1997/04/04  16:55  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #145 
  
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 145
 
Today's Topics: 
  <<<<<Bitches & Name Calling =-) 
  Big Trees and silly stories..and the battle for the universe 
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
  Re: That Man/Woman Thing-thang 
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
  Re: Big Trees and silly stories 
  Up! 
  INNER PEACE WARNING 
  In Memory of the 39 
  Re: Fwd: My kundalini & my mate's heart 
  UFO's 
  Re: That Man/Woman Thing-thang 
  Re: INNER PEACE WARNING 
  "Poonja" 
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 09:15:05 -0800 
From: "Daniel L. Rusch-Fischer" <stampmanATnospamix.netcom.com> 
To: k Address For Posts <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: <<<<<Bitches & Name Calling =-) 
Message-ID: <33453719.7537ATnospamix.netcom.com> 
 
http://www.csulb.edu/~persepha/bitch.html 
Date: Fri, 4 Apr 1997 13:06:49 +0100 
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, morganaATnospambest.com 
Subject: Big Trees and silly stories..and the battle for the universe 
Message-ID: <6q8rADAZ7ORzEw46ATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk>
 
In message <33449D3A.2F18ATnospambest.com>, Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com> 
writes 
>> Hi Morgana, this is a very funny story, eloquently told....i was really 
>> very deeply amused by it and it put some of my experiences in the shade 
>> when i had thought they were quite powerful. more please. regards yogi 
>> Tom xxxx but try not to blow up my PC. i've just bought it 
>>  
>> -- 
>> Tom Aston 
> 
>Thanks for the compliment. Okay, twist my arm, one more AMAZING TRUE 
>STORY. 
> The electronic interferance caused by my uncontrolled psychokenesis was 
>making my job in the electronics field (Silicon Vally) difficult. One of 
>my clients was Tandem Computers. The entire top story of their building 
>in those days was full of computing power, powerful servers for 
>financial institutions (like the ATM). Those computers were so important 
>that they were triple redundant, the electronic flow of half the US  
>banking was said (by Tandem, so take it with a grain of salt) to flow 
>through these servers. Security in this buiding was intense. 
>  I'm standing in the lobby waiting for one of their engineering V.P.'s 
>to come make a meeting. I've been checked out by security, they have 
>banks of cameras watching in case one of the lobby visitors is an 
>international terrorist (or worse, an industrial spy). 
>  I was having a bad day. The electronic ignition of my car was giving 
>me problems that morning and I'd disabled my company's copy machine. 
>Luckily I didn't affect the coffee machine or they'd have lynched me. 
>So, I'm standing in the lobby and I get a wave of dizziness as a huge 
>flow of energy goes through me.  
>  
>I'm going to deny this next part if anyone out there wishes to sue ; 
> 
>Next thing I know alarms are going off and people are pouring out doors 
>and up the stairs and elevators. When the confusion and panic settle 
>down a little, the white-faced security guard tells us that our meetings 
>are canceled, because the entire server array is down. The guy next to 
>me is saying that this is impossible, and I feel another wave of energy 
>go through me-  and all the security cameras and monitors in the lobby 
>go dark. 
>  
> I slunk out of there, and found a manual typewriter at the library to 
>type out my resume, for any  sales field that didn't involve  computers. 
> 
>If you like that, Tom, I might tell you about "Moana" of the 900 
>numbers. 
> 
>Morgana 
> 
yes yesyes yes....i've caused chaos in offices before, but this more 
through using inappropriate energy and words to manipulate situations 
and generally impose my will on things when i didn't like the way things 
sere going...but this...oh boy...maybe we should send you to the 
pentagon to cause a little disruption.
 
i had a very interesting experience when my crown chakra opened more 
fully - i have some background in computing and telecomms myself and 
there was a battle going on within my mind between materialistic forms 
of energy and light such as electricity and microchips, and the gentler, 
subtler but far deeper spiritual light...this tension between the two 
became unbearable until i had to do a dervish dance to try and resxolbve 
the situation and let the spiritual light have its way...but it was as 
if the inner energy was warning me to point out how dangerous it was to 
create a fixed form of social organisation whreby everything and 
everyone was dependent on materialistic forms of energy and their 
capacity to go on auto-pilot irrespective of the will of the spiritual 
light...(which i had seen many times showering down on the earth, 
especially at night, but literally bouncing off people and things that 
weren't open to it)...it became a batte between the ability of machines 
to conceptualise reality and of the light to manifest a wisdom and 
love....the capacioty of the computers and machines became greater and 
greater, but everytime the light would find another level of 
undersanding to contain its potentially destructive and spiritually 
sterile influence on life on this planet...until, well, it's hard to 
explain, but i realised that there was very real danger here in a 
metaphysical sense, of us making a faustian bargain with technology 
without grounding it in spiritual reality and well, this is the first 
time i've mentioned it to anyone, because it seemed even for a yogi, to 
be quite a big message for one person to carry....but, well, there 
definitely is a price to pay for such dependence on materialistic forms 
of organisation and energy...guewss it may be time to move up a chakra 
of two, but the conditioned mind never lets go easily even when the 
outcome is inevitable...
 
