1997/05/28  10:37  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #255 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 255
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: angels of light and darkness 
  Re: Space-time vanishes, the binary of void & space-time, and other observations. 
  kundalini knowledge,summer, winters... 
  Re: focus 
  Re: focus 
  Re: focus 
  Re: focus 
  Re: A few questions about Kundalini.... 
  Re: A few questions about Kundalini.... 
  Re: A few questions about Kundalini.... 
  Re: Kundalini  
  Re: Kundalini 
  Introspective dark view 
  Brilliant mud 
  test..delete and ignore 
  Re: The Raven and the Crow 
  Re: Kundalini books 
  Thanks for "Inner Smile" and Another question...  
  Re: Kundalini books 
  Re: A few questions about Kundalini.... 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 18:12:29 -0700 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: angels of light and darkness 
Message-ID: <338B867D.114FATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
Jason wrote:
 
> My recent "plunge" into my old friend Darkness has shown me yet again that lightness can be found through darkness because they are the same.  A lesson that, for reasons which are only just becoming clear, I needed to learn twice. 
>  
> But to plunge is perhaps not a wise path as I now realise.  A happy medium between lightness and darkness is a peaceful place.  I watch their interplay and the creativity manifested by their mixture.  I feel a resounding love for this creativity which seems to unfold best with the least interference of my mind's yearning to make activities such as plunging. 
  
My Dear Zympht,
 
We must be aware of our own motivations and light and darkness does come 
up. However those who give in to the dark or those who only shine have 
not achieved balance. On the whole for most people it is important (and 
they will prefer) to find and encourage the light in both themselves and 
others. For now it is best to see what comes up without worrying about 
"what it means". Meditation is good in this respect.
 
  
> PS. I feel I must expose my ego.  It feels so wrapped up in these posts.  It wants to say clever things.  It wants everyone on the list to think that I am an evolved being.  It compels me to feverishly check my email to look for responses.  It feels a great need for love and attention.  Why does it feel it must expose itself?  Just another ploy to draw attention?  Do I dare love that too?
 
My Dear Friend, 
You have achieved your aim, the cleverest thing is honesty. The funny 
thing is you are already an evolved being but wanting to be thought well 
of is ego - that is OK. A person without ego is inhuman - it is just a 
question of amount. I think you are very brave in saying what you have. 
The greatest "secret" I know is this, do not expect others Love and 
attention. Go and grow and bestow yours on them.  
Here are some questions just for you (but others may like to answer 
them)
 
1. How can we grow and evolve 
2. How can we develop the ability to Love. 
3. What is your greatest capacity  
  
> PPS. I love very much all of the beautiful personalities that manifest the postings of the list.  And I love very much the one lightness and darkness which we all share with the universe.
 
JOY AND BLESSINGS TO YOU 
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 17:48:47 -0700 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: ldmcclATnospameurekanet.com 
CC: jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Space-time vanishes, the binary of void & space-time, and other observations. 
Message-ID: <338B80EF.1291ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
L. D. McClanahan, Ph.D. wrote:
 
>         4.  For the one who labels himself, Lobster ..., and started 
> communicating in paradoxes designed to draw others into interesting, 
> conflicting dialogues, only to begin to reveal much more depth and 
> subtlety, and opinions.  What lessons are being learned?
 
Good question. First of all this is my favourite forum. One of the first 
things that I became aware of is that emotional and even spiritual 
(baraka/shakti/grace) content could be transmitted across the internet. 
This is not something I had known before but through it am able to sense 
or feel a persons true state and needs as apposed to their words. Some 
people on this forum are able to do this and are very aware of it. The 
overall feeling on the forum is one of love and acceptance. There was 
also a vast potential for growth and a genuine interest in this process. 
Many people were happy to learn, information was freely offered. Any 
flaming was quickly calmed and everyone was very forgiving. However 
thare is a great diversity on this forum where people share and 
encourage. One of the most important lessons is that people are very 
genuine. Much good comes out of processes of turmoil, peoples capacity 
for real learning and understanding - their growth and efforts to change 
is a great joy to me. I am glad the forum is growing, I know there are 
many more lessons to be shared and learnt.
 
