1997/06/07 11:50
kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #266
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 266
Today's Topics:
Re: SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)
Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #265
Re: electricity
Re: Birthday
Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #265
black snake
Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #265
Re: SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)
RE: SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)
Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #265
Date: Fri, 6 Jun 1997 13:10:14 -0600
From: jeremiahATnospamouter.net (jeremiah cunningham)
To: PaulATnospamlouisville.lib.ky.us, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)
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paul...
get your body in motion.
go for a walk. i know you don't want to, but it works.
walk for an hour and get some endorphins going...
your body produces substances that are miraculous.
you will be amazed, and feel relief from your depression.
regards,
jeremiah
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Date: Fri, 6 Jun 1997 14:15:12 -0400
From: phillialATnospamucrwcu.rwc.uc.edu (Anita Phillips)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #265
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Hi,
I'm new to the list. Found this listserv on the fourth day after a major
bigtime (for me) 24-hour-intense kundalini (?) experience (May 10th), the
waves of which I'm still riding. I've been buying every book I can find on
kundalini; I had only heard of it long ago--which was a "gift," the only
hook between me and sanity--being able to give the experience a name!)
Doreen mentioned a "polar shift." Could someone talk about this? The
reason I ask is that I've been having experiences somewhat parallel to hers
since May 10th, but prior to her e-mail I've attributed this to the
"aftershocks" of my recent experience. Though I've always been a "night
person" and late riser, I'm now waking up before dawn, going to sleep early
(since March I seem to only be able to sleep flat on the floor with a
rolled bathmat as a neck pillow! Before March, I was sleeping in a
corkscrew position in my bed for a year and a half!); though I always
drink tons of water, I now, since May 10th, I'm sucking up calcium by the
ton--in tablet form, cheese, cottage cheese, buttermilk (strangely I'm not
very interested in ice cream or junk food--a real contrast from before!);
and I find that I want salt, esp. via the cheese and buttermilk (normally I
avoid salt), and also bottled water and fruit; also, since May 10th I find
I have to quiet myself, getting lots of sleep, avoiding stress in any
form. I'm trying to "center" when my impulses and mind are trying to go in
ALL DIRECTIONS AT ONCE. Today is quiet; but the swings are very
interesting. I've been in and out of phases where I'm manic, where I talk
and write like the pianist in the movie "Shine." (Am trying to "hide" this
aspect as best I can!) It's like a pendulum and something inside is being
reorganized. I really am off my previously "dead," dualistic
center--feeling-wise at least! Whew!
For about a year and a half before May 10th, there have been long periods
where my computer and I weren't eletrically sympatico. You wouldn't
believe the complaints the computer techs got from me because my machine
kept freezing up, shutting down. At first they upgraded my software but
finally, they gave me a new, state-of-the-art gadget. The shutdowns have
lessened, but they are still occurring randomly. Perhaps, it WAS all in
the technology? I wouldn't suspect otherwise except that overlapping that
same period of time, I was also being awakened (the range was 2-4 am) in
the night by my clock radio turning on. (No way I did it in my sleep!)
Finally, in the center of my bedroom I have hanging a "gods eye" mobile;
this thing doesn't move when I'm not in the room or when I just "peek" in
at it. I've checked the air flow from the only vent in the room, I've
experimented with blowing on it to see how much force it takes to make it
dance around. I'm getting close to being 99% sure that I'M the one making
it dance around! Weird. When I'm intense about something it dances. When
I directly concentrate on it--nothing happens. But when I sort of
"embrace" it, it with my mind it moves. Geez. (The other thing is that
I've always been able to feel "currents" between me and other people--never
thought anything of it before?)
Also, like Doreen, I'm feeling lighter/joyful in a pulsating, disconnected
kind of way.
So, what about the "polar shift?" Just curious. (Not that it will make
riding/being the wave any less thrilling or interesting!)
Anita
Date: Thu, 5 Jun 1997 16:20:31 -0400
From: esberk1ATnospamjuno.com
To: krbATnospamumich.edu
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: electricity
Message-ID: <19970605.162152.3182.4.esberk1ATnospamjuno.com>
Could it be that during the polar shift that is taking place
our energy centers....are changing???? Everyone I know including myself
is complaining about this. I have started to
sleep by 9pm and wake before sunrise with an afternoon
nap!!!!!! Just to let the change take place. Drink """TONS" of
water....eat salt by the pound and walk and exercise like never
before. Seem like I do not have much time for anything else.