regards yogi Tom 
--  
Tom Aston 
Date: Fri, 4 Apr 1997 18:51:39 +0100 
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, LilEliATnospamaol.com 
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
Message-ID: <+Xw6PEAr+TRzEwL5ATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk>
 
In message <199704041538.FAA11006ATnospamhaleakala.aloha.net>, Lisa Starbard 
<LilEliATnospamaol.com> writes 
>I could really use some support with kundalini experiences that I am currently  
>having. I have recently begun to follow a spiritual/metaphsycial path about 4  
>months ago and am learning rapidly and growing just as quickly. I work with my  
>chakras quite a bit and have recently experienced all sorts of things that I  
>didn't understand. For example, my eating patterns changed, my thoughts patterns  
>changed, I get intense heat sensations up and down my spine which in the  
>beginning left me feeling very disoriented and spacy, and I am having painful  
>headaches on a fairly regular basis. Having heard of kundalini before, something  
>made me pursue this as a possible cause for what I am feeling. I've asked around  
>in Astronet which is a metaphysical area on America Online and have received so  
>many mixed opinions about kundalini. Some people say it is dangerous to raise  
>it, not that I did this intentionally. Though I would prefer to continue with  
>it, and understand it better. Others have told m! 
>! 
>! 
>e, yes that's kundalini...but they can't tell me what I should be doing with  
>these experiences. I attended only one yoga class about two months back that I  
>absolutely loved, however, my schedule just hasn't allowed me to return. I did  
>however, put a call into the yoga instructor today as I am convinced today that  
>it IS kundalini rising that I am experiencing. Because of all the warnings I  
>have seen about raising it too quickly, I am now somewhat frightened that I will  
>not handle it correctly and could use some guidance. I would like very much to  
>learn how to effectively handle the energy in my body as I am pursuing the  
>learning of Reiki...in fact my first class is this coming Monday, APril 7th.  
>Please advise if I shouldn't do this right now because of this kundalini issue,  
>I wouldn't want to put myself in a dangerous situation. I would also appreciate  
>any suggested reading materials, books whatever as I find great comfort through  
>knowledge and understanding.  
> 
>The energy surges seem to have calmed down a bit and feel more manageable, but I  
>don't know if that is because I have shut them down, or have gained more  
>comfortable with the energy. By the third one I realized that grounding would  
>help, so I tried to ask that the energy that I needed remain with me, and the  
>excess be sent into the earth to return to the universal source. That helped  
>greatly so that I didn't get that spacy feeling, but since then I haven't had  
>any surges.? As far as what I do with my chakras....At least once a day I  
>visualize my 7 chakras from the root up, rotating (hopefully I got the direction  
>right), with their corresponding colors. I'm assuming that this chakra work, and  
>not the one yoga class is what opened me up to kundalini raising.  
> 
>The few surges I did experience came at varying parts of the day at unrelated  
>times. One happened when I was driving, another while I was resting after a  
>chakra meditation. If I put my thought to the energy surges I can feel the  
>increase of heat in my spine, even right now. 
> 
>I would appreciate any help and guidance that could be offered. Love & Light to  
>You 
> 
Hi there o perplexed yogi, you've come to the right place for help with 
these energy surges and allied symptoms of kundalini awakening. you've 
got as lot to lern to get up to speed...first of all, be gentle with 
yourself, try to stay centred and still and don't go running all over 
the place....in purely practical terms, the main thing is to allow the 
shakti to have her way with you on every level - diet, exercise, sleep, 
bodywork, yoga etc...it's up to you to cooperate with her rather than 
try and manipulate or somehow resolve the situation through conventional 
methods that might appeal to your everyday understanding...shakti is a 
mystical force with its own esoteric intelligence and it may take quite 
a while before things settle down a bit and you understand what the 
purpose of all this energy is and where you should be heading,,,if 
anywhere, maybe just stillness and self-surrender is all that's needed. 
You are going through all the anxiety and fearfulness of anyone who 
experiences this extraordinary energy and finds the mundane foundations 
of the old identity dissolving before their very eyes....it sounds like 
you don't really need to do much meditation or visualisation to be 
honest, just integrate the energy as it is into your body, mind and 
spirit and find activities and relationships and environments that the 
enrgy likes and avoid those that seem to conflict with it. If you want 
to meditate why not just allow the heart to open as this is very safe 
and effortless and balances both the head and lower chakras and also 
manifests as positive energy in ways others can relate to. There are 
lots of books on kundalini, but they tend to have various faults ranging 
from alarmism or vagueness to detached academic outlook that is of no 
practical or spiritual use. Gopi Krishna has written a lot on kundalini 
and is a good starting point...or just do a search on the net under 
kundalini...or try the kundalini resource centre pages....or go to a 
good alternative/spiritual bookshop and see what's on offer...
 