>         5.  For myself, I'd like my picture included among you, since I 
> identify with your personal struggles with Kundalini, healing energies 
> et al, when I can find the picture I want to send.  It shows me sitting 
> in my office looking smart and alert, with my clipboard and pen, ready 
> to write down some comments so that I can better help someone sort out 
> some fragment of his/her life.  The lessons we learn...
 
This picture of you makes me laugh already. 
 
>         6.  In India, Dr. Amit Goswami, quantum physicist, author of The Self 
> Aware Universe, constantly talked about how our wishes and creations of 
> ourself collapse out of the wave function into physicality.  "Be careful 
> what you wish for..."  L.D.
 
We create our own universe? Tell us more . . . 
 
:)
 
Most Kind Regards 
Ed Jason 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 13:31:40 -0400 
From: vic bonds <wildwingsATnospampeconic.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: kundalini knowledge,summer, winters... 
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Knowledge is the Room which Truth and Love walk through...and enters the 
Infinity of Wisdom...
 
Dear CD, 
WE are writing about the adventure of the  
awakening of the spirit simultanieously 
prevelent within the body mind and soul. 
First question was about the fact of a soul 
being well along on the path of Star Fire, 
or the earth's soul rising up to the stars 
and Infinity.  
This evolutionary process is eternal and  
has many signposts along it's Path. The 
 most important thing to remember is that 
 you are among Friends of the most Important 
Kinds, look up Star Fire on the www net, 
that, of the Ones who search for Truth 
and Love and Wisdom on the Warrior's Path 
 of Knowledge, be resolute, in persuing your 
Way to the Spirit's Empire of Infinity, using 
Strong Intention as your Compass and Tool 
 and Love as your Motivating Force to move 
through the good and hard times in your 
life, and Compassion is the thing I seem to  
dwell on the most, because, there is so much 
suffering from Confusion, one should alway 
turn to their brothers and sisters and mothers 
and fathers for help, and this I mean in all 
Ways, a Guru needs his Chela as much if  
not more, than the opposite, this is so true 
for if One is the Mouthpiece of God(the Guru), 
 and the Other is the Arm of God, (the Guru moving and guiding the hands of 
the Chela, who writes about 
it, in a series of books, or the Guru guilding the 
Chela's Tongue, when, he speaks at an educational 
engagement.). 
Be patient, the process of the kundalini serpent 
fire is eternal, and just keeps growing in powers 
in different stations or chakras, along the spine, 
in various nerve ganglia, and organs of the human 
body. 
Many manesfestations of the eternally, ancient fire, 
of mother earth is prevelent all through the life 
of a devotee of the ancient and holy mother, and father of all life, earth 
Spirit, and God Spirit. 
You must make up your mind, what Path, or  
 Path you want to travel, little one, because  
the terminology of these things can be over- 
whelming, take it from One who has seen 
 the inside workings of the spirit, for many 
 years, within Myself, there are so many Ways 
to work with this mighty force, just find the 
one you Love,your Master, your Teacher,or your Guru, and that, will do, for 
with Love 
all things are Possible, and about the dark 
night of the soul, that is a very important 
topic of choice, for, I feel I specialize in that, 
for my Kind, my Friends, are experiencing it quite often, and they hurt, 
when they are too, close, or too far, from the Truth,and, that it hurts to 
work for God and suffer greatly for it, but the rewards 
are sufficient to the One, who sees the Work 
through, The Way is dark at times, and it is light 
sometimes, so it is good to develope even- 
mindedness, which is helped, infinitely,, by 
self-reflection on past events in one's 
 life,where the attention point of consciousness 
tends to focus on, when, one may need to be  
 in present time, to fully enjoy life, and reap 
 the rewards of such things as Bliss, which 
 come quite often, to those who work at 
gardening their own backyards, and souls, 
for a cleaned up and  fully funtional soul, is 
the best thing there is under the heavens,  
 and on the earth, being very important to graduate 
 to the ability of Recreation Park of the Spirit, 
 like the Earth should be, where you have total freedom to Dream your 
futures,and explore the  
Realities of the Infinite Universe. Now, the 
technologies, available that, I find useful, and 
 actually, fascinating magical, and breathtaking 
and wonderous, and even frightening at times, 
because, of what they reveal and the fast pace 
changes taking place, within me is: 
Carlos Castaneda's series of books about the  
Lover of Mankind and the Earth, an old Indian 
 Medicine man, and Sorcerer by the name  
of don Juan, who, took Carlos under his Wing, 
and cared and nurtured his mind, and Spirit, 
to a degree unknown, known only by CC,  
himself and God, anotherwards, Infinity, 
 and, who can measure that? 
And, then, there is the series of Tensegrity, 
which is three, and by later this year, four, videos, 
which have the ancient Art of manipulating 
Energies, of the Energy body of our bodies, 
in techniques, revealed by Carlos Castaneda. 
I have just started doing them, and they are 
very effective, and I look forward to learning 
all I can about increasing the ability I have 
to make myself healthy, and stabilize my 
fluctuating light energy, and control my spiritual ability to make 
realities come forth out of the 
chaos of my mind and soul, and I am always 
wishing for more,( like you people, my Friends,) evolution, to the speed, I 
am comfortable with,and to heal others, including women and men...
 
