1997/03/17  20:21  
 kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #100 
  
 
kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 97 : Issue 100
 
Today's Topics: 
  Reactions - purification of the 6 senses - good and bad 
  Re: chakras/1, 2, 3 
  greatings from Denmark 
  Re: FW: This list 
  Fw: This forward is actually worth it, trust me. (fwd) 
  Re: Fw: This forward is actually worth it, trust me. (fwd) 
  Re: RE: ADMIN: Unsubscribing 
  To Steve R. 
  Five important things 
  Re: Aaron the Magnificent 
  A very funny post if ever I've known one - more please 
  Re: Fw: This forward is actually worth it, trust me. (fwd) 
  Re: A very funny post if ever I've known one - more please 
  Re: greatings from Denmark 
  Wisdom exposed . . . 
  Re: lazy man/grey wizards 
  Re: Cannabis and Kundalini 
  Re: direction of subtle energy flow in whole body - views ? 
  Re: greatings from Denmark 
  Re: Reactions - purification of the 6 senses - good and bad 
  Re: Five important things 
  Re: A very funny post if ever I've known one - more please 
  Re: A very funny post if ever I've known one - more please 
  Chain letter 
  Primal love 
  Re: ADMIN: Unsubscribing 
  Re: Wisdom exposed . . . 
  UNSUBSCRIB 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 13:50:35 +0000 
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, LibraKat11ATnospamaol.com 
Subject: Reactions - purification of the 6 senses - good and bad 
Message-ID: <1QKIuSArwULzEwrMATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
 
All these kind of psychic phenomena and sensitivity to various things 
are part of a bigger picture. I found that although it was all a bit 
haphazard and confusing at the time, that in retrospect I can see a 
clear pattern of sdevelopment of the senses - first they became very 
sensitive, then gradually refined, then psychic and the  - in Buddhist 
terms - empty or totally pure. So there is a hierarchy of development of 
the senses, including the sixth one, the brain and conditioned mind in 
the sense of thoughts and feelings etc. 
 
Just observe, enjoy a little, but don't get attached. Try not to let on 
to non-yogis what is happening as people can have pretty low tolerance 
of psychic/purification processes that are beyond their own experience. 
 
Alternatively, might end up abusing these psychic phenomena....not a 
good idea as can get in deep water very quickly. Why be Uri Geller when 
one can be Buddha ?
 
Purification of intellect and emotions is the best as one is drawn to 
the most pure forms of culture and relationship in every aspect of one's 
life. Language, thought. feeling, erception, all become a sheer joy to 
experience and share with others at every moment, and provide safest 
foundation for further meditation.
 
Even this passes for have to go beyond purity itself if one wants to be 
free.
 
Hope this puts the psychic phenomena and sensitivity in context a 
little. Regards Yogi Tom. 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 10:07:48 -0600 
From: "Marco Antonio Galvàn Ph.D:" <magj1ATnospamibm.net> 
To: <CGIAJWATnospamaol.com>, <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: Re: chakras/1, 2, 3 
Message-Id: <199703171613.QAA92801ATnospamout1.ibm.net> 
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Yes, Da love Ananda (so call Adi Da or. Free John) spiritual initiation 
start from the Head Chackra, he call it the Descend of Grace.
 
He distinguish the clasic Kundalini initiation that start from the base of 
the spine to his descend of grace from above.
 
 
Marco Antonio Galván 
Gutemberg 61-6 
Polanco 
Mexico D:F Mexico
 
Fax      :525-705-5903 
Voice:  525-705-44-90 (call collect)
 
