1997/04/14  18:08  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #165 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 165
 
Today's Topics: 
  Re: Shopping 
  Re: Kundalini Energy 
  (no subject) 
  TAXES & KUNDALINI 
  [Fwd: Re: On the subject of egoism] 
  Re: Shopping 
  shaktipat 
  Re: gurus 
  Re: Kundalini Energy 
  Re: Mind 
  Re: Kundalini Energy 
  Re: More sex ? and dorje ling 
  Re: [Fwd: A great tan - well done] 
  Re: Mind 
  Re: Mind--Word breakout 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 14:43:06 -0400 
From: imtgATnospamjuno.com (tg xxx) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Shopping 
Message-ID: <19970414.144719.3982.5.imtgATnospamjuno.com>
 
lphurley writes....
 
<<<<. My question is--Can one find Kundalini at the grocery 
store? If so, why? If not, why? Also If one can find Kundalini at the 
grocery store--how does one keep the serpent in the shoping cart till 
one gets to the checkout counter. Should I shop elsewhere?>>>>>>>> 
 
If one finds Kundalini at the grocery store, you cannot keep it in the 
shopping cart, unless of course, you found it in the shopping cart, or 
you place it in the shopping cart while in the grocery store.
 
Should you shop where the Kundalini isn't?  Only if you are not ready to 
face it....
 
You found the wisdom. 
Do you want to keep it 
until you are ready to use it? 
Then you must put it 
where you can remember 
where it is... 
and then, when you are ready 
to use it to check out, 
it will be there. 
 
Maybe.
 
xxxtg
 
"Whenever I think of the past, it brings back so many memories...."
 
 
On Mon, 14 Apr 1997 13:40:19 -0700 Phillip & Leigh Hurley 
<lphurleyATnospamplainfield.bypass.com> writes: 
>The Phenomenal Universe 
>Remember; we are all walking around in our own Muladhara Chackras -  
>Your 
>inner self "writ large". What you see is what you are. Thus shines the 
>wisdom of the Bhuddist who becomes Bodhisattva (abode of Akasha). They 
>vibrate the mantra of instant enlightenment with every movement - 
>"Yadihasti tadanyatra yannehasti natatkvachit" - "What is here is 
>elsewhere: What is not here is nowhere" -Vishvasara Tantra. Thus every 
>object and person becomes a personal adventue in Serpent awareness,  
>and 
>so arises the science of Feng Shui. Before you, is spread a living  
>Tarot 
>for you to read - Omens - Pathways - labyrinths - with many signs to 
>guide the way. For light, you have the sun by day and the stars and  
>moon 
>by night. When there is total darkness at eclipse, you know that there 
>can be no light without darkness -Yin is in Yang, and Yang in Yin.  
>Yoni 
>is nurtured and brought to fruition, and thus all is confirmed and 
>conspires to illuminate.  
>I overheard these snippits of conversation, the other day in a store 
>near my house. Now, I live in a strange neighborhood and the 
>storekeepers name (so he says) is Lucifer(light bearer). What a 
>character! But, be that as it may, I was wondering if anybody knows  
>what 
>all this means - or anything for that matter. The locals here are 
>strange, but I did have the feeling that there was some wisdom here 
>perhaps. Now these people, are rather crude, and are not self  
>proclaimed 
>enlightened Yogi's or Shaktipaters or even snowmobile buffs - but I 
>can't seem to get this conversation out of my mind, so I thought I  
>would 
>share it with you. My question is--Can one find Kundalini at the  
>grocery 
>store? If so, why? If not, why? Also If one can find Kundalini at the 
>grocery store--how does one keep the serpent in the shoping cart till 
>one gets to the checkout counter. Should I shop elsewher and does  
>anyone 
>have any good kundalini recipes--I like fried food--LaVaRaYaHaAum 
>---ChaChaCha---Phil 
> 
> 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 17:20:06 +0100 
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, PenofLoveATnospamaol.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini Energy 
Message-ID: <mxycmMA2klUzEwCsATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk>
 
