1997/04/18  18:32  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #175 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 175  
Today's Topics: 	 Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
  Listening 	 Dorje Ling 
  Siddha yoga 	 Re: Eulogies for everyone. . . 
  Re: Phil Hurley 	 AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
  losing it... 	 So long folks..enjoy life 
  Re: losing it... 	 Re: Listening 
  Re: weak aura 	 Eulogy for Mad Tom, Eulogy for Lobster and Buddha's Behind 
  Re: weak aura 	 Flaming Richie's back! 
  invitation to Light City. 	 Re: Listening 
  Beloved Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 07:05:13 -0700 
From: E Jason  To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
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David Bozzi wrote: 
  > LOVE was an Absolute Reality. 
> Beyond idea or abstaction. > Tears streamed from my eyes. 
> An orgasm of Awareness. > Then I sensed an energy that wrapped itself around the perimeter of the 
> room. > It was Us. All of Us. And We All knew it. 
> Each one of Us, a point on the circumference of the energy wheel. > It was painstakingly obvious that it was We who were every living cell. 
> Every blade of grass. Every animal that ever was. > Then I sensed enegy from above in the ceiling. 
> It was the Father and We could go up and be with Him if We wanted to.  
Every genuine moment of knowing is beyond question genuine When we invest power into overwhelming aspiration - we do find 
this Absolute Reality is here with us now By constantly acknowledging it, we begin to resonate in harmony 
- we become the destination Align with the Spirit to the best of your knowing 
Say Goddess I will learn all I can of you Goddess I will serve your people and your creation 
One day the Goddess will smile on you As you smiled for her 
FORGET YOURSELF 
REMEMBER GOD WITHIN AND WITHOUT ALL  
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster (smiling) Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 08:52:10 -0700 
From: E Jason  To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
CC: Mochin  Subject: Listening 
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The spiritual quest is very much a movement from searching to finding 
We find that the answers are already present in our lives Our spiritual quest is merely escape from reality until we accept our 
reality The effort, journey and refinement is altering our relationship with 
this without altering the reality itself 
Capacity is then the capability to learn rather than to teach, search or arrive 
In this sense the capacity to listen is the capacity to progress We can not understand everything or everyone but we can learn from them 
When people rely on the past, their expectations and their wisdom they have lost this very gentle capacity to accept and to listen 
It is as if a cup is being constantly filled and we toss its contents away instead of drinking as if for the first time. 
Maturity is then stillness and opening to the wondrous possibilities of the existent 
>From this basis we may become aware of a subtle underlying causality in the most trivial event. 
We may see each experience and person as an expression of unfathomable wisdom 
In this we forget our part and focus on external manifestation as our own inner processes. 
We go within with the best intentions brought without.   
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 10:49:24 -0400 
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Thanks to all who responded regarding David Parson's music CD "Dorje Ling."  I've ordered it thru the local Borders. 
Dennis Nord 
norddenATnospamhsd.utc.com Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 11:17:57 -0500 (CDT) 
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 Does Siddha fall, roughly speaking, under the category of Bhakti 
yoga(devotion)?  
thanks, nothing is 
Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 12:12:06 -0800 From: Douglas Sunlin  
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>the sickness is in the toxic drugs, it's a bit like blaming lotuses for >dying when sprayed with weed killer.... 
Greeting and blessings. 
A yogi-budding has nought but questions. What is a weed and what is a flower? 
Who chooses? The chemical or the plant? Is my fajita your poison? 
Isn't hardiness a virtue in Kaliyuga? Is there room for pragma-yoga? 
Granted, some need a swift boot in the but... Others, anything more than a tap on the shoulder 
Gains the opposite result. We cook with what's in the kitchen, don't we? 
    
Buran Khan                                               Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 12:09:21 PDT 
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>Date: Wed, 16 Apr 1997 22:32:18 -0700 
>From: Morgana Wyze  >To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
>Subject: Re: Phil Hurley > 
>Phil Hurley wrote: > I like myself 
>> too much to refrain from doing what I do, as a matter of fact all these >> wonderful responses have only added to my delight. So my answer to you 
>> is "No way Jose!"  > Besides I'm only getting warmed up - I have more 
>> surprises in store for everybody.  > Oh, Yes this "qualified" thing you are 
>> talking about---"I don't need no stinking badges"--qualified? you must >> be kidding. "Just to the Purpose"--Heh-Heh-Enjoy your karma---Phil 
> >Hey K-list, 
>I just read this....I'm more than sad about this. >I'm not reading any more posts from this source. 
>Not to suggest you do the same, do as you will. >Enjoying my karma, 
>Morgana > 
> Morgana, 
     I have been doing the same.  
  How can you tell if your aura is weak?  What are the 
signs? 