Love Forever, 
 Victoria, 
Ravin'Raven 
~V~ 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 22:02:55 -0700 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
CC: jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca 
Subject: Re: focus 
Message-ID: <338BBC7F.4A83ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
Gloria Greco wrote:
 
> Hi Arron and Lillemor and others, 
>         We have a large variety of folks on the list and some times we go into 
> discussions that hit buttons. This is all a part of the learning 
> cycle. Detachment is essential to life and life is the teacher.
 
Detachment is essential to life 
and life is the teacher. 
If we learn anything it is from mistakes 
so if we learn 
we make no mistakes 
Yipee! 
but only if we learn. 
So what are we to detach from? 
>From words? From our imagination? From our sense of self importance? 
>From our spirituality? From detachment? 
Ah well so many things to do - to improve.
 
> While it is wonderful to have a discussion group that shares experience 
> around kundalini, it really can't do that without also bringing in 
> aspects of life. What is here is a very good representation of life on 
> this planet and it enters into both light and dark areas. This is really 
> a treasure for those ready to confront inner truth and to directly deal 
> with some who are totally opposite in experience. 
 
mmm . . . 
you mean perhaps  
we should learn as much  
from those and that we do not like as from that we do? 
But then when people express darkness we will have to see the light and 
goodness in it? 
Perhaps you ask too much . . . 
Can we not have nice people with nice thoughts and all be nice and live 
on a pink fluffly cloud - nice, nice, nice? Maybe not.
 
> The joy of being 
> introduced to a specific frequency is extremely valueable, if you are 
> sincerely working at grounding into the heart center the letting go that 
> is necessary for protection will also make you closer to God provided 
> that is where you go... and you don't just think, judge and be angry.
 
Exactly so. Give up your hurt and pain - it is all imagination anyway.
 
>         This list is terrific for learning detachment, and love is the 
> vibration that we need in order to purify and let go. I have just 
> recently been on the end of some projections and found it to be a 
> powerful experience that was used for God's purpose. Can we all come to 
> this place of acceptance? Gloria
 
Of course we can and of course we will.  
Love? Purify and let go? Perhaps those who have been through the baptism 
of fire will be happy to know that flames here are purifying :)
 
Most Kind Regards 
Ed jason 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 18:22:13 -0400 (EDT) 
From: KPitcherATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: focus 
Message-ID: <970527181905_-1966402329ATnospamemout05.mail.aol.com>
 
Thanks for the mail but please un-subsribe me 
Date: Mon, 26 May 1997 18:52:16 -0400 
From: Dolce Vita <lissetteATnospambridge.net> 
To: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca 
Subject: Re: focus 
Message-ID: <338A141F.5B69ATnospambridge.net> 
 