Otherwise....the changes that are taking place overwhelm me.
I have also noticed that my body needs a lot more quiet time
and meditation. I suspect that the energy shifts in polarity due
to the Harmonic Energy Convergence is affecting our systems
in some way. It "FEELS" like I am getting lighter and lighter
and lighter.... like...slowly t-u-r-n-i-n-g back into light?
I hope you do not think I am crazy.l I would not tell this to anyone else
except this list!! I have also noticed that my system
....ha ha....seems to want rabbit food and water, nuts and the like.
....for me....this is a miracle!!!!!! In the past year and a half
my body has dropped serious weight and I seem to crave a
really quiet simple life. Which for me.....is another miracle!
Have also noticed that I am attracting new friends who are
very much like me and experiencing much of the same changes.
When they call, my spirit jumps with joy.....as if I am coming
into contact with soul relatives????? Perhaps an incarnated
family????????? I knew...this would sound strange. I really do
not have a handle on it yet. I do suspect that it is all interrelated.
Sincerely Doreen
Date: Fri, 6 Jun 1997 14:42:50 -0400 (EDT)
From: TPp40ATnospamaol.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: electricity
Message-ID: <970606144217_-1128882928ATnospamemout09.mail.aol.com>
Think of it as combination of youth summer, basic training, and being in
love for the first few months of the usually relationship milu. You are not
alone, changes are affecting all of those that I come into contact with also.
Ain't it great!!!
Love, Light, laughter, and life
TPp
Date: Fri, 6 Jun 1997 21:21:28 +0000
From: "frans" <fransATnospamtelebyte.nl>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Birthday
Message-Id: <199706061922.VAA16100ATnospamdegas.telebyte.nl>
> Date: Thu, 5 Jun 1997 20:04:25 -0700 (PDT)
> From: M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net>
> To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
> Subject: Birthday
> Aren't we due for the first birthday of our dear K list? Anyone know the
> original date? It was last June sometime, right? M
>
> i had the same funny feeling this afternoon, look here what i found..
Date: Tue, 04 Jun 96 10:34:00 -0500
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 96 : Issue 1
Today's Topics:
[1]: Welcome to the kundalini list
[2]: Fwd: kundalini awakening
[3]: Re: kundalini awakening
[1]:
From: Richard Satin <libraATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Welcome to the kundalini list
Dear Charter Member,
Welcome. This is the first message to the new kundalini list. As of
now,
the list is fully operational. To send posts, mail to
kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.
com
For administration (subscribe/unsubscribe),
kundalini-l-requestATnospamexecpc.com
If you have problems or questions, kundalini-l-ownerATnospamexecpc.com
You may want to save this for later reference.
Soon I'll post some of my own experiences. I had hoped to have
something
ready by now, but unfortunately, there don't seem to be a full 24
hours in a
day. Where do they all go? In any case, following are some
questions which
may or may not be useful to prompt some initial discussions. Feel
free to
answer any, all or none of the questions as you are so led.
-Richard
kundalini-l-ownerATnospamexcecpc.com
Thanx Richard, i hope you're still lurking out there...frans
Date: Fri, 6 Jun 1997 15:59:13 -0400
From: esberk1ATnospamjuno.com
To: phillialATnospamucrwcu.rwc.uc.edu
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #265
Message-ID: <19970606.160028.3182.12.esberk1ATnospamjuno.com>
Ha ha ha ha! OOOOOOHHHHHH Philip.... how you make
my heart sing!!!!!!
Now I know that I am not crazy.
So.......I guess it is share time.
I have had e major computer crashes this year. Resulting
in two remakes and now a new computer.
I wake up between 3 and maybe 3:30 am each day
I fall asleep during the day when my body fades out
Have had large losses of time.
One day I was listening to a Jelladin Rumi tape.......Noticed
it was 7:30 pm five hours later.
Experience lucidity if i linger with my eyes closed went waking.
I usually never eat salt either.
I eat cucumbers like they are cookies.
OHHHHHHHH.... listen to a drumming tape ( Shamman) ha....
and see what happens.