 
     Anita  
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Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 12:33:21 -0800 From: Douglas Sunlin  
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>Nine years ago I had what is termed a spontaneous "unitive conscious" >experience. 
[.....] >A channeled thought kept repeating,"My brother and I are one." 
> >Suddenly Eistein's theory of relativity was more than just a theory for 
>me. 	*Perhaps even the much-sought-after Unified Field Theory? 
 Is this is a key to true morality (instead of a memorized code)? Is it a key to true magic too ("the Miracle of Creation is ours...")? If you 
can't live there 24 hours, David, it's good to at least know the territory, neh? All the other stuff and rituals, icing on the cake. Enjoy YOUR karma, 
prabhu! : )  
    Buran Khan                                               
Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 12:50:12 -0800 From: Douglas Sunlin  
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>You see I'm always the cool and collected one. I never let others know >that things bother me....things just roll off my shoulders. 
>So... >When the quiet one loses it...  
>it's not a very good thing. 	*Matching pictures, Nancy. . . Me Taurus, long fuse, big charge. What do they always say afterwards? "Whew! Where did that  come from?" Maybe things don't really roll off our shoulders (should-ers?)??? I mean, unless you're a duck! 
 Peace is nice let's agree. How to get from A to B? Cool is cool, and collected is ...? What are we collecting (nukes?), and what are we saving it for (revenge?)? Can we just give up on collecting? Need we forgive when nothing is "collected"? I assume that's what Mr. Siddhartha was ranting about . . . I don't know about you, but I'm still experimenting. . .                                               Buran Khan                                              Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 12:58:29 -0800 
From: Douglas Sunlin  To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
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>It was short but a world of another world I must explore.bye penoflove 
 *Blissings. See you on another list :-}  
    Buran Khan                                               
Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 13:11:58 -0700 From: Morgana Wyze  
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Nancy Kar wrote:  
>  > sigh... 
> anyone else had a hard day?  > or 
> want to be yelled at? hahaha:) >  
> WaterFall There's been some big energy running since April 8 that we all seem to 
be reacting to. Big changes, big releases. Solar flares? May be. Morgana 
Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 13:18:30 -0700 From: Peter Norton  
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Re: Listening 
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> In this sense the capacity to listen is the capacity to progress 
> We can not understand everything or everyone but we can learn from them  
well, I for one, would like to see some evidence of anyone really listening to what Phillip is trying to say. 
I would try to give some, myself, but alas, ADD etc.... 
Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 14:03:07 PDT From: "anita grayson"  
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>Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 13:23:08 -0700 >From: Morgana Wyze  
>To: anita grayson  >Subject: Re: weak aura 
> >anita grayson wrote: 
>> >>  
>>                 How can you tell if your aura is weak?  What are the >> signs? 
>>  >>                                         Anita 
>>  >Defensiveness of personal space, feeling that others in the room/house 
>are intrusive, extreme sensitivity to environment. Reading people >without wanting to. Any concept that others are taking energy from you. 
>Morgana >(You can post this to the list if you think others could use the info, 
>you're the only one who asked this question, so I'm replying only to >you, it may not be a general query)
 
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Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 14:07:54 -0800 From: Douglas Sunlin  
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>this is a serious point as there are clearly connections with shakti and >chakra openings, the transitional states of emergence they can bring and 
>some forms of apparently serious mental distress which may lead to >unnecessary and destructive medication being used.... 
> >combined with the taboo and stigma of psychiatric labelling this is a 
>serious issue, or at least it should be one --Tom Aston 
 *Well, all flippancy aside, it is tragic to watch "modern" medicine performed. I identify with Dr McCoy in the Star Trek movies 
sometimes...butchers! Oh, your back hurts? Let's just yank this cartilige out and weld your vertebrae together with a iron bar. "There, that feels 
better, yes? Causes? Oh, you wouldn't understand .  . . Oh, kundalini? I've got just the chemical for that.... FDA sez it's safe. I use it all the 
time. You'll feel nice and numb, but you'll keep coming back for more. . . ." One day they will get "clued" in by the ones who know. Blissings. 
    
Buran Khan                                               Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 14:03:42 PDT 
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>Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 13:23:08 -0700 
>From: Morgana Wyze  >To: anita grayson  
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>anita grayson wrote: >> 
>>  >>                 How can you tell if your aura is weak?  What are the 
>> signs? >>  
>>                                         Anita >>  
>Defensiveness of personal space, feeling that others in the room/house >are intrusive, extreme sensitivity to environment. Reading people 
>without wanting to. Any concept that others are taking energy from you. >Morgana 
>(You can post this to the list if you think others could use the info, >you're the only one who asked this question, so I'm replying only to 
>you, it may not be a general query) 
 
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From: Mystress Angelique Serpent  To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
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   Hey! Everybody who is getting bored with flaming Phil, guess what?  