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> From: CGIAJWATnospamaol.com 
> To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
> Subject: Re: chakras/1, 2, 3 
> Date: Domingo 16 de Marzo de 1997 2:07 PM 
>  
> Hey, my crown chakra was my first activated chakra, then my third eye and 
now 
> onto my heart, navel and root. 
>  
> Do people know which religions/practices start their student's with the 
crown 
> chakra first?  Perhaps I was with that group before, or my advancement in 
> past lives led this to open first in this life, or I was used to 
spaceyness 
> so that came naturally. 
>  
> thanks 
> Aaron :) 
> <html><head></head><BODY bgcolor="#FFFFFF"><p><font size=2 color="#000000" face="Arial Narrow">Yes, Da love Ananda (so call Adi Da or. Free John) spiritual initiation start from the Head Chackra, he call it the Descend of Grace.<br><br>He distinguish the clasic Kundalini initiation that start from the base of the spine to his descend of grace from above.<br><br><br><font size=2><br>Marco Antonio Galván<br>Gutemberg 61-6<br>Polanco<br>Mexico D:F Mexico<br><br>Fax      :525-705-5903<br>Voice:  525-705-44-90 (call collect)<br><br><br><font color="#0000FF">----------<br>> From: <u>CGIAJWATnospamaol.com</u><br>> To: <u>kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com</u><br>> Subject: Re: chakras/1, 2, 3<br>> Date: Domingo 16 de Marzo de 1997 2:07 PM<br>> <br>> Hey, my crown chakra was my first activated chakra, then my third eye and now<br>> onto my heart, navel and root.<br>> <br>> Do people know which religions/practices start their student's with the crown<br>> chakra first?  Perhaps I was with that group before, or my advancement in<br>> past lives led this to open first in this life, or I was used to spaceyness<br>> so that came naturally.<br>> <br>> thanks<br>> Aaron :)<br>> </p> 
</font></font></font></body></html>Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 17:21:48 +0100 
From: Tobias Ussing <tobiasATnospamcybernet.dk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: greatings from Denmark 
Message-Id: <16214810923586ATnospamcybernet.dk> 
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="iso-8859-1" 
 
 
Hello everybody! 
Just want to send greatings from Denmark. We have a network here, and have 
been in contact with about 200 people touched by the kundalini process. We 
give information and try to help those who are having problems along the 
way.     Among other things we have a newsletter that has been out 10 times 
now, and we have had an article in the danish medical journal and various 
newspapers, so information is spreading. 
It´s nice to hear from other parts of the world,
 
lots of light
 
Helga 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 09:44:33 -0800 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: Larry Killen <LkillenATnospammsn.com> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: FW: This list 
Message-ID: <332D8301.3FEFATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
 
Larry Killen wrote: 
  
> I have a confession of sorts.  I sent this mail out this morning with the 
> intentions of posting it to the K-list.  As you might note below, it 
> inadvertantly went to another list I belong to.  I'm awaiting the response 
> from this very scientific list in regards to my statement. 
>  
> If the k-list aquires some very strange new members...oh this is too much. 
> ESRI is composed of mainly spatial analyst and programmers.  They will read 
> this over and over and over looking for some logic..... 
>  
> ---------- 
> Sent:   Sunday, March 16, 1997 9:48 AM 
> To:     'ESRI List' 
> Subject:        This list 
>  
> For I year I have read this list and until recently was reluctant to show 
> myself.  I was unsure of the members for some stretched my sensibilities 
> beyond it's limits. 
> But that was first look.  After I started participating I discovered a wealth 
> of love here for the likes of nowhere else.  I now read every post (when 
> possible) and the love flows from my screen.  Once I was willing to put my 
> prejudice aside a metamorphose took place with either the list or me or both. 
> I don't know.  But I do feel in tune with it. 
>         I do hope our species advances in this direction.  We so badly need it. 
> Maybe the new models are rising.  I hope so. 
>         Larry
 
Great fun. 
An excellent post sent by your higher self to exactly the right place. 
The scientific side of you has been sent something that will stretch its 
sensibilities. 
You are an illustration of your own development. 
Now your post: 
Why should you be sure of K members? 
Most of us are completely unsure of ourselves 
but we accept uncertainty. 
We are completely unsensible 
and we sense this is right 
You see the K list too is an illustration of itself 
those who deny it 
see nothing 
those who accept it 
gain acceptance 
and those ready for change . . . 
- it's cracking - - - 
~ BUTTERFLY! ~
 
Most Kind Regards 
Lobster 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 08:38:50 -0800 
From: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Cc: acsATnospamaol.com 
Subject: Fw: This forward is actually worth it, trust me. (fwd) 
Message-id: <1.5.4.32.19970317163850.00673084ATnospamoregon.uoregon.edu> 
 