and remember YOU ARE NOT ALONE and you are not going crazy, quite the 
opposite in fact,
 
good luck to you and feel free to email me anytime - Yogi Tom   
--  
Tom Aston 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 10:08:39 -0800 
From: Peter Norton <pnortonATnospamatwc.teradyne.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: That Man/Woman Thing-thang 
Message-ID: <334543A7.261CATnospamatwc.teradyne.com> 
 
>  Could be, as a woman I think it's the stuff in men's heads and energy 
>  that do the dirt deed.
 
sad, but true to some degree, maybe just the conditioned stuff, though?
 
I am amazed by how much of the male/female psychology is embedded 
on a fractal scale in the sperm/egg psychology: the egg sitting 
in a sheltered house waiting for one select prince charming with the 
right 'chemistry', and the sperm on the hero's journey battling the 
sperm of other competitors up a dangerous cataract, fellow soldiers 
falling by the wayside, sacrificing themselves so that their leader 
may penetrate the castle walls and ravish the damsel.
 
phew, gotta calm down!
 
this is just part of the conditioning we have to overcome,  
I suppose. 
 
'nother neat book on this sociobiology of sperm/egg thang: 
Sperm Wars : The Science of Sex 
 
  by Robin Baker 
   1 Ed 
   Hardcover 
   List: $25.00 -- Amazon.com Price: $20.00 -- You Save: 
$5.00(20%)  
Published by Basic Books 
Publication date: October 1,1996 
Dimensions (in inches): 9.48 x 6.41 x 1.23 
ISBN: 0465081797 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 09:25:37 +0000 
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com> 
To: DarkWayATnospamhotmail.com 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
Message-ID: <3344C910.670ATnospamintercomm.com> 
 
DarkWay wrote: 
>  
> I amPushing energy Down The Spine from my head.I am not sure if this is safe I heard that bad things might happen 
>  
> Anyone Know if I should push energy down my Spine from my head?
 
Darkway, 
 I wouldn't recommend manipulating the energy at all but rather getting 
very clear inside why  you are meditating and what you see as the 
purpose of this energy is.  If you have no idea whatsoever what it is 
all about you are heading for trouble, but if you can sincerely find 
within yourself what your motivation is for seeking... then you have a 
pearl to take you to the next step. 
 The should's and shouldnot's mentality says you are confused and that 
is the time to get inside. 
 
 Gloria 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 11:30:05 -0800 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Big Trees and silly stories 
Message-ID: <334556BD.52BAATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
Morgana Wyze wrote: 
  
> Next thing I know alarms are going off and people are pouring out doors 
> and up the stairs and elevators. When the confusion and panic settle 
> down a little, the white-faced security guard tells us that our meetings 
> are canceled, because the entire server array is down. The guy next to 
> me is saying that this is impossible, and I feel another wave of energy 
> go through me-  and all the security cameras and monitors in the lobby 
> go dark.
 
The ability to effect electrical equipment was 
demonstrated to Mussolini by Marconi 
when a beam device turned on a long line of motorised militaria 
completely incapacited them. 
The device was not developed because there is no fun value 
in a war that is not fought.
 
The capacity of the human being to effect not only equipment, 
people and even reality itself is interesting and doubtless 
it will be part of the development of a post-scientific culture 
but it is the capacity to know everything we need to 
from ourselves and our interplay with reality 
that enables us as individuals to reach ever further 
into and beyond the impossible  
 
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster
 
  
 *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*  A R C  Tantric Transmission 
    Kundalini Psychosis 
 Esoteric Satanism                   Cyber Guru 
 http://dspace.dial.pipex.com/town/place/vv60/ 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 15:09:27 -0800 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
CC: jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca 
Subject: Up! 
Message-ID: <33458A27.25A0ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
AROUSE SERPENTINE . . .
 