  Flammable Richie the fake Tantra Master is back! 
  You remember Richie, and his charming invitations to the women of K.list...   Like this one: 
>>Feel free to email me with any and all filthy-mouthed rituals.  
  And his eloquent descriptions of the Tantric Goddesses he sought:  
>>The hornier more wanton goddess nymphetic type, the better.......  
  Ahhh, Richie, you were far too memorable to forget...how could we?   You managed to offend most of the women on the list, at that time...and 
quite a few of the men, too.    ...druid says, ("Mystress, I apologise on behalf of my gender...", when 
he sees other men being offensive..) ...your claim to be an agent, your repeated requests for nude full body 
shots of female members...hardly industry standard, my dear...and I do have all the information that members dug up on you, still in the K. archives, 
ready to repost at a moments notice.   Well, you are 4 for 4...every post you have sent to this list is another 
version of "I wanna get laid.."  At least you manged not to trip over your tongue quite so badly this time. 
  Seems to me, I promised to give you all the free verbal abuse you can eat, on behalf of the women of K.list, until you get lost, and stop trying 
to use K.list as a pickup joint. Well, I wouldn't go back on an offer like that!!! 
  Really, Richie, you are the only member I ever attempted to flame out of existence, and I missed the chuckles, when you vanished. Of course, I could 
simply unsub you in a moment, but as I told Phil, we don't unsub folks around here for being rude... 
  Tho you almost make me tempted to make an exception.....perhaps we should take a vote...? 
  Waiting for your next post, Flame thrower at the ready... 	Blessings, SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSerpent. 
Flaming Richie wrote:  
> >This summer we are planning some nude, naturalistic gatherings where we 
>will celebrate and rejoice with the Tantric Kundalini Pagan Spirit and >share in the ancient sexual rituals of Tantra Kundalini. 
> >Shiva Gods and Shakti Goddesses will join together for a polyfidelic, 
>orgiastic union of the divine spiritual energies and physical pleasures >involved in total kundalini massage and erotic tantric union. 
> >Anyone who reads this post is invited to email us at rs7.fapATnospammhv.net and 
>find out more about how to participate in the celebrations of love, >ecstacy, bliss and divine tantric kundalini union. 
> >We look forward to hearing from you........ 
> > 
>  
Mystress Angelique Serpent,  		Dominant Experiential Facilitator. 
Website= http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent 	*******************  
Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils.      -- Hector Louis Berlioz  
Sure, it's going to kill a lot of people, but they may be dying of something else anyway.     -- Othal Brand, member of a Texas pesticide 
review board  	^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 
 Vancouver, B.C., Canada. Officially the most beautiful city in the world. Date: Thu, 17 Apr 1997 18:03:25 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent  To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, spiderwomanATnospamamazoncity.com 
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Hi Spiderlings and Kundalites! 
Just got an invitation to the LightCity. 
It's a beautiful place.  
http://www.speakeasy.org/~maxwell/lc/  
I hope to meet you all there soon. 	Blessings, Mystress. 
Mystress Angelique Serpent,  
  Dominant Experiential Facilitator.             Website= http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent 
 *******************  Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils. 
     -- Hector Louis Berlioz  Sure, it's going to kill a lot of people, but they may be dying of 
something else anyway.     -- Othal Brand, member of a Texas pesticide review board  
 ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^  Vancouver, B.C., Canada. Officially the most beautiful city in the world. 
Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 20:08:08 -0700 From: Phillip & Leigh Hurley  
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Re: Listening 
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Peter Norton wrote: 
>  > > In this sense the capacity to listen is the capacity to progress 
> > We can not understand everything or everyone but we can learn from them >  
> well, I for one, would like to see some evidence of anyone really > listening to what Phillip is trying to say. 
>  > I would try to give some, myself, but alas, ADD etc.... 
I evoke aversions--for instanse I have evoked the return of Flameing 
Ritchie to take my place while I am on vacation.   
An yes while I am at it I hope you have all enjoyed   
   Phil's Guerrilla Cyberspace theatre  
Brought to all you shut ins  by Solar Flares lmtd.  
Cast of characters:  
Yogi Tom--Played very well by himself  
Phil-Also played by himself- A superb performer if I say so myself.  
Cyber Slut, temptress-instigator-Leigh(whore of Babylon)  
Kindly mother of two-Morgana Wise -One who has much patience  
Technical props, leathers and whips--Mystresss SSSSerpent  
Set design playwright and general nuisance--Lobster  
Also many thanks to all the extras as well as the L.A bomb squad, and the yogi emotional trauma center for their stand by services.  