> 
>>  When you forward it, please include acsATnospamaol.com so they know we are 
>> forwarding it. 
>>  
>>         LITTLE JESSICA MYDEK IS SEVEN YEARS OLD AND IS SUFFERING FROM AN 
>> ACUTE AND VERY RARE CASE OF CEREBRAL CARCINOMA.  THIS CONDITION CAUSES 
>> SEVERE MALIGNANT BRAIN TUMORS AND IS A TERMINAL ILLNESS.  THE   
>> DOCTORS HAVE 
>> GIVEN HER SIX MONTHS TO LIVE. 
>>  
>>         AS PART OF HER DYING WISH, SHE WANTED TO START A CHAIN LETTER TO 
>> INFORM PEOPLE OF THIS CONDITION AND TO SEND PEOPLE THE MESSAGE TO    
>> LIVE LIFE 
>> TO THE FULLEST AND ENJOY EVERY MOMENT, A CHANCE THAT SHE WILL NEVER HAVE. 
>>  
>>         FURTHERMORE, THE AMERICAN CANCER SOCIETY AND SEVERAL CORPORATE 
>> SPONSORS HAVE AGREED TO DONATE THREE CENTS TOWARD CONTINUING CANCER   
>> RESEARCH 
>> FOR EVERY NEW PERSON THAT GETS FORWARDED THIS MESSAGE.  PLEASE GIVE   
>> JESSICA 
>> AND ALL CANCER VICTIMS A CHANCE. 
>>  
>>          IF THERE ARE ANY QUESTIONS, SEND THEM TO THE AMERICAN CANCER 
>> SOCIETY AT ACSATnospamAOL.COM. 
>>  
>>  
>>  
>>  
>>  
>>  
>>  
>>  
>>  
>>  
>>  
> 
> 
> 
> 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 10:45:38 -0600 (CST) 
From: "Teresa W. Carrigan" <carriganATnospamwebmart.net> 
To: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Fw: This forward is actually worth it, trust me. (fwd) 
Message-Id: <199703171645.KAA18580ATnospamns.inw.net> 
 
Sorry, listers.  I've seen this on other lists, with later retractions. 
It's a hoax.
 
At 08:38 3/17/97 -0800, Ken McFarland wrote: 
> 
>> 
>>>  When you forward it, please include acsATnospamaol.com so they know we are 
>>> forwarding it. 
>>>  
>>>         LITTLE JESSICA MYDEK IS SEVEN YEARS OLD AND IS SUFFERING FROM AN 
>>> ACUTE AND VERY RARE CASE OF CEREBRAL CARCINOMA.  THIS CONDITION CAUSES 
>>> SEVERE MALIGNANT BRAIN TUMORS AND IS A TERMINAL ILLNESS.  THE   
>>> DOCTORS HAVE 
>>> GIVEN HER SIX MONTHS TO LIVE. 
 <etc.>
 
><>  <><  ><>  <><  ><>  <><  ><>  <><  ><>  <><  ><>  <><   
 God bless you! 
  -   Teresa 
Teresa W. Carrigan		"Shared pain is lessened; 
carriganATnospamwebmart.net	 	 shared joy is increased."
 
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Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 13:37:28 -0500 (EST) 
From: STMSFOATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: RE: ADMIN: Unsubscribing 
Message-ID: <970317133516_-1605806898ATnospamemout06.mail.aol.com> 
 
Please unsubscribe me from the list. 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 97 14:06:45 EST 
From: chelseaATnospamsuperaje.com (Dominic & Maureen Marando) 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: To Steve R. 
Message-Id: <9703171906.AA23014ATnospamsuperaje.com> 
 
Hey..........you out there anywhere?????? 
M :-) 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 11:50:55 -0800 
From: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Five important things 
Message-id: <1.5.4.32.19970317195055.00668614ATnospamoregon.uoregon.edu> 
 
Dear Lobster,
 
Whew! Lobster, you are really pushing my envelope. There is huge wisdom in 
the exercise. Thank you. My first thought is that I don't know anything 
important. But then the exercise is relativistic so here are the first 5 
things that came up. I know there are additional important things, but these 
are the ones that came to me first.
 