Sometimes my higher Self takes a walk and leaves my body
behind. I can Perceive other peoples thoughts. I feel like
I never did before. Sometimes before the fact!
the pole shift.
every 3600 years a pole shift occurs. approx 2003 is the date
of this one coming! It is an ancient thing that astronomers
have studied for many centuries.
When it happens ( and the is the AGE of Aquarius...when
heaven and earth join as one......the climate changes, floods
occur, air changes.....star changes.... in other words it is the
evo hop into the fourth dimension. When matter changes back
to light energy. When the earth conjuncts with the Sun and
the Pole.....Shifts .... we then become ONE or POLAR
Some call it the Marriage of Heaven and Earth......The inhabitants at
this juncture turn into....or become....light.....
I will look up some url's for you and forward them to you.
You have perhaps noticed the weather changes all over the
world. It really plays havoc with the energy body. People
think they have the flue, heart conditions, are unable to
maintain a normal work/sleep schedule...eat differently....
need to exercise like mainiacs to maintain the changes.....
become clairvoyant....lucid....perceptions change rapidly....
pulse changes......from rat a tat tat...to silent pulses.......
you name it. I cannot hardly allow myself to shift in any
direction. Each day I point my body north....create a line
between myself and the north star....pull it down into the core
of the earth and up and out again. This really centers me and
helps tremendously. I also create pyramid shape grids over
myself....and under myself...extending them to the ends of the
earth. I did not formally do this....however I found I was
connecting to everyone energy....+ AND - ,
THE GRID HELPS TO MAINTAIN THE CENTER
The shift seems to have something to do with the NORTH
POLAR Star.....which can now be seen quite easily in the
Heavens. When the entire shift occurs...the earth will ROTATE
on it's right axis...90 degrees and SHIFT.......do not be fearful...
this time of several years is the preparation to have us ready
for the shift....at that time we will and are now evo hop into
forth...fifth...ect....human beings. The is the Age of the ONE.....
The new heaven marrying earth. The age of ONENESS.....
Isn't it exciting.??
Meanwhile...we are getting rid of anything that will no fit.
Old perceptions. Out dated thought processes. Body Fat....
anything you can think of....and it is really strange because those who
have not hit critical mass as yet ( don't worry they
will)( as soon as we are up to par).....do not KNOW what we
are experiencing. All we can do is really be honest with one
another....find our soul families...and hang in there with one
another and have fun entering our Higher dimensional Selves
Pretty Quantum....eh???
I will look up the appropriate url. Also check any yoga sources as this
is the event they have been waiting for.
There will be another energy change ( lunar) July 23-25 this year.
Should help us out and give us loads of energy.
Love Doreen
Date: Fri, 6 Jun 1997 21:52:57 +0000
From: "frans" <fransATnospamtelebyte.nl>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: black snake
Message-Id: <199706061957.VAA16950ATnospamdegas.telebyte.nl>
Hello all, lately my attention was drawn to a beautiful drawing on a
calendar in the bathroom. it was a drawing of a snake in the
aboriginal style...a black snake curled up in it's hole dreaming of
lizzard's eggs. only later i looked at the tiny letters at the
bottom, the explanation. Yes, the black snake was called
"Kallindalein"...
What is happening to me? Two posts in one night! Anyway i still would
like to see some more k-list faces at:
http://www.telebyte.nl/~frans/we/
Have a picture? Send it to me, frans.
Date: Fri, 6 Jun 1997 16:30:39 -0400
From: esberk1ATnospamjuno.com
To: phillialATnospamucrwcu.rwc.uc.edu
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #265
Message-ID: <19970606.163103.3182.13.esberk1ATnospamjuno.com>
Here is a partial list:
Have fun!!!!!!!!