This production of Death of a Bodhisattva Or Buddha goes Bonkers is a 
full spectrum presentation of Solar Flares Lmtd. who is not responsible for anything. Many thanks to Bob of the church of the subgenius for 
script.  
Phils Quotes for all  
Remember, You are nothing more than proto galactic sub fragments, nobody else takes you seriously so why should you. 
And last but not least --Keep your snakes up and eyes on the road.  
Again my many thanks to Mystress SSerpent who is the most painfully 
aware person that I know.   
My task is done and oh yes watch for our forthcoming Buddha Boogies in Berlin w/Hot Babes. XXX rated. 
Oh Yes, one more quote---We are all victims - but some of us are better 
at it than others. Bye bye for now.--Enjoy your Karma--And my your God Goddess-Banana in the sky-whatever go with you.---_Phil 
Date: Fri, 18 Apr 1997 19:40:48 -0600 From: "Marco Antonio Galvan Ph.D"  
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Beloved K-friends: 
Nothing has ever happened, Nothing have ever existed! 
This Nothingness you are. Only Self is. 
Self is what you are, You are That 
Fathomlessness   in which experience and concepts appear. Self is the Moment  which has no coming or going. It is the Heart, the 
Atman, Emptiness. It shines to Itself, by Itself, in Itself 
You are what gives breath to life, You need not   search it, IT IS HERE. 
You are That  through which you would search. You are what you are looking for! 
And That is All it is. Only Self Is. 
You simply cannot deny that you are Consciousness. 
You dwell in the Lotus of the Heart as Joy in Bliss.  
This very process, Self Knowledge is that  which is worth sacrificing anything for, 
because  everything else is just a mirage rising out  of Consciousness.  
You are the indweller of all Beings You are the greatest Love and the dearest of all Lovers. 
Love is attraction of Self to Self in Self. There is nothing besides this Love, this source of Joy. 
See your own Beauty and you are the Indweller, this Love, and the Beauty Itself. 
Neti, Neti; but what you Are cannot be rejected. 
It is Now only. It is still the Now which only is. 
Only Self is.  
The present Moment is Light, is Self. This Moment is not bondage or freedom. 
It is the most precious beyond ideation. This Moment is the screen on which all projects. 
It is always Still and Untouched and it is out of time. 
There is no difference between the Ultimate and this Presence. To be in this moment abandon all desires, 
Including the desire to be in it.  
That which has no name or form Has millions of names: 
Being, Awareness, Bliss, Isness, Atman, Truth, Self, Beaty, Freedom, Divine Love, Fullness, Emptiness, Nowness, Hereness, 
Silence.  
BEFORE NOTIONS AND CREATIONS YOU EXIST, SO THERE ARE NO WORDS FOR THAT Beyond words and language. Self does not need to understand Itself, 
Freedom is before the concept of  freedom. You are what remains when The concepts of "I", mind, and past disappear. Nothingness is no concept. 
Identify as Peace-Beauty-Love, do no experience it. 
Know "I am inactive,  the activity takes place in me, I am That, I am the screen, I never come and never go." 
Identify as Consciousness Itself. 
If you do not forget who you are, this appearance of activity is the Cosmic Dance. 
Stay as "I am", not what comes and goes 
The individual I-sense is mind, but Being has no frontiers. It is aware of Itself Itself. Identify as Being. 
When mind is pure you will see Self in all Beings. 
Purify the mind by removing all concepts, Especially the concept of purity. 
The Self reveals itself to the Empty mind Which is Consciousness. 
Even the ugliest of doubts and the most separate of differences 
Rise from the Beautiful Source as Isness In Self there are no do´s and don´ts. 
If there is unhappiness you are not unhappy, You are Untouched Awareness of this unhappiness. 
As waves are not separate from the Ocean, nor rays from the sun, You are not separate  from Existence. 
You are the Moment in which all is.  
You are not different from Existence, than Being. See Being everywhere by not looking. 
The Seeing is Being, not the objects seen.  
Consciousness is the original Mother. If you Know this she will take care of you 
And give you Happiness, Peace, and Deathlessness. This Mother we do not  recognise and this gets us into trouble. 
This Unknown is your Nature, return to That Because the known will give no lasting Peace, 
No lasting Love.  
Bliss is Eternal, even though it appears to arise when the mind dies. 
Bliss is not an experience, It is your Nature.  
This is the Heart This Gift is always calling to everyone, 
"You are seated in the Heart of all Beings." This is the Truth: Your face shines. 
Nothing ever happened or ever will. 
You have always been perfect Love and Peace. What changes is not real and what is Real can not change. 
You are that Secret, that Purity beyond change and description. 
Love to You, by You, in You.  
I am the Ocean and all forms seen are my waves dancing on me.  
In Grace-Peace-Beauty-Love  
Om Tat Sat 
 
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