Lobster, 
My you are a sweet man...  
I love Lobster, yummy!!!! 
Lissette 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 18:46:44 -0400 (EDT) 
From: MULCHPUDZATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: focus 
Message-ID: <970527184639_485941815ATnospamemout20.mail.aol.com>
 
why are you sending me so much e-mail? Please unsubscribe me. 
Date: Mon, 26 May 1997 19:03:25 -0400 
From: Dolce Vita <lissetteATnospambridge.net> 
To: Matthew King <mkingATnospamaxe.rcuk.cca.rockwell.com> 
CC: "'kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com'" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: A few questions about Kundalini.... 
Message-ID: <338A16BD.29EDATnospambridge.net> 
 
Hi Matt 
I am sorry or....more so... glad, to inform you that kundalini is here 
to stay. Once awakened, there it is VOILA! You  cannot shut it off like 
a radio. If some symptoms are bothering you, then don't meditate for a 
while, eat good food, rest well, read books about it, there are a lot of 
information in book stores about it.  There are some things that you can 
do to ease the symptoms if they are strong, but otherwise, enjoy it have 
a ball.... and grow! 
Love and light, 
Lissette 
Date: Tue, 27 May 97 23:56:22 GMT 
From: cen06681ATnospamcenturyinter.net 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: A few questions about Kundalini.... 
Message-Id: <M.052797.185622.52ATnospamcenturyinter.net>
 
I don't mean to sound like I am peddling a book here, but you might try finding  
a copy of "Kundalini and the Chakras, by Genevive Lewis Paulsen. It discusses  
the answers to just about all of your questions. 
      From what little I know about it, there is no way for the mind or body to  
know in advance how K- energy release will effect one. There is no way to  
anticipate Shakti, and no way to clean out the closets if we don't know which  
ones are full. She will find them and expose them to us. That is simply part of  
the process. It is at least for me, a full time job, although the releases vary  
in intensity, sort of ebbing and rising again, and I deal with them as they  
come.It is important to recognize them for what they are, and not get into an  
"I'me Dying" head trip, and start analyzing what is happening.The extreme  
anxiety does happen, as well as unreasonable fear of dying, or leaving  
something unfinished, and also takes many other forms.For me detachment has  
been the only answer, and placing one's self in the position of the observer,  
so that when the mind reals around and screams at me "I'me dying - all is lost"  
, my immediate response is " So What's there to loose?".Therapy in advance to  
prepare, physical exercise, diet,reading, meditation, all of these are good  
preparation, but when the K-crisis finally descends or ascends for you,it  
simply sometimes comes down to one second at a time, and can I get through  
this. At times like this it is important to connect with whatever your higher  
power is and to pray. Also making a gratitude list helped me a great deal. It  
gave me perspective, like a lighthouse in a storm, and reminded me that all was  
not, and could not be lost, simply because I was loved. 
     Good luck 
     Lindewey 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 19:47:12 -0400 (EDT) 
From: MULCHPUDZATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: A few questions about Kundalini.... 
Message-ID: <970527194619_1257048464ATnospamemout13.mail.aol.com>
 
please remove my name from the mailing list 
Date: Wed, 28 May 97 00:12:16 GMT 
From: cen06681ATnospamcenturyinter.net 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini  
Message-Id: <M.052797.191216.31ATnospamcenturyinter.net>
 
Kundakini as a personal karma is a tough row to hoe. I have been told that it  
occurs in cycles of 7, 14, and 21 years, months, days, hours , seconds, etc.but  
cannot verify that personally. My first intuitive question to you is what are  
you refusing to detach from and let go of? Question 2 might be are you doing  
anything to aggrivate it like prolonged intense meditations or breathing  
exercises?Ques 3 might be have you sought the help of a good qualified teacher,  
who will work with you one on one to release the negative parts of this  
experience? 
 Lindewey 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 19:52:17 +0100 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: CDeepaATnospamaol.com 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini 
Message-ID: <338B2D5F.2304ATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
CDeepaATnospamaol.com wrote: 
>  
> Hi all ....I have only written a few times on here....but I would like to 
> know if there is anyone who is on this mailing list that has gone thru most 
> of or all of the kundalini process....and how ...." they"  got thru..it...to 
> the " other side"....does this question make sense....???  I have been going 
> thru this for 12.5 years....has anyone else been for this l.....Cdeepa
 