1.  Hope keeps us going; hope activates the interest-excitement continuum. 
2.  Certainty of expectation may give joy to hope. 
3.  Pain arises from knowledge as a result of expectational mismatch 
(knowledge structures include the need for love, hopes, desires, beliefs, 
meaning, schema, scripts, etc.). 
4.  Love is the way to hope with certainty. 
5.  Primal love unfulfilled wounds the emerging self, is painfully 
experienced as unloveworthiness of the self or shame, alienates the self 
from the self and others, functionally disconnects the self's awareness from 
the part of the brain that experiences love, home, and God, and makes it 
really hard to connect with anything beyond the self (so says my left brain).
 
Ken 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 15:04:28 -0500 (EST) 
From: CGIAJWATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Aaron the Magnificent 
Message-ID: <970317150333_448384907ATnospamemout16.mail.aol.com> 
 
Thanks for the great info, but to all those out their, the fact that my crown 
was first to greet me doesn't mean I'm super god-like.  Perhaps it's the 
difference between open and ripe'n ready to open, I can't tell anymore. 
 Also, it's taken me almost two years to get even close to what my first 
spontaneous K experience was like.  Also, my experiences are extremely short 
lived.  Well, anywho, give thanks for what you've got, most people are trying 
to be excited about life via sports and talk shows. 
Thanks again Lobster 
Aaron :) 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 20:08:09 +0000 
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
Subject: A very funny post if ever I've known one - more please 
Message-ID: <R+KhlKApSaLzEwN0ATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
 
In message <332D8301.3FEFATnospamdial.pipex.com>, E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
writes 
>Larry Killen wrote: 
>  
>> I have a confession of sorts.  I sent this mail out this morning with the 
>> intentions of posting it to the K-list.  As you might note below, it 
>> inadvertantly went to another list I belong to.  I'm awaiting the response 
>> from this very scientific list in regards to my statement. 
>>  
>> If the k-list aquires some very strange new members...oh this is too much. 
>> ESRI is composed of mainly spatial analyst and programmers.  They will read 
>> this over and over and over looking for some logic.....
 
This is the funniest post I have seen so far...I know just how funny 
because I have run across scientists myself who are not just unable to 
understand where I'm coming from, but feel an uncontrollable need to try 
and eradicate the kundalini experience and perhaps me too from the face 
of the earth as if it was some kind of poison or virus. They just cannot 
handle the thought, let alone the experience that there is an irrational 
cosmic force within us all just waiting to tear the ego to pieces. So if 
we get a positive response, it would be quite an event......
 
More inappropriate postings please, maybe we should draw out the poison 
of the reductive scientific mind by infiltrating lists all over the 
net...a kind of spiritual subversion Vietcong style. Any thoughts out 
there ? - Regards Yogi Tom 
>> ---------- 
>> Sent:   Sunday, March 16, 1997 9:48 AM 
>> To:     'ESRI List' 
>> Subject:        This list 
>>  
>> For I year I have read this list and until recently was reluctant to show 
>> myself.  I was unsure of the members for some stretched my sensibilities 
>> beyond it's limits. 
>> But that was first look.  After I started participating I discovered a wealth 
>> of love here for the likes of nowhere else.  I now read every post (when 
>> possible) and the love flows from my screen.  Once I was willing to put my 
>> prejudice aside a metamorphose took place with either the list or me or both. 
>> I don't know.  But I do feel in tune with it. 
>>         I do hope our species advances in this direction.  We so badly need  
>it. 
>> Maybe the new models are rising.  I hope so. 
>>         Larry 
> 
> 
>Great fun. 
>An excellent post sent by your higher self to exactly the right place. 
>The scientific side of you has been sent something that will stretch its 
>sensibilities. 
>You are an illustration of your own development. 
>Now your post: 
>Why should you be sure of K members? 
>Most of us are completely unsure of ourselves 
>but we accept uncertainty. 
>We are completely unsensible 
>and we sense this is right 
>You see the K list too is an illustration of itself 
>those who deny it 
>see nothing 
>those who accept it 
>gain acceptance 
>and those ready for change . . . 
>- it's cracking - - - 
>~ BUTTERFLY! ~ 
> 
> 
>Most Kind Regards 
>Lobster 
>
 
--  
Tom Aston 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 13:47:38 -0800 
From: Krishnamurthy Ramalingam <krisATnospamfsc.fujitsu.com> 
To: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU> 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, acsATnospamaol.com 
Subject: Re: Fw: This forward is actually worth it, trust me. (fwd) 
Message-ID: <332DBBFA.3178ATnospamfsc.fujitsu.com> 
 