In message <970414083110_418281002ATnospamemout16.mail.aol.com>, 
PenofLoveATnospamaol.com writes 
>Have a question...My kundalini was released back in Nov of 96 by accident. 
>Maybe from my body being totaling twisted by a yogi with pure presure and my 
>part on meditation traveling into a spiritual nature. After feeling so much 
>energy within and many other things..I read the what effects it has on a 
>person. Then visited a kundalini guru for advise which was then told it was 
>true about my release. ...Now I seem to crack every bone in my body trying to 
>release some energy inside me. Constantly moving my head around, feet 
>..twisting my arms in directions, my back ..everything to calm the flow or in 
>trying to control it. It seems the energy wishes to escape from within. 
> ....Is this natural and will it continue?? thanks penoflove 
> 
This sounds like classic shakti running wild symptoms and "you" trying 
to control the situation in vain.......shakti cannot be controlled in 
this way, much better to cooperate and learn to find ways of being that 
are in harmony with her needs....letting go of one's sense of self can 
sometimes help, as can generally yielding to her subtle intuitions and 
whims...this is not about you finding a way to control shakti, but about 
shakti finding ways to control your sense of self and make it 
subservient to her will...in a sense, if the energy is as powerful as it 
sounds, your destiny has been decided by this awakening, you must 
cooperate with this energy and understand it is the engine of spiritual 
development...in some ways cooperating with shakti is all that 
spioritual development involves and she has her own methods and whims 
and it is up to you to pay attention to them...the first thing to do 
might just be to lie on the floor and let go at the deepest levels of 
being or take a long relaxing bath and review life and where it's going 
and what is the nature of your central experience....you got this 
process started, it is up to you to cooperate now and avoid willfulness 
and crude energy manipulation techniques that only complicate 
matters...if its as strong as you say it's not going to disappear 
overnight,if ever, so you may as well make things easy and go gently and 
humbly into the cave of self-surrender and understanding from which no 
ego ever returns....regards Yogi Tom 
--  
Tom Aston 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 15:19:15 -0700 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: (no subject) 
Message-ID: <3352AD63.75ECATnospamdial.pipex.com>
 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 15:33:36 +0100 
From: Charles Wildbank <wildbankATnospampeconic.net> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: TAXES & KUNDALINI 
Message-Id: <19333652201158ATnospampeconic.net> 
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As below so in Above....
 
Wonder where taxes correspond above (Karma debt? )
 
Or is WORK=WORSHIP?
 
Or is it plain NUMEROLOGY at work in the COSMOS?
 
Or is it so you can sleep and meditate soundly while the government is 
keeping the streets as safe as possible from the lower chakra gangs?
 
Charles 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 15:17:33 -0700 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: [Fwd: Re: On the subject of egoism] 
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Date: Sun, 13 Apr 1997 06:07:37 -0700 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
X-Mailer: Mozilla 3.01 (Win95; I; 16bit) 
 
To: Indira Singh <76460.3057ATnospamCompuServe.COM> 
Subject: Re: On the subject of egoism 
References: <970413005650_76460.3057_CHR51-1ATnospamCompuServe.COM> 
 
Indira Singh wrote: 
  
> <Lurk Off>
 
Oh joy 
keep off 
and be more than welcome 
 
 
> ""I am" 
> "I like" 
> "I am" 
> Your one message is full of the egoism" 
  
> Once again, I am saddened that the wisdom of the east is being misused by well 
> meaning and fervently searching members in the west.
 
As someone who does not belong to the East or the West 
nor judge without knowing I judge myself 
Nor consider myself searcher or finder 
I say to you: 
No need to be sad 
when you can put me right . . . 
 
  
> Lobster, egoism has nothing to do with the number of times the subjective 
> pronoun is used.
 
I know 
I am sure
 
> PenofLove, you are right to question a lot of what you are receiving here. The 
> value of staying is to see how others' honest struggle on the same path as yours 
> can lead mostly to errors. Their courage in exploring and sharing their new 
> experiences and ideas verbally is laudable - and is the only way we all learn.
 