Cdeepa, 
 I've worked with it most of my life, I'm 51 now, so I can tell you it 
stabilizes, illuminates, and empowers when it is closely aligned to 
Divine Will and the ego/self is gone. It is important to get to the 
heart as your home then the work will focus on the higher centers. This 
isn't something done from thought or book knowledge but from spontaneous 
moment of spirit so that it is here and now direct experience. Thought, 
desires etc, are all a part of the solar plexus, getting into that 
no-thought, nothingness area is the quiet of the heart. This is where 
spirit works on you, but before getting into that it is the letting go, 
detachment from the world. I think, I want, control...are still lower 
centers. The humility of asking God to enter directly into your life, as 
direct experience is the key element. Some folks on the list don't like 
the words, God, Christ, Holy Spirit, Lets call it the supreme element, 
supreme consciousness, some want to call it Goddess, which from the 
western view is the Holy Spirit the female embodiment of God. At any 
rate direct personal experience is necessary in the letting go of self 
so that one enters the union with the beloved, divine, first cause.  
 It is from this interior place of self, your Christ, higher or true 
self that your consciousness comes in. There is actually two things 
happening, you are increasing the frequency of the body through 
illumination, and the consicousness/awareness is expanding in huge 
degrees. These two go together in the dance, which is the balancing, 
grounding in of spirit and transformational process which produces 
fruit. Some important things come through this such as knowledge/wisdom 
of frequency, each center is a frequency, color, sound, and you will 
come to know a dream by frequency which will also tell you which center 
you were in at the time. Each center/chakra is a specific vibration, 
when consciousness has entered into the light of experience all of this 
is known. Does this help at all? Gloria 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 23:13:03 -0400 
From: vic bonds <wildwingsATnospampeconic.net> 
To: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Introspective dark view 
Message-Id: <3.0.1.32.19970527231303.00689e90ATnospampeconic.net> 
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The Midnight hour glass, reflects, 
the brooding doom, spreading, 
and impending like moss, 
all over my darkest thoughts, 
of reflecting on my life's rooms, 
You know, I could never figure out, 
 how to start a dialog with myself,  
late, in the night, it is so very frightening,  
to come up with shreds of memories, and 
 had thoughts, occasionally, where light 
has been sparingly, sprinkled, like tattered, 
thorns, across your bedspread, in the light 
 of dawn, remembering, one's past, can be 
painful, more painful, than, that, is not  
living at all, so, greet the new day, with 
bravery, and somehow, get through it 
with camerade, and your good friends, 
and neighbors, who are not free, either.. 
 Ravin' Raven 
~V~ 
Date: Tue, 27 May 1997 19:35:48 -0700 
From: Mad Coyote joe <joeATnospamflarity.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Brilliant mud 
Message-ID: <338B9A04.7018ATnospamflarity.com> 
 
The baby takes a step--was it his first? 
I saw no step at all
 
Or perhaps he was walking backwards?
 
I took a giant step 
I smiled and never moved
 
Can I get lower than a lobster 
and not become the earth?
 
Can I hold my breath 
as long as he can hold a viewpoint?
 
I cherish the star of incongruity 
like a singing sword in his hands
 
beware that the brilliant mud 
does not turn us all to gold
 
and boost the egoless into orbit
 
spinning round and round,
 
joe 
Date: Mon, 26 May 1997 22:54:15 +0000 
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To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: test..delete and ignore 
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Date: Wed, 28 May 1997 00:13:27 -0400 
From: vic bonds <wildwingsATnospampeconic.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: The Raven and the Crow 
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Hi there, 
 I know of a Crow you may love, it is Carlos  
Castaneda, his favorite bird, that he uses 
is a big, black, Crow, because, he is magical, 
 Now, He teaches the Path of Light, and Love. 
the Love is demonstrated by his Teacher 
 don Juan, who, is a Master of Dreaming  
Realities, of Freedom, to explore spiritually, 
with the help of Light Energy Technology, 
of the ancient Indian Sorcerers, of Mexico, 
called Tensegrity, a series of hand passes, 
and such,to deliver energy, and well-being 
to all, in love with spirit, and God, mother 
nature as well, you see, the series of books, 
 Carlos Castaneda wrote, are an adventure 
worth reading about, the adventure of a  
spiritual Warrior searching for knowledge, 
and the origins of Love, the Wisdom is Boundless, 
and so is the Joy, Rapture is an Eagle with ever- 
increasing Power over the world of our universe... 
~V~
 