 
Ken McFarland wrote: 
>  
> > 
> >>  When you forward it, please include acsATnospamaol.com so they know we are 
> >> forwarding it. 
> >> 
> >>         LITTLE JESSICA MYDEK IS SEVEN YEARS OLD AND IS SUFFERING FROM AN 
> >> ACUTE AND VERY RARE CASE OF CEREBRAL CARCINOMA.  THIS CONDITION CAUSES 
> >> SEVERE MALIGNANT BRAIN TUMORS AND IS A TERMINAL ILLNESS.  THE 
> >> DOCTORS HAVE 
> >> GIVEN HER SIX MONTHS TO LIVE. 
> >> 
> >>         AS PART OF HER DYING WISH, SHE WANTED TO START A CHAIN LETTER TO 
> >> INFORM PEOPLE OF THIS CONDITION AND TO SEND PEOPLE THE MESSAGE TO 
> >> LIVE LIFE 
> >> TO THE FULLEST AND ENJOY EVERY MOMENT, A CHANCE THAT SHE WILL NEVER HAVE. 
> >> 
> >>         FURTHERMORE, THE AMERICAN CANCER SOCIETY AND SEVERAL CORPORATE 
> >> SPONSORS HAVE AGREED TO DONATE THREE CENTS TOWARD CONTINUING CANCER 
> >> RESEARCH 
> >> FOR EVERY NEW PERSON THAT GETS FORWARDED THIS MESSAGE.  PLEASE GIVE 
> >> JESSICA 
> >> AND ALL CANCER VICTIMS A CHANCE. 
> >> 
> >>          IF THERE ARE ANY QUESTIONS, SEND THEM TO THE AMERICAN CANCER 
> >> SOCIETY AT ACSATnospamAOL.COM. 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> >> 
> > 
> > 
> > 
> >
 
I checked the ACS homepage and this is a HOAX. Please check the ACS 
homepage.
 
-Krishnamurthy 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 19:32:49 -0800 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca 
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: A very funny post if ever I've known one - more please 
Message-ID: <332E0CE1.5F7ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
 
Dear Yogi Tom: 
  
> More inappropriate postings please, maybe we should draw out the poison 
> of the reductive scientific mind by infiltrating lists all over the 
> net...a kind of spiritual subversion Vietcong style. Any thoughts out 
> there?
 
Well done. 
Was thinking this and then you said it (it only slipped my mind) 
Just remember spiritual subversion can only be done as an act 
of compassion. 
You are not trying to harm people or interfere with their sleep 
patterns. 
If anybody wishes to follow this path they need to be very thick skinned 
(or shelled as in Lobster) 
You must not engage in any abuse, intolerance or knee jerk negativity.  
So where to start; 
Well how about placing this (or something similar) 
somewhere and telling us of your results:
 
Dear Friends, 
Thank you for all your kind messages 
none of which I understand 
Many of you will probably die 
but not this week 
Anyway many condolonces on your future death. 
Perhaps the preceding is not relevant  
but the following is the same. 
Many people have talked to trees 
but they grow anyway 
from this I would like to remind people 
that it is no accident 
that they accidently came into being 
If you have any proof of non-existence 
please ignore your self 
otherwise your cooperation is appreciated 
but not essentail 
We wish you every success 
in your further failure to comprehend 
and every opportunity 
for real success.   
 
ARC 
http://dspace.dial.pipex.com/town/place/vv60/ 
 
Most Kind Regards 
(the subversive) Lobster 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 16:32:48 +0000 
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, Tobias Ussing <tobiasATnospamcybernet.dk> 
Subject: Re: greatings from Denmark 
Message-ID: <JjM3CDAwIXLzEwffATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk> 
 
 
In message <16214810923586ATnospamcybernet.dk>, Tobias Ussing  
<tobiasATnospamcybernet.dk> writes 
>Hello everybody! 
Greetings from London Helga - am in media myself, so..... 
Why not tell us about how the medical journal looked at kundalini. I for  
one would be interested to hear what science made of kundalini. Await  
reply....Yogi Tom
 