Now you're cooking 
and make sure you point out our errors 
and deliver us from temptation 
and Penoflove is staying with us . . .  
(hooray)
 
> The wisdom to separate what is valuable for your path from that which is 
> misleading is something you have to do in pursuit of this sort of knowledge. 
> This forum, from what I have seen so far, might be a very worthwhile environment 
> to do that.
 
Exactly so 
and your participation is most welcome
 
  
> And at times, there might be some real insights into kundalini practice. 
>  
> Indi-Anna 
> "If you meet the Buddha, kill him." 
>  
> </Lurk Off>
 
I am sorry you are not permitted to lurk off 
Provide your insights into snake charming 
If you have the ability to Kill the Buddha 
kindly do so 
Or do you subscribe 
to the cowardly assertion  
that the best answer to a fool is silence?
 
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster (not a spectator sport) 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 18:19:35 -0700 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Shopping 
Message-ID: <3352D7A7.471ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
Phillip & Leigh Hurley wrote: 
  
> The Phenomenal Universe 
> Remember; we are all walking around in our own Muladhara Chackras - Your 
> inner self "writ large". What you see is what you are. 
 
interesting but  . . . <snip>
 
> My question is--Can one find Kundalini at the grocery 
> store? If so, why? If not, why? 
 
Many people wonder why so many people wander off topic 
- they do not. 
It is quite possible for people to talk on different levels 
However you are not asking questions 
but displaying knowledge 
Perhaps sharing occurs easier with partners . . . 
On the Kundalini forum kundalini exists in the Heart 
and if you take that to the grocery store 
the serpent comes too . . .
 
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 16:44:26 -0500 (CDT) 
From: Narahari Phatak <forehamATnospamimsa.edu> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: shaktipat 
Message-ID: <Pine.GSO.3.96.970414164028.740B-100000ATnospamcoke> 
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This term has been used here often lately and as I am new to all of this, 
I ask you who are verily more experienced than I to teach me what it is. I 
realize that the root shakti is roughly translates as power or the 
feminine aspect of power. 
 
If you believe that is a waste to mail to the 
list, please e-mail me personally
 
Narahari Phatak 
forehamATnospamimsa.edu 
Date: Sun, 13 Apr 1997 17:53:26 -0400 
From: Dolce Vita <lissetteATnospambridge.net> 
To: Charles Wildbank <wildbankATnospampeconic.net> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: gurus 
Message-ID: <335155D6.4592ATnospambridge.net> 
 
Hi charles, 
Gurumayi is giving intensives and is not afraid of people, anyone can 
come to the ashram in South Fallsberg. the site is 
http://www.channel1.com/siddhayoga/index.html for more information. 
At your service, 
Lissette 
Date: Sun, 13 Apr 1997 18:05:33 -0400 
From: Dolce Vita <lissetteATnospambridge.net> 
To: PenofLoveATnospamaol.com 
CC: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini Energy 
Message-ID: <335158AD.3A65ATnospambridge.net> 
 
HI PenofLove 
What is happening to you is a natural expression of Kundalini energy, 
dont try to manipulate it or change it, it will quiet down eventually, 
the same happened to me. I was a bit overwhelmed with the process but it 
is  harmless and it is an intelligent energy. Dont meditate near bedtime 
so the kriyas dont go on during the night and eat a bit more rich foods. 
Stay away from red meat and cigarretes. 
If I can be of help, let me know. 
At the service of the light, 
Lissette 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 17:58:19 -0400 
From: imtgATnospamjuno.com (tg xxx) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Mind 
Message-ID: <19970414.175833.3982.18.imtgATnospamjuno.com>
 
If we are merely dreaming this life 
(Life is but a dream......) 
Then the mind must be  
where the dreamer is.
 
The size, hmmmmmm,  
I would say, about 
a size 7.
 