By an extraordinary coincidence 
yet to happen 
and the *same* 
as what has never been 
many people have come to the preceding conclusion 
that ends the following . . .
 
Now remarkably for those trying to make sense 
of what is best left unthought 
as a senseless sensation 
we have to admit a heavy light 
feeling of imperceptible perception 
then and even before then our mind 
turning inside out 
realises the outside in 
nature of the mind unprocessed
 
Well being 
founded on being well 
kind of maturing 
in playful nature 
gives an understanding  
of our deepest arising 
of incomprehensible understanding
 
Grounded on wisdom thrown out 
inside our first ending 
we have to begin knowing 
simultaneously at different times 
to equal One 
 
 
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 17:46:54 -0800 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
CC: jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca 
Subject: INNER PEACE WARNING 
Message-ID: <3345AF0E.5C31ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
SYMPTOMS OF INNER PEACE 
 by Saskia Davis
 
Be on the lookout for symptoms of inner peace.  The hearts of a great 
many have already been exposed to inner peace and it is possible that 
people 
everywhere could come down with it in epidemic proportions.  This could 
pose a serious threat to what has, up to now, been a fairly stable 
condition of conflict in the world.
 
Some signs and symptoms of inner peace:
 
  .A tendency to think and act spontaneously rather than on fears based 
on past experiences.
 
  .An unmistakable ability to enjoy each moment.
 
  .A loss of interest in judging other people.
 
  .A loss of interest in judging self.
 
  .A loss of interest in interpreting the actions of others.
 
  .A loss of interest in conflict.
 
  .A loss of the ability to worry.  (This is a very serious symptom)
 
  .Frequent, overwhelming episodes of appreciation.
 
  .Contented feelings of connectedness with others and nature.
 
  .Frequent attacks of smiling.
 
  .An increasing tendency to let things happen rather than make them 
   happen.
 
  .An increased susceptibility to the love extended by others as well as 
   the uncontrollable urge to extend it.
 
  *WARNING*
 
If you have some or all of the above symptoms, please be advised that 
your condition of inner peace may be so far advanced as to not be 
curable.  If 
you are exposed to anyone exhibiting any of these symptoms, remain 
exposed only at your own risk.
 
 
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster 
Date: Fri, 4 Apr 97 14:20:57 EST 
From: chelseaATnospamsuperaje.com (Dominic & Maureen Marando) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: In Memory of the 39 
Message-Id: <9704041920.AA04314ATnospamsuperaje.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"
 
Whatever you may think of him, for a very "centered" approach to the tragic 
deaths in the heaven's gate cult.....read Whitley Strieber's opinion....a 
man who has much experience of "UFOs".......
 
It says all that has to be said.
 
peace to you from a light-hearted traveller (and one prone to "unusual 
experiences" ;-)  
Mo
 
http://www.Strieber.com/ufonews/39lost.html 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 11:27:03 -0800 
From: Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com> 
To: SKidder333ATnospamaol.com 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Fwd: My kundalini & my mate's heart 
Message-ID: <33455607.4563ATnospambest.com> 
 
SKidder333ATnospamaol.com wrote:
 
> Here's my question.....Is it possible that my energies could be affecting 
> him?  For quite a long time I've felt very centered and walked through the 
> before/during/after surgery days with no fear or concern. 
 
My man put his hand on my spine (he was warned not to) on a night that I 
could feel K energies gathering to storm through me. I was having great 
visions and he was having what felt to him like a heart attack, as he 
said "like lightening running through my heart". He couln't pull his 
hand away. Later when I could seperate, my spine at the heart where he'd 
had his hand was in agony for days. He was fine, energized. 
  I really doubt that you have caused your husbands arythmia, but being 
around you may be causing energies to open up in him. He may be 
experiencing old pains/emotions that he couldn't own in the past. His 
heart chakra could be destabilized as it tries to open. 
Have him visualize a bright pink light in his heart, with the image that 
he is the expression of love. Add self-love also. This is done very 
frequently through the day for 10-15 minutes. 
  Place your palms on his back at the heart and fel your intense love 
for him. Send it through your hands into his heart. This is energy you 
are channeling from your crown or the earth, don't use your body energy. 
love, Morgana 
Date: Fri, 4 Apr 1997 13:47:25 -0600 (CST) 
From: Nothing Is <holi0007ATnospamitlabs.umn.edu> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: UFO's 
Message-ID: <Pine.GSO.3.95q.970404134350.5236A-100000ATnospampiranha.itlabs.umn.edu> 
Content-Type: TEXT/PLAIN; charset=US-ASCII
 
 My opinion of UFO sightings is that they are incidents of the 
Jungian subconcious archetypes being dislodged into the conscious mind, 
confusing and scaring the hell out of people. In other words, aliens  
exist in another dimension/plane, not behind Mars.
 
