To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/12/26 19:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kundalini
From: Jenell

Marion Hanvey wrote:
>
> I wish someone would answer me. I feel lonely here, not knowing what's
> happening in my innermost being.

We all struggle with this. You are not alone or unusual in that.

 If anyone has got any thoughts PLEASE
> WRITE TO ME. Another thing I forgot to mention , right after the reiki
> attunements I was able to read peoples' thoughts. I don't mean the thoughts
> and feelings they were currently experiencing, which you can often tell
> anyway, but what was bubbling up in their subconscious minds, before they
> came to flower in their brains. Mostly not nice. You couldn't live in this
> world knowing that so I told the experience/ability to go away and it did.

No, this isn't a nice little 'gift' to have, I would that it would go
away so easily for me. I've been living with it for several years now,
doesn't seem to be going away. i've asked, pleaded and begged to no
avail. Both their now, conscious thoughts, and some of ther subconscious
ones, and sometimes, their future ones they will have in trsponse to
something later. Yuck. i learned to some extent to 'send' back, 'speak'
to them through the telepathy, my then got a hard 'hit' through my
empathy when they realized I was doing this, and their reaction of fear.
Can't seem to win on this one.

> (I'm not aggrandising myself here by the way, God knows what's in my
> subconscious)(It's a good job only God and enlightened beings know, they're
> more understanding!)
> Please, if anyone has any thoughts on the matter, please write to me.
> In case anyone is wondering, I have been drinking wine, but it only brings
> out what's there anyway. I don't believe people who say "it wasn't me, it
> was the alcohol/drugs". Do you?
>
I've never been much of a drinker anyway, no drugsm but do have an
occasional drink or two. I'vwe found it most important NOT to, though,
when I'm on a downer, it only makes it worse.

>
>
> I have heard (again) that God forgives everything except arrogance.
>
I think that is unforgiveness that He cannot forgive, for if we can't
forgive another, we cannot find forgiveness for ourself.

Jenell

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