At 11:32 PM 5/27/97 -0400, you wrote: 
>I wonder why the crows are around me.   
>why I keep finding their feathers 
>The other night in a dream I was told: 
>    
>       "The thing about the feathers of the crow is that they are so black 
>that they reflect the light"      
> 
>I keep working....keep looking inward.....always on the look  
>out.......and I pray for vision. 
> 
>How about you? 
> 
Date: Wed, 28 May 1997 00:49:36 -0400 (EDT) 
From: LibraKat11ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini books 
Message-ID: <970528004935_-861651662ATnospamemout08.mail.aol.com>
 
Angelique,
 
Thanks for the info on Amazon.com.  Unfortunately, several of the books on 
Lobster's list were ones I'd already tried to find there.  They were out of 
stock and the wait varied from 3-6 weeks...if they could find one.
 
Also, thanks for the grounding technique you posted.  I'm hoping maybe that 
will help some of the symptoms lately (one of which you mentioned...my 
spelling is shot to hell because even words I know don't look right 
sometimes!)  
 
Another thing, has anyone seen my memory?  I seem to have lost it or possibly 
left it in another dimension.  If found, please return it because my family 
thinks I didn't just lose my memory, but instead have lost my mind!!! 
 Hmmmm....if anyone sees *that* laying around, too, let me know.  ;-)
 
Sayonara, 
     Kat 
Date: Wed, 28 May 1997 14:49:23 +0400 
From: "Dmitry  Zayakin" <dzenATnospamtransit.samara.ru> 
To: "Kundalini Post" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Thanks for "Inner Smile" and Another question...  
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Hello and thanks to all, who has answered my question about "Inner Smile"! 
I found many interesting expositions on this subject. I have another 
question addressed to experts on this list and Martial Arts fanciers.
 
I've started to train Karate Kyokushinkai 9 years ago. Now I experienced in 
boxing, judo and have 1 dan of Taekwon-do. I'm looking for a technique 
which help me to arise my martial spirit and become more ballanced.  
 
I've heard that perfect way- is the way of warrior. 
God Bless you all! 
Dmitry. 
Date: Wed, 28 May 1997 07:13:39 -0500 
From: jeannegATnospamicon.net (Jeanne Garner) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini books 
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Hi, 
> 
>Thanks for the info on Amazon.com.  Unfortunately, several of the books on 
>Lobster's list were ones I'd already tried to find there.  They were out of 
>stock and the wait varied from 3-6 weeks...if they could find one.
 
You might also try these: Access New Age and Barnes and Noble, which is now 
online.  I don't have the address for B&N, but Access is at:
 
http://www.AccessNewAge.com/
 
Mystress Angelique:  Please add my thanks to those you're receiving for the 
grounding technique.  
 
   Jeanne     
 ==-* My stars! 
Date: Wed, 28 May 1997 09:09:00 -0500 (CDT) 
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.) 
To: Matthew King <mkingATnospamaxe.rcuk.cca.rockwell.com> 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: A few questions about Kundalini.... 
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Good questions!  Even apart from k-awakenings, we are energy systems.   
Anytime we resolve and release emotional conflicts, energy is liberated  
and our capacity handle energy is increased; we feel more alive.  This  
happens regularly through introspection, therapy, life, whatever.  So,  
yes, I imagine the more you can work through, the better.  But for many  
of us on the list, kundalini didn't offer us much of a choice about  
"when."  Certainly the days of not feeling well and of being paranoid  
and hypersensitive are difficult, but overall I'd say my capacity for  
work has jumped a full magnitude because everything seems to function  
better, especially my ability to amuse myself with interesting new  
thoughts!  You are twice blessed, you are basically a happy person and  
Kundalini has called you.  Trust Her and yourself.  Holly   
 
 
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