>Just want to send greatings from Denmark. We have a network here, and have 
>been in contact with about 200 people touched by the kundalini process. We 
>give information and try to help those who are having problems along the 
>way.     Among other things we have a newsletter that has been out 10 times 
>now, and we have had an article in the danish medical journal and various 
>newspapers, so information is spreading. 
>It´s nice to hear from other parts of the world, 
> 
>lots of light 
> 
>                            Helga 
>
 
--  
Tom Aston 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 20:18:43 -0800 
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
CC: jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca 
Subject: Wisdom exposed . . . 
Message-ID: <332E17A3.1F84ATnospamdial.pipex.com> 
 
 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 19:38:11 -0500 (EST) 
From: CGIAJWATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: lazy man/grey wizards 
Message-ID: <970317193705_1483848037ATnospamemout02.mail.aol.com> 
 
Terry brings up a good point
 
If Nirvana is infinite, perminant bliss, unconditional love, then is it a 
middle path, is it possible?  K fills me with infinite bliss and 
unconditional love, but my K last for only shot times.  I would assume that a 
perminatly raised K would make the sensations perminant and therefore bring 
"Nirvana".  When training, especially with the psychic/wiccan energy usage, 
both my energy, and the dark/light aspects of the energy would go in cycles. 
 I now have a light but steady base of pleasant energy occasioned by more 
intense energy.  I almost never have dark energy anymore and it makes me feel 
alittle incomplete, like it's a part of me, and I should draw from it 
accordingly, but that could contradict alot of how I view my use of energy, 
my attemps to energize the light aspect.
 
Perhaps this is what grey wizards go through when they try to become white 
wizards.  Any suggestions, did I move to white wizard too soon.  I fear that 
if I go back to grey, my energy could be too high and I could become a dark 
wizard.  Mortals die, so nothing matters, but nothing matters means we should 
feel free, freedom invites pleasure, true pleasure requires love, 
unconditional love is/leads to Nirvana, I'm here for Nirvana, K brings 
Nirvana, K requires energy, dark energy is abundant, nothing matters, 
ect......
 
Lotsa Love 
Aaron :-| 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 19:38:19 -0500 (EST) 
From: CGIAJWATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Cannabis and Kundalini 
Message-ID: <970317193659_886483940ATnospamemout18.mail.aol.com> 
 
It was probably my favorite drug, battling out with shrooms.
 
It definatly effects your energy, it helps you release/feel you energy 
better.  Try smoking and doing tai-chi, or slow moving energy work.  The main 
problems are that it's illegal, and your energy is almost untouchable when 
your out.  Try getting your easiest chakra going when your high, then repeat 
when you've come down.  After awhile, reduce your smoking, but try to get the 
chakra going anyway.  It takes a long time but it's worth it.  It's still 
nice to smoke now and then, and since my energy level is higher without the 
smoke, and my tollerance has fallen, the energy work is fantastic.  I've been 
there, and I know how tough it is to slow down with the smoking.  I was 
pretty bad about it and smoked repetedly throughout the day and night.  Cost 
me a fortune, and I was getting some pretty cazy deals.  Well, anyway, try to 
replace your drug induced highs with self induced highs, it's a much cleaner 
trip, and much easier to deal with others.
 
Aaron :)
 
Ps.  Are you smoking while reading this!!! 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 20:41:05 -0500 (EST) 
From: DChern1123ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: direction of subtle energy flow in whole body - views ? 
Message-ID: <970317203923_806019319ATnospamemout12.mail.aol.com> 
 
Dear Tom, Ithink I was taught to satart yoga asanas on the right side (ladies 
start with the left) With respect  to the warm up (pushing   the blood up 
towards the heart ) 
right arm first, then right foot and whole leg ,then left arm ,left foot and 
leg.Then all the rest of them.Interesting that in the Orthodox religion the 
men stand ,and I mean stand, on the right and ladies on the left. 
  While "my" K  starts with the left foot it's in it's infancy 
and I've never concluded anthing from it,.although now I suppose it could BE 
my feminine side, energy wise if that makes any sense.The rest of the K 
energy is really wild . Did you ever have any experiences with small muscle 
pulls or tears just below the cervical vertebrea where the shoulder is or a 
little below, usually on the left side.No matter how carefull I am ,for 20 
years I had a series of  these pains there ,usually last for three days. 
   Thanks for your input. dchern 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 20:43:58 -0500 (EST) 
From: DChern1123ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: greatings from Denmark 
Message-ID: <970317204308_1614281597ATnospamemout15.mail.aol.com> 
 
