: slcofksATnospamfeist.com (Philip St. Romain)
Subject: St. John of the Cross and Kundalini
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Dear Peter,
I liked your reflections on St. John of the Cross and kundalini. Then
there's St. Theresa and her seven mansions in the interior life, each of
which includes the kinds of issues we deal with in the seven major chakras.
These two mystical giants along with many other Christian mystics
obviously knew and integrated a full kundalini awakening.
What is different about them, however, is that this was not the goal or
center-piece of their spirituality (as it seems to be with the new age).
In fact, many of the k phenomena were regarded by them as a positive
nuisance. Kundalini was, for them, what the Church calls a concomitant
phenomenon. They were onto something far greater than kundalini, for which
k itself came into play: union with God in Christ. That their reflections
on the journey took on a chakra/kundalini flavor should not be surprising
if that is the metaphysiological structure we all work with.
Just a few thoughts about a topic that has long interested me.
Peace. Phil
>>Imagine my surprise on just now reading 'The Ascent of Mt Carmel' by
>>St John of the Cross (after so many years of wondering about this 'Dark
>>Night' business), and seeing his diagram of the ascent sketching
>>a very striking similarity to the shape of brain hemispheres with
>>3 paths coming in from the bottom, a large central path and two smaller
>>side paths on either side. I was struck immediately by the suggestion
>>of the nadi channels.
>>
>>In what I've read so far I have not seen that he explicitly
>>describes any 'esoteric' physiology like kundalini, but he must have
>>experienced it given the depth of his transformation.
>>
>>He does have some good advice on visions and auditions, reinforcing
>>the classic eastern advice to not seek them or put too much
>>significance into them, even though they are positive signs.
>>
>>anyway, check out the picture, the book is in the 'Classics of
>>Western Spirituality' series currently in print, called just 'St John
>>of the Cross'.
>>
>>His second version of the diagram published in some other books is not
>>as striking in its brain similarity as the original version of the
>>diagram.
>>
>>This site has the second version of the diagram:
>>
>>http://ccel.wheaton.edu/john_of_the_cross/ascent/ascent.html
>>
>>anyway....
>>
>>"Nothing, nothing, nothing ... and even on the Mount, Nothing."
>>San Juan de la Cruz
>>(the description of the middle path)
>>
>>Cheers
Date: Wed, 25 Jun 1997 21:36:15 -0400
From: brenda.asterinoATnospamdragonbbs.com (brenda asterino)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: ego
Message-Id: <1.5.4.32.19970626013615.006746f8ATnospamdragonbbs.com>
I agree that we need ego and to embrace it is better than killing it. It
seems to me that the point is to "put it in its place". It is like all
left-brained things... it is helpful on the earth plane.... but becomes
fearful because we do not honor our spiritual growth and so has a need to
control. When it accepts that it does not need to control.... and is only
a tool for living on this plane... then it is in its place. And fear can
be let go of and replaced with higher awareness.
Brenda
Date: Wed, 25 Jun 1997 18:40:30 -0700
From: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU>
To: zolloATnospammgmt1.wharton.upenn.edu (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: ego
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At 03:04 PM 6/25/97 +0000, zolloATnospammgmt1.wharton.upenn.edu wrote:
>I find this series of comments on ego quite interesting. Lot of ways
>you can look at it, define it and deal with it. Here is mine, for
>whatever it's worth.
Dear Mario,
I think your ideas are worth a great deal.
>Ego is the product of our mind's effort to provide an identification
>for ourselves which is critical for our chances to interact with
>others and function as "social beings".
You are exactly right!
> On the physical level, this institution "grows" in the left
>side of our brain and is bloated up as a consequence of our excessive
>use of our right-side (sun) channel. Corresponding institution in the
>right side of the brain can be called the "super-ego" and collects all
>the conditionings, emotions, desires which are the product of the
>left-side channel (moon channel) activity.
It seems to me that left-right hemispheres are differentiated by lexical vrs
imagery-olfactory-auditory; reductionistic vrs wholistic;
emotions such as interest and frustration, vrs joy, shame, and emotions of
the heart.
Couldn't ego and superego reside in either hemisphere depending on modality
of representation?
>Now, while ego and super-ego are necessary for us to survie in the
>everyday life, they also significantly hinder our chance to
>spiritually ascend.
You are right again.
Shame and fear do the hindering.
How are these be manifest as ego or superego?
>The more we identify ourselves with the Pure Spirit (Atma) and the
>more we profoundly realize (not just talking about it, which is again
>an activity of our mind) that we are one with the all-pervading power
>of the Divine. One with all that matters beyond this universe of
>illusion (Maya). You might call it Brahman, Allah, God or not call it
>at all, but your goal is to reach the union with "It" and feel the
>union on your own central nervous system, in your own everyday life.
Amen, Amen, Amen!
Sincerely,
Ken
Date: Wed, 25 Jun 1997 19:37:43 -0700
From: Paul Ellis <pauleATnospamsirius.com>
To: Marco Antonio Galván J <magj1ATnospamibm.net>
CC: Kundalini Mailing List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: Question
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Marco Antonio Galván J wrote:
>
> Can you help me to ground energy ?
> I am very dizzy, and unable to think clearly.
Marco -
Being around other people and staying busy helps me. When I get dizzy
and unfocused like that this is what I bear in mind. Also eating foods
you like and that make you feel good has been important to me.
Paul
Date: Thu, 26 Jun 97 03:25:47 GMT
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Subject: Re: I love the dark goddess
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