If we are truly dreaming 
whether it be a good or  bad dream 
we can dream up our past,  
whether in this life or another. 
We can dream up our spirits or angels 
or ghosts or goblins. 
We can dream of our wishes and hopes 
and our wonders and our dreams 
We can dream of energies and creativity 
and memories of whatever we want.
 
And we can dream of a Kundalini 
which arises and brings forth 
great energies and ego-bustings 
and awakenings.
 
But we are still dreaming. 
As a man dreameth.... so shall he be.
 
My truth may not be your truth. 
I'm just here to play and have fun with life.
 
A long long time ago, God sent all his children out to play,  
and as he waved to them, he yelled "Have Fun!  Have Fun!"
 
And the children turned to each other and 
asked, "Why is God saying "Heaven!  Heaven!"? 
And we've been searching ever since.
 
xxxtg 
"Eat a live toad the first thing in the morning 
and nothing worse will happen to you the rest of the day..." 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 15:43:53 -0700 
From: Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com> 
To: PenofLoveATnospamaol.com 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Kundalini Energy 
Message-ID: <3352B329.60E3ATnospambest.com> 
 
PenofLoveATnospamaol.com wrote: 
>  
> Have a question...My kundalini was released back in Nov of 96 by accident. 
> Maybe from my body being totaling twisted by a yogi with pure presure and my 
> part on meditation traveling into a spiritual nature. After feeling so much 
> energy within and many other things..I read the what effects it has on a 
> person. Then visited a kundalini guru for advise which was then told it was 
> true about my release. ...Now I seem to crack every bone in my body trying to 
> release some energy inside me. Constantly moving my head around, feet 
> ..twisting my arms in directions, my back ..everything to calm the flow or in 
> trying to control it. It seems the energy wishes to escape from within. 
>  ....Is this natural and will it continue?? thanks penoflove
 
Let go, let the energy escape. It's clearing energy blocks from your 
body. You'll have plenty of years to sit in meditation and focus the 
energy within after you've spent the time needed to let the kundalini 
open the energy centers of your body. Relax, trust the proces, and 
release goals of "enlightenment". A lot of people get stuck chasing 
enlightenment, let it chase you. 
Morgana 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 15:08:11 -0700 
From: J Flarity <joeATnospamflarity.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: More sex ? and dorje ling 
Message-Id: <3352AACA.24DEATnospamflarity.com> 
 
Dear Tom,
 
Thank you for this in depth post.  I appreciate the amount of effort you 
have invested in this important area. 
 
>  
> Inner sex has its dangers, just as outer sex can have all kinds of 
> karmic implications for oneself and other....
 
Isn't danger only real to those who believe in the mortality of their 
own flesh (or soul).  Haven't your 'mistakes' been the best of teachers?
 
> anything less, and one might survive, or even progress, but why take the 
> risk when the forces at stake are cosmic and the implications of getting 
> it wrong extremely serious in a way our mundane understanding cannot 
> figure out easily
 
Isn't this the major reason we are here--to figure it out for ourselves?
 
> To enter into a series of sexual relationships as one develops, choosing 
> partners according to one's needs and chemistry, may simply undermine 
> the whole foundation of one's practice by manipulating and using "other" 
> selfishlessly for one's own transcendental ends, missing the whole point 
> of the exercise which is learn to nurture, love and liberate.
 
Tom, this is a wonderful example of pure writing skill.  Unfortunately, 
I cannot make sense of it, except with a sophist viewpoint.  If your 
'chemistry' is selfish, wouldn't a complimentary 'needy' partner  
be a good match?  Don't we all get what we need? 
>  
  
> There is also the problem of using others in this practice too who may 
> have no idea of what is involved in entering into what may seem an 
> ordinary sexual relationship.
 
Wouldn't the 'ordinary' person find exactly what they expect to find?  
If they did became expanded, couldn't that be a good thing?  Maybe that 
is 
what they needed?  The greatness of 'ordinary' sex is often found in the 
unexpected.
 
> Once started, the changes this inner sex brings are irreversible so do 
> not start on this path lightly.
 
