To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/12/26 01:05
Subject: Re: [K-list] Irresponsible Kundalini article?
From: Wim Borsboom

Hi Cheryl,

Someone wrote to the editor of "Realization" web magazine:
>> I think "The Day My Kundalini Woke Up" [an article in said magazine]
>> is an irresponsible article. I have no respect for
>> anyone publishing an article telling how to
>> have a Kundalini awakening. Some people could
>> die or go insane from such an approach. You
>> don't know what you are playing with!

You wrote (not necessarily referring to the above passage):
>Anyone wanting to worry about such things is being unrealistic.
>Your kundalini will rise when you least expect it to.
>Whos really ready for it...

You could be right, this is what ppl. of some(?) authority (?) say, and it
could be true for most... but... but... but...
I knew a day before K started to rise in me, that it would rise in me. And I
knew that it would be by means of a rather sudden and intense cleansing
process. I knew that it would happen because I had prepared myself for it...
the preparation took me about 13 years. It was a very daring undertaking, it
is even daring to tell the story of that preparative endeavour. (Had to do
with wilfully destroying myself and testing to find out whether there was an
innate process in me that would restore myself back to my original self.)
I knew about five years ago that the kundalini process would happen to me in
a "big way". I was in Frankfurt, Germany on a certain day and that day was
so auspicious that I knew that there was going to be a build-up after that
day to a tremendous experience which would happen... which... did happen in
San Gemignano, Italy a few weeks later. It had much to do with the
celebration of Christ's ascension and the Pentecost, the descent of the Holy
Spirit (Comforter, Eleuterios). That experience in San Gemignano I called a
"prototype experience": a preview of the "end result" of a total Kundalini
rising, shown to me as Grace, experienced as a foretaste.... I knew then
that I had to go through quite a lengthy process to "actuallize - realize -
factualize" that prototype experience, "that blueprint, that architectural
design" so to say. I knew that this restoration process was going to take a
certain length of time. The process in my case lasted exactly 960 days, as
many days as I saw undulations in the crown chakra (the way I saw the chakra
pattern and counted the wave patterns one day), as many days as I counted
petals in the lotus-like crown chakra, which at first I saw turned down-ward
and later pointing up-ward. Seeing...? Seeing what and why? Counting...?
Counting what and why?... ... ... I am a curious and sometimes silly kind of
guy.
Kundalini indeed is grace, and one must indeed be unexpectant, but that does
not mean that one has to sit passively and idly by...
There is a beautiful mix of active and passive involvement with Kundalini,
"dis-interested intent" as ppl. of some(!) authority(!) have it. The
dynamics of this involvement has very much to do with SOMETHING in which
human and divine will are somehow distinguishable flows of ONE energy.
So, it is more complex than what seems to be indicated by what you write,
unless I understand you wrongly.

To be honest, there are ppl of some(?) authority(?) that spread quite some
BS around on this Kundalini topic, fear being the worst one.
Frankness, trust, love, truth and... fearless information will overcome all
doubt and fear. If we apply that faithfully, K comes with a built-in
guarantee... Actually, human beings are born with the promise of inborn
self-repair. There is no "wishy-washy"ness in Kundalini's graces.
If I may use your words, (and I hope that you don't take this as a personal
attack) "Your kundalini will rise when you least expect it to." and "Who's
really ready for it...", these words only add to the fear of uncertainty and
unpredictability, they actually undermine trust in a wonderfully designed
process that comes with the human being, a process that underlines our
resilience in this miraculous gift of life.

Love,
Wim

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