Just my opinion, 
Nothing Is 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 11:43:52 -0800 
From: Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com> 
To: Peter Norton <pnortonATnospamatwc.teradyne.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: That Man/Woman Thing-thang 
Message-ID: <334559F8.2558ATnospambest.com> 
 
Peter Norton wrote: 
>  
> >  Could be, as a woman I think it's the stuff in men's heads and energy 
> >  that do the dirt deed. 
>  
> sad, but true to some degree, maybe just the conditioned stuff, though? 
>  
> I am amazed by how much of the male/female psychology is embedded 
> on a fractal scale in the sperm/egg psychology: the egg sitting 
> in a sheltered house waiting for one select prince charming with the 
> right 'chemistry', and the sperm on the hero's journey battling the 
> sperm of other competitors up a dangerous cataract, fellow soldiers 
> falling by the wayside, sacrificing themselves so that their leader 
> may penetrate the castle walls and ravish the damsel. 
>  
> phew, gotta calm down!
 
That's funny!  
It's not a transfer of energy limited to male to female, as a healer 
I've seen men "way" messed up because they were with a woman with toxic 
energy. The worst was a man who was open to energies who had been with 
prostitutes. He had all their drug/violence/pimp stuff imprinted onto 
him. The bottom line is still, be careful who you sleep with. 
Morgana 
Date: Fri, 4 Apr 1997 15:02:44 -0500 (EST) 
From: HawwunATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: INNER PEACE WARNING 
Message-ID: <970404150236_1683338226ATnospamemout20.mail.aol.com>
 
In a message dated 97-04-04 15:01:23 EST, you write:
 
<<  
  
 Most Kind Regards 
 Lobster >>
 
I LIKE IT! had to save this jewel...
 
luv, nan 
Date: Fri, 04 Apr 1997 14:34:32 PST 
From: "Joseph Miller" <joemillerATnospamhotmail.com> 
To: magj1ATnospamibm.net 
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: "Poonja" 
Message-Id: <199704042234.OAA23727ATnospamf11.hotmail.com> 
Content-Type: text/plain
 
> 
> 
>Is there anybody familiar with POONJA ? 
> 
>Love 
> 
>Marco Antonio Galv=E1n 
>Gutemberg 61-6 
>Polanco 
>Mexico D:F Mexico 
>
 
I could be wrong but I think you mean Puja or Pooja (again not near my Sanskrit  
dictionary) it is two things: 
  1. A worship service performed by an individual or family 
  2. the place where this is done (the correct term here is "Pooja table" but in  
common practice some people are not as careful so I included it.)
 
The term is commonly used by persons who follow the Hindu, Buddhist, and Jain  
(and perhaps the Sikh, not sure on that one) religious traditions and practices.   
The Pooja table would be called an altar by a Christian and the Pooja itself  
would be the service done there, prayers, lighting of incense, lighting of  
candles, meditation, chanting, whatever is one's personal worship service.  
 
If I've jumped the gun and misunderstood the question I hope someone corrects  
me.
 
Namaste,
 
Joe
 
 
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Date: Tue, 02 Apr 1996 02:45:49 +0300 
From: mara <maraATnospamdemocratic.hadera.k12.il> 
To: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, LilEliATnospamaol.com 
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center 
Message-ID: <31606AAD.4664ATnospambeet.democratic.hadera.k12.il> 
 