I dance with mirth  
down the path with no end. 
Why am I here? 
I see a bucket in one hand. 
It will make a fine hat. 
As for the staff in the other. 
Is it for parting seas 
or striking snakes?
 
We shall see how 
God loves a fool
 
>  
> hope this helps add to the debate, and enriches one's understanding.....
 
It is always a pleasure to feel your love. 
> 
 
As Tom has adamantly pointed out, the world is rife with dandy.  Resting 
on my couch this afternoon, I listened to the highly recommended CD from 
David Parsons' "dorje ling".  I thought, 
 
'This is like the chanting Tibetan monks only more soothing,' and 
promptly went to sleep.  I awoke as the CD ended with the sensation of 
hot coals on my forehead.  It has been 6 hours and the energy has 
diminished to the intensity of a hot plate on the medium setting.  I 
would like to warn every K list member to indulge this music only with 
parental supervision.  
 
If you're already a parent, and decline to find a sitter, please 
consider putting them in charge of you before you touch the play button.
 
Bon appetite
 
joe
 
ps.  my phone lines crashed and I didn't get to send this out last night 
at 9:00 PST.  It is now 4:00 PM and I still feel a pleasant warmth.  My 
reaction to this album has been almost as intense as seeing the live 
monks.  Thanks 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 19:34:30 -0400 (EDT) 
From: DChern1123ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: [Fwd: A great tan - well done] 
Message-ID: <970414193120_1388111833ATnospamemout15.mail.aol.com>
 
Perhaps Leigh and Phillip are, one person, since there's safety in 
numbers.....It's hard to go up against five thousand year old spiritual 
traditions alone, give  'em a break. 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 19:11:50 +0100 
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, Sunil R Peswani <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> 
Subject: Re: Mind 
Message-ID: <EzW0mhAmNnUzEwHcATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk>
 
In message <Pine.OSF.3.91.970414160121.9351A- 
100000ATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in>, Sunil R Peswani 
<peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in> writes 
> 
>       Has the subject of mind cropped up earlier on K list. 
>        
>       What is the view of list members regarding mind on following  points 
> 
> 
>                       Its location , size ,working, life ,funcctions etc. 
>                       How does it keep karmic records if any,or how  
>does it contacts past lives etc. etc. 
>                       What is its relation with vast amount of energy  
>or other processes that K awakening produces. 
>                       Its relationship with dreams , with spirits with  
>creativity with memorries, with human evolution  
>                       Any other information any can give. 
>                                               Ram 
>                
> 
Some thoughts on mind.....
 
there are two classic metaphysical conceptions of mind - universal 
consciousness as the ultimate reality - spiritual and material, and mind 
as essentially empty of all essential reality along with everything else
 
all spiritual practice is ultimately a means to realising either cosmic 
mind or empty/no mind depending on one's view
 
cosmic mind is sometimes equated with universal love and mystical 
experience of primordial unity
 
empty/no mind is sometimes also linked with a primordial unity from 
which compassion and transcendental wisdom arises spontaneously
 
on the way to these primordial states, which are always open to us 
should we care to listen, we pass through many worlds which reflect 
aspects of our true nature and of our illusory self...which since it's 
illusory...doesn't really exist...so we live in an illusory world best 
described by the mystics of the East
 
cosmic mind is often described as the union of the soul with the Godhead 
or divine entity
 
while empty mind is sometimes described as the annhilation of all ideas 
and experiences linked to the very notion of such a soul...combined with 
a great primal silence on the question of whether there is a divine 
being at all....
 
in the meantime, probably the best bet for those starting out is to get 
to know the chakras and the brain and to integrate and refine and 
balance their energies before seeking to expand and transcend the 
mundane understanding and experience as a means to getting closer to 
either cosmic mind or no mind or both.....but since they're already 
there...well, all this is rather futile...it is something we have to go 
through simply to learn just how futile it all was....
 
