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Tales of Awakening
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Judy
Hi, Many thanks to all who are participating in the discussion
list. As you all probably know, it is very difficult to find information
about kundalini and even harder to find kindred souls who either have gone
through this or are currently going through it. It is very reassuring to
know that there are others out there who truly understand the ups and downs
of kundalini. I am very new to kundalini. I first experienced kundalini
when in the mountains tying to get my spiritual cards in order and decided
that since I still had no answers to my lifelong questions that the best
avenue would be to surrender totally to God and the higher powers. I was
not doing much serious meditation at the time and still don't do much of
the heavy duty stuff, just what comes naturally. I do remember praying,
or meditating, or talking to God or whoever would listen and all of a sudden
I felt the energy begin in my feet. At the time, it was hardly unpleasant,
just a kind of curious feeling that I paid little attention to. As time
went on, the energy grew stronger and before long, I began to put the pieces
together and knew it was kundalini energy. I have never had incapacitating
symptoms but there is not a day that goes by that I am not aware of kundalini.
It makes itself known through back pain, constant tingling and prickling
sensations everywhere and sensations of heat leading me to think I could
cook any given meal on the surface of my skin. No matter what the symptom
of the day, I have chosen to look at each as a reminder that something
wondrous is happening and that I am experiencing something still relatively
rare and no matter how annoyed I become with what is going on, it is still
a gift. I have been service oriented most of my life and have tried to
follow a life of compassion no matter who I meet. Now I am more convinced
that this is the only way to work with kundalini. I have also found that
whenever I become irritated with the kundalini manifestations, if I stop
and remember to surrender to the process, the symptoms ease considerably.
It seems that the resistance to the process only makes things worse and
much harder to bear. One of the things that has helped me the most was
the information that I received from the newsletter put out by El Collie
in Shared Transformation. I would strongly recommend that everyone subscribe
to that newsletter to become more informed, especially the issue that tells
about symptoms. It starts to make so much sense when you know that you
are not really neurotic and your pains are not in your mind but rather
the result of something incredibly transforming. Most of us will never
be the same as we go through this, but I suspect that the changes right
now are just the beginning of something truly magnificent for all of us
and those we touch in our daily lives. Judy
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