Tom Aston wrote: 
>  
> In message <199704041538.FAA11006ATnospamhaleakala.aloha.net>, Lisa Starbard 
> <LilEliATnospamaol.com> writes 
> >I could really use some support with kundalini experiences that I am currently 
> >having. I have recently begun to follow a spiritual/metaphsycial path about 4 
> >months ago and am learning rapidly and growing just as quickly. I work with my 
> >chakras quite a bit and have recently experienced all sorts of things that I 
> >didn't understand. For example, my eating patterns changed, my thoughts patterns 
> >changed, I get intense heat sensations up and down my spine which in the 
> >beginning left me feeling very disoriented and spacy, and I am having painful 
> >headaches on a fairly regular basis. Having heard of kundalini before, something 
> >made me pursue this as a possible cause for what I am feeling. I've asked around 
> >in Astronet which is a metaphysical area on America Online and have received so 
> >many mixed opinions about kundalini. Some people say it is dangerous to raise 
> >it, not that I did this intentionally. Though I would prefer to continue with 
> >it, and understand it better. Others have told m! 
> >! 
> >! 
> >e, yes that's kundalini...but they can't tell me what I should be doing with 
> >these experiences. I attended only one yoga class about two months back that I 
> >absolutely loved, however, my schedule just hasn't allowed me to return. I did 
> >however, put a call into the yoga instructor today as I am convinced today that 
> >it IS kundalini rising that I am experiencing. Because of all the warnings I 
> >have seen about raising it too quickly, I am now somewhat frightened that I will 
> >not handle it correctly and could use some guidance. I would like very much to 
> >learn how to effectively handle the energy in my body as I am pursuing the 
> >learning of Reiki...in fact my first class is this coming Monday, APril 7th. 
> >Please advise if I shouldn't do this right now because of this kundalini issue, 
> >I wouldn't want to put myself in a dangerous situation. I would also appreciate 
> >any suggested reading materials, books whatever as I find great comfort through 
> >knowledge and understanding. 
> > 
> >The energy surges seem to have calmed down a bit and feel more manageable, but I 
> >don't know if that is because I have shut them down, or have gained more 
> >comfortable with the energy. By the third one I realized that grounding would 
> >help, so I tried to ask that the energy that I needed remain with me, and the 
> >excess be sent into the earth to return to the universal source. That helped 
> >greatly so that I didn't get that spacy feeling, but since then I haven't had 
> >any surges.? As far as what I do with my chakras....At least once a day I 
> >visualize my 7 chakras from the root up, rotating (hopefully I got the direction 
> >right), with their corresponding colors. I'm assuming that this chakra work, and 
> >not the one yoga class is what opened me up to kundalini raising. 
> > 
> >The few surges I did experience came at varying parts of the day at unrelated 
> >times. One happened when I was driving, another while I was resting after a 
> >chakra meditation. If I put my thought to the energy surges I can feel the 
> >increase of heat in my spine, even right now. 
> > 
> >I would appreciate any help and guidance that could be offered. Love & Light to 
> >You 
> > 
> Hi there o perplexed yogi, you've come to the right place for help with 
> these energy surges and allied symptoms of kundalini awakening. you've 
> got as lot to lern to get up to speed...first of all, be gentle with 
> yourself, try to stay centred and still and don't go running all over 
> the place....in purely practical terms, the main thing is to allow the 
> shakti to have her way with you on every level - diet, exercise, sleep, 
> bodywork, yoga etc...it's up to you to cooperate with her rather than 
> try and manipulate or somehow resolve the situation through conventional 
> methods that might appeal to your everyday understanding...shakti is a 
> mystical force with its own esoteric intelligence and it may take quite 
> a while before things settle down a bit and you understand what the 
> purpose of all this energy is and where you should be heading,,,if 
> anywhere, maybe just stillness and self-surrender is all that's needed. 
> You are going through all the anxiety and fearfulness of anyone who 
> experiences this extraordinary energy and finds the mundane foundations 
> of the old identity dissolving before their very eyes....it sounds like 
> you don't really need to do much meditation or visualisation to be 
> honest, just integrate the energy as it is into your body, mind and 
> spirit and find activities and relationships and environments that the 
> enrgy likes and avoid those that seem to conflict with it. If you want 
> to meditate why not just allow the heart to open as this is very safe 
> and effortless and balances both the head and lower chakras and also 
> manifests as positive energy in ways others can relate to. There are 
> lots of books on kundalini, but they tend to have various faults ranging 
> from alarmism or vagueness to detached academic outlook that is of no 
> practical or spiritual use. Gopi Krishna has written a lot on kundalini 
> and is a good starting point...or just do a search on the net under 
> kundalini...or try the kundalini resource centre pages....or go to a 
> good alternative/spiritual bookshop and see what's on offer... 
>  
> and remember YOU ARE NOT ALONE and you are not going crazy, quite the 
> opposite in fact, 
>  
> good luck to you and feel free to email me anytime - Yogi Tom 
> -- 
> Tom Aston
 
 
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