then there is the physical, subtle and causal anatomy about which many 
of us know already....the causal body in particular stores every aspect 
of our being and consciousness and determines the causal process of our 
lives and deaths
 
many people hope to purify the subtle and causal bodies through 
spiritual practice, and often find that life imporoc=ves when they do 
attain deeper levels of purity and skillful states of consciousness 
rooted in positivity, kindness, healing energy etc etc
 
so in practice, most mere mortals have to first purify, integrate and 
balance that which they already have, then concentrate, purify, deepen 
and expand and transcend this experience, and then, well, understand its 
true nature and just let it go altogether.....
 
again in practice, we tend to distinguish along the way between waking 
consciousness rooted in the five senses and the brain and perhaps the 
chakras too if we have a yogic outlook and the dreaming consciousness of 
sleep in which we can access forms of the primal energies that are in 
fact reflections of our true natures....so when we are dreaming we are 
awakening, and when we are awake we are asleep, until we start to 
manifest and realise the dreams in waking realms of being and a 
primordial unity begins to emerge  which Jung described as a process of 
"individuation"...
 
however, some people just receive a message or energy from the 
transcendental realms without ever consciously going deep into the 
unconscious and follow that energy or guide and in so doing fully 
integrate all aspects of their experience and so enter into the cosmic 
mind that is always there waiting for us.....
 
sometimes one finds one's mundane sense of self being squeezed and 
dissolved by energies emerging from both above - the transcendental - 
and below - the unconscious - and gradually it becomes clear they are 
the same reality, and distinctions like above and below make little 
sense.....in reality....especially when one encounters mystical light 
and energy in the waking realms.....
 
as the mind is cleansed of all illusory impurities it manifests as an 
experience of bliss, wholeness, stillness, energy...etc etc which can 
grant boons to others should they be open to them.....
 
sometimes one can get a tiny glimpse of some aspects of these realms 
through chemical stimulation of the consciousness with psychedelic drugs 
which can give a sense of expansion, bliss, insight etc that is 
astounding after the mundane world of the senses and ego
 
but in some ways this stimulation of the chemical balance of the brain 
and nervous system is just another diversion from the primordial state 
of consciousness/no mind that is our innate character...for it in effect 
colours the stainless waters of the pure mind so should not be mistaken 
for direct knowledge of the cosmic mind.....
 
a process of making the psyche whole and rooted in personal reality is 
the safest way of developing a direct experience of the cosmic mind..one 
must integrate all aspects of one's physical, emotional, mental, psychic 
and spiritual nature on the way as a foundation for ultimately, letting 
go of all these aspects of consciousness in favour of 
...well...nothing...and everything.....and well, not letting go at 
all...in other words there is just the great roaring silence  into which 
mystics, saints and yogis through the ages have surrendered 
themselves....
 
but some beings know they are perfect already, that the mind is already 
pure, that there is an intuitive understanding which is rooted in the 
cosmic mind of which they are simply a reflection and 
manifestation....that their purity defies conventional notions of purity 
and can embrace the impure...
 
sometimes one could say "living truth" is a reflection of the cosmic 
mind...thus it is, a lifetime of delusion and deception can be washed 
away by one moment of self-sacrifice, compassionate action, witnessing, 
speaking of truth, confession, forgiveness, remorse, love....that takes 
us beyond our mundane selves
 
so any situation can be redeemed, for we are all part of the cosmic 
mind, always, no matter how much our experience might suggest 
otherwise...
 
in some ways, there is no situation to be redeemed at all, no matter how 
bad things might seem......
 
for as long as we use our minds to understand reality, we understand 
neither
 
and as long as the mind reacts to things it imagines to be outside 
itself....well, we remain locked in a ycle of false consciousness... in 
some ways at least...
 
when the mind is still, the conditions arise for us to understand our 
true natures
 
while the mind may become still naturally, meditation often helps
 
there are many apparent forms of mind....
 