Thank you Helga 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 20:45:05 -0500 (EST) 
From: DChern1123ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Reactions - purification of the 6 senses - good and bad 
Message-ID: <970317204200_-2107302917ATnospamemout12.mail.aol.com> 
 
Right on 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 20:49:51 -0500 (EST) 
From: DChern1123ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Five important things 
Message-ID: <970317204855_1550966248ATnospamemout02.mail.aol.com> 
 
Give up all hope , the interest excitement  complex keeps you coming back and 
coming back and coming back.Vedas not me. 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 20:53:07 -0500 (EST) 
From: DChern1123ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: A very funny post if ever I've known one - more please 
Message-ID: <970317205155_1184008973ATnospamemout05.mail.aol.com> 
 
Ready for a change.Excellent 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 20:55:14 -0500 (EST) 
From: DChern1123ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: A very funny post if ever I've known one - more please 
Message-ID: <970317205513_-1739697390ATnospamemout20.mail.aol.com> 
 
Did you just make that up? 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 18:02:16 -0800 
From: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Chain letter 
Message-id: <1.5.4.32.19970318020216.00686180ATnospamoregon.uoregon.edu> 
 
Appropriate shame on me reinforces the rules 
I am learning 
Never again 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 18:07:01 -0800 
From: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU> 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Primal love 
Message-id: <1.5.4.32.19970318020701.00663e94ATnospamoregon.uoregon.edu> 
Content-type: text/plain; charset="iso-8859-1" 
 
 
Dear Lobster,
 
First, my self has been in hiding for over a half-century 
That seems long enough  
It is time to come out  
Post awayI will tame my fear of shame and learn to live with it
 
I wrote:
 
>> 5.  Primal love unfulfilled wounds the emerging self, is painfully 
>> experienced as unloveworthiness of the self or shame, alienates the self 
>> from the self and others, functionally disconnects the self's awareness from 
>> the part of the brain that experiences love, home, and God, and makes it 
>> really hard to connect with anything beyond the self (so says my left 
>>brain).
 
Then you wrote:
 
>1. Your self is wanting to emerge - Right? 
>2. What 1-5 (Again) makes you WORTY OF even a little LOVE 
>(these 5 will not be posted to the forum except with your permission)
 
The primal love of which I speak, is manifest in the symbiotic merger that 
takes place in the mother-neonate relationship and carries the child onto 
its emotional life trajectory. When this love is lacking, the child 
experiences the event as shame. The neuroarchetecture of the brain is 
affected, as is brain chemistry, in a way that blocks access to the 
emotional systems involved in feeling the presents of something greater than 
self or outside of self. This dynamic begins in infancy and the results are 
very enduring, usually affecting one´s entire life. Empathy is compromised 
and it makes it difficult to love anyone, beginning with the self. 
 
The answer to your question is Yes, my self does want to emerge 
The part that seems to be in hiding is the spiritual
 
I will hug a tree and tell it I love it out loud (when no one is around)
 
Sincerely, 
Ken 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 21:24:32 -0500 (EST) 
From: ANGDOC2ATnospamaol.com 
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: ADMIN: Unsubscribing 
Message-ID: <970317212432_-1939743360ATnospamemout06.mail.aol.com> 
 
  Please unsubscribe me from the list 
  
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 18:31:21 -0800 (PST) 
From: Mary <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net> 
To: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com 
Subject: Re: Wisdom exposed . . . 
Message-Id: <199703180231.SAA27264ATnospamgridsat.thegrid.net> 
 
At 08:18 PM 3/17/97 -0800, E Jason wrote: 
> 
>
 
 
 
 
Ah!    At last! 
Date: Mon, 17 Mar 1997 21:32:45 -0500 
From: "Chuck Thompson" <pcdoctorATnospamcdc.net> 
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com> 
Subject: UNSUBSCRIB 
Message-Id: <199703180235.VAA19574ATnospamcdc3.cdc.net> 
 
 
UNSUBSCRIB PLEASE TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST I DO NOT KNOW HOW I GOT ON
 
 
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