Doreen
http://www.ilhawaii.net/~light/
http://www.rochester.infi.net/~bjwolf/Harmonic.htm
http://www.rochester.infi.net/~bjwolf/Harmonic.htm
http://www.achilles.net/~jtalbot/V1979/index.html
http://www.achilles.net/~jtalbot/news/GRS1915n105.html
http://www.jcf.org/
http://www.actwin.com/NLP/index.html
http://www.nbn.com/people/Transpersonal/itahome.html
http://users.aol.com/ckress/st.html
http://www.newageinfo.com/res/shaman.htm
http://elfi.com/sen/
(Kundalini)
http://users.aol.com/ckress/symptoms.html
http://www.webcom.com/~miraura/home.html
http://www.value.net/~esoteric/astrosophy/crown.html
http://www.deoxy.org/bio3eye.htm
http://galaxy.cau.edu/tsmith/allspaces.html
http://solstice.crest.org/
http://atlantic.evsc.virginia.edu/julia/AncientWorld.html
http://www.favela.org/sphinx/artofwar/html/main.html
http://www.shamanism.org/about.html
http://www.shamanism.org/about.html
Date: Sat, 7 Jun 1997 09:43:16 -0400 (EDT)
From: TPp40ATnospamaol.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)
Message-ID: <970607094315_-127887385ATnospamemout12.mail.aol.com>
Try to increase your vitamin c and get yourself a sun lamp. They are very
common in the Siberian pinsula, manditory in the schools there for the
children. Also, candles are of great help for the soul! Add a little aroma
therapy; thanks Kali; and see how the mood lifts so easily.
Hope this helps a little
Light, Love, Life
TPp
Date: Sat, 7 Jun 1997 19:42:08 +0200
From: Jason <zymphtATnospambluewin.ch>
To: "'PaulATnospamlouisville.lib.ky.us'" <PaulATnospamlouisville.lib.ky.us>
Subject: RE: SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder)
Message-ID: <01BC737A.E565F540ATnospamlss16pub135.bluewin.ch>
This is an oppurtunity to learn what the cause of your depression, neediness, loneliness, etc. is. I don't think the cause is the weather. Perhaps the symptoms just surface more readily during "bad" weather. These symptoms can also surface during "good" weather.
I have dealt with this so-called disorder myself. I've dealt with it two ways. The first was to think "oh my god, I'm depressed and lonely. I must get rid of this feeling by any means possible." This sort of panic and quick fix reaction did result in feelings of well being. But it was by repression of the SADness, which always resurfaced in the end. The second way of dealing with it was to observe the feelings, identify less with the feelings, search for the cause and if the cause was found, understand the cause and its ramifications and then cease to identify with that too. This resulted in feelings of detachment and existentialism underlined by knowledge.
I prefer my second solution. There are probably other solutions, but these are the only ones I've worked with. Perhaps there is something here that can help you.
To me, it is important to understand the cause of a problem before solving it. Not doing so is like trying to fix a rust spot on a car by painting over it.
Love the lessons that the rain and cold have for you.
Love. Zympht.
Date: Sat, 7 Jun 97 14:47:47 EDT
From: chelseaATnospamsuperaje.com (Dominic & Maureen Marando)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #265
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Doreen wrote:
Though I've always been a "night
person" and late riser, I'm now waking up before dawn, going to sleep early
(since March I seem to only be able to sleep flat on the floor with a
rolled bathmat as a neck pillow! Before March, I was sleeping in a
corkscrew position in my bed for a year and a half!); though I always
drink tons of water, I now, since May 10th, I'm sucking up calcium by the
ton--in tablet form, cheese, cottage cheese, buttermilk (strangely I'm not
very interested in ice cream or junk food--a real contrast from before!);
and I find that I want salt, esp. via the cheese and buttermilk (normally I
avoid salt), and also bottled water and fruit; also, since May 10th I find
I have to quiet myself, getting lots of sleep, avoiding stress in any
form. I'm trying to "center" when my impulses and mind are trying to go in
ALL DIRECTIONS AT ONCE.
I was also being awakened (the range was 2-4 am) in
the night by my clock radio turning on. (No way I did it in my sleep!)
Have also noticed that I am attracting new friends who are
very much like me and experiencing much of the same changes.
When they call, my spirit jumps with joy.....as if I am coming
into contact with soul relatives????? Perhaps an incarnated
family????????? I knew...this would sound strange. I really do
not have a handle on it yet. I do suspect that it is all interrelated.
>>>>>Doreen.....
>Can relate to much of this...synchronicity. I don't know why I am waking
about about >dawn each day but I am. Also....I am VERY surprised I have no
cravings for junk >food...especially ice cream since it is my favorite. Much
of what you said is also >going on with me.
>Just thought I'd let you know.
>Mo :-)
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