there is the small mind which many of us know only too well
 
this consciousness tends to be scattered and pulled this way and that 
and has no real centre except for a false sense of self
 
there is the concentrated mind that is the key to solving so many 
practical and intellectual problems
 
there is the vajra-like single-pointed mind that is the key to attaining 
transcendental insight into reality
 
there is the expansive mind that opens up to both self and other in all 
their glory and infinitude...in some ways this is the heart, manifesting 
as love, compassion, kindness and wisdom in so many ways
 
the ultimate form of the expansive mind is the totally unified mind, 
which is, in some ways, the heart yoked to the totally clear vision of 
the head..which is, well, both cosmic and empty..and beyond any 
distinction between head and heart, but quite happy to embrace both....
 
the quickest and simplest way to true mind may be simply to surrender 
totally to the Divine Grace and open up in its light like a flower 
blossoming in sunlight
 
but many of us have a long way to go and a lot of work to do before we 
understand this kind of spiritual simplicity
 
in practice most people rarely get far beyond the scattered mind or 
moments of concentration of quite a mundane level even though there are 
plenty of teachings and methods for developing beyond this level.
 
thus, the highest truths we experience tend to be rooted in intellectual 
or emotional experience, which both raise us above the levels of simply 
following our instincts and being pulled by the senses and driven by 
outer conditioning...yet also become just more baggage between our true 
state of being and our false sense of self.
 
yet a world without rationality, ethics, justice, human rights, systems 
of law and accountabilty of those in power....would, well, be  a total 
nightmare, even for those in touch with cosmic mind....so it is worth 
holding onto these aspects of civilisation even if we have let them go 
   
it is not so much the form or nature of the experience, but of our 
relationship to that experience that is often the biggest obstacle to 
our understanding the true nature of mind
 
even in conceiving there is some kind of dualistic aspect to our 
experience we create the drama of illusory self which lies at the root 
of the process of seeking outside ourselves that accounts for so much 
spiritual searching.....which can lead to a sense of dilemma...or to 
holding on...or simply limiting and contracting that which cannot be 
limited or contracted.....
 
but even expansiveness or letting go can become another form of 
hindrance to realisation of our true mind.....
 
the buddha mind holds no position or line or opinions on all this...
 
but there is a path, in fact many paths
 
and there is a teaching, in fact many teachings
 
yet there is no path, no teaching, no path and no buddha
 
which all adds up to...well, all this has to be experienced ultimately 
and we can dream up forms of words till the end of time....
 
one either knows or one doesn't and nothing i can say can change that...
 
and yet one knows often what one doesn't know
 
and words can bring understanding
 
and understanding can bring words
 
and words perhaps help most on the kundalini list simply in providing a 
mirror to extraordinarty experiences that often do approach the cosmic 
mind, but which leave us baffled and can easily be ignored...
 
which can be a profound cause for regret later on when the light begins 
to dawn....
 
as long as we use outr mind to understand realtiy we will understand 
neither
 
Zen calls this the doctrine of no mind
 
which sounds like a psychiatric complaint
 
but who's sane ? and who's mad ?
 
when we're all going to die.....
 
and we're dying already....
 
or at least we think we are....
 
whoever we are
 
and whoever may be writing this.....
 
regards Yogi Tom xxxxx
 
 
--  
Tom Aston 
Date: Mon, 14 Apr 1997 16:48:42 -0700 
From: J Flarity <joeATnospamflarity.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Mind--Word breakout 
Message-Id: <3352C25A.1250ATnospamflarity.com> 
 
Tom Aston wrote: 
> 
 
> Zen calls this the doctrine of no mind 
>  
> which sounds like a psychiatric complaint 
>  
> but who's sane ? and who's mad ? 
>  
> when we're all going to die..... 
>  
> and we're dying already.... 
>  
> or at least we think we are.... 
>  
> whoever we are 
>  
> and whoever may be writing this..... 
>  
Tom,
 
This is the first instance in your many postings in which I recall 
seeing the idea becoming bigger than the words.  As the spirit swells 
the words become more 'single minded' and multilayered as they expand to 
catch it.  The heavy and weak fall away and only the pure ones glisten 
and smile in their ultimately futile endeavor.
 
Outstanding
 
in my field
 
reaching for them
 
with my mouth open
 
thirsty
 
love
 
joe
 
 
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