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Recieved: 2004/12/05 18:48
Subject: [K-list] Making love with God...
From: Susan Carlson
On 2004/12/05 18:48, Susan Carlson posted thus to the K-list:
The questions was, "Now that my kundalini is rising, what am I to do with
all this horniness?"
One is just indulge...that can be fun depending on the partner and the
circumstances. You can also do it by yourself and enjoy and use the energy
for transforming yourself.
The other is to just be with it. Just revel in the feeling and let it
suffuse your whole body. It's a prelude to making love with God. (I am a
mystic so I can get away with saying this.) Just because you have the
feeling doesn't mean you have to act on it.
In my car meditation this morning with a hot chai latte in my hand I was
moving into states of ecstasy thinking on this.
Whatever you call That Which Is...God/dess, Tao, Intelligence, Tomato Soup,
My Dog Spot, Whatever... it is not important. What is important is realizing
the feeling of That is orgasmic. That is Cosmic Energy. The energy of the
Cosmos is ecstasy. What moves and creates and sustains the Universe feels
good to the body.
I realized again that making love with God is no different from making love
with a partner in one sense. One can respond with "I didn't feel nothing,
nothing happened, that was awful" to the place where no words are sufficient
to describe the moment. Then there are all those levels of moments that take
place in between. So who bears the responsibility for the perception of the
moment?
The energy is always the same. For example, when Glenn and I give Shaktipat
we are not necessarily giving energy that is different for different people.
It is all the same energy. It is the recepticale that determines the
experience of the moment. It's like blaming the sun for feeling cold and
depressed on a cloudy day. :)
Fortunately,when one makes love with God there can really only be one inept
partner so that narrows the choice down for who needs to make improvements.
One can only take responsibility for their own bliss. Like Glenn says, "God
is not punishing you. You are just fucking up."
When kundalini has removed the majority of the blocks from our bodies, bliss
remains. When a block pops up, then we release it, bliss rushes in to fill
that spot until we crowd it out again. When bliss fully fills our bodies
then we can share it with others. That's why I teach this stuff. I want
other people to play with me and share it too.
You can pass kundalini on by actually making love with others.
OK...everybody pile into the center of the room for group grope
time....ha...just kidding. Well at least I am. Glenn has to speak for
himself on this one. So instead I give shaktipat in group meditations
instead. What people are feeling is what it is like when I make love with
God. I am blending and merging with the energy of the universe, All That Is.
My heart opens and expands and it becomes shareable. Shakti (cosmic energy)
wants to be shared. It wants to jump from body to body, from person to
person. And it will do it anyway so just be prepared. You can't go outside
in the rain without getting wet.
Sex may not feel so good so we can reproduce the species. (Biological
reproduction). Sex might feel so good so Shakti can be shared. Babies are
just a byproduct of non awareness in making love.
Duh, you might say but what if making love was for the propogation of Shakti
first, not the survival of the species? Or one might say that survival of
the species is dependent first on the sharing of Shakti of which k awakening
is the prerequisite.
I have always thought that the reason for celibacy is because making love
with God is far more fun and satisfying than with a human partner(s). But
that is selfish too, which is perfectly OK with me. Yet, I always like to be
of service so making love with a human partner can be a way to bring ecstasy
to my little corner of the world. ;>
Ecstatically celibate (hopefully a temporary condition),
Susan
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Krishnamurti: "The moment you have in your heart this
extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the
ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed."
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